After doing it, Li Hua fell asleep, and I fell asleep too. The body was tossed and slimy, and it was not processed.

I woke up earlier the next day because I didn't sleep well because I had something on my mind. After waking up, I feel back pain, probably because I haven't tossed for too long.

I went to the toilet and saw that Li Hua vomited a mess last night, he was really drunk so much that he couldn't find the target when he vomited. The mop and everything are dry, and the floor is also dry, which is actually a bit disgusting to clean. Ever since I got sick, I couldn't smell it at all.

When I was disturbed, my stomach was vomiting and vomiting, but I didn't eat yesterday and couldn't vomit anything.

I'm in such bad physical condition that I'm too tired to do some work, so I'm also slow to do my work. I got water from all over the place, and I plan to rinse the floor of the toilet several times. Then Li Hua also got up, walked to the door of the toilet, and looked at me.

He probably wanted to go to the toilet too, but when he saw me, he didn't feel like he was urinating, and he turned around and went back to his room. I can't delay people from going to the toilet, so I quickly finished dealing with it, knocked on Li Hua's door, and whispered, "It's cleaned up." ”

Then hide in the living room and stay.

I guess he doesn't want to see me, what kind of mood is he in now, in his eyes, I'm already a married young woman, and I'm not his wife, how can I think about a bit of cheating.

The more I thought about it, the more guilty I felt and felt truly sorry for him. But Shen Song and I really don't have any husband and wife, will Li Hua dislike me very much, this second marriage. How sad he was?

He spent a long time in the toilet, maybe thinking about life. I thought he woke up and should go get him something to eat, but there was nothing in the house. After so long, I went to the kitchen and turned on the gas stove to see if it still worked.

It was about too long to use, and it was so raw to use it that it took me half a day to unscrew it, and it exploded with a bang, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly took a step back.

Li Hua heard this voice, and hurriedly ran to the kitchen door to see. Seeing that nothing was wrong, he turned around and left.

I turned off the fire. I don't know which room Li Hua went to again, so I went back and secretly took my phone. This broken phone kept ringing last night, and I didn't get up to take care of it.

There is not much electricity at this time, and I saw a lot of missed calls from Shen Song. He must have known that I didn't come home last night, and called me to ask why I went, so I wouldn't go back, he didn't care.

Then I called Yan Xiaochang, and I said, "Sister, do you have time now?"

"What's wrong?" Yan Xiaochang asked.

I said, "Do you know where Li Hua's family lived before they were in the city, you can help me go to the supermarket to buy some food and come back, and millet or something." ”

"Now, I have to go to work. Yan Xiaochang said.

I begged her for help, Yan Xiaochang asked me why I didn't go by myself, I lowered my voice and whispered, "I'm afraid I won't be able to get in if I go out." ”

I can see that Li Hua doesn't want to see me now, and I don't have the key to his house, if I go out to buy something, he probably won't open the door for me when I come back. Or as soon as I get out, he runs away, and I don't know where to look for him.

Yan Xiaochang is a kind person and agreed to my request.

I knew I should explain something to Li Hua, but his eyes didn't look at me at all now, and he hid wherever I went. I think it's better to give him some time first, so that he can also understand his mood before speaking, and not disturb his rest.

Yan Xiaochang is here, I originally wanted Yan Xiaochang to help me say something to Li Hua, but people have to go to work. Everyone has their own things, and it is impossible to revolve around us every day.

Whether it's redemption or explanation, it's up to me to do it myself.

While I was cooking, Li Hua came out of the room and wanted to watch TV, but the cost of cable TV was due, and there was only a rustling sound on the TV.

He went back to his room depressed. I called Yan Xiaochang again to help pay the fee when I was free after work, and I am planning to spend it here with Li Hua for a long time.

When the meal was finished and brought into his room, he turned on the computer and was playing minesweeper, and the broadband had expired, so he could only play stand-alone.

Li Hua is very good at minesweeping, I think minesweepers are awesome, they are all thoughtful people. I watched silently for a while, but he ignored me and silently exited the room.

Then I ate something casually, and I didn't have a very appetizing taste.

Except for Li Hua, there are only two things I am most worried about now, first, I have to take medicine every day, but I didn't take the medicine when I came out, and second, I left my dad at Shen Song's house, I don't know if he can take care of himself.

But I really can't take care of it, I want to get rid of Li Hua first.

By noon, I cooked again, Li Hua's things in the morning didn't move, I deliberately made the rice very fragrant, even if he didn't want to eat it in his heart, he could always eat something in his mouth.

In the evening, when I went to his room again, I couldn't open the door, and this grandson locked it inside.

I said, "The meal is ready." ”

After a long time, a voice came from inside, "Hmm." ”

"Then I'll leave it outside. ”

He didn't move again. Anyway, he still ate something, and when I was bored, I wiped all the dusty corners of the house, and did all the housework that I could do.

It's not good to go to someone's room at night, so I hugged the bed quilt and slept on the sofa, but I still didn't sleep well, and I started to cough a little the next day.

But I've been putting up with it, and I myself hate that someone around me is coughing and annoying, so I don't want to cough to Li Hua.

We spent two days like this, and I slept on the sofa for two days, I didn't go home, I didn't take medicine, and we didn't say a few words, but fortunately, Li Hua didn't really open his mouth to push me over.

I finally couldn't stand it anymore that night, and knocked on Li Hua's door, but he wouldn't open it. But I wondered if he was asleep, and I said, "Let me in, can we talk?"

There was no movement inside. My eyes turned red and I said, "Then I'll just talk about it outside." ”

I said, "I'm married to Shen Song, not what you think." We just got the certificate because ...... Because there were too many things some time ago, he has been helping me and helping me take care of my dad, and their family is now going to divide the house......"

I babbled for a long time, and then carefully explained the matter of dividing the house, and these days to explain this problem, I have opened my mouth to come to that set of words.

"Are you listening?" Li Hua still didn't move, I said, "Forget it......"

He may have actually slept, but when he went to the bathroom in the morning, I blocked the toilet door and said it again. Then Li Hua opened the door, glanced at me, turned around and walked out.

He didn't say anything to me, he just went out, and I followed him out. In the elevator room, he still ignored me. I thought, I have to follow him, don't run away carelessly.

Then Li Hua took a taxi, and I hurriedly sat in, and then went to a bar.

I haven't been to a bar in a long, long time, and it doesn't mean anything to me these days because I can't drink. Li Hua came to drink and relax, find a place to sit down casually, and drink without a glass.

I sat across from him, for fear that he would drink too much, my phone was out of battery now, he had just returned to China and hadn't gotten his phone yet, if he was here today, I really didn't know how to get him back.

Li Hua glanced at me, "What else do you want to say?"

I shook my head, remembered something, and asked, "Do you blame me?"

Li Hua ignored me. Later, Li Hua told me that he blamed me, but he didn't blame me very much, he blamed himself more. He said: "Cong You, don't think about everything yourself, you can't find me when you encounter trouble, you look for Li Baitian to find Yan Xiaochang, and no one can help you, how capable do you think you are." This is not called being strong, this is called being blind. ”

He asked me to drink with him, but I can't drink now, and he said, "You either drink with me or you leave now, what's the matter with you following me like this?"

I really didn't dare to drink it, I said, "Li Hua, I was wrong, can you give me another chance?"

"How can I give you a chance, what shall I give you a chance?" he frowned. I don't know what to do, I grabbed the quilt and planned to drink it, took a sip into my mouth, didn't hold back my cough, choked it out directly, and coughed Li Hua on the other side.

Li Hua was completely speechless, I hurriedly handed him a tissue, he calmly wiped the water on his face, and looked at me with an unaccustomed and incapable gaze.

I pursed my lips and made a pitiful innocent gesture.

He doesn't even bother to say anything about me right now. But I still have to cough twice occasionally, the bar is a slow bar, the singer sings "I want us to be together", Li Hua listened quietly for a while, checked out and left.

I ran out again until I reached his door, and he blocked the door and wouldn't let me in, "What are you doing?" ”

I cheekily squeezed out a sentence from my throat, "I ...... go home with you."

When Li Hua first brought me here, he said to me outside the hospital, "Come home with me." ”

He glared at me and asked, "Is this your home?"

My home, is it Shen Song or Li Hua? But my heart is here, and all that Shen Song has there is is my father.

I almost cried, but after enduring my emotions, I changed to another calmness, I said: "I know you're angry, and I don't know if you can accept me, but no matter what, whether you still want me or not, I will definitely divorce Shen Song." ”

After he finished speaking, he still only looked at me and did not speak. I sighed slightly, "Don't bother." ”

I turned to leave, remembered something, took the ring box out of my bag, handed it to him, and didn't look up at his eyes, "This, I'll give it back to you first." ”

Li Hua looked angry, didn't pick up the ring box I handed over, was silent for about five seconds, and squeezed out a few words between his teeth, "Get in here, stupid!"