Few people think about divorce when they get married, and most people want their lives to be stable.

Wang Zhaoyang is a down-to-earth person, living the life of the most ordinary man, and in the first half of his life, he has been developing in accordance with the mainstream form of society arranged by his parents.

Studying, going to college, ordinary grades, graduating and working, finding a girlfriend, starting a business, getting married, this step does not seem to be wrong.

There was also a small deviation because of an immature relationship, but a reasonable person controlled and restrained himself in time. What really made Wang Zhaoyang suspicious was about giving birth.

When the children of the people around him landed, he began to think about this problem, but his wife Fang Keru did not have such plans. Wang Zhaoyang once tried to solve it, he told his wife his needs, he would rather give up all the foundation he had worked hard to fulfill her desire for a career, and follow a woman as a man, but the woman did not agree.

So they really had a disagreement.

What he needs is a stable home, and Fang Keru prefers to be on the road.

So he began to think, to think about the meaning of their marriage, to think about his own needs, to think about what would happen if this marriage continued in this state.

Until the age of thirty, he found that he needed love, but there seemed to be no love in their marriage. But he is a man who wants to be responsible, emotionally his balance has tilted, and he doesn't want to abandon Keruo in terms of responsibility.

He left time for each other to think, and Keru chose the worst way of all—to escape.

In this relationship, during this period, perhaps the most aggrieved is Yan Xiaochang. Wang Zhaoyang and Fang Keru's marriage has problems, it is their own business, and the entanglements and troubles in this should be what they have to bear, Wang Zhaoyang does not want to involve Yan Xiaochang.

So he suppressed and controlled his feelings, because he knew that he liked her, very, very much, so he didn't want to retreat, and because of this situation, he couldn't move forward.

can only be through the Internet, through the small world of the game, she said, "If there is no Wang Zhaoyang in reality, please leave me a flood in the game." ”

She needed him, even if it was just a shadow of data, and he could feel what she needed for him.

He didn't need her.

Wang Zhaoyang has been pursuing the so-called calm, but there is a fundamental difference between real calm and superficial blandness. When he lives a life as simple as boiled water, it is not called calm, it is called meaningless. When the two characters in the game sit on the top of the mountain, watching the wind and grass, looking at the distant mountains and near the water, they don't speak, but they know that they are each other, looking at themselves with the same gaze, that is the real peace.

After a few times of wanting to talk, he couldn't open his mouth, he was afraid that once he said it, she who kept saying "never say a word to a married man" would actually leave him.

He didn't want her to know, first, he didn't want her to leave, and second, if she didn't leave, then now the troubles of two people would become the troubles of three people, Wang Zhaoyang didn't want Yan Xiaochang to worry, he was confident that he could solve all this.

Beware that he has already gone away, he and Fang Keru will never be able to go back.

International call, Fang Keru said over there: "In two months, this project will be completed, let's go back and talk in detail, okay?"

He had been waiting for the results of her thinking, more than two months, Wang Zhaoyang was puzzled here, "You are really so busy, can't you take a little time to think about our affairs, or our affairs, it is really not as important as your work." ”

There is nothing wrong with a woman pursuing her career, and Wang Zhaoyang doesn't think it's wrong, so he has always respected her in the past few years. But Fang Keru's lack of attention to this marriage made Wang Zhaoyang's heart no longer warm, and he began to feel that he was not respected, which was fatal for a man.

She said: "I've been giving for so long, this is the most critical time, can't you even wait for these two months?"

She was aggrieved, seemed to be very aggrieved, Wang Zhaoyang choked in his heart, and said in a low voice, "Actually, in this way, it may only be our time that is delayed." ”

This is a bit hurtful, but there is some truth to it.

On the one hand, Fang Keru's various reasons were unwilling to be resolved, and on the other hand, Yan Xiaochang chased vigorously, how many times did he openly and even use a threatening posture to make him show himself that he liked her.

If this is a battle between Yan Xiaochang and Fang Keru, then Fang Keru, who has repeatedly avoided and not fighting, has already been defeated. It's just that if you have a marriage, you have morality, and you have the trump card of first come, first come.

When Yan Xiaochang asked Wang Zhaoyang again and again when he planned to see him, he couldn't answer. He wanted to see, perhaps more than she did, but he couldn't.

She is a butterfly struggling to spread her wings in the rain, bound to leap into the sea.

He was captured, and he was doomed.

From the moment the jade in his chest was thrown away, Wang Zhaoyang and Fang Keru could not have any more results. If a man can only be responsible for one woman, Wang Zhaoyang chooses to reneg on the original oath and so-called morality, and chooses the latter.

Sometimes, it takes courage and determination for a man to bear the infamy of a woman on his back.

It's just that he doesn't want Yan Xiaochang to know, maybe he is too conceited, he thinks that he can solve this matter, and then when it is resolved, he will explain everything to Yan Xiaochang.

But she can't give her the enjoyment she wants to rely on at the first time.

This proposition was wrong from the beginning, and it could not have been perfect.

But Ke Keru has been hiding, hiding abroad and not coming back, that winter, Fang Keru finally figured out some things, decided to face the battle, and decided to save his marriage.

It's just too late to strike.

Wang Zhaoyang clearly told her, "I'm sorry, I'm in love with someone else." ”

The woman laughed and cried, but she didn't cry before his eyes, and she said, "You make me think again." ”

She wants to save her marriage, so she plans to talk to Yan Xiaochang. is not to demonstrate to Yan Xiaochang, but to show their attitude, this is the method that many women will choose when solving their relationship crisis.

But a text message forced Yan Xiaochang away.

Wang Zhaoyang stood on the opposite side of family and morality, and his parents, the other party's parents, and the obstruction and criticism from the outside world did not crush him.

They asked him why he wanted to divorce, he didn't want to say that it was a mistake, maybe it was just inappropriate, if he had to say a mistake, then he admitted, he recognized this Chen Shimei, he was sorry for Fang Ruru, he could no longer continue to fulfill his responsibilities as a husband, he was willing to do nothing, and the other party could compensate as much as possible.

He gave all the business properties under his name to Fang Keru. Money can't buy a woman's youth, but there is always an insignificant little bit to make up for it.

What's more, isn't a man's youth youth?

But Keru still refused to divorce, she was thirty-one years old this year, and she once thought she was living a very successful life, with a thriving career, a stable family, and a down-to-earth husband.

She wants to change, she starts to change from this moment, you don't want me to pursue a career, I don't want it, I'll come back, I'll stay with you, but it's already too late.

Just like when Wang Zhaoyang found Yan Xiaochang again, it was already too late.

On New Year's Day, the two families got together and tried to persuade Wang Zhaoyang to return to the family's heart with a family atmosphere, and then he drank too much.

He broke out, and for the first time he quarreled with Fang Keru, "What do you want, what do you still want, I have obeyed you for three years, and when I decide to marry you, I will be your husband, not your follower!"

Fang Keru cried, she said, "Zhaoyang, I can forgive you." ”

This woman still doesn't understand after all.

"I don't want your forgiveness, you never have to forgive me, I don't care if you forgive me anymore. Yes, Fang Keru, I'm going to hurt you now, I don't want this family anymore, I want to be free!"

This man who studied literature began to cry with the strength of wine, sitting on the sofa, a lonely reflection in a room.

"Don't you understand, there is no love between the two of us, I don't love you, and you don't love me. He said.

"I love you, I really love you. Ke Keru cried.

He shook his head, his mouth pursed into a resolute arc, and his eyebrows were clear, "You don't love me, if you do, you won't be like this, you won't go home for ten months all year round, you don't care if my life is lonely, I don't care if our marriage has a solid guarantee." It's not because you're confident, it's because you don't care enough. ”

"It's that I don't have the ability, I didn't make you fall in love with me, I didn't make you willing to be like an ordinary woman, willing to rely on me, willing to live with me simply. What you want is just stability behind you, a stable life and marriage, so that you don't have to worry about these, I am the person I love to you, just your back, is the back of you as a successful woman. ”

Fang Keru looked at him blankly, she hadn't even thought about these questions.

They divorced, he gave everything to her, it doesn't matter if he is pure or not, he is willing to exchange everything for freedom.

There is a saying that I would rather turn the world upside down to correct your reflection. What he wants to correct is Yan Xiaochang's reflection.

On the day of the divorce, Ke Keru drank a lot of alcohol in the bar and cried loudly, and then figured out this problem. They met Yan Xiaochang at the door of the bar, Wang Zhaoyang drove all the way and stuck the front of the car at the entrance of an alley, he didn't know where she went.

He went to Shao Siwei, and Shao Siwei said, "She doesn't want to see you anymore, if you know, you should know, what she hates the most." Xiao Chang has a very strong self-esteem, she has no backing since she was a child, and she finally found someone to rely on, and she has to share it with others, she can't swallow it. Now this person is very kind to her, I will tell her what you say, but I can't help you. ”

Returning to school, just to rediscover the peace of the past, school is a place for people to think, and it is a meaningful thing to contribute to the cause of education.

The most painful feeling of a person is doubting oneself, not understanding what is the meaning of what is being done.

Wang Zhaoyang went back to school, to the place where he started, to find that meaning again. At the faculty meeting, he was sitting in the position of the director, casually flipped through the staff roster of the art and sports group, and saw such a name - Yan Xiaochang.

In the sports equipment room, I hope to pass through the skylight, barely paving the reflection below, and I am the only one left.

Yan Xiaochang left, leaving him alone to review the past.

Wrong, where is it, even if there is a distinction between right and wrong, what is the point. This is life, intricate, and every day everywhere is played out in different ways of missing and reuniting.

"You're going to regret it. He was adamant. In fact, it was a bit malicious, as if she was cursing her for not being able to live well, but her regret was his hope.

Shedding tears, the beating of his heart was a suffocating rhythm, he put his hands in his fists and beat them one by one, whether it was a punishment for his confusion and hindsight, or if he didn't beat and beat like this, he couldn't hold his breath.

Love is hard to collect in the end, which makes me happy and makes me sad.