116 I love you

The meaning of this sentence is that people who have passed through the sea and see other waters, which are not magnificent and impressive, and after seeing the clouds in Wushan, they feel that the clouds in other places are not worth seeing.

I don't know if Li Baitian understands it.

In this life, except for Li Baitian, even if I fall in love with other people in the future, it is not Li Baitian. And in my current state of mind, it's hard to fall in love with anyone again.

It's like my own dog, and it's not the same thing that I've always looked like.

It has been nearly 20 years since I met Li Baitian, and two-thirds of my life has been associated with him. In the past 20 years, from a young crush to this point where the sea was once difficult to water, I have never directly said a word of confession to Li Baitian.

Even if it's a simple "I like you".

This is my confession to him, not to save anything, but to give an account of the feelings that have been pent up for many years.

Li Baitian has no culture, I'm afraid I don't understand this sentence, but I think one day he will understand.

As I thought, Li Baitian did not speak, and I had already gotten out of his car, escaping from the car with the scent of roses and smelling the dry and cold air of Beijing in winter.

The freshness calmed my mind for a moment, closed the car door, and strode towards my place. Thinly dressed, but I don't feel it.

At this time, all I know is that I am walking with my feet, and I am like a big wooden man who can walk.

I don't remember who I just met, what I said, nothing in my head.

It felt empty behind me, no one came to chase me, only a whirlwind of dry and cold, sweeping away years of affection.

It wasn't until I entered the house, with my back against the panel, that I started crying, tears pouring down. He's getting married, he's going to get married, he chooses a woman he really likes, and I, lose.

I asked Zhou Wenxue since I was a child, asking myself what I wanted, rarely did I get it, I believe that most things, as long as we work hard, we can do it.

Lee Baitian was the biggest failure of my life, and I failed because I almost never fought for it.

This is my own fault.

So I cried and pumped myself in one mouth, but it was not enjoyable, and I pumped another mouth, and pumped and pumped, until I couldn't pump anymore.

I don't feel any pain either.

imagined the picture of Li Baitian's marriage proposal in his mind, although the rose is very vulgar, but isn't the final result of marriage.

The necklace in my hand swayed, and I angrily shook it off, landing somewhere in a silver glow. And I had to walk over and pick it up again and hold it cherished in the palm of my hand.

I promised Li Baitian that I would take care of it, put it away, and put away the things related to Li Baitian.

At this moment I knew that I loved him, really, no matter how many stinky faults he had that I couldn't accommodate, I loved him, so much.

There is a voice in my heart asking, "Why is it not me who proposed, why not me......"

When I woke up the next day, my face and my eyes were all swollen, so swollen that I couldn't see anyone, I didn't sleep deeply, and it was still early when I woke up. I can't sleep anymore and I'm going to go downstairs for a run.

When I ran out of the community, I saw a lot of scattered rose petals on the side of the road, and of course there were also rose stalks, but there was wind at night, and it was already blowing in a mess.

Sanitation workers are sweeping with brooms.

So many flowers? I naturally think of Li Baitian's car of flowers, his car exploded last night?

I don't think there will be so many coincidences, these flowers may come from somewhere else, jogging away with petals, I love sports, exercise is easy to make people feel comfortable.

But when I stopped, I was still in a bad mood, so I called my mother, and I planned to go home and return to my mother's arms.

With my puppy in my arms and my suitcase in tow, I came to the parking lot next to the car.

I haven't driven for a long time, it's environmentally friendly, the car is dusty, and I'll wash it when I get back.

I pressed the car key here, and the car rang, and I was reaching for the car door, and the car rang again, and the car door couldn't be opened. I hurriedly pressed the key again, and the car rang, and when the door opened, the car rang again.

It rang so loudly so many times that I wondered if my car keys were broken.

I was studying it in my hand, and a person came over in the dark, looking at me with a very serious face. I also saw him, Li Baitian......

He looked at me with a fierce look, some people really can't escape in their lifetime.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

He glanced at my luggage, "Where are you going?" ”

I remembered that this car was bought by Li Baitian, and I have the car keys, and he also has them. Nima, this buddy isn't planning to come back and get his car?

"Go home. I replied coldly, not knowing whether to get in the car or not.

Li Baitian's eyes were a little excited, I wondered if he had encountered some disaster, and frowned, "What's wrong with you, the marriage proposal failed?"

Zhou Wenxue. "He approached me by calling my name, which scared me a little.

I looked at him cautiously, and he became more and more excited, and asked me this question, "Didn't you say that although it is not authentic to rob someone else's girlfriend, if you really like it, you should rob it?"

I did say this, but I looked at Li Baitian's excited affection, and wondered if I had misled him about anything, and my first reaction was that Li Baitian's marriage proposal was unsuccessful.

Li Baitian took a step further, his expression became more and more excited, his eyes were like wolves, and he said, "I have a crush on someone else's wife now, can I rob it?"

I was stunned for a moment, and when I reacted to what he said, my brain was stuck. You don't have to marry Princess Youyou on the front foot, and you have to ...... on the back foot

"Youyo is married?" I asked.

Li Baitian glared at me, "Zhou Wenxue, don't pretend to be stupid with me!"

I pretended to be stupid, Li Baitian's expression on me was still fierce, and his gaze seemed to kill someone. But I'm not afraid of him, with the last bit of patience, "Li Baitian, you have something to say, who are you staring at that donkey's eye? I don't owe you!"

I'm complaining, I don't owe him, he wants to get out, why get back.

Li Baitian asked me, "You just said let me rob it." ”

"No, are you having something wrong with your brain, don't you like Youyou, how can there be a few people's wives who have become other people's wives, why did you go to you, okay, don't ask me again in the future, it's really interesting, I'm not your mother!"

I was angry, I was so disappointed in Li Baitian, I really didn't expect him to have this hand, I coldly doubted whether this Li Baitian in front of me was replaced.

But his serious attitude didn't seem like a joke.

I used the key to drive the car again, intending to go in, but Li Baitian pressed the key again to close the car, and I was so angry.

I said, "What do you mean?"

"You answer my question first. Li Baitian looked at me.

I replied that he scolded the next door, dragged my luggage and hugged the dog, and I turned around and left. Okay, you bought this broken car, I don't want it, I'll take the long-distance bus myself.

I walked in a hurry, and the wheels of my luggage made a muffled sound on the ground.

After walking about thirty steps, a high and slightly sad voice came from behind, "Zhou Wenxue, I love you!"

I paused in my footsteps, as if I had been stuck to something. There is an echo in the parking lot, and that echo is still ringing, "I love you, I love you, you ......"

The tears rolled down my eyes, and I turned to look at him and moved my lips, "What did you say?"

The voice was so soft that I didn't know if he could hear it, but I saw him move his lips slightly, as if he had said what he had just said again, but there was no sound.

And he didn't come up to me, he sat on the ground with his butt, and seemed to use all his strength.

I stood still and looked at a man sitting on the ground in broad daylight, and he smiled, laughing so sadly, and the expression on his face was as ugly as crying.

"Haha, I finally said it, the feeling of saying it, it's so cool, haha......"

My eyes were also dripping out, but I didn't have the courage to go in, afraid that I had heard something wrong, and looked at him with a frown.

Li Baitian was still sitting on the ground, laughing enough and looking up at me, when other people passed by in the parking lot, looking at the two of us who were crazy.

He didn't care anymore, he sat there like a scoundrel and couldn't get up, he said, "You know how stupid I am, I checked the dictionary to know the meaning of that sentence." ”

Even if he was a scoundrel, he actually cried, he said: "Zhou Wenxue, tell me, what do you mean by that?"

I, I didn't bother to answer him, so I choked up and asked, "Didn't you propose to Youyou?"

Li Baitian shook his head, the conversation between the two of us was not on the horse's mouth, he looked at me and asked, "Are you saying that you love me?"

I bit my lip and tried to take a step closer to Lee.

Li Baitian raised his hand and made a stop action, "Don't come here," his expression became more and more ugly, like a little boy who had lost a toy, grinning, "You make it clear and come over, you, are you saying that you love me, are you ......?"

I deeply sympathize with this illiterate person, and even if I look up the dictionary, I can't be sure if I understand it correctly.

I said, "Don't make a fuss, get up first." ”

Throwing down the luggage, I walked over to pull him, Li Baitian said to himself, "I'm grandson, I know now, my grandson ......"

Li Baitian cried, especially sad and regretful, I didn't want to cry much, I felt a little nervous, more and more onlookers, I said: "If you have something to say, is it a man sitting here!"

Li Baitian was also annoyed, "I'm not a man, I'm a grandson, I can't even look at the woman I love, what have I done." ”

First of all, he finally said this sentence today, I was very excited, at that moment my heart could be described as turbulent in my heart, but his series of reactions behind it really made me too inexplicable.

I didn't like to make people laugh, so I asked him, "You can't get up." ”

Li Baitian was still immersed in his sadness and did not move.

", you're not a man. Dropping this sentence, he turned around and left with his luggage.