After ending this date with Li Hua, which is not a date, I lay in bed and thought about it a lot.

I think there's something that's really time to let go. The reason why I faced Li Hua before was that I couldn't be so calm, in the final analysis, it was because I hadn't let go yet.

Li Hua was finally willing to tell me in person why he gave up dancing, and finally said it because he loved me. Even if that was in the past, there is an explanation for the present.

I'm so grateful that he loved me that way and I'm proud of it. But alas, I didn't keep his affection, for something I thought was important.

The two quarrelling children, despite the somewhat naïve reasons for the quarrel, taught us a lesson. I have been complaining about Li Hua, and I have something to say in my heart and refuse to tell me, and I am the same, I always put on some unreasonable posture for myself, unwilling to quarrel with him, unwilling to force him to say it.

I used to think that was a sign of sensibility, but in fact, love is not just about being sensible.

He loved me, even if he didn't love me now, I was willing.

Some people say that after experiencing a relationship, a person will gain a maturity, but unfortunately this maturity will always be used for the next person. I can't say it's absolute, but it's in line with the status quo for most people. I still learned a lot from this scene with Li Huaai, although I can't describe it in words.

And this maturity, the future belonging, let it be.

Early the next morning, Shen Song came and knocked on my door, I didn't sleep enough, I had the gas to get up, I was wearing pajamas and planned to go to the door to scold him, but I found that people came to send me breakfast.

Seeing his focused and enthusiastic appearance, I couldn't bear to scold him, so I begged him not to be so attentive to me, don't do this kind of thing in the future, knock on the door early in the morning, I won't open it.

Shen Song said: "I don't mean anything else, I just hope you can be kind to yourself, you can't skip breakfast." ”

I nodded my head and received his kindness, and he was pleased, and said, "Then I'll go to work." ”

Shen Song is really good to me, the kind that is very considerate. He was born to pick the door, which is not to my liking, but he does not pick the door at all for me, which is enough to see his heart.

Sometimes I'm really touched by Xiao En Xiaohui, and I will think about it, otherwise I will try to like him. But this thought is only a fleeting thought.

It was not only Shen Song who came to visit me this day, but also Lan Tian.

In fact, her work in Lihua's company must be very easy, and the conclusion I got from her side knock is that she should be the one in charge of keeping accounts. But her major is acting, and she doesn't know much about accounting cashiers, just the role of a manual camera.

Lan Tian came to see me to ask me how I was doing with Li Hua yesterday. He went to Li Hua to inquire about this, and Li Hua definitely couldn't tell her.

I said, "What do you say, why can't you find a reason to go to a dance performance, it's not that you don't know him, you were about to cry yesterday." ”

Lan Tian made an innocent statement and said, "I can't think of a good reason for it, I asked him to go to the movies, and he definitely won't go." After so long, I haven't heard of him going to the movies. Then what else can please him? ”

I think about it, the only thing that can make Li Huaken take the time to enjoy is his beloved dance.

I said, "Tian Tian, what do you want to do, being a matchmaker seems to be something that my mother loves to do at that age." ”

Lan Tian explained, "I hope you are well, what else do you want to do, I think you both still have each other in your hearts, but Huazi is too busy, and you have to have a chance to start." ”

I gave me an impatient look and said, "That's what you think." ”

She asked curiously, "Youyou, do you really don't have him in your heart?"

I said, "Yes, but not in the way you think." Tian Tian I think Huazi and I have let go, whether the two of us are still possible, it depends on how to develop next, now he has his affairs, I have my affairs, I think this is very good. ”

Lan Tian still felt very pity, and I said, "Actually, I really want to ask you, what do you think of Huazi?"

This is the first time I have openly and honestly talked to Lan Tian about Li Hua and her thoughts about Li Hua. From when she was in school, she liked it silently, and to this day, she still stays by Li Hua's side. But all along, we haven't let go of it, and we have our own little scruples in each other's hearts.

And those scruples, scruples for so two or three years, actually did not cause any good impact. If they are friends, they are not afraid to tear open their wounds and look at each other, and they will not really affect their relationship because of this.

After such a long time, Lan Tian probably understood, she didn't hide it, she said: "Let me tell you this, I think I will definitely marry someone in the future, but it can't be Huazi." ”

"What about Xue Jiazheng?"

She thought about it slightly, thinking about Xue Jiazheng, still shaking her head and smiling shallowly. I could see a hint of distress in her smile.

I said, "Tian Tian, we all feel that it is over, and you should also pass." You can't always think about it, it's not good. ”

I'm talking about Lan Tian's rape. Even I said that when something like that happened, I would feel dirty, how could Lan Tian not feel like this. Because of this, no matter what kind of feelings she has for Li Hua or Xue Jiazheng in her heart, she has no intention of following them.

She can't let go, she can't let go.

I didn't know how I could comfort her, so I just casually shared my opinion and cheered her on.

Lan Tian accompanied me to the shop to see my storefront, and it was not bad, although I had to make it myself when the decoration came, but the door of each store was collectively designed. We came at night, and I had a lot of small flashing lights in front of my store, which was very beautiful.

I was so excited that I called the manager here, and I called him uncle, and I said, "Uncle, I saw my store, and the lamp you installed is very beautiful." But I see, why is it only in front of my store?"

The manager said, "I'm going to use your one as an experiment first." ”

Oh oh oh, I see. I asked when I would be able to open, and the manager said that on October 1st, which is next month, I can already prepare for renovation and delivery.

I was getting more and more excited, as if I had opened the door to happiness. Lan Tian and I watched here, discussed the decoration plan, and imagined what it would be like when the business started in the future.

Then the next day, Shen Song knocked on my door again, and I pretended to be asleep and didn't open it. I don't think I can take too much of his kindness, let him misunderstand it and become a habit, come every day, since I plan to refuse people, I have to have a determination.

Shen Song knocked on the door a few times, but didn't knock again, and when I got up, I saw soy milk and pies on the doorknob. I sent it for several days in a row, and while it was warm, I was still very melancholy, I couldn't bear it, and I couldn't bear to waste so much emotion and energy on me.

Then let's dodge.

I went to Beijing again, and Li Baitian cordially received me. Actually, I came here mainly for the purchase of goods.

Li Baitian has already helped me ask for the place to buy, a small zoo wholesale market, a big brand tail list, anyway, he can help me figure it out, I understand it.

On that day, Li Baitian sacrificed his life to accompany me to visit the zoo wholesale market, I learned to be a professional into the clothes, rented a car at the door and pulled it, went in for four hours, and got two large bags of clothes out.

Early in the morning, Li Baitian drove me over, he was used to going to bed late and getting up late, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't lift his eyelids. After these four hours of shopping, I saw that Li Baitian wanted to get angry with me several times, and I endured it hard, and I felt guilty in my heart, I felt that people in this world were too good, and I Cong You was so happy, and I met such a group of good friends who were used to me helping me.

Seeing him yawning and crying, I shook his arm and said, "Brother Tian, if you are sleepy, can you find a place to rest for a while?"

The place was full of people and clothes, and there was no place to rest except for the broken chairs next to the garbage cans.

Li Baitian let out a long sigh of relief, pinched my shoulder and said, "I'll live for the rest of my life, for the rest of my life...... I've never served a woman like this!Cong You, fuck you, you're really...... Kill you!"

"Hehehehe......" I smiled at him.

I have to invite people to dinner, Li Baitian said, wait a while, when he goes to the city, I will invite it, and I used to brag to him, saying that when I took care of my father at home, I practiced the skill of cooking, which is not bad.

He said that if I really wanted to ask for it, I would have to make it for him myself.

I wonder if this is the relationship, let's do it once, maybe he eats this time, and he never wants to eat the next time.

I stayed in Beijing for five days before I came back, and I didn't tell Shen Song when I came back, in order to avoid him, I had to light candles at home at night, for fear that he would find out if I turned on the lights.

The clothes were piled up at home, and I started to decorate. But I went to the place where I was engaged in decoration and asked, the cost of workers is too high, the 200,000 yuan in my hand, the rent alone will kill 100,000 yuan, miscellaneous things, spend 20,000 yuan, buy clothes 20,000 or 30,000 yuan, and buy some things when the time comes, anyway, you have to use money everywhere.

I figured it out, so I'll do it myself.

So I took advantage of the weekend to call my brother over, and we both got busy with our heads. Then when I was putting up the wallpaper, my brother didn't hold it up, and I rolled down the ladder and broke my ankle.

That day, Li Hua came to drive me home, to be precise, I was carried home, I just twisted, the doctor prescribed some bone-setting wine, and didn't care about anything.

I rented a one-bedroom suite, and my brother slept on the sofa. Li Hua carried me to the bed, and I said politely, "I'm sorry for you." ”

Li Hua glanced at me, "What else can you do? You can fall down when you climb a ladder, alas, weren't you very neat when you used to climb the wall?

I was quite aggrieved, and whispered, "What's wrong with the wallpaper, I'm still planning to hang the ceiling myself." ”