In fact, I can see that Li Tianhui has a miserable life after graduation, and the red sister who shares a house with her is not a good person, but I didn't break it.

I can't even take care of myself now, how can I have the energy and financial resources to give Li Tianhui a good future?

I could only stand where I was and silently pray that Li Tianhui would not go further and further down the evil path.

After two days of heavy psychological shock, I still can't calm down.

I feel unspeakably uncomfortable, and I always feel that something is missing in my heart.

Chen Lihui also beat him violently, but he still didn't hear from him.

I couldn't help but take out my phone and call Xiaoxiao, but I still couldn't get through.

I walked down the street in despair, without any desire to go home.

I'm afraid that seeing things and thinking about people at home will make myself more miserable.

But as I walked, my heart felt like a spasm, twitching and aching.

He was inexplicably screaming with a smiling name, and his eyes were a little moist.

I kept my head down, afraid that I would be seen with tears in my eyes.

Needless to say, I fell in love with Smile. Love is inextricable, like poisoning, deep in it.

Although I have chased a lot of girls before, I also like to have a crush on many people. But the first relationship I talked about in the real sense was given to me by Xiaoxiao. She was my first love, bringing me hope, bright and sweet, but I didn't expect that after she left, I would be so miserable.

Back at home, I curled up in a corner.

I don't know hunger, I don't know the time, I don't know the day and night. I curled up in the bed we had slept in together, my eyes open, not knowing what I was looking at, not knowing what I was thinking. I seem to have lost all my fighting spirit, I seem to have lost the spirit of my whole person. But none of this matters to me. All I could think of was a smile.

It wasn't until the turnip reappeared that I realized that I had been in my room without eating or drinking for four days.

When I opened the door, Radish was wearing a jacket and was a little fatter.

I saw that I was sluggish, my skin was sallow, and my whole person stinked like a salted fish. The radish that was about to laugh and give me a bear hug was taken aback, and blurted out: "My God, how did you become like this?"

At this time, I was speechless, and even when I opened the door for the radish, I came with the last of my spirit.

Seeing that I was extremely weak, Radish rushed in and hugged me.

Behind him flashed a royal sister with a cold temperament, and the royal sister glanced at me, her eyebrows full of disgust.

The turnip took me to the hospital, where the doctor hung me two bottles of glucose.

I found out that glucose is really an artifact, and I hung it twice in just a few days.

Radish sat at the head of the bed, sighed and said, "Alas, Qi Tian, why are you like this." ”

I didn't speak.

After one night, Radish brought me a bowl of porridge, and I got better after drinking some of it. In the words of the radish, I can't die for the time being, but I'm not far from death. I don't hide any anger in my eyes anymore, once a person's spirit collapses, it is not far from death.

Radish stayed with me in the hospital for two days and then took me home.

When I got home, I lay on the bed and said to the radish, "Thanks, buddy." ”

Radish glanced back at me and grinned.

The royal sister with a cold temperament lived with Radishes, Radish cooked for the two of us to eat, the woman never cooked, and Radish never introduced who this woman was, from there, I didn't ask, and even Radish didn't say what he did during this time. I told Radish that I had taken 10,000 yuan from him, and Radish smiled and said, "It's okay, you can only use the money, anyway, the wind blows, and you don't feel distressed to spend it." ”

It's not like Carrot said, when he was in school, he was the famous iron rooster in our school.

But I don't want to think about it so much.

I lay in bed day after day, and I ate less and less of the food made of turnips, and when the turnips talked to me, I spent more and more time wandering.

In fact, at this time, I don't want to smile anymore.

I didn't even know what I was thinking.

One day the radish dragged me up and dragged me to the bathroom. Standing in front of the mirror, I saw that I was now skinny, my eyes were blank, and my hair was even a little gray. Radish stood next to him and didn't say anything, he asked me to stand in front of the mirror for a few minutes and then left on his own.

After a few more days, Radish came with a man in a white coat.

The turnip got me up and sat down on the bed, and the man in the white coat sat across from me. As soon as he opened his mouth, I realized that he was a psychiatrist.

Then the man came for a few more days, and the last time he came, it was the turnip who kicked him away.

One day in the middle of the night, when the turnip was drunk, he came in and hugged me and talked a lot.

I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe it's really like the radish said, my spirit is gone, and I'm not far from death?

However, why is it that I, who originally cherished life, am suddenly not so afraid?

One night, I suddenly woke up from my dream, feeling palpitations and rolling back and forth in bed. Hearing the movement, the radish rushed in, and he immediately picked me up and carried me to the hospital. On the way, I was so uncomfortable that almost the whole person was dying, cold sweat broke out on my head, my face was blue and white for a while, and finally my lips were purple, and my eyes were white, which was very scary.

Radish held me in the taxi, kept calling me by name and calling me in my ear, but I felt his voice getting farther and farther away from me.

When I finally arrived at the hospital, Radish dragged me out of the taxi, carried me on my shoulders and rushed to the emergency hall. Rushing into the emergency hall and shouting for the doctor, the two doctors on duty came out and took me into the ward and began to study my condition.

But as soon as I lay down in the ward, I suddenly felt better with palpitations and cold sweat in my head.

It was as if the disease had suddenly been pulled out of my body and gone.

The doctor checked my vital indicators and everything was normal. And I didn't feel any discomfort, just a little drowsy.

When I walked out of the room, Radish looked shocked.

The doctor next to him told him that I was fine, and Radish was angry all of a sudden, and he scolded and walked out, saying that I would do it, and he would not care if I died one day sooner or later.

Radish walked outside the hospital to look back and saw that I wasn't following.

As a result, he himself came back in disgrace.

I saw that I was standing in the emergency hall of the hospital at this time, crying like a fountain of tears.

Let's rewind time and start when the turnip scolded me.

As soon as Radish started scolding me, the phone in my pocket rang.

I took it out in a panic and looked at it. In the past few days, whenever there is a phone, I am very panicked to take it out, for fear of missing Xiaoxiao to call me.

As a result, I took it out and saw that it was my mother's beating.

After I answered, my mother said anxiously on the phone: "Tian'er, come back quickly, your eldest brother is dying." ”

Hearing this, the phone in my hand fell to the ground with a snap.

So when the turnip came back, I was crying.

Radish was startled and rushed over, I hugged Radish and said in a panic: "My eldest brother is not going to die, I want to go home." ”

Radish knows the situation in my family, and knows that I think my eldest brother lives more than myself.

Radish was immediately stunned and said, "Okay, go back immediately." ”

I was completely lost, panicked, and didn't know what to do, only to go home. Or did Radish have an idea, he immediately went to the hospital's 120 emergency center and called a car, saying that there was a patient who wanted to be transferred to the hospital, and in a certain town in such and such a province, he would give 20,000 yuan for the fare.

By the time we got into the ambulance and hit the road, my mood had stabilized, and Radish told me to call home again.

I called again and asked how my eldest brother was doing.

It was my dad who answered the phone, and he said in a heavy tone, your eldest brother's condition has been a little unstable during this time, and he said that he was uncomfortable last night, and after he was sent to the hospital, the doctor gave him water. As a result, by the end of the evening, there were suddenly signs of failure.

On the phone, I could faintly hear my mom sobbing next to me.

My dad's voice was also sighing.

I don't know why, and I don't know where I got the courage from, so I immediately said, "Big brother will be fine, don't worry." ”

Dad sighed, and I told them that I had called an ambulance and that it would be there in about seventeen hours.

Dad paused for a moment, and even said no, no.

I turned my head to look at the radish next to me, looked at the doctors and nurses around me, and said to my father, "Dad, don't worry, I will make money, and my eldest brother's illness will definitely be cured." ”

I don't know why, but I'm very firm.

……

My house is thousands of kilometers away from the city, but fortunately there is a highway in that township that is not too remote. The ambulance was racing along the highway, and my heart was beating all the way, and even though I said so, I was really scared that my big brother was gone. We set off at one o'clock in the morning, and when we arrived at my house, it was past eight o'clock in the evening.

The ambulance drove directly to the entrance of the hospital, and my parents had already informed the doctors and nurses in the town that they were already waiting here.

The doctors and nurses traveled all the way, and they entered the conference room without resting at all and began to discuss the condition.

When my parents saw me, my mother's eyes clicked and fell to the ground. I stepped forward to wipe my mother's tears and told her not to cry, it was fine. As a result, my own eyes were a little damp.

My father took me to the front of the ICU, and through the glass window, I saw my brother lying inside, weak, and surprisingly similar to me, he was also skinny and sallow.

My mother sobbed and said to me: "Your brother began to eat half a month ago, and he ate less and less every day, and it has continued until now, and the night before yesterday he suddenly screamed that he was distressed, and he was pulled to the hospital doctor to hang up the water, and he was lighter at first, but who would have thought that it started at eight o'clock last night, and it hurt until eight o'clock this morning." ”

My heart tightened, and I couldn't help but think about how I was taken to the hospital last night with sudden heart palpitations and pain.

I stood there for a few minutes, and when I looked up at the hospital bed, I saw my brother smirking weakly at me through the glass window. I immediately said firmly: "Take it away and go to a big hospital for treatment." ”