I didn't shoot the rest of the scene that day, because my eyes were red from crying, and the director saw that I was not in a good state, so he gave me a day off and allowed me to call it a day off early.

When I got back to where I lived, I called Li Hua. We rarely have the opportunity to talk on the phone during the day, because I don't know when I'm on the show, and Li Hua has to be busy with his own business.

When he answered my phone, Li Hua's side was very noisy, it was the sound of the machine.

I asked him where he was and he said on the construction site.

I probably also know that Li Hua plans to start doing business in the sea, but he can't easily bow to his grandfather, so he goes directly to ask for other people's property, and learning to do business is not just about business, many grassroots things need to be understood.

So Li Hua was sent to Xinjiang by his grandfather, and it is said that it is the least difficult place for his grandfather's industry.

I cried with Li Hua, he was so noisy that I couldn't hear what I was saying, as if he had walked a long way away from the whining and turning machinery.

He asked me what was wrong, and I said that I had been beaten and that I was very upset.

Li Hua is not an actor after all, and he doesn't know much about things in the circle, so he asked me what the director's attitude is.

I said, "The director won't care." ”

"Why?"

I gritted my teeth and almost cried again, "Because I'm not red!"

Because I'm not popular, I have to be bullied. When everyone is not popular, except for those who have a very sweet mouth and are especially good at talking and doing things, who has not been angry. I understand that I can bear it in front of outsiders, but I just want to vent my emotions in front of Li Hua. I just wanted him to coax me and listen to his lingering little voice.

Li Hua did coax, and he didn't rush to get busy, he was very patient and coaxing, enlightening me. I was very struck by what he said, sitting on the bed, holding the pillow and saying, "I miss you." ”

Li Hua has no relatives in Xinjiang, and I also have no relatives here, and everyone in the crew, even the smashing staff, must handle the relationship carefully. Who in this world is not tired, where is not tired, and you have to endure bad reviews on Taobao.

Li Hua said: "I miss you too, when I finish filming this movie, I will take you out to play." ”

I was in a much better mood and said, "I don't want to shoot right now." ”

"Really?" in his tone, there seemed to be a hint of anticipation.

sighed, "Fake, it should be filmed, there are liquidated damages." ”

"How much is that?" Li Hua asked.

I said, "Oh, that's false, I just miss you." ”

He repeated, "I miss you too." ”

Chatting and chatting, I had a sudden thought, probably also pressed in my heart, I didn't dare to think seriously for a long time, I said, "Honey, I'll go see you, I'll go now." ”

"What about the crew?"

"I'm taking a leave of absence. "I said it lightly, in fact, I don't know how to ask for this leave, but at this time I thought of Li Baitian, and I think Li Baitian might be able to help me with this matter.

Li Hua hesitated and said, "Wait a minute, when you finish filming, I will have time here." ”

"Why, I want to see you now!" I started to mess around, but it was sincere. How long has it been since the two of us got better, and then it was too risky and too scratchy to have to endure such a long separation.

But Li Hua just didn't allow me to go to see him, first saying that it was not good for me to ask for leave here, and it would leave a bad impression on the crew. said that he couldn't move me, and said that he was too busy there to be distracted to accompany me, and it didn't make much sense to meet in a hurry. In the end, he said bluntly, the conditions are not good, and he doesn't want me to suffer that grievance in the past.

Anyway, he had all sorts of reasons, just wouldn't let me go.

I said, "Are you raising women outside behind my back, if you can speak directly, I won't stalk you." ”

He smiled and said no, and then went around and around and finally convinced me.

Of course, it stands to reason that it is really not good for me to leave the crew at this time.

The next day, I started work as usual, and when I met the actress who beat me yesterday, she explained to me with a smile, "I'm sorry, I had a heavy hand yesterday, but now it's fine." ”

I also pretended to be amicable to her, "It's okay. ”

The crew basically didn't say anything comforting to me, and everyone is used to many things. I have been taught, and I deserve to be taught.

Later, an old actor who had a good relationship with me said to me, don't be so diligent, at least be diligent and don't let people see it, you are diligent, aren't you setting off other people's laziness. As a junior, the standard of doing things is not to be on par with the leader, but to be on par with the seniors, and I will do what the seniors do. If you don't do it well, the leader asks you to take it in your pocket, but you must not do everything better than your predecessors.

Offence.

It's a workplace everywhere, and the crew is the same, you have to learn to master the sense of proportion in everything, I admit, I'm still too tender.

After a few days of pretending to be my grandson, something happened that made me have to take a leave of absence from the crew temporarily.

The thing is that Li Baitian suddenly called me, and I just wanted to complain to him about what happened to the crew these days, but he came up and asked me, "Have you been online these days?"

"I don't have time to surf the Internet. I said.

He said: "You can go and take a look now, I guess the situation on Lan Tian's side is not very good." ”

I borrowed a notebook from someone and searched Lan Tian's fan post directly. Lan Tian has been out of competition for a long time, and she has gradually been forgotten by the public, her fans posted it, and there are no replies a day, I don't care about it for a long time.

And in the past two days, the post bar has been very lively. I saw some other news, and I saw some bad information about Lan Tian and some other draft girls.

The Internet exposed indecent photos of female singers in the draft.

I took a closer look at each of those photos, and there was a girl among them, who really looked like Lan Tian. But these photos are generally not very clear, but they are always visible without clothes.

Lan Tian was not the only one who was recruited this time, including some players who achieved good results in that competition.

I hurried up to call Lan Tian, but the phone didn't go through and was turned off. Then I looked for Xue Jiazheng and contacted a few classmates, this matter has been exposed for a day, and since Lan Tian himself learned the news, he has been locked in the dormitory and has not come out.

Except for the girls in the same dormitory, no one had seen her.

They said to me, "Youyou, come back, Tian Tian has the best relationship with you, and we are all worried about her like this." It's making a big fuss at school now. ”

This matter persuaded me to take a leave of absence, no matter whether it was useful for me to go back or not, at this time I wanted to go and see Lan Tian. I think if I had suffered such a blow, Lan Tian would have come to see me if I needed to, no matter what Lan Tian was doing.

I called Li Baitian and asked him to help me ask for leave on the crew. Li Baitian is not a cold-blooded person, besides, he knows Lan Tian, although it doesn't matter, but he is also a little worried, so he only made a phone call lightly, and the crew gave me three days off.

On the same day, I flew back to the city and took a taxi directly from the airport to the suburbs where our school is located, and when I ran back to the dormitory, everyone else was in class, only Lan Tian and a girl were there.

This girl was specially left to accompany Lan Tian, and the girls in the dormitory prepared that if Lan Tian planned to continue to cat in the dormitory, she would take turns not to go to class and watch her.

There is warmth in the world.

The same reaction as the last time he was raped, Lan Tian cried when he saw me, hugged me and cried, but did not make a sound. She was very weak when she was helped up, and she shouldn't have eaten much all the time, and it was only less than two days.

I asked my classmates to go to class, and then waited for Lan Tian to calm down and talk to her.

Lan Tian said: "Youyou, I really wanted to die, but I ......"

She is reluctant, or unwilling.

Lan Tian's dream of stardom was shattered, and when she decided to retire, it was actually shattered, but she didn't tell anyone about it. Before retiring, Lan Tian spoke to me on the phone for the last time, and then went to a dinner invited by the producer.

The thing happened that day, she and several female contestants who went at the same time were packaged and sold by the producer to the investor, that is, after the competition, they will collectively be the advertisers who endorse it.

This is a huge industrial chain, not only interests, but also desires.

Some girls know, but they don't want to resist, and even ask for the opportunity to be on top, and some girls don't know, and they are drugged in a daze.

Lan Tian was the most determined among them, and after learning that he had been ruined, he gave up the packaging and various opportunities that were about to arrive, and resolutely withdrew from the competition.

Then I was raped, I was exposed, I was exposed to everything. I think if these things really happened to me, I might have died a long time ago.

She didn't say anything, she just didn't want to see anyone, and she didn't know how to start over. Lan Tian has had a dream of stardom since she was a child, she dreams of standing on a gorgeous stage, being sought after and recognized, in this youngest and best time, she chases her dream, and then reality punctures this dream.

It is true that Lan Tian is unlucky, but what happened to her is extremely realistic. Showbiz is a dirty minefield, and it covers almost every sin we can think of, fornication, and is just one of a trivial ones.

I went to the class guide to talk about this matter, and the class guide meant that the impact was bad, and the school planned to dissuade Lan Tian. The campus and society often do not tolerate us, and in the end, only the family can tolerate and accept us unconditionally.

This matter was only exposed on the Internet, Lan Tian's family is not online, and I don't know yet, I called Lan Tian's home, and her parents drove to take Lan Tian home overnight with a heavy and extremely heartbroken heart.

When I saw Lan Tian off, I sat on the steps of the flower bed outside the school, was silent for a long time, and then called Li Hua.

He was still sleeping, and I said, "I want to see you." ”

He said, "Don't make a fuss, wake up." ”

I yelled at him, "I don't care, I'm going to see you now!"