To tell the truth, when he was assigned to the dormitory with his luggage, Li Donglin was a little scared in his heart, because, in the past, elementary school, junior high school, to put it bluntly, he has not really become independent, Li Donglin has a lot of things in life, his mother is doing it, and his ability to live independently is actually very poor!

And now, in this relatively unfamiliar place, many things have to be done by yourself, studying, living ---, have a kind of abrupt, uneasy for no reason---, fortunately there is Brother Kaijie, it can be regarded as a response!

Many years later, Li Donglin will wonder if his choice was correct when he faced his father's questioning?

Maybe it will be better to repeat a year in the third year of junior high school, and the road of life in the future may be much smoother, and there will not be so many twists and turns and pain!

But, in this world there is none

Li Donglin's high school life, on the whole, is a bit gloomy----, on the one hand, physical reasons, on the other hand, mental reasons---, physical bad state, will inevitably affect a person's upward spiritual strength!

And this bad state seems to be easily affected by bad things, and then, it is a kind of torture--- and the cause of all this is completely because, when I was a child, my parents spoiled themselves too much, like flowers in a greenhouse, and couldn't withstand a little wind and rain?

I don't have a strong sense of independence, I don't have an opinion on many things, and I am easily influenced by outsiders---, I still remember my college days, because of a special reason, Li Donglin took a two-year suspension, and during the suspension, in a second-tier city, a so-called

The "leader" commented on Li Donglin----- you don't have the life of the princess, but you are like having a princess disease, poor people, there must be something hateful!

I still remember that once my mother was riding a bicycle, riding more than 50 miles, just in order to save the five yuan, to see herself, Li Donglin can't forget, when sending his brother Li Shuanglin, his mother burst into tears, sad feelings, pulled his brother's hand, told this, told that, finally, the car started with a muffled sound, had to let go,,, for, these two sons of hers, the palms and backs of their hands are meat, especially the younger son, when he was young, he was not in good health, and there were several disasters, but fortunately he survived, and now, he looks very promising in his studies, and he gives the most affection in his body, and he loves it even more!

Mother, bought two baked cakes and beef for Li Donglin, Li Donglin has always felt that it is very authentic, authentic delicious, so many years have passed, I feel that I haven't eaten that unique taste for a long, long time!

At noon, they were talking to home by the flower beds in the school's colored brick square, Li Donglin was really a little homesick, because when he was in junior high school, he could go home once a week, and now, once a month!

In fact, this time my mother came, but also I was not angry, I don't know what's going on, once when I was studying at night, I suddenly felt that my head was cloudy, and then, my face felt hot, and then, it became more and more red, and then, my body began to sweat, and I had no strength all over my body.

I don't know, in the end, I couldn't hold on, so I talked to the squad leader, went to the school infirmary, the school's doctor looked at it, only said that --- was cold---, prescribed some medicine--- on the way back, passing by the pool, Li Donglin couldn't help it, his stomach turned badly, rushed to the sink, and vomited inside, at this time, a girl who happened to pass by, originally wanted to come here to wash her hands, and when she looked, she hid her face with disdain and left---- Li Donglin was uncomfortable, and now, I felt even more uncomfortable, and I couldn't help but call home, in fact, I wanted to tell my family about my situation in high school, originally, I didn't want to say that I was sick, However, I still couldn't help it, and as a result, as soon as my mother heard it, she came directly to --- flower bed the next day, and my mother kept asking, is it still uncomfortable?

Do you want your mother to take you to the county hospital for another look? Li Donglin Actually, after taking the medicine at night, I slept with my head bored, much better, now, it's just that sometimes the stomach is a little uncomfortable, and the mouth will feel like vomiting, but it's not so strong--- Li Donglin, I can't forget, my mother held her little palm with one hand, one hand, stroked her forehead, and kept telling me that I must take care of myself, if there is anything, I must call to tell the family, and now the family has also pressed the landline phone, and when I am alone, don't be cold, frozen, and I can be hungry--- mother's arms are like a harbor full of warmth, and I have been on my mother's side before sleeping in separate beds with my parents, my brother is on my father's side, how many days and nights have I slept on my mother's right arm?

I can't remember, let alone know how sore--- mother's arm will be so sore?

In the first month of high school, I didn't know what was going on with me? It seems that it is really unadaptable, or what, sometimes, in the summer, I really feel cold in my body, others eat an ice cream, ice cream is fine, and I am extremely happy,,,, it's my turn, eat one, the next day I will have diarrhea----, diarrhea, and cause a very weak feeling to myself, a weak state, the whole person is not happy, and in this state, in a Chinese composition class, I wrote a story with my best hair --- Zhao Longyun, but I didn't expect that the teacher gave a --51 point！

With a full score of 60 points, it is really unprecedented---, I have the impression that it should be the best time for my essay performance!

The Chinese teacher is a chubby, very happy young man---, has a fiancée, is not married, and has just come here to teach not long ago---, he speaks in a low tone and frustration, very distinctive, is very willing to let people listen to him--- the teacher praised himself in the class, but he was in a poor mental state, the teacher came over, and stroked his shoulder with his palm: "Donglin which ---,body is the capital of the revolution, must take care of the body!" It's also very good, it's not in a good state, and you can write essays with true feelings---, teacher is optimistic about you, it's high school now, you have to be strong like a man, understand?" Li Donglin glanced at it gratefully, the teacher's eyes were bright, and he nodded heavily!

At this point, I have to mention that that time, Li Donglin and Wu Peipei went to do that small operation, puncture, and did not completely cure their rhinitis, sometimes, it is still uncomfortable and tight, especially when you have a cold---, rhinitis is committed, the duration may not be good for a month or two---, I really tossed myself enough--- and appendicitis, the five days of water infusion, did not make my body unresponsive, sometimes, my lower right abdomen, there will still be a faint pain---, the doctor once said--- In Japan, children are born with their appendix cut off, which is actually a useless organ in the human body！

Li Donglin once thought that it was better to cut it clean---, but her mother disagreed, her reason was that ---, at such a young age, she would have a knife on her body?"

Li Donglin's uncle had an open surgery, it was really painful---, so he had to have surgery, cut it off, leaving such a small mark on his belly, and it would still hurt occasionally!

Li Donglin has seen the school, a girl has appendicitis, it hurts, it is really crying out for the sky, rolling all over the ground, calling every day should not be, calling the ground is not working, and in the end, he was sent to the hospital by the teachers and classmates, and he came back to school for about half a month and restarted classes!

I don't know if it's appendicitis that hasn't been eradicated, or rhinitis that hasn't been cured, so Li Donglin feels like his body is sick every once in a while, the school hospital doesn't do anything, so he goes to the county hospital, checks the chest ,--- ultrasound, lens, and almost measures the heart rate--- and at this time, my father came again and again, like my mother, riding the old 28 bicycle at home, which is about 50 kilometers back--- Li Donglin is also very distressed, his body, what happened to him in high school？

Why is there something wrong here or there? It's like God deliberately doesn't want to make himself feel better?

The eyes were uncomfortable, and the doctor said that it was like trachoma---, with one or two bottles of eye drops, Li Donglin remembered!

The throat was uncomfortable, the doctor said, it was pharyngitis---, it could also be because of rhinitis, taking too many Chinese medicines and Western medicines, and bringing side effects, because, by this time, Li Donglin had not stopped the medicine because of rhinitis---!

Every time it costs, it is one or two hundred ---! even, the ears are uncomfortable, always feel that something is ringing all the time, the doctor said, it should be tinnitus---, and it is to prescribe medicine, take medicine---!

My obedient, Li Donglin, I only feel that less than two months after the start of school, all the parts of my body have had problems---, I followed behind my father, in front of the hospital registration window, there was a long queue, weak and weak body, so that Li Donglin felt that this dream high school was like entering a hell, in the dark night, he had raised his head more than once and asked the sky: Why can others go to school with peace of mind, eat Ma Ma Xiang, eat and sleep in the sea, what is wrong?

And how can my body be so sensitive? Always let myself experience this indescribable physical pain?

But the sky won't give him an answer, all he can do is to endure silently, endure, and the strange eyes of some people in the class, and even have a nickname ---Little Sick!

As a result, Li Donglin hates the hospital very much, and also hates the taste of medicine, and even hates how there can be diseases in this world?

In the end, the examination came, the examination went, and there was a doctor who seemed to be impatient, because he had seen Li Donglin several times, and he was still his mother's mother's family, and once, he pretended to be angry and said: "Li Donglin, your little life is precious, I think you are scared of yourself, your nerves are too sensitive, and your body is uncomfortable!@" Only Li Donglin was stunned, and his mother was busy playing a round in her ear: "Lin Zi, uncle is joking with you---, don't take it seriously~" Yes, is your life expensive?

What he said seems to be right, he is always worried about his body, and his body always makes him uncomfortable, things are often like this, the more you are afraid of something, the more you are afraid of something---, the more you are afraid of getting sick, the more the disease will come to you!

The more you are afraid of losing things, the more you lose things, it's so evil---, it's like going to the battlefield, the more afraid you are of death, the faster you die, it seems that Lord Yama also likes to bully the cowardly!

Not to mention those who are still alive, fate in reality is also, that is, I like to bully the weak, if you don't choose to be strong, then wait to be bullied, or humiliated--- Li Donglin can't forget that scene, he and his father, standing at the gate of the county hospital, he is very grateful in his heart, he can't bear his father, he came over again and again, and said: "Dad, seeing you work so hard every time, I feel very uncomfortable, I --- I will repay you and ---my mother when I grow up~."

The father was a little stunned, his eyes were slightly moist, and he stroked his forehead: "Child, taking care of you is our responsibility as parents, obligation---, it seems that you have grown up a little bit in high school---!

Li Donglin looked at the extremely kind gaze, his heart was very moved, in his memory, his father was always very strict, when he was a child, he and his brother were playful, and he almost lit the quilt at home, father, did not beat, did not scold, but, the stern and solemn eyes, it was enough to shock the brothers and their legs trembled, and constantly guaranteed that they would never dare to be so greedy next time--- I still remember that Li Donglin was hit on the head for the second time, and when he returned home, his father saw that it was also this kind of look, and once made his little heart afraid of many things--- then, his father asked: "Donglin, are you still going to school? Dad looks at you like this every day at school, and his heart is uncomfortable! Or, go home first to recuperate---, and then talk about it later---!" When Li Donglin heard this, he suddenly felt like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and he finally went to the county No. 1 middle school, so he gave up---, what should I do if I can't keep up with my school homework after a long delay?

Could it be that the 6,000 yuan is still paid for tuition? Will I take the exam next year? That is because my father hid that thick share of money in the inner pocket of his underwear, came to the school academic affairs office, and handed it over!

Li Donglin shook his head--, in the end, his father still respected his choice--- what he didn't expect was that since that day, he felt much better physically, and there were no more so many uncomfortable reactions at the end of three days---, and in studying, I don't know why my ability to accept the course of the first year of high school is still quite strong!

As mentioned earlier, I improved by 58 places in the class in my first monthly exam, and more than 300 in the whole school!

Even the principal was shocked----, this was unique among the freshmen at that time~!

I still remember that time, at the whole school assembly, many parents also came, and they came to the stage to receive the award, and my mother sat down far away, and I felt that I was really proud of myself, although I was a bargaining student!

But, haven't you done so many evaluation students?