I don't know what Zhou Wenxue did after she resigned, anyway, she and Li Baitian didn't go to work the next day, and they stayed with me on my side.

I feel very warm in my heart. Although I'm not sick, at most I'm a little weak, and I can be fine without anyone taking care of me, but there is a big difference between someone and no one, even if the person who accompanies me basically doesn't speak, but how can there be a living creature around.

When people are vulnerable, that's probably the case, people are still social animals and need companionship.

So I can understand Lan Tian's longing for companionship and longing to be cared for.

Zhou Wenxue helped me deal with the wound on my arm, and Li Baitian had been sitting outside and didn't come in. I don't feel any pain, I have a kind of numbness of a dying person now, maybe my heart is too heavy, anyway, it is difficult for things in the outside world to stimulate me.

She is very gentle at this time, not at all as cold as when she was in contact in the past, in fact, Zhou Wenxue is also a woman, a woman with a strong appearance and a gentle heart, this kind of woman who is rigid on the outside and soft on the inside, always makes me feel very storyful.

While wiping the wound, she said, "Li Baitian asked me to talk to you." ”

I don't speak, wait for her to talk. I've slept enough today, I still have the ability to listen to people, and I need someone to talk to me and help me sort out the mess, and I don't know what it might look like every day for the rest of the day.

She smiled at me, "What's going on?"

I hesitated slightly, and said one by one. In fact, Lan Tian's secret, out of respect for her, I don't want any superfluous people to know, I haven't told Li Baitian, fortunately, Zhou Wenxue doesn't know any Lan Tian, she listened, and it was probably a story.

After listening, Zhou Wenxue shook her head, saying that she was a little embarrassed and a little heartbroken, everyone is a woman.

But she said, "You really didn't do anything wrong, and I probably couldn't do this with me." ”

I smiled wryly.

She said, "I'm an outsider, so let's talk about my opinion." Actually, you've done it so far, and that's enough. That girl is very pitiful, but in the end the road is her own way, and the key to your knot is in her own hands. She's good, everyone will follow sooner or later, if she doesn't want to be good, sooner or later everyone will be tired and don't want to care about her anymore. ”

I shook my head, "No, Li Hua is a good person, he will be responsible to the end." ”

"What about you?" Zhou Wenxue asked.

I...... To be honest, I really don't want to take care of it, and everyone told me not to take care of it, I don't think I can control it anymore, and if I mix it up again, it seems that there is no other use except adding to the chaos.

She saw it very clearly, and she said, "You want to manage it, but you don't think you can manage it, right?"

I nodded.

She said: "Actually, you don't need to put so much pressure on yourself, you see yourself like this, your boyfriend will definitely not feel good if he knows." We are human beings, and there are only so many abilities, and many things are powerless. As I see you, you've done your best, and it's enough to have a clear conscience in everything. The debt owed has to be repaid, at most it is only a principal with interest, and if you repay too much, you will force others to owe yourself. ”

I vaguely understood something. She blew on my wound, wrapped it carefully with gauze, and said, "Girl, you are very strong, so it's good, when we can't afford to take care of others, the only thing we can do is to take care of ourselves, and don't become a burden." ”

"Hmm. I nodded, "Thank you." ”

She looked at me deeply, with a little appreciation and approval in her eyes, and smiled lightly, "It's not easy for you, I thought it was ...... before."

Another fleeting smile, she stopped talking.

She used to think that what kind of girl could make Li Baitian do so hard, she thought that I should be the same as Li Baitian's nobles who fell out of favor, but now it seems that it is a little different.

In fact, between people, what is needed is understanding, maybe after understanding, you will find that everyone has a story and a unique inside.

Zhou Wenxue told me so much, and what impressed me the most was that one had a "clear conscience".

Only with a clear conscience can we have peace of mind, and only with a clear conscience can we represent the meaning of all things. To others, to oneself, even to feelings, we must have a clear conscience, and have no regrets.

I think I have a clear conscience, and with this clear conscience, no matter what happens in the future, at least I don't have to suffer from self-questioning in my heart. This kind of emotion, in fact, is very rare, and I have completed it, and treated myself with the greatest test.

I think I passed.

So I quickly became stronger, ate more, my blood sugar went up, and my body was fine. What am I doing sitting at home, but I'm just thinking about it.

So I went back to work and was more active than before. This is not to divert attention, but to think about work, want to work hard, and want to make every day of your life have the meaning of its existence.

Lan Tian's side I didn't ask for the time being, when Li Hua remembered, he would talk to me on the phone, and I told him that everything was fine with me, and he didn't have to worry. He told me that Lan Tian is also very cooperative now, and I don't have to worry.

She prepared medicine for this purpose, but Lan Tian was still reluctant to go to the drug rehabilitation center, she was probably afraid, and after throwing her into the drug rehabilitation center, Li Hua ignored her again.

I'm reluctant to delve into her thoughts.

The wound on the arm will scab over after the stitches are removed, I was sitting in the office that day, playing with the wound with my hand, Li Baitian bent over to look at it and smacked his lips, "I suggest you go to the hospital to check the blood." ”

"What!" I wondered.

He smirked, "Who knows if you've contracted any disease." ”

It is said that drug abuse can easily transmit HIV/AIDS and 1 disease, mainly because of unhygienic injections or promiscuity. I'm not very worried about this problem, Lan Tian is not short of money, there is no need to pay attention to this bit of hygiene, as for promiscuity...... I don't think so, anyway.

Besides, I didn't let Lan Tian touch my wound that day, I was angry when I saw her, and there was a little bit of disgust that she was dirty, which is the truth.

I said to Li Baitian, "If I am sick, I will be the first to infect you!"

Li Baitian was embarrassed, "Come, come, I can't ask for it." ”

I looked at him with disgust.

When I'm free, I'm still a little curious about the indescribable relationship between Li Baitian and Zhou Wenxue, and Zhou Wenxue is called the queen mother outside, not to mention that the identity of this queen mother is not true, on the surface, it looks quite serious. If Zhou Wenxue hadn't looked at Li Baitian's face, Lan Tian and I would have had trouble at the bar that day, and I probably wouldn't have bothered.

Anyway, I always felt that there should be something between them.

So I asked Li Baitian, but he didn't evade it, saying: "I was young, and I knew each other when I was in junior high school, but I didn't know much more than you." ”

Hair ...... The word "small" is very ambiguous these days. Especially when he is thirty years old, he is still unmarried and unmarried.

Li Baitian said: "Even eat this vinegar?"

I said, "Neurotic, why am I eating your vinegar, it has nothing to do with you." ”

Turning my head, I thought of Li Hua again, hey......

There is only a sigh left, and sometimes I think about it, whether I still love Li Hua or not, I can't figure it out. Many thorny issues are more important than love, just like the sentence "Husband and wife are birds of the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes".

Love is a relatively fragile feeling, especially in the face of life.

Regarding drug rehabilitation, physical addiction can generally be quit in ten to fifteen days, of course, this varies depending on the person's physique, but the time will not be too long, mainly psychological.

Li Hua has been here for ten days, and we haven't seen each other for these days, so he called me early in the morning, and he probably didn't rest very well when he listened to the tone.

"How is Tian Tian?" I still couldn't help but care.

"Well, it's much better. He said in a flat tone.

I said, "That's good." ”

He said: "I have to go back to Zhejiang tomorrow. ”

The company can't be left alone, there are always some things that need to be solved. I think Li Hua is also very hard, especially in my heart.

I said, "Well, don't worry, I'll go over and see if there's anything going on here." ”

He hesitated slightly and said, "I want to see you before I go." ”

This made my heart slightly sour, I didn't want to see Li Hua, but now that I see him, I can't help but feel depressed, and that kind of depressed feeling is not very comfortable. The main thing is that I have a big list in the past two days, and I am talking about key points.

I said, "Wait for you to come back, I made an appointment with a customer today, maybe it's late, and I can't send you off." ”

"Okay. "He's a little bit lost, a little heavy.

Hung up the phone, I packed up and went to work, did not go to the company, this customer is from out of town, yesterday after I received, talked about some work matters, today I have to play the family card appropriately.

I accompanied the two customer representatives to breakfast, for this order, I have been following for three months, and I am very unhappy not to take it. The other party seems to be not very satisfied with our offer, but the attitude is very ambiguous, and he doesn't say yes or no.

I work very hard, because people in the company always say that I can win the list, all because of beauty, at the beginning of listening to nothing, listening to too much is actually quite unconvinced.

I have been grinding these customers since the morning, and I don't care about Li Hua saying that I can't drink, I accompany the customers to drink rice wine in the morning, drink until 10 o'clock in the morning, find a tea room to rest for an hour, and then have lunch, lunch red wine, afternoon rice wine, evening white wine, early morning foreign wine. I drank desperately for a day, and took several tablets of sobering pills. In the wee hours of the morning, I started to really get up, and I was very unconvinced by their unclear attitude.

Later, the other party finally couldn't hold back, and said in a very ambiguous tone, "Miss Cong is so beautiful, it's too hard to do business." In fact, women don't have to work so hard, isn't it good to take shortcuts appropriately?"