The last time I talked to Li Hua's mother, I quarreled because Lan Tian was going to film. Look, Li Hua's mother's worries are right, if Lan Tian is released, something will happen to her.

There is a saying, I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me. Lan Tian is like this now, and whether it is my fault or not. I couldn't figure it out. Over the years, I have always thought that I am taking every choice very seriously, and there are times when I make mistakes, but I have never been sloppy.

I thought that Lan Tian should face this society and make her better, but I didn't expect that all these things hit her so hard, and she couldn't get better at all. But I have never been malicious, not to mention that I feel that life is in my own hands, whether it is to film, or to spoil ourselves like this without telling us, this is Lan Tian's choice.

I really don't want to care about it now, so I said this casually, it has nothing to do with me. That's what I'm thinking at this time.

I'm tired.

Li Hua's family has never been sorry for me, especially Li Hua's mother, she has never been sorry for me, even if I let myself be wronged because of Li Hua, it was my own volition.

I sat here and didn't speak, Li Hua's mother sat down opposite, we weren't far apart, and I couldn't feel her reproach.

I still wanted to make things clear, and I said, "Auntie, I haven't taken care of her these days, and I haven't come to see her often. ”

Lan Tian always told Li Hua's mother, saying that I took good care of her, and that I often saw her. I'm just now realizing that she's been going to start me for a long time. I didn't take care of her, it's a big deal to say that I don't care about her, if I come to see her every day, and I can still see her like this, then I have a bad heart, and I watched her die.

Li Hua's mother said softly "um" and said, "I don't blame you." ”

After a moment of silence, he asked me, "Youyou, are you angry with Auntie?"

I shook my head.

She said: "Auntie wants to be good for you, Tian Tian has become like this, you have done nothing wrong, our family owes her." This year, what you did for Tiantian and Xiaohua, my aunt knows that you are not easy to be very sensible. ”

For this praise, I actually don't feel pain in my heart. No matter how hard I try, things are not getting worse.

She said: "Auntie actually ...... in her heart In fact, I have never treated you as an outsider, you are a good boy, no wonder Xiaohua likes you so much. Auntie doesn't want you to get married, it's just like this, Auntie doesn't want you to get married, because of her...... It's not a good time. ”

I nodded. But actually, I didn't hear much in my heart, my brain is made of wood now, and I can't turn it.

She continued, her tone was very calm, but at this time, everyone was in a very low mood. She said: "Marriage is not as simple as two people combined, Auntie hopes that when you get married, you will be happy and have no burden, Auntie's heart, can you understand?"

I looked up at her, smiled reluctantly, and nodded again.

In the final analysis, Li Hua's mother loves only Li Hua. She used to like Lan Tian very much, probably because she was well-behaved and beautiful, Li Hua's mother always wanted a daughter, so she accepted such a daughter. But now, it's about different, it's mostly about compassion and responsibility.

As a mother, she is very worried that her son will be burdened with such a burden since then, and she always wants to take it step by step, solve this burden first, and then move on to the next things, such as our marriage.

Li Hua's mother really has no bad intentions, sometimes she is cold to me and has high requirements for me, but in fact, it is just a normal performance of some mothers-in-law to daughters-in-law. It's just that she's not a very enthusiastic person, and she behaves very uncomfortable.

"In the last phone call, my aunt spoke heavily. She said.

I shook my head, "Nothing. ”

I don't want to worry about the previous things with her old man today, Lan Tian is like that, such a big trouble is in front of me, what is the quarrel between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.

She said: "You are still young, some things are too simple, and what Auntie is most afraid of is now." She smiled wryly, "But it's not your fault. ”

The older generation is a little more far-reaching than we think, I just thought too simply, and it was easy to think about things for the better. For example, Lan Tian can come out of those shadows if he has his own things to do, but Li Hua's mother will think of a more dangerous level, such as now.

But in fact, I just took Lan Tian to have a meal, I didn't ask her to film, and everything else was her own choice. I even tried to stop it.

Seeing that I was in a bad mood, Li Hua's mother didn't say much, and finally concluded, "Auntie didn't plan to interfere in your and Xiaohua's affairs, but now Auntie has a request for you." ”

I looked up at her.

She said: "You haven't entered the door yet, don't worry about Tian Tian's affairs for now." Auntie doesn't want to affect the relationship between you and Xiaohua because of these things, and she will feel distressed if she is so tired of you. ”

I looked at her with some gratitude and nodded slightly.

Lan Tian's current embarrassing situation is a fight with my father's illness at the beginning, some things, in addition to being responsible for themselves, do not necessarily play a benign role, but they are also involved in themselves, making the impact of things bigger and bigger. When my dad was like that, I listened to my aunt and ran away, didn't his wife still take care of him, and the matter really passed.

I probably shouldn't be in charge anymore, and I don't have the ability to do it anymore.

I didn't leave right away, I sat here for a long time, and I didn't sleep, and even though my body was already very weak, I couldn't sleep even if I was put to sleep.

Li Hua is here, I haven't taken a good look at him yet, I still want to look at him again, say something casually and leave. It's just that he has been guarding Lan Tian, and he doesn't know what they have said, but Lan Tian is very honest.

I waited until the evening, but I just glanced at Li Hua a few times, looked at each other and smiled bitterly. Both he and his mom asked about my arm, and I said it was okay, it was taken care of.

Later, Lan Tian began to toss, I don't know if this is a so-called drug addict, and I don't know how long she has been in contact with this thing, how serious it is, but Lan Tian just doesn't want to go to the drug rehabilitation center, after Li Hua and his mother persuaded him, he could only wait first and give Lan Tian time to accept it.

She was very uncomfortable, she was crying all the time, she said she was very uncomfortable, she begged us to leave her alone, she told us all to go.

Lan Tian may really have the emotions of not wanting to continue to rely on us, she may be longing to fend for herself. But we can't watch her die......

She shivered, tugged at the quilt, covered herself first, couldn't stand it anymore, and got out of bed and wanted to run. Li Hua could only press her, press her to the corner of the bed, look at her and say, "Tian Tian, you look at me, you look at me." ”

"Li Hua ......"

Lan Tian looked at him with broken and frightened eyes, a firm glance, and then vanished in an instant. She shook her head and cried, still trying to run, still begging us to let her go.

Li Hua had no choice but to hug her, hugged her very tightly, rubbed her hair and comforted, "It'll be fine for a while, I'll accompany you, my godmother and I are here with you, and we'll be with you." ”

"Tian Tian is good, Tian Tian is good, ...... is good"

I leaned against the door and watched, my face was as cold as death, Li Hua was red-eyed, and I couldn't stand it anymore and turned out. I looked at Li Hua's back hugging Lan Tian, and looked at the person in his arms, like a bird that was about to freeze to death, trembling, crying, begging, and faintly enduring it firmly.

Lan Tian must be very uncomfortable, Li Hua must be very uncomfortable in his heart, Li Hua's mother must also be very uncomfortable, compared to me, in fact, I am not so uncomfortable.

I just don't want to care.

Ever Li Hua hugged me, I was always the one in my arms, I don't know what he looked like when he hugged someone, this was the first time he jumped out of his arms and looked outside.

I can even imagine the sense of security that the person in his arms felt, that embraced me for so long, and only thought that it was a casual exchange, and at this moment I felt that it was so worth cherishing.

With a pout, I turned and walked away, leaving the place, I needed a break.

But when I got out of the elevator, I was in a trance all the time, standing on the side of the road trying to take a taxi, beckoning for a long time, and there was no taxi to take care of me. I couldn't even remember which direction I was living in and which way I was supposed to go.

Then the phone rang, it was Li Baitian calling, asking for my address.

Li Baitian came with Zhou Wenxue, they found me on the side of the road, I felt that my arm was very sore and painful, if it wasn't for this sore pull, I might have fallen asleep like this.

When Zhou Wenxue came to pull me, I was in a trance, and I really fell asleep.

Growing up, nothing has made me faint, but today I am really dizzy, and I think I may be too sleepy. But the feeling of fainting is very refreshing, that is, the sky and the earth are dark in an instant, and then I don't know anything, and I sleep very deeply.

It was probably Li Baitian who carried me into the car and finally carried me home.

Look, we don't live in this world independently, Lan Tian can't take care of himself, it will affect me and Li Hua and them, and now I can't take care of myself, so I have to burden Li Baitian and Zhou Wenxue to watch. It's called the butterfly effect.

I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Zhou Wenxue lying on her stomach next to me, so I called her twice out of kindness.

"Sister. I just called it out, because I felt very close to her at this moment.

She got up from the table, "Awake?"

I smiled, "I'm sorry for you." ”

She reached for the cup on the table, made me a glass of sugar water, and handed it over, "Drink some." ”

"Where's Brother Tian?"

"I told him to go back to sleep. Zhou Wenxue said.

Actually, I can't drink anything now, and I hate drinking sugar water very much, but for the sake of my body, I still drink it obediently. Zhou Wenxue took the cup back, "Let's go to sleep." ”