His words stimulated my tear ducts a little uncomfortable, but I really didn't want to cry in front of him, I frowned, my eyes flashed, as if I was avoiding something, I explained to him with a slight complaint, "It's late! It's too late to say anything, you know, I'm already married, and I got the marriage certificate two days ago, what's the use of you telling me this?"

I don't know how to describe the expression on Wang Zhaoyang's face at the moment, he was shocked and broken, and he didn't seem to believe it, just looking at me like that.

"What did you say? ...... Married?" When the last few words came out, it seemed to be an old voice.

That kind of unbelievability makes people want to cry, yes, don't say that Wang Zhaoyang doesn't believe it, sometimes even I don't believe it so much. I actually got married, and in the blink of an eye, I got married.

The flash marriage family has felt this way somewhat, and suddenly can't react at a certain moment, and even can't accept this fact.

But facts are facts, and I tried to calm my emotions and said softly, "Hmm. ”

At that moment, Wang Zhaoyang's expression changed very richly, from disbelief to tangled pain to full of questioning and even anger towards me, as if I had done something particularly sorry for him, he hated me and wanted to tear me apart.

This change made me feel very painful in my eyes, and his heart must be ten thousand times more painful than mine. But the situation is already like this, and it doesn't make me feel anything bad because Wang Zhaoyang is now divorced, I am a person who doesn't shed tears when I don't see the coffin, I chose a path, and I don't want to turn back easily.

He laughed, laughing more ugly than crying, "I have been looking for you for three months, and you told me that you are married, and I am looking for you just to say congratulations to you!"

I cried when I said this, so I retorted, "I didn't ask you to look for me, and you shouldn't have looked for me." ”

"I'm looking for it!" Wang Zhaoyang is very civilized and rarely swears, and it turns out that civilized people talk dirty, which is very heart-wrenching. The man began to cry, "When I first got married, I didn't think about getting a divorce. If it weren't for you, even if I wasn't satisfied, I might have gone on like that, you, you Yan Xiaochang made me feel, I want love, I divorced, I'll give you time to calm down, three months, only three months, you tell me you're married!"

There were a lot of messy places to sit in the equipment room, and I couldn't see where he was sitting, and he looked very painful when he lowered his head. Seeing him like this, I must have wanted to cry as a woman, but I habitually endured it.

I don't know where so much rationality comes from, as if there is some force supporting me, I must not soften down, I can't move my mind and make a decision to change something. I don't want to do it, I really don't want to do it at all, so I'm more willing to go all the way to the dark.

Swallowing my saliva, I said, "Come on, it's all over anyway, and I think ......" Tears and choked up, "I think it's good to be like this now." I may not love him as much as I love you, but he treats me well and better than you. He won't lie to me at any time, I've seriously compared, there's nothing worse with him than with you, and, "gritting my teeth again," I'm still the only one with him. ”

I tried to convince Wang Zhaoyang, and more importantly, I had to convince myself, yes, that's it, Chen Feiyang and Wang Zhaoyang have an advantage, and the wood is already in the boat, yes, I have to persevere.

Wang Zhaoyang listened to this, and gradually became calm, when he didn't look up, his back and shoulders trembled slightly, and he was silent for half a minute, he may have thought a lot, and asked, "Are you sure?"

I didn't have time to respond.

This moment gave me the illusion that even though I had nothing to do with Wang Zhaoyang anymore, he was still a kind of parent-like existence. I'd love to hear from him.

The mobile phone in my pocket vibrate, and I saw that it was Chen Feiyang's call, he was probably looking for me outside now, thinking about Chen Feiyang's confusion when he couldn't find me, and the poor Wang Zhaoyang in front of him didn't look so pitiful.

Glancing at Wang Zhaoyang, the phone was answered, and Chen Feiyang asked me where I was. I tried to control it so that he didn't let the choking in my throat be heard, and said, "Take care of something, you wait for me in the communication room, just for a while." ”

Chen Feiyang obediently hung up the phone, put the phone back in his pocket, Wang Zhaoyang sat in the shadows with his back bent, and sneered as if he hadn't known each other, "How long have you known each other?"

"What?"

"How long have you known him?" Wang Zhaoyang repeated word by word.

I could hear the doubts in his tone about the relationship between me and Chen Feiyang, that is, we have known each other for too short a time, and all those who are skeptical like to use this question to talk about things.

"It doesn't matter how long it takes," I said, "he's a very simple guy and it's easy to be with him, and I think that's what I want." ”

In order to make up my mind, my face was full of little stubbornness at this time.

Wang Zhaoyang smiled tremblingly, "Hehe, what you want," pursed his lips, his eyes became redder and redder, and he nodded to himself, his eyes were determined, "You will regret it." ”

I didn't like to hear that, and I sniffed and looked at him, and I thought I really should go.

Walking two steps to the door, he called my full name from behind, "Yan Xiaochang." ”

I didn't look back and listened to him say, "There are some things I hope you never have to understand, because I think that truly happy people don't need to understand too much." I didn't protect you well and hurt you. Maybe you'll understand those things sooner or later, but unfortunately I didn't teach you, I'm not sure if I can wait until the day you understand, within the scope of my control, I'll wait, wait. ”

Actually, I didn't understand what he was saying, but it felt like a profound promise, and because I didn't understand what he was talking about, I didn't know what it was.

I didn't speak, he added four words, "Wait until you regret it." ”

How can I be a little, he is cursing me for being unhappy after marriage, and I don't want to argue about anything, I silently pushed open the door of the sports equipment room, the door is not open, enough to go out by myself, and after I walked out, what did Wang Zhaoyang do behind, I don't know very well.

The light in the sports equipment room was so bad that I suddenly saw the sunlight outside, and I felt a little unbearable. My eyes were a little sour from tears just now, and I let out a long breath at the sun that was gradually setting in the west.

It was as if another vicious battle was over.

People always need to make decisions, in front of events, in front of people.

I can't walk a few steps forward, there is a communication room, there is a long chair at the door of the communication room, Chen Feiyang likes to sit there and wait for me, sometimes chatting with the master of the communication room.

From afar, I looked at the boy who was waiting for me, the sun was so clear that it was spotless, the opposite of the one in the dark equipment room.

One bite is a simple and sweet pastry, and the other bite is an addictive poison, and I still prefer to choose a simpler one.

As if I had put down something heavy in my heart, I glanced down slightly at the sports equipment room, wiped my eyes, and strode in the direction of the communication room.

Chen Feiyang had already taken my bag and sat there waiting for me.

I smiled at him, he stood up with a worried look on his face, and as soon as I got closer, I asked, "Why did you go, who was that man just now, what was he looking for you, why did you go with him, I chased out and no one was gone, where did you go?" ”

My heart softened, "Why do you have so many questions, aren't you coming back?" ”

Chen Feiyang looked at me innocently, but he didn't see that I was crying, and he was more serious, "What the hell are you doing?" ”

I lied again, "It's about the Children's Day show, didn't I go to the meeting, and asked me to say a few words." ”

"Do you know that man?"

I bullied Chen Feiyang for being innocent, "What do you say about school for a month, oops, okay, let's go." ”

Sitting on the motorcycle, I put my hands on Chen Feiyang's waist and felt sorry for lying to him just now. I think I am determined, although I don't love him as much as he hoped, but I am determined to love him, and I am willing to let love spread little by little for a long time to come.

It's just that there are some secrets in my heart that may never be told to him.

It's not fair, because I'm his only and he's not mine. But I'm really going to treat him well.

I still like to sit in the back of my motorcycle and experience the city, even if it's a familiar sight, I never get tired of seeing it. Or just hug the person in front of you, lean your face against his back, and close your eyes, as if in a comfortable sleep.

When you stop, you're home.

After a week, I didn't have to go to school for marriage leave, and gradually I stopped caring about Wang Zhaoyang, who was also in that school, which was a matter on my mind, and I couldn't tell Chen Feiyang.

I said that Chen Feiyang would fight Wang Zhaoyang, believe it or not.

The wedding was held in accordance with the regular procedures of ordinary citizens, and my friends from the university, Shao Siwei, Li Huayouyou, all who should have come came. Chen Feiyang's relatives and friends also greeted me a lot, and it was very lively that day, and I was not tired much.

I also heard that Wu Yuqing secretly cried, and for her, she was also marrying her daughter.

After a busy day, the world is finally quiet, I have changed into my usual home clothes, Chen Feiyang accompanied his buddies to come back from the afternoon session, and when he stood at the door to change his shoes, he loosened the tie around his neck, which was very handsome at that moment.

Helped to the couch, he hugged me, and finally got what he wanted, "Wife." ”

I leaned back on his hot face with the back of my hand, "Did you drink too much?"

He hurriedly sat upright to show his soberness, "No, resolutely not today." ”

I pinched his little face, and he reached out and took me into his arms, and began to look forward to our future. Pointing to the cracked floor over there, "I want to make a lot of money, I will replace all the floors next year, and then install a bay window here, hang a gorgeous roof for you, the curtains should be three layers, a layer of yarn, a layer of cloth and a layer of yarn, this put five computers, let's get an Internet café, royalist let's play on the computer, and buy a big round bed you like...... "Laugh evilly, "Make a bunch of children in the bed...... Hee-hee......"