I always knew what I wanted to do, I didn't let him send me home, I had to send him, I used street lamps as steel pipes, I just didn't want to be separated from him, I didn't stay with him enough.

Although he didn't talk to me much and behaved awkwardly, I was satisfied with such a big living person in front of him. I thought that if he really wanted to go, I would still let him go as I had done and pretend to be over, but I always wanted to fight for it again.

Wang Zhaoyang heard my call and suddenly looked back at me, I stepped on my high heels and rushed up, and threw myself into his arms without thinking.

Everyone is an adult, not a teacher and a student, so what is there to be restrained.

I hugged him tightly, my hands around his waist, and I was actually very satisfied. Wang Zhaoyang also slowly raised his hand to hug me, which was still a more polite force. I had to hug him a little tighter to make him understand what I was thinking.

He probably knew what I was thinking from the moment I asked him to take me home.

I didn't let go, and he didn't push me, but only advised, "Don't do this." ”

I thought I should say something to him, and the first thing I said was, "I'm grown up." ”

Holding him and leaning my face on his shoulder, I said, "I've grown up, Wang Zhaoyang, I've grown up." ”

I'm not the little girl I used to be, I'm really a woman, it's time for you to look at me differently, and something can really happen between us.

His throat choked, swallowed his emotions, and slowly called my name, his voice was the same as the strict and gentle division commander back then, "Yan Xiaochang." ”

After a pause, trying to pull me out of his arms, his body made a forward posture, "I'd better send you back." ”

I know that he has scruples, scruples about the age gap between us, and scruples about the teacher-student relationship, because that relationship, it is not easy to be so clear emotionally, maybe it is a teacher-student care responsibility that has been inherited back then, or a straightforward relationship between men and women.

But I don't think it matters.

I grabbed him, hugged his waist tightly, and said, "Don't let me go, I've finally seen you, don't just let me go." Whether you are Wang Zhaoyang or difficult to collect, I just want to be with you today, and I want to hold you like this all the time. ”

I looked up at him, my arms still tied around his waist and I didn't want to part with them. I want this body, I want him to be by my side, to give me the warmth to rely on, even if it's just for a while.

Wang Zhaoyang also looked at me like that, his eyes were deep, and his brows were lightly locked with a little emotion, as if he was thinking about something. Finally, he said, "You're still young. ”

"Yes, I'm still young," I looked at him with a determined gaze, "but I know what I want, I'm not afraid to take the initiative, I'm just afraid that I missed this time, and I regret it just like the last time." ”

Laughing, I said, "I don't believe you treat me, it's just that the teacher is so simple with the student." ”

I'm not stupid, I didn't think he was covered with water before, this is a normal thing, the network is so big, how easy to think of. But since he is, he is still in the game so silently accompanying me and taking care of me, if this is not a little more emotional, it is impossible.

Wang Zhaoyang is too responsible, I don't want to admit this to myself, I want to pierce him, ask him to face it, and then achieve my wish.

We looked at each other like this for a second, and I saw that Wang Zhaoyang's frowning brows gradually flattened, and the layer of defense under his eyes also relaxed. "In my eyes, you're still a child," he said. ”

Fuck the child, the most unconvinced thing about the old lady is this child, I'm more energetic, and I have to let him admit it today. Standing on tiptoe, I sealed his mouth with my own mouth, and raised my hand to his neck to prevent him from resisting.

Wang Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, opened his eyes and looked at me, I had closed my eyes and opened my mouth to tease passionately. At that moment, I couldn't see the changes in Wang Zhaoyang's eyes, I only felt his arm loosen, pulled me out of his arms, and led me to the direction of the elevator.

The elevator door opened with great interest, and I was still cheeky to kiss him on the mouth, and he pursed his mouth and pressed a number quietly.

I think it's time to do it, the long-cherished wish I want to do with him, tonight should finally come true.

Then when I arrived at Wang Zhaoyang's room, the sound of swiping the card sounded very ambiguous, I didn't turn on the light, and I threw myself on him when I closed the door. He whispered, "Don't move. ”

Okay, I don't move, I don't have experience in opening a room, I don't know what he wants to do. Wang Zhaoyang didn't turn on the light, took off the bag I was carrying, put it on the table, and then pulled me to the side of the bed and asked me to sit down.

I sat down obediently, my mind still dizzy, and this scene was like a dream. In fact, at this time, I had already fantasized about what it would be like for us to see each other naked. I just looked at him like a flower waiting to be picked.

He didn't have much expression on his face, and lightly removed my coat and said, "Go in and lie down." ”

I obediently took off my shoes and went in to lie down, Wang Zhaoyang took my coat to the wardrobe and hung it up, hung up his own, didn't wash his face, walked over directly, and half-lay down next to me.

I didn't know what I was supposed to do, but I followed his movements, leaned slightly sideways, and put a hand around his waist. Wang Zhaoyang also put his arm around my shoulder, looking very down-to-earth and taking care of me, he said, "I'll accompany you tonight." ”

"That's it?" I looked up at him.

He gave a shallow smile, "Hmm." ”

That's it, he just hugged me like this, I hugged him like this, and we didn't do anything. It's Wang Zhaoyang who doesn't plan to do it, I'm really bored, can't he like men too, and he has no interest in me at all?

I couldn't sleep, so I pestered him and said, "Why are you so flooded?"

"Just the name. He said.

I said, "Then why is it called that?"

"Why are you called Yamariduo?"

"A friend gave it to me. ”

Wang Zhaoyang thought for a while, "Are those friends who started playing games with you?"

"Hmm. ”

"Still in touch?"

"Some contacts, some not, you haven't told me why you're so hard to recover. ”

Wang Zhaoyang smiled reluctantly and fooled me, "Coincidence." ”

I said, "But you already know who I am, and I'm still on video with you, have you forgotten?"

Wang Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment and patted me on the shoulder, "Go to sleep, I'll tell you when I have a chance." ”

There is a chance, I don't know what the opportunity he said is. I just feel that he is hiding with me, so he is making a fool of himself, which is very unpleasant.

"I thought I'd never see you again in my life. ”

"I've always been there for you. He said, hugging me more closely.

Looking at his hand on my shoulder, and the other hand on the outside of the quilt, ten fingers without rings, I felt relieved, I couldn't drink, I should sleep. This embrace, the bosom of my infinite lust when I was a girl, was such an incredible feeling when I got my wish.

I slept unusually sweetly, and my dreams were full of me and the water, and the two of us were walking around in the game. I'm really crazy about playing games, and I can't tell the difference between games and reality.

When I opened my eyes, there were no green mountains and green waters, only the faint sunlight that penetrated the curtains. I was lying alone on this unusually comfortable bed, unable to hold the brief warmth of last night.

Wang Zhaoyang and Wang Zhaoyang's luggage are gone, and he is gone. Yesterday I was so pitiful that I was only willing to spend the night with me, but when it was dawn, he still set foot on his own homecoming.

I don't know exactly when he left, there was a note next to his pillow and there is usually a pen and a small note with suggestions in the hotel.

In fact, I have reached the stage where I forgot to write with a pen, except for signing my name when I receive my salary every month, I have basically never touched the pen.

I looked at this piece of paper as if I had felt when I looked at his farewell letter many years ago, but the contents of this paper were much warmer.

He said: "At eight o'clock in the morning, I went first. You seem to have a little cold, drink some hot water first when you get up, and if the milk is cold, warm it with hot water before drinking. Don't forget to check out and see you soon. ”

Milk and bread next to the note, simple breakfast. I tried it with my hands, and it was indeed cold.

About last night, when I went to bed, I hummed my nose, and Wang Zhaoyang heard that I had a little cold, and I felt a little sore throat at this time.

I boiled a cup of hot water, and when I looked at the note repeatedly, I couldn't see much other mood.

He just came and left like this, as if it had never appeared, and our world really couldn't have intersected anymore.

Pure milk, I haven't drunk pure milk since I graduated from high school, and I still don't like the taste. Wang Zhaoyang seems to only prefer pure milk, and it is one brand at a time.

I warmed it a little, stuffed the bread into my bag, went to the bathroom to look at the makeup I had spent, and walked away with the milk in my hand.

I don't want to stay here anymore, it's not fun to linger any longer.

I went to check out, and waited for a long time for the ward round, and the front desk lady told me, "Before Mr. Wang left, he deposited a deposit of 5,000 yuan here, and said that you should take it when you leave." ”

I was stunned, my eyes narrowed, and I quickly reacted, took a pen and signed on the paper, and then the front desk counted five thousand dollars in cash for me.

This wad of money is about the same thickness as a salary.

Walking out of the hotel in a daze, I can't remember how I got here yesterday. I'm wondering what Wang Zhaoyang means by giving me money, he didn't fucking sleep with me, what does he mean by giving me money!

I didn't take a taxi, I walked on the road, bit the bag of milk in my hand, and tasted the taste I hadn't seen for a long time.

The smell suddenly moved me, as if setting off a lot of layers of memories, and that time he said, "You're the strongest girl I've ever seen, don't cry." ”

He said, "Don't let this little blood go bad, go back and rest." ”

He said, "If you don't know how to wear that dress, go back and change it for me!"

He said, "Are you going to be like her? ”

He was talking about Wu Yuqing, I was not angry at that time, and he used this to provoke me. Thinking about it carefully, I still have to thank Wang Zhaoyang, every step of the way, if it weren't for him pumping and beating, I wouldn't know what my life path would have become.