I can't say anything about what I saw, but I just understand why Li Hua didn't want me to come to see him for the time being, he chose his life trajectory, whether he was suffering or suffering, he couldn't complain every day like a woman.

He's a man, so he swallows. I'm afraid I'll see it, I'm afraid I'll be distressed.

Seeing this, I felt that it was a particularly pale thing for me to wake him up on the phone every morning when he was asleep, and to complain about the bad things in his career.

I sat on the edge of the bed and watched him do his job for me, pouring hot water into the basin and throwing the towel in, his hands were burned. Then he took out the towel while blowing hot air, rinsed it briefly, wrung out the water, and came over to wipe my face.

Just like when I was a child and was taken care of by my mother, I sat on the edge of the bed and raised my face to wipe him, and he rubbed patiently, and the force was not light or heavy, but I felt that he should think it was a very fun thing.

Rubbing and rubbing, my stomach growled. I had a simple lunch on the plane, and I haven't eaten until now. I was going to be hungry for a day, and who knew it was calling.

Raising his face and putting an innocent expression at Li Hua, he thought for a while, "Well, what should I eat?"

I still blinked at him, whatever, it's okay not to eat.

Thinking about it again, he went to put the towel down and asked me to wait for him for a moment before walking out of the room.

Because I have been in the room for a while, the heartache I felt when I first came in has dissipated a lot, and I am beginning to accept Li Hua's current living environment. Walked down from the bedside, walked around the room, rummaged through his drawers and stuff.

There were a few pills in the drawer, indicating that he was sick, and he didn't tell me. There are a few books that I can't read at all, related to his work, and a PSP.

When I saw the PSP, I smiled, but fortunately, his life is not so boring, at least there is a PSP to play with, and it is good to relax occasionally. I would even think that it would be a big deal to let him play PSP while he was on the phone with me.

The desktop of the laptop is my photo, because it is too big, it is a little blurry, and judging from this boot speed, this computer is estimated to not be used very often. I don't know if there is an internet signal in this place.

Soon Li Hua came back with two stainless steel lunch boxes, and when he put them on the table, the smile on the corner of his mouth was as sunny as before. I smelled the food and slammed at him, "Hee-hee......"

I'm not a foodie, but I love to eat, and I think eating is a special thing to enjoy, so most of the time, when I see a hot meal, I feel happy from the bottom of my heart.

Li Hua likes to look at me like this, stupid, and unproductive.

At this time, the cafeteria was already off work, and Li Hua ran to ask the master to open a small stove, and the master moved quickly, and it took about ten minutes.

I opened the lunch box, sat down on the chair that Li Hua had brought me, and said, "Wow, this is a big plate of chicken?"

Li Hua handed me the chopsticks scalded with hot water and replied casually, "The master is from the Han nationality." ”

There are basically no Xinjiang people here, most of them come to work from outside, and they are all old men who have left their hometowns, some young, some slightly older, in order to earn money and support their families.

Li Hua sat next to me and watched me eat, and when I was bored, I would play PSP, and glance down at me from time to time. This feels actually quite good, it has a kind of revolutionary feelings of the 80s, a young couple.

I ate a lot, not just because I was hungry, but because I wanted to eat more for him, and I wanted to please him and make him happy with all my performance.

After eating, I cleaned up briefly, and as a lazy person, I still didn't do anything, just looked at him. Then, when he was done, he put his arm around his waist and said, "You are so good to me." ”

At that time, I felt very happy, and I felt that it was great happiness for two people to be together.

Go to bed, hug tightly, and do what needs to be done. I thought that they were here all day, and they couldn't even see a woman, and I blamed the poor thing. I didn't know what more comfort I could give him than this body.

Then I was curious, so I hugged him and asked this question, and Li Hua said, "No, they will go out to find it when they are resting." ”

"Looking for what?"

"Miss. Li Hua said.

I glared at him, "Then you're looking for it too?"

He laughed and hugged me a little tighter, "I'm not going." ”

I believe that Li Hua will not go, he is not a person who can't hold back, not to mention that he has me in his heart, so he will definitely not go. It's very warm to sleep with him, and the feeling of two people sleeping together is better than one person, and they sleep soundly.

But I don't know, Li Hua hasn't actually fallen asleep all the time, he is reluctant to sleep, he wants to see me more.

It was I who liked him first, but he fell in love with me first.

The next day he didn't go to work, he slept with me all the time, he watched in silence all night, and he was indeed sleepy. Then I woke up and looked at him silently, hoping that time would pass a little slower, very slowly, very slowly.

My phone rang next to the pillow. It is said that it is not good to put the mobile phone next to the pillow, but I can't change this habit, and those who have had long-distance relationship experience should know that it is a mood of getting up and answering each other's calls all the time, a mood of waiting.

I was talking very quietly on the phone, and this call was a kind call from the crew to remind me that my vacation is coming, and I remember to rush back to work tomorrow morning.

The crew is a team, a very closely connected team, and any mistake between the actors may delay the entire filming schedule.

I nodded here and said okay, when I hung up the phone, Li Hua turned around and hugged me, didn't open his eyes, and said vaguely: "The crew urged you?"

I didn't speak, I could only hold him tight.

In a short period of time, we couldn't meet for more than 24 hours, the first half was enjoying the surprise of the first meeting, expressing our thoughts, and the second half began to face the panic and sadness of parting.

I didn't want to make the atmosphere sad. Li Hua and I are still young, and we will have a long time together in the future, and it is not such a terrible thing to be separated from one person for a month or two.

I got up, he was lazy on the bed, I dressed him, wiped his face like him, and then he pulled me and fell into his arms and hugged him quietly for a while.

Of course, he just didn't want to get up and squinted.

Before we separated, we had been doing this kind of long hug repeatedly, not saying anything, just hugging quietly, feeling each other's body temperature a little more.

On the way to the airport, they were still chatting and talking as if nothing had happened, and sometimes I thought, if you leave me, you would say something to keep me, if he did, I might think about it.

Although, it is unlikely to stay.

Regarding Lan Tian's matter, he only briefly mentioned two sentences, and none of us expressed our opinions. Li Hua doesn't like chatter, and after persuading me many times, I didn't listen, and he didn't mention it. In fact, it's not that I don't listen, but my own meager strength, it is impossible to change anything, I just want to be my own, with a hint of luck.

Airport, farewell, kiss, bye-bye. If you don't hug it, you're afraid that if you hug it, you won't be able to part with it.

Then I got on the plane and tried to call him, but I couldn't.

After getting off the plane, I hurried to find him and asked him what he was doing, and he lazily responded, "I'm busy." ”

I said, "Are you busy thinking about me?"

He said, "Yes. ”

I said, "Then are you reluctant to give me up?" ”

He said, "yes, you didn't notice that I didn't even dare to look at you at the airport." ”

Now that I think about it, it seems like it is. At that time, I had been staring at him, but he seemed to be very inattentive to the study of other things, here and there, and only barely glanced at me as I spoke.

I was so moved when I heard it, I held back my tears and said, "I'll go to you after filming." ”

He smiled slightly, "Well, let's talk about it." ”

When I arrived in Hengdian, it was already late at night, and I hitched a ride to the place where the crew lived, remembering what happened to Lan Tian late that night. I glanced at the driver, but he didn't look like a bad person.

Many times, even if we know how dangerous the road ahead may be, we have to grit our teeth. Because you have to look forward, you have to move forward, you can't stop, and it's easy to get lost.

Since I came back from Xinjiang, I have seen Li Hua's life, and I am always reluctant to disturb him, and if I don't disturb him, I will try my best to open up my own life. Because when you're bored, it's hard not to bother the people you want to bother.

I have gradually become familiar with the life of the crew, and those intrigues can also be treated with a normal mentality. I also have friends in the crew who can talk, and I go to have a supper with them after I finish work, and I am very envious when I see other people have relatives and friends come to visit the class, and some fans celebrate their birthdays.

There's a girl who's recently hooked up with a guy from another crew, and she's immersed in the sweetness of love, and we're sharing our boyfriends as soon as we meet.

I'll just blow it, how handsome and excellent my boyfriend is, how many girls like him in school, and how good he is to me. When I blow these, I feel that my face is very bright.

"You've been out filming for so long, why didn't your boyfriend come to see you?" the girl asked.

I said, "He's busy." ”

It's not just that they don't come to see me, we don't call very much now, sometimes we don't contact me all day. When he doesn't call me, I don't want to call him, who knows if he's playing PSP or playing poker with someone on the construction site or something.

I told Li Baitian about my envy of others being visited by others, and we had occasional phone calls. Li Baitian happened to be here to shoot an advertisement, and he thought I was pitiful, so he kindly brought a bouquet of flowers to visit the class.

The girl said in front of Li Baitian: "This is your boyfriend, not as handsome as you say." ”

I said, "What, and it's not a person in the photo." ”