063 I'm divorced
I dreamed ...... Not to mention dreaming, I never thought that meeting again would be such a scene, so at that moment in a trance, I felt that I had seen something wrong.
Those were Wang Zhaoyang's eyes, nose, mouth, and eyebrows, which had not changed anywhere, they were simply cloned and identical. At that moment, my heart didn't beat wildly, as if it suddenly stopped, similar to the feeling of pushing open the door more than a year ago and seeing that the water was unrecoverable.
Stupid.
Wang Zhaoyang took away the hand that was propped up on the door frame, and looking at his breath, it was obvious that he was running over, and there was a little sweat on his forehead. He didn't seem to think of anything, and was about to walk towards me generously, but Chen Feiyang was standing next to me, carrying the candy in his hand, and did not hold my hand.
It's over, he's coming, he's really coming, what should I do.
I was completely dumbfounded, staring at the man who was walking towards me and watching his expression gradually relax. Now that he's found me, there's probably nothing to worry about, and I probably haven't intended to hide the fact that we know each other from anyone.
I think the scene is very weird, but this weirdness only exists between me and Wang Zhaoyang, and in the eyes of others, it is nothing special, just a person who came in.
When he was still five steps away from me, I suddenly turned around, grabbed a ballpoint pen on the table, and pretended to click on it.
What he would say to me, what would happen next, I had to be calm, calm and calm.
The physical education teacher greeted first, "Director Wang, there's something wrong." ”
This greeting interrupted Wang Zhaoyang's steps towards me, and as for how he greeted the physical education teacher, I don't know. Chen Feiyang beside him didn't know anything, he had rubbed shoulders with Wang Zhaoyang several times, but they had never really met.
The foodie Xiaoyin was chattering, "This chocolate bean is so delicious, you can give me two more packets." ”
Chen Feiyang fiddled with the big plastic bag containing the candy next to me, rustled, and then picked out chocolate beans for Xiaoyin, and threw them on Xiaoyin's desk while saying, "Eat, eat, eat to be a big fat man." ”
I was still sticking my nose on the table, pressing down and bounce up, pressing down and bounce, and lying on the art teacher's desk. The art teacher glanced at me, glanced at Wang Zhaoyang behind me, and said, "That's Director Wang of the junior high school, you didn't go to the meeting in the afternoon." ”
My heart is turning over the river and the sea, and the bitter water is crossing.
For a long time, I was sure that I had forgotten Wang Zhaoyang, just like now, when he suddenly appeared, it did not bring me a surge of sadness, but a kind of resentment about why did you still appear in my life.
I believe that many things, as long as we don't mention them, we will forget, just like when we read a book, we memorize a well-cooked text, and if we don't review it for a long time, we can't remember a few sentences.
So as long as Wang Zhaoyang doesn't show up, I think I'm okay.
I didn't react, and the art teacher probably thought I was too busy getting married and said, "Hey candy." ”
I was stunned, put down the pen that had been destroying in my hand, turned around, didn't look up, and didn't use my spare eyes to glance at Wang Zhaoyang, who was observing me, naturally reached out to turn over the bag in Chen Feiyang's hand, took out two bags of red packaged candy, held them in my hand, and couldn't hand them over.
If I don't know the person in front of me, just a director, I am here today to share the sugar, I must have a share in the audience, I will generously send it to others.
It's not generous now.
I didn't look up, but I could see his feet and trousers, and Wang Zhaoyang had already noticed that something was wrong and took a step forward.
I raised my head and fixed my gaze on his continued steps, I didn't know that I was looking at him with such eyes, but I saw his eyes, stunned, confused, questioning, longing, all kinds of emotions rubbed together, shaking and shaking.
Secretly inhaling a cool breath in my heart, I took two steps forward, handed the candy up, and spoke as calmly as possible, "I'm getting married, candy." ”
I kept my head down, and he kept his head down, so I couldn't see the way he looked at these happy sweets, but he didn't reach out to take it. Fortunately, this is the time to pack up and get ready to get off work, and everyone doesn't pay much attention to us, and they don't feel that there is much wrong, Chen Feiyang and Xiaoyin are still struggling with the chocolate beans.
Elementary school students outside after class are making a noise.
With his head down, I could see Wang Zhaoyang's hanging fingers shaking, and he should be thinking about whether to take it. I didn't want to ink on this small detail, so I pushed Xitang forward again, and he didn't answer it, so I just took his hand and put it inside.
So Wang Zhaoyang also raised his hand, as soon as he raised his hand, my hand holding the candy was released, but he didn't really take it, and the two packets of candy fell to the ground with a crackle.
He made it even more embarrassing, I don't know if anyone present paid attention to our small movements, I was thinking about whether to squat down and pick it up, just bent over, Wang Zhaoyang took my arm and walked out.
I almost tripped over these two packets of candy so I didn't step on them.
"Hey, wife, why are you going. Chen Feiyang saw me being dragged along, and asked stupidly. I opened my mouth, didn't answer, and waved at him to mean it was okay.
Chen Feiyang didn't rush out to chase me, I don't know, now the students are squeezing in the corridor, Wang Zhaoyang pulled me, I didn't let go of a fart, I didn't walk the big staircase in the middle of the teaching building, I took the path next to it.
There are a lot of people in this little way, and the two of us adults are squeezing between a group of children, and the only thing that does not let go is the hand he holds my arm.
I wanted to struggle, but with kids around, it wasn't safe to struggle on the stairs.
Dragged me out of the teaching building, Wang Zhaoyang had no intention of stopping, but now that there were no children around, I began to struggle, "You let go of me, you let me go!"
I knew he must have something to say to me, maybe it's inconvenient in a crowded place, but I think it's enough here. Wang Zhaoyang still ignored me, walked faster, and walked a few more steps, there was a row of one-story houses, a music classroom on one side, and a sports equipment room on the other.
I usually lock the door, but today I don't know why it's not locked.
It's quite remote here, Wang Zhaoyang pushed open the door of the sports equipment room, threw me in, closed the door, and glared at me with a pursed mouth.
The sports equipment room is full of equipment, piled up very messily, not a place that can be moved, skipping ropes, pommel horses, iron frames, electronics, messy, and the light is also very poor.
I lowered my eyes, "What are you pulling me here for?" ”
Wang Zhaoyang still glared at me, and spit out a few words in a deep voice, "I've been looking for you for three months." ”
"Oh. "I still lowered my eyes, indicating that I already know, I know very well what I am now, I am already someone else's wife, even if Wang Zhaoyang is different for me, it must be in the past.
People have feelings, but people also have to know how to control their feelings.
I am cold, not cruel to Wang Zhaoyang, but must be loyal to Chen Feiyang.
Wang Zhaoyang frowned, his eyes shattered, "You don't have anything to say to me?"
I chuckled, "What a coincidence, you're teaching here, too?"
Wang Zhaoyang turned his head to look at me, indicating that this was not what he wanted to hear. But what he wanted to hear was not what I wanted to say, and I would not say a word to him that was affectionate and heartfelt, and I did not intend to let either of us have the slightest chance of resurrection.
"I'm divorced. Seeing that my attitude was like this, he went straight to the point, like a word of persuasion, as if to say, "I'm divorced, don't make trouble, come back to me." ”
I know the subtext, but now is not the time. Of course, when I first heard this, I was inevitably shocked, and I looked up at him blankly, and there must have been something in my eyes.
He's divorced, wasn't he still with Ke Keru the last time I saw him, he lied to me again, or ...... On second thought, it's my business.
Barely squeezing out a smile, I said, "Congratulations." ”
He still pursed his mouth tightly and frowned slightly at me, staring at me uncomfortable, I discussed, "Let me out." ”
He was angry and pulled my shoulder, "Don't you understand, I'm divorced!"
I was also angry, pushed away his hand that pulled my shoulder, glared at him and said, "What does it matter to me that you divorce your marriage, Wang Zhaoyang has something you have to figure out, I never wanted to mix up the matter between you and Fang Keru, you can't divorce or not, I don't want to have anything to do with me." Heh, what if you're really divorced now, if you're divorced, I should stick to you again like before? If you're divorced, I'm not a third party, can I cover up the fact that you're cheating!" glaring at him, I withdrew my eyes, "The cheating man, I look down on you the most." ”
After speaking, I was about to leave with my arm, Wang Zhaoyang looked very distressed, but he still stopped me, he didn't get angry with me, that is, "Why don't you understand, how can I say it to make you understand that marriage is not as simple as you think......"
"Is it too simple for me or are you too complicated!" I yelled at him.
I still don't believe it, is it really that complicated, isn't it just from one person to two people living together, those complicated should be their own complicated people. Like Wang Zhaoyang, who can hide from me for so long, is not such a simple person.
Wang Zhaoyang shook his head, "You're still angry with me." ”
I frowned and lied from the bottom of my heart, "No. ”
I never think that I am angry with Wang Zhaoyang, I have been following myself, forget it, forget it, forget it, what is angry, it is not good for me at all. So even if I'm angry, it's angry that I don't even realize it.
"Xiao Chang. He called my name and raised his hand to press my shoulder, but I flashed back, nearly tripping over the equipment, refusing, "Don't touch me." ”
Wang Zhaoyang looked at me blankly, a little at a loss, but still patient, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand now, I'll let you understand in the future, don't make trouble, let's start again." Looking me in the eye, he said, "You know I love you so much, if you're angry, okay, I apologize and forgive me for once." Huh?"