112 There is nothing to say, which is more torturous than quarreling
I chuckled. I didn't plan to make an appointment with Li Baitian, the appointment was made early, so why wait until now.
But there is a good saying, sooner or later, you will have to pay it back. Li Baitian has helped me again and again, I really don't know how to repay this personal debt, so far, except for helping him drink, Li Baitian has never owed me any favors. And we haven't crossed paths much recently, Li Baitian thought that I was a girl, even if he needed to socialize in more wine venues, he would not pick up my wool alone.
We didn't sleep, I went to the XX house to finish my errands, and I opened two rooms in the nearest hotel, and when I entered the room, Li Baitian asked with a smile, "Really don't make an appointment?"
I laughed dryly, "No." ”
He pointed his finger at me, "Don't wait for you to beg me. ”
I threw out a big tongue at him exaggeratedly, and Li Baitian yawned, so sleepy that tears were about to flow out, and he swiped his card to enter the door. Because I was tired, I slept super soundly this night, so that when Li Hua called me in the afternoon, I hadn't woken up yet.
I told him in a daze that I was in the city, and I made a few dazed hmm-hmm-ahhh
When I woke up, it was already dark, and I went downstairs to have a meal with Li Baitian, and received a call from the brokerage company during the meal.
In the past few days, the TV series in which I starred in the adulterous concubine was broadcast on the TV station. In fact, it is all thanks to the young man, among the concubines, there are many who are more famous than me, more beautiful than me, and have acting skills, but because of their young faces, they have been recognized by some audiences.
The brokerage company disregarded its previous suspicions and planned to give me another chance. Time is very tight, and tomorrow I will go to Beijing to participate in the role audition for a TV series. I reported the situation to Li Baitian, and Li Baitian himself has his own affairs, and the itinerary during this period is not in the city.
The car was also tired, and we planned to take the next flight back.
Then I flipped through my phone and found the call record with Li Hua, and then I remembered that Li Hua should return to Beijing from Inner Mongolia today, and we said before that he would stay with me for two more days when he went to Beijing this time, and then came back.
I called Li Hua, and his phone was turned off.
Trying to remember the content of the call with him when I was sleeping, I told him that I was in the city, and Li Hua seemed to say, then he will go back to the city now, and then we will meet here.
I don't know which plane he took, but I guess I won't be able to see him this time, in fact, I don't look forward to seeing him so much, maybe it's because it's been a long time, my feelings have faded, and I don't miss him so much.
We've only met a few days ago anyway.
I couldn't miss this selection opportunity, so I decided to go back to Beijing first. Li Baitian booked the ticket, the car was thrown here first, and then the two of us went to the airport.
On the way, I called Li Hua twice, but I still couldn't get through.
Li Baitian and I also stepped on the time, and we were ready to ascend the throne in ten minutes. At this time, Li Hua called me and said, "I just got off the plane, where are you, I'll go directly." ”
I was stunned for a moment and said, "I'm at the airport too." ”
"Huh?" he subconsciously made a nasal sound.
Maybe he misunderstood and thought I was here to pick him up, so I explained that I had received a job and that I had to go back to Beijing now.
I was at Gate 1 and I didn't rush in, Li Hua and I kept talking on the phone, and it would take some time for him to come in from outside. Li Baitian waited patiently beside him.
While I was on the phone, I looked around, the airport in the city was very deserted, not crowded, and it was relatively easy to find a person.
I watched Li Hua walk briskly towards the position of Gate 1, and I was also looking around along the way, and I suddenly felt a little reluctant in my heart. Look, he still wants to see me, even if it's only for two or three minutes, and he's trying to get it.
I didn't approach him, I just held up the phone and looked at him, the phone was close to my ear, slightly hot, like the deep whisper he blew in my ear when lingering.
When he finally saw me, Li Hua didn't leave, we were about a hundred paces apart, and he looked a little embarrassed in a suit after running.
He smiled and said into the phone, "Then be careful." ”
I also looked at him and nodded slightly, "Hmm." ”
The radio in the waiting hall was urging, but Li Baitian was not in a hurry, and waited patiently with his arms crossed. Until Li Hua said, "Go in." ”
"Hmm. I felt like crying, and I said, "You can go back too." ”
He said, "Well, I watched you go in." ”
The reason why Li Hua didn't take the remaining hundred steps was because he felt that it was too late, and he felt that he was done and there was no point in walking. Now that he can't keep me at all, he just wants to take a look at me when he runs back like this.
Hanging up the phone, I followed Li Baitian and walked forward, and then turned back step by step, looking at Li Hua standing there alone, facing the direction I left, too far away to see what kind of gaze it was.
I suddenly wanted to hug him, I didn't want to see him so lonely, but it was too late. I even thought that if we broke up one day, it would be nice for him to find an obedient girlfriend who could always be by his side and revolve around him.
Li Baitian saw that I was sad and asked me, "So reluctant?"
I shook my head and I said I didn't know. I can't say it, I still let him go, there may be thousands of reasons to leave, but for me, only one reason is enough to stay, but Li Hua failed to give me such a convincing reason, and he didn't even keep it at all.
I don't know when we get along with each other, it doesn't become easy anymore, and the closer we get, the more stressful it becomes. There's a lyric that says, "Nothing to say, more torturous than an argument," and that's it.
Regarding the meeting between me and Li Hua this time, I don't know whether it should be called a meeting or a farewell, Li Baitian only commented on four words, "It's quite romantic." ”
Actually, I think Li Baitian is also a poor person. He knew how to play the game of the world, and he had to seek the so-called pleasure without fetters, and over time, he lost the ability to devote himself to love. If he is good to a person, he may be sincerely good, but this kind of sincerity, these efforts, most of the time, will still be considered by interests, and it is worth it or not.
After arriving in Beijing, I called Li Hua, he had been running around for several days, and he was so tired that he was lying down at this time, so I didn't bother, and I had to go to bed early today.
As soon as I connected several similar characters, I played soy sauce for two months. But when I got it, I couldn't squeeze out time to see Li Hua.
But life feels very fulfilling.
Of course, there will be times when I encounter difficulties, I have become accustomed to it, and when I encounter problems that I don't understand and can't solve, I will consult Li Baitian, and he will take the time to help me answer patiently, maybe my dependence on him has long been far beyond Li Hua.
And Li Hua has gradually become an existence that I don't want to miss, and when I think of him, I feel upset.
Maybe it's because it's so smooth, so smooth that I don't count in my heart, although there is Li Baitian's help, but I think it's also something I worked hard to earn. If you don't work hard, no one will always be willing to help you.
Then I received a second girl, which was the closest I got to the peak of acting. At the beginning, everything was well discussed, auditions, makeup fittings, makeup set, joining the group, everything went very smoothly.
Because I was in a good mood, I spread the news with my relatives and friends that I was going to play the second female lead, that is, the core character of a drama. When you go out in the future, you can hold your head up and say that you are an actor.
The filming location is in the Hebei area, very close to Beijing. On the third day of filming, the director asked several of our main actresses to call it a day early, saying that they were going out to have dinner with investors.
Isn't this the actor of Hongguoguo accompanying 1 wine, and several other invited actresses have obediently removed their makeup. I went to the director, pretended to be like my grandson, and said politely: "I may not be able to go to this meal, there is something else." ”
The director asked me what was the big deal, and I said, "My boyfriend is coming." ”
The director said: "Is it important to accompany your boyfriend and have a crew?"
I said, "The main thing is that I haven't seen him for a long time," when I lied, Li Hua's shadow flashed in my mind, and the following words were sincere, "The last time I saw him was at the airport, he got off the plane, I got on the plane, it was just two minutes, this time he took the time to come, and I don't know when I will see you next time......"
The director didn't listen to my foolish work, and asked again, "Do you think accompanying your boyfriend is more important than the crew?"
I didn't nod or shake my head, just smiled reluctantly.
Then the director said, "Okay, then if you don't go, don't go." ”
"Alas, thank you, director, sorry for your trouble. ”
Because he finished work early, he went back to talk to Li Hua on the phone, and he said that he was not feeling well, maybe he had a cold on the other day. I said a few words of concern, and I didn't mention today's dinner. I don't want to mention it to him, mentioning him is nothing more than a lot of heart.
Then the next day, I received a notice that my role was taken down by the third female, and the original third female was brought in a new actor to play.
I asked the director why, and the director said, "She's better suited for this role than you." ”
I said, "But I've been shooting for two days." ”
The director said: "There are many cases of temporary substitutions after filming for a period of time, you go back and wait for the notice first, and I will contact you again when I need you." ”
Do you think that when you join the crew and change your costume, you will be able to sit back and relax? Anything can change, and a cooked duck can fly.
My agent called me and asked me what was going on, and I said that because I refused to go to dinner with the investor yesterday, the agent was also very angry and only asked me, "Why are you so unreasonable!"
At that time, I had an idea in my head, let them dive, I might as well go directly to sleep Li Baitian.