Because I didn't care about Xiaobai's affairs anymore, my company was not investigated anymore, but watching Xiaobai hesitate in the supermarket and make a lost choice at the door of the restaurant, I didn't feel a taste in my heart. However, I can help him for a while. I can't help him in this life, he has to make peace with his father after all, and his father probably hopes that he will taste some hardships outside and return home to join the army. So. Sometimes unintentionally bowing to reality, in fact, it means that this is a moment of growth from youth to maturity.

I've been paying attention to Xiaobai's side, but I've never taken care of Li Tianhui's side. I think I've done my best to her, but she doesn't appreciate it, so why should I meddle in my own trouble. During this period of time, as soon as I was idle, I searched for all kinds of seascape photos on the Internet, and then sent them to Sister Hong to ask her if this was the one. But there are countless photos of seascapes on the Internet, how can you find the same. After a fruitless search, I carefully asked Sister Hong if there were any details that she hadn't noticed in the photos posted in the circle of friends that day, Sister Hong shook her head and said she didn't know, she remembered that the photo was very pure and cold-toned.

I was bitter, but this was the only clue about the people, and I didn't give up looking for it. One night I stumbled upon a photo of Iceland. Icebergs and reefs can be faintly seen in the distance above the blue sea and blue sky, I casually forwarded this photo to Sister Hong, and I didn't even ask her, who would have thought that Sister Hong would excitedly give me a voice voice two minutes later. said three yes in a row, and then said that this is this place, and the photo of Hong Lingfa is similar to this photo. I was shocked, and asked her in disbelief Are you sure it's here, is it not mistaken? That's right, basically the same. Then she asked me again where the hell was this. The intoxicated chapter is small, and it is said that it is in the hey ~ smoke ~ grid

I replied with two words, and then Sister Hong and I fell into a deathly silence at the same time, and no one spoke again. I always thought that the personnel girl was still in Australia and had not left, or that she was hiding in a place that Chen Bailu knew, but I never thought that the personnel girl would be in Iceland, in the most magical country in the world.

I looked out the window at the view and didn't know what to do. What the hell is the 100-day agreement? Why did the wives go to Iceland and what was she going to do there. Also, will the child she is carrying be beaten by Bai Lu?

These questions popped into my mind in an instant, leaving me wandering in silence. Don't know what to do.

In fact, when I learned that the girl was in Iceland, my first thought was to go to Iceland to find her, but now that I have calmed down, I don't have the courage to go to her. Putting aside whether Sister Hong made a mistake and whether I could find her in Iceland, just let Bai Lu know that I went to find a personnel girl, what would she think in her heart? I have made mistakes in front of her again and again, and I still remember her telling me on the plane, let me treat her wholeheartedly in these 100 days, forget about personnel girls, forget all extramarital affairs and cheating.

But now, I want to go to the personnel.

However, if I don't go to the personnel girls, if things are really as Sister Hong said, Chen Bailu gives birth to a child a hundred days later, and then the agreement between them that I don't know what it is triggered, will I lose both of them at the same time?

Also, the personnel lady is pregnant now, and I don't worry about her being alone outside, she can be crazy and make trouble at home, but it is abroad, and her English level is not very good, if she really meets a bad person, what should she do? Now there are so many Middle Eastern refugees in Europe, and there are many small countries whose security level is even worse than that of the third-tier cities in China, if she really encounters an accident, will she ......

I can't imagine that the scenery outside the window is criss-crossed by the city, but my heart is dense with bitterness, like pedestrians dotted among the high-rise buildings, penetrating into every corner of the city.

After a long time, Sister Hong sent me a message, saying that I should think carefully about what to do, but I really didn't need to use some connections and money, and asked someone to investigate Hongling's whereabouts and see where she was in Iceland. But no matter what, I have to find Hongling, I can't ignore it, otherwise Hongling will hate me for the rest of her life.

Looking at Sister Hong's words, I felt even more helpless. At this time, Chen Bailu called me and asked me when I would go home for dinner. Listening to her infinitely gentle voice on the phone, my heart welled up with endless bitterness. I immediately drove back home, looking at the table full of untouched dishes, and looking at Bai Lu's happy smile when she ate with me, I felt even more sorry for her.

Because good nannies are really not rare, we didn't find a satisfactory one after looking for a while, but Bai Lu always needs to eat and do housework at home alone, she has a big belly, I don't dare to let her do these by herself, so we retreat to the next best thing, and ask the chef of LN Restaurant to cook three meals for Bai Lu every day, as for the housework, I or ask the housekeeper to do it.

After eating, I went to wash the dishes, while Bai Lu sat on the sofa peeling apples, and by the time I finished washing the dishes, her apples had already peeled and cut into small pieces. I sat next to her, watching movies on TV with a toothpick, feeding herself and me apples one by one, and sharing with me what she was busy with at home today. Listening to her trivialities and eating crisp and sweet apples, I buried the Iceland in my heart deeper and deeper.

……

As soon as I got to work the next morning, Sister Hong asked me how I was thinking about going to Iceland by myself or asking someone to go to Iceland. I ignored her on WeChat, so she called and asked me on the phone. I was embarrassed and helpless, so I asked her to confirm that the photo was correct? There are many similar seascapes in this world, could it be that you look away? Sister Hong immediately said that it must be right, the photo is exactly the same, it is Iceland. I also said that Hongling's photo was posted a few days ago, she may not be in Iceland now, I myself may return in vain, and besides, Iceland is so big, Europe is so big, where can I find Hongling in the vast sea of people. Hearing me say this, Sister Hong was silent for a moment, and then calmly asked me if I didn't want to go to Hongling. But I lied to myself in my heart and also lied to Sister Hong, saying that it was really not that I didn't want to go, but I really didn't find the possibility at all.

"Huh. Sister Hong sneered and asked me: "Let me ask you, does Hongling have to take a plane to Europe? Do you have a record of taking a plane? You can check the record through the airline, right? Hongling has to go through the entry process when she goes to Iceland, right? There is a record of entry? There is a record that can be found through the Exit and Entry Bureau, right? Even if you don't say this, Sister Hong needs to stay in a hotel in Iceland and Europe, right? These records can be found through spending money and relationships, right?"

Sister Hong's series of questions, I didn't know how to answer her.

Sister Hong snorted coldly and continued: "Can't find it? Do you think it's still the eighteenth century, and it all depends on luck to find someone? Let me tell you, as long as you are willing to spend money or work hard, there is no one you can't find in this world now." Unless, you don't want to find Hongling at all. ”

Sister Hong's words went straight to my heart, making me breathe a little short of breath immediately. She scolded and continued: "It's so blind that Xiaoling likes you so much, but you don't even want to go to her." Her surname is Chen, she is good to you, is our Xiaoling bad to you? You just bully Xiaoling because you see that Xiaoling is easy to bully. The surname Chen must have known that Xiao Ling is in Iceland for a long time, but you don't want to quarrel with the surname Chen, ask where Xiao Ling is. I think you're a selfish bastard who only likes himself, son of a bitch!"

I cut off Sister Hong's phone, sat in place, my heart beat faster, my breath was short, and I felt an inexplicable anger in my heart. Sister Hong's phone called again, and I threw the phone to the ground without thinking about it, and it fell to pieces. I don't know why, at this time I feel very impetuous and angry, as if the veil of my hypocrisy was ruthlessly torn off by Sister Hong, revealing my original ugly face, so I was so annoyed and angry, and my breath was flustered.

I picked up my coat and immediately drove downstairs to the shooting club, rushed to the shooting range with the largest pistol, and shot at the target paper inside. I don't know why, in my eyes, the target paper suddenly became the shadow of Sister Hong, but suddenly it became Bailu again, and in the end, it became a personnel girl. However, no matter what became of the target paper in my eyes, the gun in my hand never stopped.

When I came out of the shooting range, I sat in the car and looked at my eyes in the rearview mirror in a daze, remembering Sister Hong's words again, and I couldn't help but ask myself, am I really a hypocritical bastard who only loves myself and not others? At this moment, I was more confused than ever.

……

When I had dinner with Chen Bailu at home in the evening, I lowered my head and was silent, and Bai Lu talked and laughed with me like yesterday. After a while, Bai Lu noticed my strange appearance and asked me what I was thinking! I raised my head to look at Bai Lu, hesitated for a moment, with a stiff and nervous smile on my face, I didn't know why, and suddenly asked her inexplicably, why do you love me?

Bai Lu didn't react to my question for a while, and I regretted it myself, but the words had already been spoken, so I could only ask her hard, why did you fall in love with me in the first place, and you were willing to be with me.

Bai Lu reacted, and said with a happy smile on her face, "I just like you." ”

"Oh. ”

Bai Lu saw that my reaction was not normal, so she said again: "Didn't I tell you, I saw that you were a good person at the beginning, so I transferred you to my side, and after a long time, I don't know why I was with you." ”

"Oh. ”

"Do you really need a reason to love someone?"

“…… No, you don't. ”

"Then why aren't you happy. Bai Lu put down her chopsticks, looked at me and asked seriously.

"No unhappiness. ”

"Qi Tian. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Is there anything else you'd like to ask me?"

"No...... Do you think I'm selfish?" I asked the question that had been buried in my heart for a day. Then he raised his head to look at Bai Lu, and quickly added nervously: "Do you feel that in our love, I am the selfish party? I don't care about your feelings, I only think about my own affairs, I ......"

"You're not selfish. Before I finished speaking, Bai Lu said seriously.

My voice stopped abruptly, and Bai Lu looked at me and continued very seriously: "You are not selfish at all, I don't know why you ask this, but I know that you are a person who values love and righteousness and can be entrusted with a lifetime. ”

My eyes were a little moist, and Bai Lu's voice softened a little and continued: "I can answer your last question now, why did I fall in love with you in the first place! It is because when everyone believed that I was the murderer of Zhao Jianrong, you were the only one who didn't believe me. In order to wash away my grievances, you walked around, and Ye Linglong was desperately beaten until you vomited blood, and you almost lost your life in a desperate struggle with Wang Jianguo, and you were the first and only person who went to the detention center to see me. Later, I said that I want to start a business, and you are with me regardless of the future and the future, this whole company is created by the two of us day and night, you say, a man like you, can I not fall in love with you? Can you be regarded as a selfish person? I can tell you with great certainty now that you are the greatest and most affectionate man in the world. The most correct and thoughtful decision I, Chen Bailu, have made in my life is to marry you. Until now, I have no regrets. ”