Chapter 67: Eternal Pain
He felt that he was just doing what a good student should do, listening carefully in class, finishing the homework assigned by the teacher, although the body was sometimes affected, but he never fell behind in his studies!
In this way, in exchange for a rich reward, in the face of such learning strength, the classmates no longer call him ---little sick!
On the contrary, many people often cast envious and valued eyes on him, which made Li Donglin feel very satisfied!
And, Gu Panpan, who came to school a month late, went to high school, from the previous to tie a capable ponytail, now the long hair is not tied anymore, the long hair shawl, flowing and smart, looks more mature, and with a beautiful face, it is really charming--- it's just that the face shape and figure have lost a lot of weight--- once, after self-study at night, I met Li Donglin on the road, and gave him a thumbs up:" Li Donglin, I didn't expect you to be my junior brother, and when you reach high school for a month or two, you will throw my senior sister and me out for miles away---!" Li Donglin scratched his head embarrassedly and said: "I didn't expect it either, I don't know why, it's still more acceptable to study this high school course!"
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"You're awesome! In the future, it seems that I have to learn more from you!" Gu Panpan pursed his lips and smiled, turning all beings upside down!
"Don't praise me anymore, I'm about to float---!" Li Donglin tried his best to control his eyes and not look at her watery eyes--
"Do you know, why am I a month late?" Gu Panpan threw out such a question at this moment, and was obviously sad--Li Donglin shook his head---, didn't know what to say, and waited for her next words--
"I'm ---, my mother gone---- "Gu Panpan almost cried--
"Gone, where are you going?" Li Donglin was puzzled
"Leave me forever, I hope I go to heaven---, I've been in the hospital for a month, and I've been with my mother----, but ---" Gu Panpan finally couldn't help crying bitterly - Li Donglin only understood at this moment that her mother had died, although she was two years older than herself, but she hadn't fully grown up, but her mother ----, Li Donglin froze there, not knowing what to say or what to do to comfort her---
"Heart disease, congenital, I don't know why, just after I took the high school entrance examination, the illness occurred, and at that time I was admitted to the county No. 1 middle school with such impressive results, she didn't have time to be happy and happy---!" Gu Panpan was already crying at this moment-
"Gu Panpan, I ---, I don't know what to say to comfort you at the moment---, I only know that people can't be resurrected after death---, such a loved one left, it's really sad---, I still remember, the year my grandma left, yes, grandpa cried like a stupid old man---, from a sixty-year-old who can still be regarded as a master of farming, stunned that he can no longer get off the ground, his body is getting worse---, my mother is crying even more, it is her mother, I also cry more fiercely, my mother is sad, I am even more sad----- I have cried---, pained---, slowly survived---, in my impression, you have always been a very strong bosom sister, I, I hope you will be strong, as you said, your mother did not die, but watched you in heaven---
Li Donglin didn't know how to say so much at once, seeing how sad she was, she almost wanted to cry along with her--At this moment, she rubbed her slightly red and swollen eyes, and smiled shyly: "Thank you, Li Donglin, it turns out that you have always regarded me as your bosom sister! Well, from today onwards, I will recognize you as my godbrother, okay?"
"Of course, I'll raise my hands and my feet in favor!" Li Donglin cheered and couldn't help laughing, in fact, she had cried many times in the hospital that month, looking at her mother every day, her body was not as good as day by day---, lying on the hospital bed, infusing bottles of liquid medicine, she couldn't eat anymore, at most it was a liquid diet---, she fed her mother g---,ruel every time she fed her mother, and her pale face would bloom with a happy smile at this time----- Li Donglin hated illness, how could she not hate?
Because the illness took her mother away from her side--- she returned to school, she forced herself to pretend to be her usual appearance, as if her mother was still alive, so that her mood gradually cleared, but at night, especially in the middle of the night, when her mother left, the reluctant eyes always flashed in front of her eyes, sometimes, I really wanted to find someone to talk to, I never thought that Li Donglin was in the same class as herself---, and she had a very good impression of him, so it was natural to see the scene above---" Haha, Brother Lin, I'll call you that from now on---
She actually stretched out her slender hand so generously and stroked Li Donglin's forehead, "Okay, Sister Pan---!
Looking at each other and smiling, all without saying a word---- and then, the two walked together for a night walk back to the men's and women's dormitory, each with their own hearts, Li Donglin's heart was really shocked, he thought, if he loved his dear mother---, how painful he would be---, cherish, cherish the days when his loved ones were still by his side, even if he was always talking about things like Chen sesame seeds and rotten millet in his ears--- Li Donglin, I didn't expect that he had just become the most improved student in the school, and he recognized one by one
"Sister Pan", it can really be described as ---double happiness~! After that, the life of the first year of high school was a little smoother, and I also met a few quite good friends, their temperament and temperament are quite similar to Li Donglin, plus their table tennis skills are not bad, for a while, there is a lot of joy---- I still remember that Wu Peipei, who went to the city No. 1 Middle School, really wrote a letter to himself, in the third month of school, he inexplicably heard his name called out on the loudspeaker on the radio---, came to the mailroom, got the white letter, opened it and looked:" Lin --,I heard that you went to the county No. 1 middle school, congratulations! I am now also listed in the No. 1 middle school, in fact, speaking of which, I am also very grateful to you, three years of junior high school, with your company! I will return this sentence to you--- you are an excellent boy, don't let sentimentality torment you, sad things will always forget, new life will also show vitality, no matter whether we can meet or not, it is worth my nostalgia, I really don't want to ---- our friendship, so we parted! Li Donglin, watching, his hands trembled unconsciously, and he sighed in his heart, this Pepe, is really a warm-hearted person, hundreds of miles away, still thinking about himself in his heart, at this moment, I really can't help it, I want to pick up the pen and reply to her, but when this thought came out, Yanzi's resentful eyes, with hateful eyes, appeared in his mind---- so that no matter what, he couldn't lift the pen--- Li Donglin once thought, maybe if he didn't reply to her, I am afraid that they would be separated from each other, but, unexpectedly, this girl came one letter after another---, her law is to come every other quarter, spring, summer, autumn and winter, four years of high school, a full sixteen letters----, until I went to college, this letter was broken--- to this day, these sixteen letters, one kept in a corner of his big spacious study in a thick folder in the mezzanine---, now Li Donglin, every quarter, take out one, look at it, every time I read it, my heart will be silently choked once! Originally, he could choose to go with her when he was in college, but, in a dilemma, career and love? He was almost schizophrenic, collapsed, and finally chose the former, then, the latter became an eternal pain in his heart!