Lan Tian's matter, she was not the only one who was hit, but also me, including the classmates who really thought about it from her point of view, those of us who also had acting dreams.

Even Li Hua can encounter funny unspoken rules in a small art troupe, not to mention those of us mediocre girls who are gearing up and planning to do a big job in the entertainment industry.

For the first time, I felt so confused about the future I had planned and determined, whether our persistence and blind pursuit were meaningful, and how much it would cost to pay. I've thought about these questions before, but it's far from being as deep as it actually happening around me.

This time I joined the group, I was full of energy and wanted to do a good job. And I worked hard in the crew, but what I got was the dissatisfaction of other people, and after seeing Lan Tian's current situation, my energy suddenly leaked.

I'm like a deflated ball, lying on my stomach and desperately needing a lean. This reliance will not be on his family, it can only be Li Hua. I want to see him, and I can't wait to launch it like a rocket in front of his eyes in seconds.

Li Hua was awakened by my fright, and asked me with some concern what was going on. I didn't know what I was talking to him on the phone, anyway, I just wanted to see him, dead or alive.

Getting into a taxi, I hung up. Li Hua will not turn on the machine, and will not give me a chance to refuse, and I will do this trick too. After several inquiries, I bought the latest flight to the nearest city to him, which had to go through a transfer, and when I waited at the airport, I felt much calmer.

Then I began to think again, this is really a surprise, a big surprise for Li Hua.

I've always been very afraid of trouble, and I always had the desire to grit my teeth to see Li Hua, but when I thought about the eighteen bends of this mountain road, I was in no mood at all.

But this time is different, this time there is a determination to either see him or die.

Before Li Hua rushed to the airport to pick me up that day, he took a shower for an hour and a half, and his skin was almost rubbed off.

When I saw him, it was already dark in the city and dusk in the city of K. When I came to the city from Hengdian, I wore summer clothes, and I felt a little cold in the city, let alone here.

When I go outside, I see everyone wearing warm autumn clothes, and I feel like I'm crazy. But thinking of seeing Li Hua soon, the senses outside the body no longer have the heart to sense.

And when I really saw him, it was not the kind of surprise like a dream, but a kind of sadness that I couldn't recognize.

He stood there, guarding the direction I might come out, and when he saw me, his eyes began to glow, but it took me many eyes to find him in the crowd.

How did he end up like this......

In less than two months of separation, he has lost a lot of weight, he has grown taller, he used to look very harmonious, but now he has lost weight, and he is not suitable for it at first glance, just like a ginseng with long arms and legs. His contours didn't seem to be as clear as before, and after the wind and sun, his skin was darker and drier, his eye sockets were darker, and his lips became heavier.

It's like seeing another person, is this still Li Hua at that time?

Maybe it's because I haven't seen each other for too long, so these changes, in a short period of time, have been magnified a lot. As I got closer, the more certain I became that it was him, and when I looked at each other, I even felt the desire to stop.

The only thing that has not changed is his innate noble posture, even if his youth and beauty are not as good as before, he is still a star-catching star in the crowd, at least in my eyes.

He just stood there, waiting for me to get closer, no matter how slow I walked, he waited.

The person in front of me is strange and familiar, I have said this sentence many times, but this feeling is strongest at this moment. It was as if there was a distance of many years between us, as if he had grown old overnight.

I saw the smile on the corner of his mouth, not warm, but very gentle, with some excitement and helplessness to meet him, with a hint of shyness.

I will be ashamed, if one day, I suddenly become less beautiful than before, and I want to see him, I will also be ashamed.

When I was on the plane, I imagined the picture of the encounter, and I thought I would run up and hug him, or kiss him on the mouth, and then shrink into his arms and cry hard because I missed him.

Admittedly, I'm crying now, but I can't cry as much as I expected.

I stood in front of him, not even bothering to look at him again, grinning and saying, "What's wrong with you, how did you become like this...... It's like a migrant worker......"

Of course, my description is exaggerated, I just want to use exaggerated words to hide the excitement in my heart as usual.

I cried, and he became even more overwhelmed and reached out to hug me, but not very firmly. Forget it, I'll hold him.

So I threw myself into his arms anyway.

Why is it said that "I love you" is not as good as "together", why is it said that long-term love is not as good as long-term companionship, because a real body is much more real and heavy than an ethereal missing.

Those days and nights, like a strong air current, finally found a small hole that can be sprayed, and the feeling of instant explosion, except for the word "cool", is really hard to describe.

He wrapped his arms around my back, and I hugged me tighter, wishing that he would wrap me in the skin like a dumpling.

There is a description called "I can't wait to rub it into my bones and blood", which is this sentence, which couldn't be more appropriate.

But the feeling of holding him is still different from before, his waist is thinner than before, and his chest doesn't seem to be as full as before.

He really lost a lot of weight, and I started crying again when I thought about it.

Li Hua didn't know how to comfort me, just hugged me, didn't say anything, rubbed my hair with one hand, and lowered his head to kiss the top of my hair.

I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't dare to look up at him, for fear of seeing the changed face and feeling distressed.

It was cold, and he probably thought that I might show up like this, so he prepared a coat in advance, which I was familiar with, and which he wore when he was at school. The coat has the smell of sealing, probably not worn for a long time, and the smell of perfume that was once left on it.

In the past, Li Hua used to use perfume, but now he probably can't use it.

He came today, still in a very inconspicuous van, and I can't imagine what happened to him, but there must have been many, many of them, so he didn't want to tell me.

He was going to take me to the hotel to settle in, but I didn't, I said I was going to go to his usual place.

"It's far away there," he said. ”

I shook my head, he couldn't convince me. Don't be afraid of being far away, no matter how far it goes, the two of us will walk together, just be by my side.

He said again: "It's noisy, it's inconvenient for you to go." ”

He just didn't want me to go, he didn't want me to see his life now, but I felt like I had to. I said, "Either you're hiding a little lover over there, or you're going to take me with you!"

He was helpless, "I'm like this, who still follows me." ”

In these words, I was born with a trace of sadness.

"I'll follow!"

He smiled and reached out to touch my hand, the palm of which was rough, but it felt quite manly. Then he drove to the place where he lived, it was indeed very far, the road was dark, there were almost no buildings on either side, and the headlights illuminated the brief area ahead.

Then I turned my head to look at him and began to adjust to his new appearance.

In fact, when we first met, the contrast was too great, and I thought it was exaggerated, but now I look at it a few more times and think it's okay.

"What are you looking at?" he asked with a smile.

I said, "Ugly." ”

He said, "If you don't hit me, can I die?"

I said, "When you're short, ugly, and frustrated, I'll be completely relieved." ”

He said, "Then you're not going to run away with someone else?"

"Hee-hee-hee......"

I suddenly felt quite romantic, in the wilderness, a car, two people, unimpeded to move forward, at this time if there is another northwest wind folk song, it is very movie-like.

But Li Hua didn't play the song, leaving all his ears to listen to my chatter. When I saw him, I didn't really want to talk about all that, and when I had seen enough of him, I turned my head to look out the window, asked this and that, and listened to him tell me.

He is already very familiar with this place, Li Hua is not like me, a road idiot.

"Upside down, sit down. He gently reminded me to sit upright like a schoolboy.

After five minutes of intermittent bustling, he finally arrived at the place where Li Hua lived, which was also the place where he worked.

The residential area, with a few rows of houses, is not dilapidated, it should be a temporary one. In the distance, there is a large chimney made of bricks and stones, I don't know what it is called, but through the night, I can see some mechanical shadows, and there is a lighthouse.

Other than that, it's almost immense.

His grandfather made a fortune in real estate in his early years, and later began to engage in energy, and the coal bosses were rampant in those years, and the Zhang family was one of them.

At first, I thought it was fresh and didn't make any comments. When I got out of the car, Li Hua asked me, "Is it cold?" ”

I nodded. It is said that there is a large temperature difference between day and night here, and I have seen it.

I didn't see much, and I didn't have much to visit, so he put his arm around my waist and walked to the little house where he slept. When I met a middle-aged man who came out to relieve him, the man looked at us and greeted us cordially, "Xiao Li, girlfriend?"

Li Hua smiled and nodded.

The man said, "It's beautiful, like a movie star." ”

I tilted my head towards Li Hua, and Li Hua knew that I couldn't stand the praise, so he pinched my waist.

Pushing the door into the room, he pulled open the light next to the door, and I looked at this simple room, and I couldn't get out of it anymore. Beds, tables, chairs, basin shelves, plastic storage boxes, nothing more.

It's just cleaned up, everything is neatly placed where it should be, and the quilt looks thick.

I want to cry a little again, I can't live in this place, let alone Li Hua, a young master born with a golden spoon. But I endured, pursed my mouth, walked in casually, walked to his bedside and sat down, touched the sheets that I had been with him every day, looked around again, looked at him and said, "I'm sleepy." ”