Listening to Chen Bailu's words, I couldn't raise my head in shame, and my heart became more and more uncomfortable. I was full of melancholy because of the affairs of the girls, but in the end I let Bai Lu comfort me, and the more she treated me like this, the more I felt like an out-and-out bastard. I wish she could slap me twice and scold me now. In this way, I may feel less guilty. But Bai Lu didn't know this, she continued to talk about my goodness. When she said the emotion. I jerked my hand over her mouth, and her gaze changed from ease to surprise. Looking at her surprised gaze, I didn't know how to explain it, and in the end I could only lie down in her arms with my head bowed like last time, burying my head in her chest, and closing my eyes and not speaking. After a moment of stunned speech, Bai Lu stroked my head and hugged me like a child, without saying anything or humming songs.

"I'm sorry!" I said these three words to Bai Lu after a long silence.

Bai Lu smiled when she heard this, humming an unnamed song in her mouth, and kneading my earlobe with her hand. The tenderness of the small details in her hands made me unable to control my emotions anymore, in her arms. On her chest, tears from her eyes soaked her shirt, and when she realized it, she straightened me and looked into my eyes in amazement. Ask me what's going on.

I saw that I couldn't hide it anymore, so I asked her silently, the hundred-day agreement......

Before I could finish my words, Bai Lu's surprised gaze suddenly turned dark, and she lowered her head. The original light on his face was gone, and all that was left was helplessness and bitterness and a little panic. Seeing her like this, I couldn't care about my feelings, and I was immediately a little at a loss, and secretly scolded myself in my heart for damning it, not that I didn't mention it, how could I say it in front of Bai Lu now. My performance tonight is so abnormal, Bai Lu will definitely think about it. Bai Plating means that hey, the eye brother closes the mouth and heart chapter

"I ......" I was about to explain, but Bai Lu raised her head again, looked at me with her eyes straight and asked, "What do you want to know?"

I swallowed and looked at her with some jaw.

Bai Lu explained: "What do you want to know, I will tell you everything except for that agreement today. ”

I swallowed my saliva again, looking into her eyes hesitantly not knowing whether to ask, but Bai Lu's determined gaze made me understand that she was not lying to me. She hesitated when she saw me. Then he said: "Don't worry, I won't think about it much, I just want you to calm down and spend this hundred days with me, I don't want you to hide things in your heart every day, the feeling of being in the same bed and dreaming, very ...... Not good!"

Bai Lu's words made me feel ashamed, and I suddenly raised my hand to slap myself, but as soon as my hand was raised, she stopped me, and I timidly raised my head to look into her eyes, only to find that she was looking at me softly. Her gaze made me lower my head and lick my chapped lips, and said angrily: "After a hundred days, what are you going to do, where is Hongling now, will she ...... Accidents. ”

"No, it won't. Bai Lu said with certainty, and after saying that, she told me that there was an agreement between her and Hong Ling, this agreement let Bai Lu know where Hong Ling was at any time, and that both of them had to complete their mission, and this agreement had two plans. After 100 days, if the effect of the agreement is triggered, the plan specified in the first clause of the agreement will be executed, and if it is not triggered, the second clause of the agreement will be executed. But no matter which one is triggered, nothing will happen to Hongling, and neither of them will disappear without saying a word. And this agreement was jointly planned and formulated by her and Hong Ling, she did not do anything to force Hong Ling, and Hong Ling did not have any reluctance.

Listening to Bai Lu's words, I gradually understood in my heart, and I felt even more sorry for Bai Lu in my heart when I pursed my lips.

Bai Lu was afraid that I would not be at ease, and continued to tell me some details about her and Hongling in Australia.

Bai Lu told me that when the ladies first arrived in Australia, the two of them did not talk about me, but first observed each other in depth and talked about some worldview and values. It wasn't until two days later, after they had gotten to know each other better, that they began to draw up the agreement. Bai Lu also praised Hongling for being very good, valuing affection and righteousness, and doing things with a bit of the demeanor of a heroine among women. Hearing Bai Lu say this about Hongling, my heart was even more up, thinking about what happened to these two women. When Xiao San and the main room meet, it's not all a bloody beating, these two people can still praise each other, not to mention, they even made an agreement. It's a bit of a weird thing.

But no matter what, Bai Lu's words completely calmed down in my heart, but the guilt in my heart for Bai Lu added a little more.

When I hugged her to sleep at night, I finally understood. Her uncle, she shouldn't listen to Sister Hong's blind coercion in this matter, she is an outsider, she doesn't understand Bai Lu's personality at all, just listen to her words, she can't believe it at all. After thinking about this, I finally escaped the depression in my heart, breathed a long sigh of relief, hugged Bai Lu's soft body, gently put my hand on her stomach, closed my eyes and slept.

What I didn't know was that as soon as I went to work the next day, Bai Lu came to the study, sat in front of the desk and concentrated for a long time, then took out a fountain pen from the pen holder, and took out a letter from the side, picked up the pen and concentrated for a moment, and then put the pen down. After repeating this countless times, it was noon in a blink of an eye, the chef from the restaurant made lunch for Bai Lu, Bai Lu had to put down the pen, go to take a nap at noon after eating, and when she woke up, she found herself sweating profusely, sitting on the bed in despair, she was stunned for a long time before she got out of bed in a panic, came to the study and looked at the blank letter paper, and the pen on the stationery, Bai Lu sat down, picked up the pen and began to write. She wrote in a hurry, and her handwriting was sloppy, but it didn't take long for her to crumple up the letter, throw it in the trash, and get tangled up again.

But this time, instead of being stunned, she got up and walked to the front of the bookshelf, and ran her fingertips over the book on the shelf. She has read 100% of these books, and there are even notes and comments she has made in many books. She pulled out a copy and flipped through the two pages. Because of this book, I have also read it, and I have also made notes and comments in the book. Often, next to her comments, I will always write a sentence, right, that's what it means, okay! Bai Lu held the book and looked at the words I added after her comment with relish, the sorrow on her face gradually disappeared, and when she reacted, a few hours had passed, she closed the book that had been turned to the last page, turned her head to look at the letter paper on the table, sat back in front of the desk calmly, lifted the pen and bit the cap with her mouth, and after a moment of silence, finally opened the letter to be written, and opened the difficult topic.

Writing the beginning of a paragraph like a cloud, Bai Lu looked at the words on the paper with satisfaction, closed the pen with great satisfaction, read the things written on the letterhead, and then pushed the simple ladder in the study over, climbed the simple ladder and took out a book on the top layer of the bookshelf, clumsily sandwiched the paper inside, and put it back again. After doing this, she stood in the study and looked at the book she had hidden on the top, like a little mouse stealing snacks.

When I came back from work in the evening, Bai Lu told me what she was doing at home as usual, and she told me everything, except for the letterhead, which she hid from her. And I didn't even find any clues from her face. Listen to her words as usual, and from time to time agree, tell her about the things in the company, and talk about the strange things I met outside during the day.

After I left the next morning, Bai Lu came to the study again, this time she did not rush to write, but took down four or five books from the shelf, carried them to the desk, made herself a pot of tea, drank the tea and opened the books she had read before, and saw those that I had read, and those that contained the comments I had written. Looking at my scribbled handwriting, she smiled and flipped back. After lunch, she rested as usual. When I woke up, I wasn't sweating like I was yesterday. Instead, he got up very neatly, went to the study, pushed the improvised ladder, climbed up and took down the letter that he had hidden yesterday. Sitting in front of the desk with the cap of the pen in his hand, looking at what he wrote yesterday in a daze, wanting to continue writing but not knowing where to start, and the more he looked, the more he felt that what he wrote yesterday was unsightly.

In the end, in a fit of rage, she crumpled the article into a paper ball again and threw it into the trash can tastelessly.

This time she didn't stay in the study any longer, but frowned and went to the balcony. There was a soft chaise longue on which she lay and swayed gently, watching the sunlight cast onto the leaves and the birds chasing the breeze outside. Looking at all this, her brow furrowed more and more. When she came back to her senses and looked back at her stomach, her brow gradually relaxed. It's just that she never had a happy afternoon again.

In the evening, when I was about to return, she came to the study again, trying to clean up the traces she had left during the day, but again she saw the blank letter on the table, and she stood there in a daze, and after a moment sat down and wrote on the paper: Life, long it is very long, short is also short, long is tribulation, short is life. It's not easy to live.

Then, she casually sandwiched the paper into a book and walked out of the study.

When we were having dinner in the evening, Bai Lu was silent for the first time, and I felt strange, so I asked her if she had encountered anything at home today. Bai Lu shook her head and said no, I saw that she was unhappy, so she proposed to go outside for a walk together after dinner, and Bai Lu agreed. So after eating, I helped her to walk in the park near the community, and the two of us were silent all the way, and when we reached the center of the park, there was a pool of water, and the two of us stopped next to the lake, staring at the lake and looking at each other without saying a word. Suddenly, Bai Lu turned around and poured into my arms, burying her head in my chest as I had held her that day.

I hugged her and gently kneaded her earlobes with my fingers, releasing her grievances with her gentleness.

After a while, Bai Lu's mood stabilized, and I looked at her in confusion as she did that day, but she didn't explain, but smiled and dragged me home. In this way, I did not discover the thoughts in her heart, and she did not let go of the secrets in her heart to me. The two of us have our own thoughts, we share the same bed, but we have different dreams.

When I woke up in the morning, Bai Lu stuck to my arms and called me, husband!

I hugged her and hummed softly. She pulled my chest with her fingers and suddenly said to me, "You say, what will happen to our children if they don't have a mother in the future?"

For a moment, I felt like I was in an ice cave, my eyes wide open and staring at her.