Standing in front of the villa for a full ten minutes, I still didn't have the courage to ring the doorbell that was so close at hand.........

"Ling Panxing, come on!" cheered myself up, I closed my eyes and reached for the red bell, but ......

"Why? finally have the courage to ring the doorbell?" the familiar voice suddenly came out of the back of my head, causing me to take two steps back.

I saw Zheng slowly take out the key from his pocket, and then walked into the villa as if no one was around......

"When did you come back?" I couldn't help but ask, following him.

"The moment you step out of the taxi......" replied calmly as he walked down the hall.

"Then why don't you tell me, it's ...... me" When he said this, I choked myself.

"Did you stand at the door for 10 minutes?" said sarcastically, walking into the kitchen.

"No, that's not what I meant......" I explained as I followed him into the kitchen.

"What's going on?" asked Zheng with a frown, looking at the juice splashing from the tomatoes all over the floor.

Finished disposing of the carcasses of cabbage and tomatoes, and forgot to mop the ground-。 -||

"Uh...... Forehead...... , that, that I ......" I stammered as I looked at the sign that my face was cramping at the moment.

"Forget it, you can go out, I'll come here!" After glancing at me, Zheng turned his head away from me......

Dejected, I left the kitchen, I remembered what I said, so I picked up my phone and started looking for someone who could help me.

"HEY, ALLEN, I'M PANXING, I WANT TO ASK IF YOU HAVE ANY EXTRA MONEY TO ...... RECENTLY" THE FIRST TIME I BOWED MY HEAD TO BORROW MONEY FROM OTHERS, AND I ALWAYS FELT THAT I COULDN'T PULL IT DOWN, BUT FOR THE SAKE OF WORDS, I COULD ONLY LET GO OF MY SO-CALLED DIGNITY......

"Uh...... Hopeful Stars...... Sorry, I've been short on money lately, so ......"

"Oh, that's it, it's nothing! I'll find someone else!" I hung up, and I flipped through my phone card, and then dialed the next person who could call for help......

"HEY, LULU! I'M PANXING......"

"I'm sorry...... I've not been able to ...... lately."

"Oh, that's it, it's nothing! I'll find someone else!" I hung up the phone, and I continued to look for the next person, but those people either turned off or didn't answer the phone......

Repeated phone calls, repeated rejections...... I didn't find anything until my phone business card had turned to the last page......

"Hey...... What should I do? Have you been in such a bad mood lately?" I said to myself with a long sigh.

"Do you think it's easy to make money? This society is so realistic, you used to be high, all the people would come to talk to you, and now, you are poor, they can't hide from you, and they will lend you money?" said Zheng with his hands folded in front of his chest, leaning against the wall, and looking disgusted.

"Don't say that! Not everyone is like you say! Maybe people are in trouble and really can't help me!" I couldn't hide my angry retort when I heard the sign say that about my friend.

"Huh...... You are indeed a caged bird, a young lady who does not know the sinister nature of the world......! You're short of money, why don't you want to think about it, the only thing in this world that can help you is me......" Reaching out and pouring a glass of champagne, he smiled.

"Would you like to help me?" I asked, looking incredulously at the smiling man in front of me.

"How can I help you?" Ling Panxing, I hate you before it's too late, how can I help you?"

"Then why did you say ...... just now?"

"Be my maid! I might consider lending you money if you agree!" I interrupted, and said earnestly.

"Maid, I do! but...... Can I? Are you really willing to lend me money?" I hurriedly asked, as if I had grasped a life-saving straw.

"However, my maid is not so easy to be, you should think about it!" looked at me, and smiled evilly, and said with a meaningful smile.

"I do, no matter how hard it is, I will, where I won't...... Where I can't, I'll learn well!"

"Huh...... That's good, get ready, Ling, Pan, Xing!" put down the champagne, put his face in front of me, and said viciously.

"Oh, by the way, you haven't had dinner yet, I'll do it!" I said positively, standing up.

"No, I want to live a few more years......

"Uh, what do you mean?"

"People shouldn't be able to eat what you make!" Hmph! I don't know who used to eat it with relish! Although I thought so in my heart, considering my current situation, I still held my breath......

"So, what is my job?" I asked, looking down.

"Your job is very simple! Food, shelter and companionship...... You know. ”

"Huh?" I was surprised as I looked at the smiling man in front of me with wide eyes.

"You don't have to look at me like that...... , the meal, I've already made it, all you have to do now is eat with me!"

"That's it?" "You don't really want me to accompany him, do you......

"And what else do you want?" said the sign as he approached me step by step, instinctively retreating until there was no way back......

I shuddered when I felt the coldness coming from the hard wall on my back, but Zheng leaned his hands against the wall with ease and encircled me. Slowly, Zheng bent down, put his face in front of me, and opened his mouth, "Don't worry...... Although, after three years of tempering, you have gone from a seed to a shoot, from a sprout to a budding flower...... However, now I don't have the desire to do this...... Turn you from a girl to a woman!" was so close that the warm breath that erupted from the sign mouth wrapped around my face, but the cold eyes and harsh words made me feel no warmth.

"You...... Do you really hate me so much?" I asked, trying to restrain the tears that welled up in my eyes.

"It's not hate, it's hate! I hate it very much!" was still the flamboyant smile, but he said the words like a needle.

"Yes...... no"

"It's time to eat!" had already said the apology, but he was beaten back, Zheng withdrew his hands, turned his head, and walked straight into the kitchen......

Looking at that familiar back, my heart was cut like a knife......

Sitting at the dinner table, Zheng and I kept stuffing food into our mouths, and neither of us made a sound......

Zheng's craftsmanship is really the same as before, so perfect that it is unmatched.

Dinner was delicious, but I didn't experience any joy in my heart......

I went back to Zheng's room, took a shower, and went to bed early.

"Knock Knock ......"

"Slept?" After a knock on the door, the sound of signs came through the crack in the door.

"Not ...... yet," I said, turning my back to the door, calmly.

So, I heard the door open, and I heard the footsteps approaching me.

"This is the key to this house, in the future, I will be very busy, I can't help you open the door again like today!" he threw the key on my bed and turned away......

Hearing the sound of the door closing, the long-suppressed tears finally couldn't help but burst out of his eyes......

Why! Why do you want to give me a moment of warmth after hurting my heart so badly!

Why! Why do you hold me in the palm of your hand and take care of me, and then slam me to the cold floor!

Greedy Yun inhaled the remaining breath of the pillow, and I couldn't stop sobbing......

So, another sad night passed quietly in my tears......

I couldn't resist the tired body, and when I woke up today, it was already 12 noon.

After getting up to freshen up, I dragged my wobbly body downstairs to the living room.

To my surprise, Zheng was nowhere to be seen, so I went into the kitchen to look for food......

What is it?

Looking at an envelope on the dining table, I couldn't help but wonder.

When I stepped forward, I saw my name written on the cover of the envelope, so I boldly opened the envelope......

"This card has a sum of money in advance, which is my salary in advance! I put breakfast on the table, if it's cold, you can put it in the microwave to heat it up!"

Looking at the familiar notes on the note, my eyes flushed again......

Again! Give me hope, but not a future! What do you want! Do you have to do this to me? Do you know! You treat me like this, it is more cruel than making me homeless! Why! Why do you want to let me taste the sweetness and then splash me with ice water? Why! Do you have to put my heart in your palm and knead it!

My nails were digging deep into my palms, but I didn't feel a trace of pain, because my heart was already numb with pain......

Now I am more and more like a seashell drifting to the seashore, afraid that my heart will be touched again......

After eating breakfast in a mess, I put away my bank card, took the key, and went out to find Yanru......

I didn't call Xiaoru because, I wanted to surprise her!

However, I never dreamed that all that awaited me was more breakdowns......