It is said that a child without a mother is like a grass, the grass has roots, and the person without a home is a floating grass, and when the wind blows, he does not know where it will be taken.

Chen Feiyang went to take a taxi, and I helped the exhausted Wu Yuqing into the car, not knowing which address to say to the driver. That's when I began to realize the importance of a house, even if it was rented.

Chen Feiyang said the address of his home, but I knew that I would not take Wu Yuqing to his house, if he lived by himself, I would really borrow it for a few days.

Get off near the community, there is always a hotel nearby, and now you can only make do with Wu Yuqing first. I don't have much money left, and I really don't know what to do with the rest of the day.

If it's just me, it's easy to say anything, I have a dormitory to find a job, and I have a salary every month, but now I have a sick Wu Yuqing. But I can't leave her alone, even though I really want to leave her alone, and if I don't care about her, I'm watching her die.

The doctor said that she was not afraid of really cutting people, and that kind of excesses would not be too much, and many times the onset of the disease could not be seen, and the most likely symptom was suicide.

I can't let her die outside and no one will know, and no one will cry when she cries.

When I arrived at the hotel, Wu Yuqing was so tired that she slept without much food, and I didn't know if she was really asleep or in a daze, I was used to not communicating much with her, and I didn't know how to communicate.

Walking out of the room, I sat on the sofa at the front desk of the hotel, Chen Feiyang didn't know much about people's minds, and persuaded me to eat something next to me. The train was bumpy and I couldn't eat.

Waving my hand to refuse, I thought about a lot of things in silence.

In fact, from graduation to now, I have earned some money, but Wu Yuqing is in debt and accidentally dragged me down.

Chen Feiyang stupidly suggested, "Do you want to send it to a nursing home?"

I shook my head, "Do you think the nursing home is a shelter, people don't accept it at her age, and besides, the nursing home also has to give money, she is not in good health." Looking up at the sky, he sighed, "If there is no her all these years, I don't know where the grass is, she gave me the money to go to college, my dancing skills, and my ability to work to earn money, all of which she gave, I have to remember." ”

Chen Feiyang didn't speak.

After a moment's pause, I was about to stand up and say, "Let's go and find a house." ”

Chen Feiyang held me down, "Don't look for it, I've found so much...... Besides, the money you have now is not enough to rent a house. ”

Rent a suite, I didn't let you pay it once a month, how can it be half a year, and I really don't have the money to buy furniture or anything, do you really want Wu Yuqing to live in that kind of empty house with me, I really don't care, her.

When Chen Feiyang said this, I suddenly couldn't hold back crying. Chen Feiyang pulled me into his arms and let me lean against me, I lowered my head and muttered, "In the end, I still have nothing, I don't know what to do now, I don't know at all," I blamed myself, "I can't do anything!"

Chen Feiyang comforted, "I have money. ”

He has money, which is a one-time subsidy given by the state after retiring, and that is his youngest youth. I can't borrow his money, I'm not sure I can pay it back, and it's not a question of money right now.

What Wu Yuqing and I need is not money, but a home, or a man, a dependence. I was even thinking that he must have a way, and if Wang Zhaoyang was by my side, he must have a way.

Thinking of this, I cried even harder. Why is he not here at this time, he will not be able to do it in the future, why is he not there when I need to rely on him.

Chen Feiyang is young, of course he doesn't understand my sadness, he hugged me loosely, and he coaxed and persuaded, "What's there, what's the way I can't get by." Think about me, how much suffering I have endured, how many sins I have suffered, how much blood I have shed, how many bones have been broken, how many times I have been knocked unconscious, and I have been beaten by a few pieces of paper and a few words in the past eleven years...... Didn't I make it all over? ”

I cried and listened to him, and he said, "You know how uncomfortable I was at that time, the tree in front of our house was about to be broken by me, and I went to beat it every day, and I wanted to use up all the strength in my body, and then I could die this heart, the heart of being a world champion." During that time, I drank every day, surfed the Internet at home day and night, everyone was covered up, I even thought about suicide, I almost robbed it, you know? If my master hadn't taken me out, I would have been squatting in prison right now. Aren't you looking at me now?"

In life, everyone needs a mentor, someone who will guide you and bring you out of the trough. This mentor could be your family, parents, elders, your friend, or even just a stranger.

Chen Feiyang and his master were married when they were in sports school, which is a bit similar to Sun Wukong's third watch. The teachers who teach sanda in sports schools will not teach their skills to everyone, and those who want to really learn things have to apprentice privately. It is very interesting, you have to go to the door of the master to kneel, you have to actively behave until the master is satisfied, you have to kowtow to the master in front of your parents and offer tea, and a bow is a lifetime.

A teacher for one day and a father for life.

During the time when Chen Feiyang was down, no one in the family could persuade him, and in the end it was his master who stepped out. gave him hope to live, took him into the wild faction, traveled north and south to communicate with various factions, let him go to his own gym to help, he could still train every day, and he could also bring his own apprentices.

Master wanted to pay him, but he was embarrassed to ask for it.

This kind of master-apprentice friendship cannot be compared with the teacher-student relationship in ordinary schools.

I complained, "You still have a master." "I don't have a Master, the only person I respect and love, who hurt me and left me completely, and I can't go to Him anymore.

Chen Feiyang said, "You have me, I can't be your master, but I can be your dependent, I can give you a home, you have a home, your aunt has a home." Holding me tightly, he said, "Xiao Chang, are you okay if you let me take care of you, I want to take care of you so much," wiping my tears, "I don't want to see you cry, I don't want to see you cry for others, Xiao Chang ......"

This illiterate person learns to speak all day long.

I shook my head in his arms and cried, I was just tired and needed to cry and vent. When you are weak, any hug may bring solid strength, I am grateful to Chen Feiyang, and thank God, at least there is such a little man by my side at this time.

Although I didn't plan to count on the reliance in his mouth, but when the words came out, it was still a warmth.

Chen Feiyang still left in the end, and when he left, he didn't say how he planned to give me a home, his promise, I should just talk about it, people are willing to talk about comforting you, it's already very good.

At night, I lay next to Wu Yuqing, and she has been lying like this since she came back, barely curling up slightly against the wall. Although Wu Yuqing is not in good health, he is quite big, and he is fat, which takes up a lot of space.

There was only one bed in the room, and I only had one corner to lie in. This is the first time in so many years that I have been lying in the same bed as Wu Yuqing.

When we used to live under the same roof, I wouldn't even sit on a couch with her. I confess that I have disliked her, I have disliked her unbearable past, I have despised her, I think she is the dirtiest woman in the world, I have used her, I have reached out again and again to ask her for money in exchange for her flesh and dignity.

But I have to admit that this woman is the closest person in the world to me, and I don't have a good conscience as much as I can make her live.

The heating of the hotel is warm, not hot at all, and the quilt is hard and hard, and it is not warm to the touch. There are only two beds, at first Wu Yuqing and I built one bed, I gradually began to feel cold, middle-aged women are cold, Wu Yuqing must be colder.

I gave her some of my quilts, and I could only cover them a little bit, which was even colder.

I can't sleep when it's so cold, I'm dazed and half-asleep, my mind is full of things, and I'm thinking about where to get money. I have friends, Shao Siwei and the like, it's not that I can't get a little money, so I can rent a house for the time being.

It's just that I don't like to borrow money, and when I go to school, no matter how difficult my living expenses are, I don't borrow money from others, because borrowing money is a bottomless pit, and it seems to be stuck in such a cycle, and it is difficult to get out of it.

I wanted to be a dance teacher in an elementary school, because from the moment I interviewed, I wanted to try to be a teacher.

I've worked hard for so long, and I want to live like a normal person, a normal person with a family. I think it's great to have a job as a teacher.

However, the treatment of primary school teachers is sincere.

Money, money, you're worried about me.

Feeling that someone was touching my shoulder, I didn't sleep deeply, and my body trembled, startling Wu Yuqing, who was covering me with a quilt. She is still normal, and she doesn't get sick often, the main thing is just depression.

Normal Wu Yuqing will not talk to me well, seeing that I opened my eyes, Wu Yuqing brushed his face aside and continued to sleep pretending.

"Auntie, is it cold? I'll go ask for a quilt again. I said I was going to get up, and she replied coldly, "No, I'll cover my own." ”

I went and asked for the quilt anyway, and it came across to cover the two of us.

Wu Yuqing couldn't sleep well, and couldn't help but say, "You don't have to worry about me, there are dormitories where you work." ”

A person can really live anything, but the premise is a normal person, Wu Yuqing is not. I couldn't say anything touching to her, "Auntie, go to sleep, let's make do here for the next two days, and when I finish arranging the house, we'll move over." ”

With this extra quilt, I can barely sleep soundly. The next day, I bought food for Wu Yuqing and came back, and I saw that she was watching TV here and was quite honest, so I went to Xie Tingting's house to get some things, put on makeup and went out.

For people like me, what is the fastest place to get money, night clubs.