115 The sea was once difficult to water
Find the dog, my mood is really good for a while, this person, I haven't been sick, I don't know how good my health is, I haven't rained, I don't know the second of the sunny day.
I now have a feeling that the sky is sunny after the rain, what Li Baitian, I don't think much about it for the time being, why do I want to think about it, I will definitely be unhappy if I think about it.
My plan is to go to work after the New Year, and then talk about the rest. When a woman enjoys a bachelor holiday, the least thing she can do is to buy things, and when she buys things, she must buy clothes.
Before New Year's Day, I went shopping for clothes, and I went into the store to buy a decent dress for my mother. My mother has been thinking that fur is a good thing, although it is not very environmentally friendly, anyway, I think it is face-saving to wear it.
I met two acquaintances in the store, Sister Li Wei and her mother.
I greeted me kindly, these two people did not seem strangers to me, although I quit my job, but everyone knew that I was because of physical reasons, their family has exploited me a lot in recent years, and they are still very polite to me.
Li Wei's mother is picking out clothes, and the company is going to hold an annual meeting next, and a new outfit is indispensable. After picking out the dress, I looked at the coat and said let me help take a look.
So I sent a private message, although Sister Li Wei's mother is a little older than my mother, but her temperament is young, and I want her to help me try whether the fur I fancy looks good or not.
So he took the clothes and said, "Auntie, will you try this?"
Li Wei glanced at it, smiled, and said, "Our family doesn't wear fur. ”
I thought about it, and it is true that I have never seen Li Wei or Li Wei's mother wear fur, and I have not worn it, because I think it looks too graceful and unfavorable.
"Why?" I asked.
Li Wei said, "Our family is prone to allergies to animal fur, and I can say that Xiao Tian'er can't touch it at all." ”
I really don't know, it may be that Li Baitian deliberately avoids it, so there are few related things in our lives, and he has already formed a habit, so he forgot to tell me.
I was thinking about it, Li Wei added, "If you touch it, you will have red spots on your body." ”
"Ah," I was stunned, "huh?"
Li Wei smiled, her mother was already ready to go to the next store, and after saying goodbye, I looked at the fur in my hand, and I was not in the mood to pick a gift at all.
Allergic...... Allergic......
Before today, I never knew that Li Baitian had a problem with allergies, I have known him for so many years, and he has been allergic once, that is, a few days when I went on a business trip last year.
The more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think it's going to be ......
Blinking, I suspect that I am being amorous, how could Li Baitian be kind enough to help me take care of the dog, if he knew that he was allergic to this thing.
Of course he knew that he hadn't cared about the dog since I brought it back, and he looked like he was afraid of it all day.
I hurriedly called Qin Xi and asked if he had helped me clean my room when I was on a business trip last year, and Qin Xi said frankly, no. And he was also curious about how the house was so clean, and wondered if I had hired another housekeeping service.
I didn't hire any housekeeping services, and Qin Xi didn't help me clean up. Let's just say that the relationship between me and Qin Xi at that time was good, but it was not good enough to make him so concerned, so walking the dog was a routine every day, and it was over when it passed, and now it makes Qin Xi think about it, it's a little strange.
It's that when I go every night, I have something somewhere, because the dog has to be pulled during the day, but when I go the next day, the filth does not increase, as if someone has cleaned it regularly.
hung up the phone with Qin Xi, I couldn't pull my legs here in a daze.
It's Li Baitian...... In those days, it was Li Baitian who was helping me raise a dog, so he was allergic, and he knew that he would be allergic.
But he also knew that I was on a business trip with that incident, and if I came back and saw such a mess at home, I would be in a bad mood and even lose my temper.
Thinking about it, my eyes got wet.
At that moment, I didn't have too complicated mental activity, I just felt that something was wrong.
Then I remembered what Li Baitian said, "If any woman can scratch her skin for me, I will definitely treat her well for the rest of my life." ”
Putting down the clothes in my hand, I rushed out of the store and saw Sister Li Wei everywhere. I don't have Li Baitian's phone, I can't find him.
I don't know, though, what I'm looking for him for. At that moment, my mind was straight, I flipped through the shops one by one, and I didn't find Li Wei and them anywhere.
They said that if there is no shadow, there is no shadow, as if it fell from the sky and disappeared, and this process is just to let me know that Li Baitian once scratched my skin for me.
Standing in the crowd, I looked around, bowed my head and sighed.
Calm down, what are you looking for him? It's a thing of the past. Carrying a large bag and a small bag, I walked home in a daze, in fact, I knew how to find Li Baitian and make a phone call to the company.
But when I think about it, I don't seem to have anything to say to him, this thank you, because I owe it for a year, and now it doesn't make sense.
On December 31, at 9 o'clock in the evening, Li Baitian called me from an unfamiliar number, but his own number could not be called, and he was on the blacklist of my mobile phone.
"I'm down there, I'm in a bit of a mess, and I want to meet you. Li Baitian said.
I replied sullenly, "Okay. ”
He was on the side of the road at the gate on the left side of the light, and the person was sitting in the car, and I knew the car. I came out of the house temporarily, and I was wearing light clothes, so I was going to sit in the car and talk to him.
I opened the car door and there was a very, very strong scent of roses, a little pungent. I glanced into the back seat, and there was a cart full of red roses, which were very large and bewitching.
"You're going to get married?" I asked.
Li Baitian sat in the driver's seat and glanced at me lightly, "Sort of." ”
My heart suddenly cooled, and I quietly took the bouquet that bloomed on the co-pilot and sat down on it myself.
I haven't been in touch, and I can't know what happened to him, I can see that he is in a complicated mood, and today he is dressed neatly, with a suit, a pure white shirt, and a big red bow tie, which really looks like he is going to get married.
I was holding this bouquet of flowers in my hand, but I knew in my heart that he was not for me, and Li Baitian did not speak. I glanced at the flower, and there was a flower card in it, and the flower card said "Youyou, marry me", and I understood it when I saw it.
My heart hurts, it hurts one by one, and I barely smile, "You proposed." ”
"Hmm. He replied lightly.
"Congratulations. ”
chuckled, Li Baitian, "It's still early, I can't say it." ”
I smiled reluctantly, smelled the scent of a cart of flowers, and tried to hurt him with my previous posture, "I thought that your Li Baitian proposal had a lot of pomp and circumstance, it was really vulgar." ”
"I," Li Baitian paused, "I'm in a mess and don't know how to prepare." ”
Continuing to smile, "It's normal to mess up. ”
Li Baitian stopped talking, turned out a chain from his pocket, his face did not turn to look at me, just hung the chain on his hand and handed it over, looking ahead, he said: "I wanted to repair it that day, but I didn't finish it, and I ...... it by the way when I bought the ring today."
Before he could finish, I quickly pulled the item from his hand. In fact, Li Baitian appeared in the gold shop that day, just to repair the necklace.
I said, "It's broken, why don't you fix it?" ”
Li Baitian smiled bitterly, "I gave you such a thing." "Laugh again, it seems that there is something hidden inside.
My heart is also trembling, yes, Li Baitian didn't give me anything, and those shoes were thrown away by me angrily.
Holding the chain in my hand, my fists were clenched very tightly and tightly, but Li Baitian didn't look at me, so he couldn't find anything.
"I'll take it. ”
"Hmm. ”
After a moment of silence, I decided to ask, "You were the dog you took care of when I was on a business trip." ”
"Hmm. ”
"Why don't you say it?"
"Forgot. ”
"Why?" I bowed my head, waiting for his answer, which was somewhat important to me.
Li Baitian glanced at me, smiled, and replied simply, "You help me with my errands, I don't want to cause you trouble, it's as simple as that." ”
Heh, it's as simple as that.
A song is playing in the car over and over again, Faye Wong's "Passing Years".
"In my lifetime, I can't be spared when I meet on a narrow road, and the palm of my hand suddenly grows an entangled curve, and I can't be a day after I am sensible, and I can't keep it......
Time passes minute by minute, shedding away the lingering lingering that should be said and not said.
At half past eleven, Li Baitian turned off the music, "You should go back." ”
It's him, he's on his way.
I turned my head to look at the side of his face, and even though he had already felt my gaze, he still refused to turn to meet my gaze, as if he was deliberately avoiding it.
I said, "Li Baitian, you remember that when your cousin got married, you said that I would accompany you, so you promised me one thing. ”
"Yes. ”
"I don't have anything to say yes to you, after you get married, you can't cheat. I said.
Li Baitian nodded solemnly, still not looking at me.
But I wanted to look at him, and I said, "Turn your face away." ”
He didn't move.
"Turn around and let me look at you again!" I said in a somewhat coquettish tone.
He turned to me with a calm face, and I looked at him, looking at his serious face, deliberately hiding all the expressions, the emaciated outline, every line engraved in my heart, and the little boy in red on the basketball court could not coincide.
With water in my eyes, I couldn't say anything more. Reaching out to help him straighten the bow tie around his neck, he smiled, "Go ahead." ”
Li Baitian's eyes were also a little red, and he looked at me without speaking. I had already closed my eyes and turned around, and when I pushed the car door, Li Baitian suddenly asked me, "Is he good to you?"
He, I don't know which one he said, but I know that in my future, there will be a him after all.
I didn't answer, and said a word with my back to him.
"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud. ”