I think Li Hua is probably still immersed in his own sadness now, and he doesn't care about me. As soon as he was sad, I was cautious, carefully observing his words and deeds, and as before, habitually guessing what he thought at every step, and if I couldn't guess it, I only relied on him, what he did and what I did.

Walking out from the exit, the exit entrance of this venue is different, and it is a bit detouring to walk. I only cared about following him, and I had no intention of knowing the way, and I would follow him silently wherever he went.

Then we followed, and we couldn't get out. At this time, the people who left the scene were almost gone. I remember two times before, when I was walking up the steps of the screening room, I jumped on his back and he led me to run through the underground passages. It's silly.

Looking at the bathroom in front of him, Li Hua stopped, turned his head to look at me, and said a little apologetically, "How did you get here?" ”

"Ah, don't you go to the bathroom......" I replied stupidly, looking at his eyes, which were still a little red, much like the way he wanted to cry every time he caught a cold. That little gaze is distressing.

He still looked at me very seriously, and there was no one else in this place, and I was a little embarrassed to see it, and I said, "What, did the slugs fly into their noses?"

He pursed his lips and smiled, and led me back the way I came, making a big detour before going around to the parking lot. We're all going back to the city, he's going to work tomorrow, and I'm going to have my own business.

City Y is bigger than the city, and there are more people. At nine o'clock, in the most lively neighborhood, it was the time when the lights were on, Li Hua's car was not driving fast, slowly shuttling between the cities, and the radio host told the story of living in the city in a gentle voice, and then played one soothing love song after another.

Actually, I enjoyed the process.

I hadn't really thought about what it meant to be dating. Is it simply to be with a person, to get along with each other, or is it another way to relax?

At this time, even though Li Hua and I had not had a conversation before, I felt very relaxed. I don't even want to speak, I don't want to destroy anything.

But after all, it was only a little more than an hour away from Y City to the city, and the roads were clear at night, and the date was still coming to an end.

I think I disappointed Lan Tian, because I still hadn't made much progress with Li Hua, and I didn't try to make any progress. I think if Li Hua is really as busy as Lan Tian said, then he should not bother him to take such a free rest.

Under the street lamp, across the road is the community where I live, and when I was about to say goodbye, Li Hua said, "Sit with me for a while." ”

"Hmm. "I nodded my head lightly, but firmly.

Recently, I have maintained a good habit of going to bed early and waking up early, and in order to spend time with friends, it is of course okay to sleep late for a day. He smiled softly, turned off the radio, leaned his head back against the backrest, and did not sigh, just be quiet.

In the city late at night, there are very few people, the light of the street lamps is ambiguous and warm, and the scenery on the street corner is like a well-framed art photograph.

He suddenly asked me, "Why don't you continue acting?"

I thought about it for a moment and replied without concealment, "I guess I don't think the gains outweigh the losses." ”

Admittedly, I have always loved acting. I regarded it as a lifelong dream, and then I was stunned to find that maybe we are desperate all our lives, and there are many things that we are pursuing that we are unwilling to give up, not only dreams.

I still want to live a more down-to-earth life, first hold on to what I have now, and then talk about the unsatisfactory.

Li Hua asked, "Do you regret it?"

I don't know what regret he refers to, regret what. Do you regret not acting anymore, or regret passing by him for the sake of acting, and in the end the play was not done, or regret other things.

But I seriously thought about it, and in fact, there is nothing that I really regret living until now.

For example, if I hadn't squeezed my head into it and watched it, I would never know what it was about, and I would always have fantasies and unwillingness.

I said, "Do you regret it?"

He shook his head, too.

I said, "Actually, art is not life, and there are so many people who are late bloomers, and you can continue to dance when you have energy in the future." ”

He shook his head, smiled at me reluctantly, and said, "It's a little different, you haven't heard of it, you have to be famous as soon as possible, otherwise it won't be happy." If you leave it for a long time, it won't taste like that. ”

Even though some people say that the most beautiful is the sunset red, most people are eager to be fierce when they are in their youth. Do what you want to do, freely, freely, and unrestrained.

But there are very few people who can really achieve this wish, and the most youthful and free is only the college days, but at that time, our ability was too small, and we could barely toss and toss in school. After leaving school, the pressure from society has forced us to grow up quickly.

Many people's youth, like a broken piece, passed silently.

I said, "yes, nothing is set in stone." ”

He shook his head again, "No, I don't think you've changed at all." ”

"Nothing has changed?"

He chuckled, "Still silly." "With a bit of joking and disgust.

I was about to refute him, but at this time, there was a "bang" in my ear, and I saw that something had hit the glass of the car, but the glass was strong and not broken.

Rolling down the glass window, I looked out and saw a broken mobile phone on the ground, and a non-mainstream couple arguing under the street lamp a few steps away.

The woman said, "I am your angel, how many angels do you have!"

For the non-mainstream, I mainly disagree with their dress taste, and then they just talk and do things, a little hypocritical, as if they are living in a TV series. But non-mainstream feelings are also feelings, which may be more exaggerated than what we release, but people must also be sincere.

I watched the argument.

After the woman quarreled, the man argued, "Why don't you listen to me, why don't you never understand what I'm thinking, all I think about is you, it's you!"

Well, this is a little disgusting.

Li Hua tilted his head and watched with me, with no expression on his face, watching the excitement.

After the man finished speaking, he went up and hugged the woman, the woman pushed away, the man hugged again, and the woman pushed away again, and then said: "I don't love you anymore, I'm with XXX, he only loves me alone, let's break up, you should continue to be my brother." ”

This plot turns.,Isn't it still scolding the man's flower heart a second ago.,Co-authoring is splitting your own legs.,And then I want to push the mistake on others.。

The man stared at the woman hatefully and said, "You!"

Let's go...... Let's go...... The girl cried under the street lamp, cried for a while, walked to our car, picked up her mobile phone and put it together, and made a call, "XXX, I broke up with XXX, I'm in XX place, you come and pick me up!"

I shook the lathe, held my forehead and smiled, muttering, "How old are these two kids?"

"Seventeen or eighteen. Li Hua said.

I still laughed, "It's so direct, if we were so direct, it might be ......"

Li Hua looked at me, probably waiting for me to finish speaking, and I also looked at him, "Forget it, it's not early, you have to go back to sleep." ”

He nodded, and I said, "Bye." Then he pushed the door and got out of the car, and Li Hua said to me, "I'm free to call." ”

I was already standing outside the car door and saying, "Aren't you afraid you're busy?"

He laughed, "There's still time to answer your call." ”

"Bye. ”

I watched Li Hua's car drive away, and then looked at the girl on the side of the road, and soon her XXX came, and then the girl lay on the boy's shoulder and cried, crying sadly and broken, and hugged so tightly.

Sometimes I suddenly feel that it is quite happy to follow their way of life. This is seventeen or eighteen, there is nothing to do in spiritual life, only falling in love is left, at our age, love is not all for a long time, those loneliness, have been used to it.

There is a song called "If Love Goes On", "The couple on the street is like us, the city is full of lights, and two more people end tragically, and they go their separate ways when they let go of the hug...... What would have happened a long time ago if we had loved ......"

If I say that I really feel the meaning of the breakup after a year of breakup, is it a little bit of hindsight? But that's it, many things don't have the precipitation of time, and what we see is just a pale result, and those layers of deep meaning, which are as inexhaustible as a fog, are what we really need to understand in our lives.

I have loved Li Hua once, shared a game, and it is worth it.

I was only three minutes home when I received a call from Shen Song, who asked me where I had gone and came back so late.

Shen Song lives in the building opposite me, and when I turn on the light, he can see it.

I said, "Shen Song, what is the difference between you staring at me like this and a voyeuristic pervert, isn't that big?"

He said: "I was worried about you, I was afraid that you were busy just now, and I didn't dare to call you, for fear that you would annoy me." ”

When he said this, I felt a little pitiful for him, so I cared, "It's not early, I'm back, you go to bed quickly, you have to get up early to go to work tomorrow." ”

"Well, you go to bed early, too. Shen Song was very obedient.

I looked at the other side of the balcony with lights on, and I didn't know which window belonged to Shen Song, I was chased by him, I felt a lot of pressure, and I felt that people had paid a lot for me, although I was not willing, but I still owed him a little.

Oh my God, let's take Shen Song away!

Early the next morning, Shen Song came and knocked on my door, I didn't sleep enough, I had the gas to get up, I was wearing pajamas and planned to go to the door to scold him, but I found that people came to send me breakfast.

I couldn't bear to scold him, so I begged him not to be so attentive to me, don't do this kind of thing in the future, knock on the door early in the morning, I won't open it.

Shen Song was so persistent, he came to knock the next day, knocked a few times, I didn't respond, and then stopped knocking.

Later, when I went out, I saw the soy milk and pies hanging on the doorknob, and for a moment I had the feeling that I might try to like him.