The taxi stopped in front of Xiaoru's alley, because the alley entrance of her house was relatively narrow, and the car couldn't drive into it at all, so I got out of the car and chose to walk......

"She believes in you......"

"Yes, I know ......"

Huh, the two voices coming from around the corner are so familiar......

"Aren't you afraid of hurting her by doing this?"

"I, I'm also forced to be helpless, as long as you can be good to me......"

This is Xiaoru's voice!

Realizing that the voice coming from around the corner belonged to Xiao Ru, I had an idea to scare her, but just as I was about to assault......

"This money is for you, enough for you and your parents to have no worries about food and clothing for the next life!"

This cold voice...... It's not a sign of who else there will be!

My heart seemed to fall from a high altitude all of a sudden, and a suffocating sense of fear gradually came over me......

Hiding in a corner, I held my breath and waited for the conversation below......

"I don't want money, you know, I'm not in it for money!"

"Then what do you want!" The arrogant tone as always, even if you don't listen, you know that it is a sign.

"What do I want? Don't you know? I have gone to great lengths to help you get close to her! I have tried my best to please her, and I have helped you gain her trust! All this, do you think that I am just for your stinky money? Susukino Junsuki, you know! You know how much I love you! Since I first saw you at Wan Chai Pier a year ago, I have decided that you are the true son of my life! I still remember you that day, dressed in a pure white suit, spotlessly beautiful, touching, it was that day, I fell in love with you at first sight...... The words were so intoxicated that she must have fallen into her own deep memories......

"So what? You like me for you, I have no need or obligation to like you! Approaching her is also your own free will, and I have not forced you! Take this money, and from now on, we will not owe each other! You will not appear in front of me again!"

Who do they mean by "she" and who do they mean by "close"?

At this moment, my hand holding the bank card became trembling......

"Susukino Junsu, you actually treated me like this! Are you using me from beginning to end? Use me to get close to Ling Panxing, use me to coerce Ling Panxing to be your maid obediently! Be your puppet!"

"You have the right to think so, and I won't deny it!"

The only remaining strength was quietly sucked away in the air......

Ling Panxing...... Even if the long road ahead is full of thorns and wind and rain, can you really walk bravely alone?

I didn't rush out and argue with Yanru, nor did I give Susukino a slap in the face, I just left silently, leaving this place that scarred me, leaving the man who tore my heart to pieces......

The autumn equinox is bleak, and the fallen leaves return to the roots, but where are my roots?

My heart is still hurting, does that mean that at least it's still in me?

But what about your heart, is it really still there, and if it's gone, who is it...... Lost it?

The taste of being deceived, the taste of being betrayed, the taste of being hated...... Today, I've tasted it all once.

I don't know how pathetic I am now, I just know that after tasting happiness again, my heart has become fragile, fragile and vulnerable......

Despair, like a black whirlpool, kept spreading in my heart......

The blue sky was instantly covered with dark clouds, as if sympathizing with my plight, and the rain poured mercilessly on my pale face, purifying my confused heart......

I never stopped my steps, I kept walking forward, walking forward without purpose, until, my steps unconsciously stopped, raised my head, I realized that unconsciously, I walked back to my former home again......

Is this my root? No! No! It's just the sustenance that I have temporarily found that I have lost my support! Now, its owner is the man named Susukino Junxu, no longer me, Ling Panxing!

There is no arm to rely on, there is no sheltered harbor, and there is no spiritual sustenance...... This is me, the current Ling Panxing! Destitute!

The cold rain slapped wildly on my face, covering my hot teardrops......

The gray sky was getting dark, and I leaned against the wall, curled up, and let the storm abuse me mercilessly......

Lavender fields, purple sky...... Loved your face for a short stay...... Spring goes to autumn...... Why? Your heart still can't change from time to time?

Feeling the bitter rain spread through my body to my heart, I trembled and clenched my knees again, waiting for the desperate situation of death......

"What are you doing here!" a cry as cold as rain resounded across the earth, but I did not have the courage to look up at the owner of the voice, for I knew that he was the one I loved so much!

"Get up, come back with me!" said Susukino aloud as he pulled me up rudely.

"Let go!" I shook off his hand with all my strength and ran towards the intersection without hesitation......

The sound of "beep ......" braking reverberated on the empty road......

"Be careful!"

Feeling my body suddenly overwhelmed, I couldn't recover for a while......

"You're crazy, don't kill yourself in front of me, run away!" "Susukino scolded me like crazy as he grabbed me.

"Then why did you save me?Then why did you save me!!" The rain swirled between us, wetting Zheng's face and my heart......

"Because you still have the value of existence......" Putting aside his head, he let go of me, stood up, and said calmly.

"Am I still valuable? What else am I worth! The value of being toyed with by you, or the value of being deceived by you?" I asked rhetorically, with a wry smile on my face.

"Let's go, let's go home first......"

"Go home? That's your home! It's not my home! Do I still have a home now? My home has long since changed hands and become your Susukino Junsuki's home!"

"Is there a difference? it doesn't make a difference to you now, right?" Susukino said with a sarcastic look on his face, looking at me condescendingly.

"Let's go, even if I starve to death and freeze to death, I won't step into your door again, let alone step into your world again!" I said stubbornly, as the tears hidden behind the rain had already raged.

"I never take your opinion into consideration, so the main control is in my hands, and you have no choice at all!" Domineeringly pulled me up, Susukino Jun Su strode forward......

"Let go, let go of me, you let go of me!!" the wrist that was held in the palm of Susukino Junsuki's hand kept struggling, and his mouth didn't stop for a moment.

However, the more I struggled, the harder Susukino grabbed me, not giving me the slightest chance to escape......

"You let go of me, let go of me......" My tone finally softened from the weakness of my body, but Susukino still walked forward as if he hadn't heard anything......

"What the hell do you want!"

......Ignoring my question, Susukino stopped in front of a white Mercedes-Benz, opened the door, and threw me into the passenger seat......

The car moved slowly in the pouring rain, and I, because I was soaked in the rain, couldn't stop shaking......

"Put it on!" said one hand at the wheel, taking a spare blanket from the car and throwing it at me.

"What about you?" I asked, looking at the same drenched sign.

"What I have is human warmth! I don't need you Miss Ling to worry about me!" The provocative words made me feel embarrassed for a moment.

Wrap up the blanket, hug your body tightly, and watch the scenery outside the window rushing by in the rain, and suddenly, the beautiful memories of Hezheng once again surfaced in front of you......

"Hehe, miss, have you seen enough, although I also know that I am more attractive, but I suggest that you can wipe your saliva before continuing to watch!"

Somnus is the Latin name for poppies, and it can also be said to be the god of sleep among the Roman gods - somnus: it has a demagogic beauty, but its flower language is: forget, bury ......"

"You can eat it, then, this is the world of flowers, there are peonies, chrysanthemums, roses, broccoli, azaleas... Add vinegar to make a sweet and sour salad, sweet and sour is very refreshing, you try it, you must have never eaten it for a lady like you who is used to living in Paris!"

"Xiaoxing, don't move, there's a bug behind your neck!"

"Honey, I'm going to study hard from today, so I'll come to every class in the future!"

……

Heart, hear the broken voice again......

Happy memories in my mind are intertwined with recent tragic circumstances...... Finally I couldn't help but speak......

"Did you really love me very much?" I asked weakly as I looked like a helpless child who had been drained of my soul......

“……”

"If you really love...... That...... How can you, how can you be willing to do this to me? How can you be willing to do this to me! How can you be willing to ...... Watching my soul float, watching my heart shatter little by little, watching my liver and intestines break step by step? How can you be willing to push me into the abyss, so that I will never recover! Why! Why is it only me who is sad! Don't you feel sad, don't you feel distressed!" "In the quiet night, in the cold carriage, only my hysteria runs through the air......

The sudden brakes finally broke my tears. However, before my tears could fall, my body fell into a familiar embrace, and a warm lip sealed my mouth for a moment......

Tightly clamped around me, the hot tongue domineeringly pried open my teeth, lingering between my lips and teeth......

His kiss was not softer than it was three years ago, but more hot and wild, but it still made me feel sweet......

Rubbing my lips, he never withdrew his lips for a long time, as if he had long forgotten to return between my lips and teeth......

The world was spinning, and finally, this centuries-long kiss came to an end.

Reluctantly left my lips, and the signs at this moment seemed to be back to the previous evil on the outside but good on the inside.

The eyes that looked at me affectionately were full of stars...... He's still him, the incredible, incredible, upside-down Yi Chunxu of all beings......

"Zheng ......" leaned obediently on his chest, and I called softly.

"What?" the voice was so soft that I couldn't speak, I know, it was him, the same one he had three years ago back......

"Let's get along!" I was relieved to say what I had hoped for three years.

"En......" replied without hesitation, which made my heart bloom immediately.

"Really, you're really not going to bully me anymore, you're not going to make me sad anymore?" I asked, looking up, with wide eyes.

"Yes!" he smirked, smacking me on the forehead.

"Really, you didn't lie to me?" I asked, pouting.

"How dare I do this to you? hurt you, my heart will hurt, even more painful than you! I promise you, I will never do this to you again, and I am not willing to do this to you......" hugged me, rubbed my hair, and said earnestly.

"Then my daddy's company ......" As if suddenly remembering something important, I nervously tugged at the corner of my clothes.

"I'll give it back to him!" he looked at me dotingly, his eyes full of sincerity.

"Really!" the corners of my mouth rose, and I was almost overjoyed at this moment.

"Huh...... Don't be like a child, crying and laughing! Okay, we have to go back early, or you'll get sick like this! Sit down quickly and cover yourself with a blanket!"

"Oh......" reluctantly let go of my hand, I sat down obediently, and let Zheng carefully help me wrap the blanket......

Although the body is still cold, the heart is warm......

Looking out the window at the still raging rain, I thought to myself – today, this rain is worth it!