The reason for playing games is loneliness and boredom. Just imagine, how should a married man's loneliness be dealt with. It is relying on the absence of his wife to go out to spend all day drinking, playing with women, drinking, and gambling, compared with these bad habits, the hobby of playing games is really insignificant.

Some people think that why not just keep yourself busy, there is no need, and the sins that were suffered at the border at the beginning were nothing more than today's leisure.

But there are many options as to which game to play. Wang Zhaoyang is not sure why he chose this one, it is almost an outdated game.

The name of Yasariduo was found in the guild, but basically everyone's name was dark except for himself. Old friends basically don't play anymore.

He remembered that Shan Liduo had an ideal, to toss the largest guild in the entire server, and he felt that he was very awesome. Is she still so lacking in her bones?

The fame and fortune in the game are just floating clouds for Wang Zhaoyang, but if a person sees everything too lightly, life will lose its purpose, and when everything becomes purposeless, any kind of success is boring.

He decided to fulfill her ideals and do something boring but challenging.

Re-establish the guild, create a reputation, attract people to the guild, publicize, manage, everything is in order. If a class of lively students can manage it, can it still control this rabble on the Internet?

There are new friends in the game, buddy feelings, gang feelings, and a few hours a day to play games, and life does seem to be a lot more colorful.

Fang Keru is still flying all over the world, his steps are hurried and his fighting spirit is high, Wang Zhaoyang is here to relieve boredom with games, not arguing or arguing, so embarrassingly maintaining a calm marriage on the surface.

Fang Keru always thought that he would stop, sooner or later, Wang Zhaoyang also waited, anyway, from high school to now, he has waited for so many years.

Yan Xiaochang graduated, logged in to the game in an Internet café, and was found by Wang Zhaoyang. For the first time in two years, they have reinstated contact. At that moment, I was a little excited, and I typed her name in a hurry, in fact, it didn't matter if she knew, but she didn't seem to find out.

Wang Zhaoyang was worried, so he asked a friend in Beijing to take care of her.

And then they got in touch like this, played the game for half a year, played a copy for half a year, and the two of them replayed the memories of the past, he didn't like to talk, he just liked to be on the screen, quietly watching her.

Seeing her jumping around, seeing that she was three o'clock in the evening, she still didn't want to sleep.

Wang Zhaoyang has a feeling that people who like to stay up late are unhappy. Inexplicably willing to accompany her and spoil her, once she said to buy a bottle of water, he waited on the screen for more than 20 minutes and didn't come back, and he actually began to worry.

But he couldn't help it, he didn't have clairvoyance, he couldn't see him in Beijing, it was time to sleep, she hadn't shown up yet, so she could only wait.

She typed, "Just went to answer a call." ”

He let go of his heart, "So long. ”

"Well, ordinary friend. She said.

He laughed, "No need to explain. ”

He had always used the relationship between master and apprentice to comfort them, he knew who the girl on the other side of the computer was, and in his impression, she was still the eighteen-year-old boy, his student, a child.

At the moment he saw her, he couldn't imagine what she would look like.

In the video, Wang Zhaoyang saw Yan Xiaochang, saw Yan Xiaochang smiling shyly at the stranger, shook his lips with his upper teeth, and couldn't hide the smile in his eyes. On the side of the video, he also smiled, "I've become a big girl." He couldn't help but say.

She still smiled, so obediently and sweetly, that she even hid the rebellion she once had. He always knew that she had a good smile, her eyebrows and eyes were curved, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth was seductive.

After admiring it for a while, I turned off the video, and I slept very well tonight.

Before the identity was revealed, Wang Zhaoyang never thought of betraying or escaping from his marriage. He didn't have the habit of wearing rings because he didn't like it, but when he got married, his mother beat him, and he always hung it around his neck.

He asked Xiao Wu to inquire about where Yan Xiaochang was dancing, just to take a look from afar, and did not intend to really intervene in her life.

But Wang Zhaoyang missed one thing, a woman's heart.

There is a relationship in this world called online dating, Yan Xiaochang can fall in love with herself again through the Internet, and a woman, a woman like Yan Xiaochang, how can she not find ways to dig her out.

When Yan Xiaochang pushed the door open in the hotel, he reacted that he was calculated by this girl.

But looking at this girl, strange and familiar, tall and charming figure, generous smile, exquisite makeup, she was wearing a black cloak jacket at first sight, and did not deliberately highlight her figure, but she set everything off just right, and she can always dance, a black little swan.

Wang Zhaoyang was stunned, is this the little girl who tanned under the sun before, she ...... Already a woman.

Avoidance was something he had to do morally, even though he could see that she wanted herself, just as she had been years before. He should have refused because he was a married man.

The sentence "I'm already married" rolled back and forth in her throat several times, but she couldn't say it after all, and she couldn't bear to dispel all her illusions, and she couldn't bear it once, and it made a big mistake. If he needed to indulge once in his life, he thought it was the greatest indulgence that night, he hugged her to sleep and didn't touch her, in fact, he imagined in his heart that according to Yan Xiaochang's experience in the past few years, according to her unrestrained performance at the moment, she is probably not a virgin.

But I still don't want to, I don't want to destroy this pure beauty, and I don't want to betray my marriage easily. Even though the marriage wasn't interesting.

I haven't slept all night, and after watching her all night, the ups and downs of my heart are obvious. He even felt sad, he already knew that he liked her, so much.

I could only touch her face gently, and I was afraid that she would wake up and want to kiss her cheek, but she couldn't get out of her mouth.

She hugged herself, hugged so tightly, like a baby afraid of loss, he kissed her fingers and silently recited the phrase "silly girl".

If you really want a person to be happy, it is love, and he also sincerely hopes that Fang can be happy. But if he could still be given a choice now, he would not hesitate to choose the one in front of him.

The problem is, it's been missed.

She caught a cold and breathed strangely, and he tucked the corners of the quilt over and over again and took her into his arms. In some moments, he had thought about Fang Keru. Fang Keru, a woman who knows how to take care of herself, has never shown such a need for herself, he has never been so gentle with the other party, and he has never faced her with such an abnormal heartbeat.

Dawn marked the end of the night's indulgence, even though he had not done anything. That's it, let her feel that he's not interested in herself, okay.

Breakfast was prepared, and he left silently, and when he closed the door, his heart was extremely heavy.

So reluctant, and had to give up. People have feelings, but a normal person must know how to control their feelings. This feeling is still out of his control, and he is not sure.

After leaving, he began to become tangled and even painful, he was thinking about it and sometimes avoiding it.

He was thirty years old, and why, why did he think that a young girl had to like herself. Those who think young girls should like them for granted are either narcissists or plutocrats.

Wang Zhaoyang couldn't figure out whether Yan Xiaochang's liking for herself was a feeling between men and women, or just a girl's need for the care of her elders.

When he came back from Beijing, he was no longer calm, he began to struggle, he began to doubt, he doubted many, many things.

Is it ridiculous for a man to wait for a woman who doesn't come home? Because some people compared, they were stunned to find that there was no love between him and Fang Keru. And love, what a seductive thing, tempting him to care, to log in to the game again and again.

But divorce is not what he wants. Since marriage is given, it is a responsibility, Wang Zhaoyang never wants to live up to this responsibility, if there is still salvation, he will save it, he will try to control his heart.

During the Chinese New Year, Ke Keru came out of the shower, wearing pajamas in front of his eyes, this is the woman who belongs to him, and he is qualified to have a woman.

With a light smile, I saw her empty neck, and the piece of jade seemed to have not been worn by her for a long time.

"When I was on a business trip, I forgot to be in the hotel. Fang Keru had a regretful expression on her face.

He asked casually, "Did you call and ask, the hotel will generally save it." ”

"When I think about it, people have already flown to Hong Kong. ”

Scold......

"Let's talk about it. Sitting on the chair in front of the computer desk, he looked at the woman who was about to fall asleep by the bed, called "Keru", instead of the cordial "Mu Mu".

Fang Keru looked at him with interest.

He got straight to the point, "Are you satisfied with our current marital status?"

Fang Keru smiled, "What's the matter, what do you mean?"

After taking a sip of water, he got up and left, leaving a sentence, "I'll sleep in the study tonight." ”

"Zhaoyang. ”

With his back to Fang Keru, he didn't look back, "Let's all think about it seriously, what is the point of continuing like this, and if not, should there be some changes." ”

"You want to divorce me?"

He paused, thinking that the word divorce was like a knife, which would pierce into his heart, and when it spit out, it didn't hurt as much as he imagined.

But he told the truth, "I don't want to, but I don't want to go on like this." ”

He chose to separate, think about it separately, he didn't want to hurt any woman, but some things, maybe dragging on is more hurtful.

Or perhaps, because they never really got along, their marriage was a mistake from the beginning, an ending that they thought was suitable but was not suitable.

But Fang Keru didn't want to get divorced, in the blind pursuit of her career, she had already lost herself, and she wasn't sure what she wanted. She could just feel that the man in front of her was completely cold, as if he was holding dead ashes, and the only remaining warmth was out of respect.

And Wang Zhaoyang didn't want to toss marriage, but in thinking, the balance in his heart has gradually tilted.

He misses her, misses his Duo'er, misses the woman who wants to use the street lamp as a steel pipe to keep him, on the phone, she cries and tells her that she misses, complains about his departure, he also hurts, it hurts one by one.

If it weren't for the restraint of reality, I would like to spread my wings and embrace you in my arms and collect it properly.