There was no peeping, and the wind made my ears stiff, and it was so cold that I almost didn't feel it, but with these knee pads, my knees were really warm, and I couldn't feel the cold at all.

The knee pads were tied tightly, and I had to bend my knees when I sat on the motorcycle, and I could clearly feel his presence. Look at the teacher's knees again, facing the wind, it should be very cold.

Since today, I have changed my opinion of Wang Zhaoyang, the head teacher, I didn't think too much, I thought that he was a teacher who was doing his duty to care for students, and the conscience of the industry.

As soon as the motorcycle stopped under the canopy, I quickly peeled off the knee pads on my legs and returned them to Wang Zhaoyang, Wang Zhaoyang didn't say anything, naturally took it and naturally put it back in the car and locked it, and then walked with me towards the girls' dormitory.

By this time, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening, and the dormitory had long since closed.

I felt quite awkward on the way, afraid that he would say something to me. There's really not much to say about my family. Some of my classmates know that I don't have a mom or dad, and most of them say "I'm sorry" when they hear this. I really don't need anyone to be sorry because my parents deserve to die.

Can I say I've never been so sad?

"If you have any difficulties in the future, just tell the teacher, don't lie, the teacher is a reasonable person. Wang Zhaoyang walked next to me and said.

I felt sympathetic, and whispered, "I'm not in trouble." ”

Wang Zhaoyang said, "Then what if she asks you to pick her up next time?"

I don't know, and I don't know when the next time will be. I only know that there is only Wu Yuqing now, no matter how much she hates it, she is the only one. Without her, I wouldn't have gone to school, and I could only accommodate her for the time being.

I didn't answer, Wang Zhaoyang asked again, "Then do you have any relatives in your family?"

"Nope. I replied coldly, pausing in my footsteps, "Can you stop asking?"

Wang Zhaoyang looked at me with a smile and a smile, probably never seen a student with my attitude, and nodded with a smile, "Okay, I won't ask, you just need to study hard, and the teacher doesn't want to worry about other things." ”

My face is not good-looking, the teacher is the teacher, isn't the picture just the admission rate? I have no relatives in my family, and my relatives have offended my parents when they were alive, who has ever taken care of me, who has ever cared about me.

When he arrived downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Wang Zhaoyang knocked on the lock on the iron door, and the dormitory manager aunt came out to open the door. ”

Auntie opened the door, I walked in, didn't say anything, when I walked to the corner of the stairs, I glanced out of the iron gate, and saw that Wang Zhaoyang was still standing there, his eyes were on me, and he saw me leaving, so he could go back with confidence.

My heart trembled slightly, this feeling of being watched was so complicated.

The next day, I was two minutes late, as a matter of course, and Wang Zhaoyang was already in the classroom supervising the students' early reading. I was standing at the door, Wang Zhaoyang turned his head to look at me, his eyes were faint, and motioned for me to go and sit down.

I was not in the mood for the whole morning reading, my stomach was so hungry that I was sour, cold and sleepy, and I couldn't help but secretly glance at Wang Zhaoyang, and I was afraid that he would find out.

I was trembling all day, afraid that he would suddenly remember to talk to me, but I was doing it myself.

In the winter, the noon recess exercise was replaced by running, and the large army was running around the playground and school building, and I hate running more and more now. Because I was developing, and I was not small, my chest hurt as soon as I ran up, and my female classmates all wore bras, but I didn't, and I was still wearing a small vest from junior high school.

I often feel a little embarrassed when I change clothes.

Every time I run, I think about it, but fortunately, I can't see my figure in the down jacket in winter, and only I know what I am falling, and my classmates can't see it.

But what about in the summer?

I decided to solve this problem and go home on the weekend, and while Wu Yuqing was not at home, I planned to steal a bra from her. Wu Yuqing's bra is very dirty, all of them are bright red, and so are the trousers.

Picking one that barely looks good, I took off my clothes and wanted to try it. It's also very cold at home, and the hairs are about to stand on end when I take off my autumn coat.

I put my bra on, and I didn't know what size was right or not, so it took me a long time to button it up, and I walked to the big mirror in front of the closet to see what it looked like.

At this time, I heard the sound of the door opening, Wu Yuqing came back, I quickly took off my bra and put on my autumn clothes, but it was too late to clean the scene.

Now Wu Yuqing has his underwear on the bed, and I have just put on half of my autumn coat, Wu Yuqing asked me sternly: "What are you doing!"

I was a little embarrassed in my heart, but I couldn't be afraid of her, coldly, "Look for clothes to wear." ”

Wu Yuqing glared at me again and didn't say anything, "Put on your clothes and go to cook, you don't know what to do!"

For me, I don't feel wronged for a long time, who made my life bad, reincarnated into such a family. Packed up Wu Yuqing's underwear and threw it into the cabinet, I regretted in my heart that she couldn't steal her bra when she found out.

Forget it.

When the meal was cooked, Wu Yuqing and I ate opposite each other and didn't speak. She eats very poorly, she is a village girl in her bones, she has no education, and she is fierce to death.

I was annoyed when I heard her chirp, and I didn't eat after a few bites.

Wu Yuqing looked at me with disgust, "Eat a little bit, it's like a chicken neck." ”

She doesn't speak well, I am very annoyed with her, looking at her bed, I remembered Wang Zhaoyang said, "She also takes care of you", and I think it is indeed the case.

Anyway, in my life, Wu Yuqing is stronger than Wu Yuqing.

I sat on the edge of the bed and read a book, and I could read it. Just like me, I have no money and no friends, and I can't do anything but read and study. The neighbors all know about my family's, and whoever saw me and Wu Yuqing didn't point fingers behind my back.

Before Wu Yuqing went out to work that day, he threw fifty yuan on my bed, still in a very impatient tone, "Buy what you don't need." ”

At this time, I was not very strong, and I was about to cry when I saw the fifty dollars.

Wu Yuqing had already left, and I flattened and folded the fifty yuan, flattened and folded again, and tears fell down my eyes.

I'm wronged, I'm wronged, why do people have a father and a mother's love, I have nothing, I only have Wu Yuqing.

I cried and cried all the time, and I cried enough to go out with fifty dollars. When the door was closed, I met the son of the family next door, who was originally called Chen Fei, but later felt that the name Chen Fei was too easy to rename, and added the word "Yang" to the back.

Chen Feiyang is three years younger than me, and now he is only fourteen, and now that he has gone to a sports school, he rarely meets him. When I was a child, I was a sick man, and his family poured medicine residue in the corridor every day, and my parents had a lot of quarrels with his family about this.

I also bullied Chen Feiyang, I grabbed his little bicycle, I grabbed the spinning top, and when he wore open crotch pants, I also grabbed his little brother.

He probably didn't remember that.

He doesn't talk much when he's older, and he's about the same height as me now. Seeing my red eyes, Chen Feiyang was stunned for a moment, knowing that our family couldn't be messed with, so he hurriedly opened the door with the key and hid in.

I glanced disdainfully and found a store selling underwear.

The interior decoration is really good, the underwear is really beautiful, and the clerk looks at me lukewarmly. I don't pick a look, just look at the price above, and look at the cheap one twice.

The cheapest one is fourteen dollars!

I didn't want to buy it that day, and I was too embarrassed to choose.

When I went back to school, I had fifty dollars in money, and I felt like I couldn't spend it all. At that time, there was a drink called very lemon, a green bottle, two pieces of five a bottle.

I remember the last time I drank it, it was when my dad won money playing mahjong that day, and I took two dollars and five from the table and bought it.

Today I decided to splurge and bought a bottle at the school store and drank it one by one. Looking at the thread of the wrapper on the drink, I am afraid that I will drink less than halfway through.

That night, someone in the dormitory said they had lost fifty dollars. I was already sleeping on the top bunk, and they made a fuss about it, insinuating to me, "I still buy drinks, I don't have a father or a tutor." ”

I sat up from the bed, rubbed down from the top bunk, and stood in front of the girl who said this, "What did you just say!"

The girl didn't dare to admit it, and pretended, "What's the matter, we're discussing who the thief is." ”

I just glared at her.

She wasn't afraid, "Why are you staring at me?"

"You repeat what you just said, who do you think is a thief. ”

The girl was yin and yang, "I didn't say it was you, why are you so nervous." ”

Really, I almost beat her, if I didn't have the support of my parents, I couldn't stand the toss of them, I would definitely beat her today.

I didn't go up to sleep anymore, so I sat down on the edge of a girl's bed with my arms crossed, "Okay, you check, I have to find out who stole the money today." Who is so shameless, how can you be embarrassed to stand up for stealing! Is it lost before the evening self-study, who is the last to leave the dormitory at noon today, and someone comes back at dinner, anyway, it has nothing to do with me. ”

They followed what I said and began to study, testify to each other or something, and in the end they didn't come up with a result.

It was quite late, and our dormitory also deducted quantitative points.

Finally I went to bed, and when I opened my eyes in the morning, I heard the girl below scolding me, saying that she was going to find her father to clean me up.

At that time, I didn't feel anything, and when I entered the classroom, the more I thought about it, the more unhappy I became, so I stood in the back row, and took advantage of the silence of the classroom to ask the girl directly, "What did you say in the morning?"

The girl didn't dare to answer. I walked back to my seat, grabbed a history book and slapped it on the table, "It's useless to look for your father, it's useless to find your grandfather." ”

This girl was scolded and cried by me.

The head teacher Wang Zhaoyang came, because the dormitory deducted quantitative points, proving that everyone didn't sleep well last night, and their words were checked. Wang Zhaoyang asked on the podium, "Who didn't sleep well and spoke in 302 last night, stand up!"

I stood up after a rub, why don't you stand up with these cowards?

The head teacher looked at me, "Also, can she speak alone?"

Our class president, the girl who was in the dormitory with me, stood up and quickly explained to the head teacher what happened last night. The coward who was scolded and cried by me also stood up with red eyes.

The head teacher asked us to go for a run on the playground as a dormitory girl.

Before the cowards moved, I just got out of my seat and ran, anyway, I did speak. The cowards can only follow me out and run.

I was the first to run and the fastest, they were in groups of threes and twos, and I was the only one running. Wang Zhaoyang stood on the edge of the playground and watched with his arms crossed, and then called the squad leader over to ask for something and let us go.

After the morning reading, the head teacher called me to the office alone.

It's just the two of us in the office.

I was very ugly and angry. The head teacher asked me, "Why did you scold XX and cry?"

"I didn't scold her. I frowned and retorted, holding my breath, "Who made her squirt with a dog's mouth, saying that I stole money." ”

Wang Zhaoyang looked at me, he liked to cross Erlang's legs, liked to hold his hands on his knees, frowned, and said, "It's not that you took it, what are you so excited about." ”

As soon as I heard this, I was not happy, and you also thought that I took it, so I glared at him.

Wang Zhaoyang changed his posture and said, "I believe you didn't take it." ”

I looked at him with some uncertainty, suspecting that he was comforting me.

His expression was unusually determined, with some reassurance, "I believe in you, really." ”

The feeling of being trusted is so touching, I was wronged again, pouting and starting to shed tears. Why, why do I have to bear this, it's because my parents don't fight, they die.

Wang Zhaoyang was still sitting, keeping the distance between teachers and students, and he said, "Yan Xiaochang, you are the strongest girl I have ever seen, don't cry." ”

I raised my hand and wiped my tears.

Remembering something, he took a bag of milk out of the drawer, still hot, and handed it to me, "Take it." ”

I struggled with whether to take it, and he said again, "Take it." Study hard, you will definitely be better than them in the future, I didn't think about it so much, did you hear it?"

Taking the milk, I cried even harder, and from the bottom of my heart, I whimpered, "Thank you, teacher." ”