When I go to the border again, it will still be the same day as last year. After a long wait, consuming the young heart, the partner began to fish the local girl online, opened the house, and overnight, it was too late to shake hands when goodbye.

After consuming a large order, the two of them were relaxing in the bath, and the partner glanced at him, "Alas, I haven't used it for a long time." ”

Wang Zhaoyang glanced at him, and his friend smiled, "I asked the two girls to come out to play?"

"Fuck off. Wang Zhaoyang scolded politely, dried his body, and got dressed. Sometimes it's embarrassing to say, how long he and Keruo broke up, how long they haven't touched a woman.

It's not that I don't want to, how can a body in my twenties not want to think about it. It's just that Wang Zhaoyang has a pure affection in his heart, he can't quite accept that there is no emotional intimacy, even if it is a self-deceptive feeling, in short, he doesn't like strangers and people who don't feel anything at all.

For everyone who is strict with themselves, the most distressing thing is that there is a lewd thing around them, which is actually not lewd, it is really a big man waiting at the border, too lonely. When he was lonely, his partner went out to find a girl, he could only go online to pass the time, looking at the screen, the familiar grass and trees in the game screen, only his lonely figure was left, brushing copies to fight monsters, and gold coins fell to the ground, Wang Zhaoyang is a lazy person in the game, and he doesn't like to pick them up one by one, but Yan Xiaochang likes it very much, and it is ridiculous to think about it for the kind of copper plate that can spare his life.

Wielding a big sword, fighting in a strange group, his operation technique is very beautiful, gorgeous skills, once attracted the praise of the girl behind him to practice, a person who does not know how to operate, feel worshipped. But these techniques, no one uses the posture of a to appreciate them, and behind the fight, there is no red face that wants to protect.

Loneliness spreads from the Internet to reality, which is heartbreaking. That was the first time Wang Zhaoyang felt that he was missing Yan Xiaochang, and after all, that girl was not yet twenty years old this year, and she was still too young for him.

He couldn't imagine her life, what kind of three-point line she was in school, or a new online game, and a new partner in a new world. Or already with someone you like with a sweet smile on your face.

Except for Yan Xiaochang once asked, have you ever liked your students, she never mentioned herself in reality.

Look, she's still young, and her feelings come and go quickly.

What should be passed will pass. How old are you?

That winter, he opened his first store in his hometown, and it took him a year and a half to complete the struggle that others needed for five years and ten years, and all he paid was endless loneliness, and when the goods arrived, he was crazy busy.

Houses, cars, everything they should have, only one woman is missing.

If you have to choose a woman to marry, you can be the best candidate. Ke Keru finished her work in Shanghai and returned to her hometown to rest, her career is also on the rise, this is a capable woman, she has a very accurate plan for her career, and has the ability to realize the plan.

In the eyes of everyone, Fang Keru is excellent, such as Wang Zhaoyang's parents. In the eyes of Fang Keru's parents, Wang Zhaoyang is also duty-bound.

Both of them are single, and they have reached the age of talking about marriage, and they were one step closer to getting engaged last year. The parents of both sides stepped forward and began to try to reconcile their affairs.

It's not a lot of affection, but there is really no reason why it is not valid, when Wang Zhaoyang faced Fang Keru, he couldn't talk about any heartbeat, but he knew that she was a woman, a woman he really hoped that she could be happy, or that he could bring her happiness.

Their relationship has long been sublimated into family affection in a long-term understanding. Many people say that love will become family affection in the end, and that family affection and responsibility can last a lifetime.

It is true that there is nothing wrong with this, love for a long time will definitely breed family affection. But if you skip the link of love and directly transform it into family affection, this view may be a compromise of incomplete emotional relationships.

Many people are persuading them to compromise, even themselves.

What is love, until he got married at the age of twenty-eight, Wang Zhaoyang was not sure if he knew it. But he loves Fang Keru, he really wants to give her life and future, he never wants to betray her, and if Fang Keru has any need, he can also do his right to support and promise to achieve.

The same is true for Keru.

In marriage, they are honest, they share joint property, and the two have an equal income. Wang Zhaoyang opened his own leather goods store, except for occasionally going to other places to look at orders and select goods, basically rooted in his hometown.

But if she can't do it, her career is going too fast, she can't stop, she keeps walking. Wang Zhaoyang respects his wife, and the two are still young, and now they are married and stable anyway, so other things will come a long way.

Most people are in contact with marriage for the first time, and not everyone is so lucky that they are self-taught. In marriage, each other is each other's teacher, but his teacher is too busy and always doesn't come back to class.

The buddies moved quickly, and as soon as they returned to their hometown, they made the child, looking at the buddies' babies, Wang Zhaoyang felt for the first time that his marriage was not interesting.

At that time, Fang Keru was doing a project in the United States, Wang Zhaoyang bought a ticket for the next day, flew thousands of miles over, on the sheets, and persuaded with a smile, "Mu Mu, we should have a child." ”

Fang Keru smiled, "I thought you weren't in a hurry." ”

He also smiled, and said more subtlely, "You always fly around like this, and it's good to have a child with me." ”

He was expressing, he was lonely, he needed company, he didn't say it directly, he didn't want to put too much pressure on her, but he was as smart as he was, and he shouldn't be incomprehensible.

Ke Ke said wait a little longer, and wait another half a year.

Half a year and a half, he said to Fang Keru, "If you like to live abroad, we can choose a place to settle down, and it doesn't matter that I can accompany you." ”

Ke Keru said, "Wait, I'm learning things, now there are a lot of resources, we can do it ourselves when we go back, and the production and manufacturing are much stronger than your current wholesale and retail." ”

These words made Wang Zhaoyang feel a little uncomfortable, as if his business was looked down upon. In fact, Wang Zhaoyang's income at that time was not worse than Fang Ruru, he just didn't like tossing, he had no ambitions, his life was maintained at a certain level, and the number of deposits in the bank was a few zeros, so it didn't matter to him.

time, he prefers to use it to do other things he likes. And Fang Keru was busy abroad, and the matter of being urged to have a child fell on him alone, and now he doesn't like to go to the homes of the old people on both sides.

Fang Keru said, "But it takes time to give birth to a child, and if I give birth now, my career will be interrupted." ”

Wang Zhaoyang couldn't give him a sentence, "If I can give birth to myself, I still need you!"

After more than a year of marriage, even if Fang Keru went home, Wang Zhaoyang was not in the mood to touch her, like all men, he didn't like to wear condoms, Fang Keru emphasized this problem and went to sleep.

Perhaps since then, the marriage has been dead in name. But Fang Keru didn't notice it, she just hoped that Wang Zhaoyang would wait, she felt that there was always a time to stop, maybe next month, maybe next year.

It doesn't matter, their marriage is going to last a lifetime, month by month, year by year, why can't they afford to wait.

It's just that I'm used to running, and it takes determination to stop, so I haven't had time to make this determination. Wang Zhaoyang didn't intend to change Fang Ruru, he tried hard, but he didn't succeed. When doing this effort, I will also be entangled and doubtful, is it really that I am too useless to catch up with the footsteps of Fang Ru?

But he didn't want to chase that footstep, so what, what if he chased it, it was nothing more than two people running together, busy, and having no time to take care of each other.

Sometimes, he wondered what was wrong with their marriage, didn't he love it? He flipped through the letters at home, and the sweetness of their youth, word by word, was written with silent vows.

This woman has followed herself since the same age as flowers, although she has had a good time with others halfway, it is her own fault and then first, which cannot be counted.

He didn't want to give up on this woman, but he didn't give me a clue about her for the time being.

On the phone, she pushed the glass and changed the glass at the international drinking party over there, while he could only guard the cold home and check their feelings. I accidentally touched a box, and the contents of the box were spilled all over the ground, which was a souvenir, photo, etc., left to him by the students back then.

Flip through them one by one, and turn them to the girl's appearance.

"Yan Xiaochang. I couldn't help but pronounce the name, and silently followed three words in my heart, "Shanliduo." ”

He chuckled, this kid should be a junior, he gave Wu Yuqing a one-time tuition fee that year, and he felt that woman should not swallow that money privately.

Bored, playing the game, downloaded the game, and chose to cover the water and the character is difficult to collect.

Why did he call it difficult to collect the water, it was just because the Internet café was playing this song. And then I thought about it, it was difficult to recover the water, whether it was the feelings that Zhao Zhao Mu had passed that could not be recovered, or the feelings that he had unintentionally overturned could not be recovered.

The mailbox reminds him to go to the email in the game, and there are many messages, most of which are gifts sent by the system. It didn't mean anything, he turned the page to the last one, intending to delete them all, and the words "mountain in the flower" suddenly popped out of his eyes.

Cancel and open her mail.

"The email is automatically deleted in a month, this is the diamond I just hit today, and I gave it to you. ”

Looking at this email, he smiled, silly Nizi, how long has it been since I played, and now as long as the email is not collected, it will be saved forever. Looking at those few words, Wang Zhaoyang lowered his eyes and put her diamond collection in the last column of the backpack to prevent it from overlapping with other diamonds.

In fact, in the game, the so-called items are just data.

But he stupidly believed that as long as he didn't move, the diamond would still be the one that Shanliduo gave him.