Li Baitian said no.

"But Yuan Ze ...... the"

Before I finished speaking, Li Baitian glanced at me, "Then order." ”

"But I'm still ......"

Li Baitian looked at me helplessly and said, "Don't you say what I say, do you listen to everything?"

Well, I won't listen at all, I'll listen to my own. I couldn't make a decision on my own, I thought that by going through the ballot, by consulting a few more people, and listening to the voices of the masses, I could bring more references.

But the decision is up to me.

Human nature is very afraid of choice, so in the face of choice, many people will procrastinate, and many people will choose a random path to go to the end first.

I also want to be more simple and not drag the mud and water, but I am afraid that if I make a wrong decision, it will be more difficult to undo it.

Forget it, I still don't ask him, this is my own business, and I shouldn't let others help me worry about this, tell Wang Meili that it's a girlfriend's gossip, and Li Baitian, there is really no need to say it.

I was sitting on the couch and he asked me curiously, "What are you not sure about?"

I didn't answer, I was thinking.

Li Baitian said, "In fact, under normal circumstances, this kind of time is booked. ”

"Yes," I said, "so I wonder if I really don't love him enough, and if I do, I don't need him to mention it, I would really want to get married." ”

Li Baitian said, "That's not necessarily, you're not old yet. ”

I nodded, "But I think it's a bit fanciful not to be so hesitant." But what it's like to love someone very much, I haven't tried it, how do I know. ”

Li Baitian glanced at me, and suddenly leaned over, and brought his face very close, so that his lips were pressed against the side of my face. I was stunned for a moment, and I looked at him, and he asked me, "Do you feel it?"

Hey, boring.

I pushed him away, "There was a hairy feeling." ”

I can't care about feelings, my mind is full of entanglements, and I can't spare the energy to talk to him about my feelings. Li Baitian shook his head and sighed, "Come, tell me, how did you two get on?"

Look at the time, there is still some time before Wang Meili comes back, so I have to pass the time, so I'll talk to Li Baitian. I talked about the dream I had, and I talked very carefully, and told him everything I still remember.

"I also ask you why he is giving you a calamity, and why it is not you who is lying there. ”

Li Baitian smiled, "You can still dream of me, it's good." So you just think he's good and don't want to lose him. ”

"Almost, I don't think there is a store in this village. ”

Li Baitian said, "Then how can you be sure that there is no better store in the next village? ”

I said, "Then look at your side, is there anything better than Yuan Ze?"

Li Baitian thought for a moment, "That's really not." ”

"It's not a trump, and I'm sincere to him, since I've been with him, I've never deserted, and I haven't tried to wonder if there's a better store. I may not love him enough now, but we also have feelings, and when he really becomes my husband, I will definitely love him, more than anyone else. I said it seriously.

Li Baitian sighed again, "Your god can't think of a way for you, so drop," he said, he went to dig out a coin, and neatly bounced the coin, the coin fell on the back of his hand, he covered it with the palm of his other hand, and said, "You call it a positive and negative, see what this god above says." ”

I looked at Li Baitian's folded hands, and I was very careful to protect the coin from falling out, and not let me see whether it was reverse or positive.

I briefly thought about it, should I say the opposite or the positive.

Then he laughed, pushed Li Baitian's hand away, and the coin rolled under the sofa, and I don't know whether it was reverse or positive.

I said, "It's not appropriate to use such a small thing to decide." I asked my mom to go. ”

At this time, it is most reliable to ask the elders, my own mother will definitely give me all kinds of consideration, what Li Baitian said does not have much impact on me, but what my mother says must have weight.

So I called my mother and explained the cause and effect of the incident, and Li Baitian sat by and watched.

My mother babbled a lot, and the purpose was nothing more than that, she thought it could be done, and it could be ordered.

I hung up the phone and glanced at Li Baitian, "I decided." ”

"Huh?" Li Baitian's reaction was not enthusiastic.

I breathed a long sigh of relief and took a serious look at Li Baitian, this man who has been entangled with me for many years, I used to like it, and I had a premonition for a long time that I would marry his man in the future, from today onwards, a river has really been drawn between us, and I want to completely move him out and let Yuan Ze in.

And he, too, looked at me, probably knowing my answer, smiling, the meaning of the smile was unclear, and there was some forced meaning.

We sat quietly for two minutes, perhaps the last two minutes, and in these two minutes, I quickly refreshed in my mind the past from knowing Li Baitian to the present, as the last memorial.

What can't be put down, what is there to be entangled, like Li Baitian said, the worst is not death, I will not die if I follow Yuan Ze, I will never die with Li Baitian, and I will not die.

Since we were born, we are two different individuals, fate gives us the opportunity to implicate us, and then break us apart, this is chance is fate.

My world can still turn without Li Baitian, and my world, with Yuan Ze, should turn more smoothly.

Since I have already chosen Yuan Ze, I should choose to the end, who is worthy of such hesitation.

Hearing the sound of Wang Meili slamming the door next door, I picked up the plastic bag on the table and said to Li Baitian, "Prepare money, two copies." ”

I'm gone, and I don't want to linger on anything.

After that, I called Yuan Ze directly and made my decision clear, I said: "I'll go home in July, you are going to ask for leave, by the way, the bride price is only 10,000, and it can't be more." ”

Yuan Ze wanted to get some dowry, it was still very easy, he said: "That's not good, it looks too cold." ”

"What's the matter, keep the money and let's buy a house. That's it. ”

Yuan Ze laughed, I also laughed here, when I made a decision, it would be very easy, regardless of whether the decision was right or wrong.

"Hey, it's so fast, it's so fast that I can't even react. ”

I'm going abroad, this house is for me to live in for free, Wang Meili wants to continue to stay in Beijing, but I'm not here, she feels that she is not suitable here.

So I was ready to move, and I bought these two woven bags for her.

But Wang Meili is busy with work, so she can't come down and move, the place is good, I have gone to see it, it's okay, and I don't have anything to worry about. During the day, I helped her get things from here and send them over, and I gave her all the pots and pans anyway.

Bumped into Li Baitian downstairs, "Are you leaving?" he asked.

"No, help Wang Meili move. I replied neatly, hey, pick up the sack and walk out, Li Baitian smiled and didn't say anything.

I'm not a strong woman, but I'm definitely a little stronger than the average girl, and I exercise a lot, carry a sack or something, and I don't run out of breath.

After helping Wang Meili move home, my last thing here is over.

It's time for me to go, and when I go home this time, I will fly directly to the UK, and I won't go back to Beijing. I don't have a particularly heavy affection for Beijing, because Beijing is so big, even if I have lived in it for so many years, many places are still unfamiliar.

Yuan Ze came to pick me up, we stood at the door, I looked at Li Baitian's room, Yuan Ze said, "Say hello." ”

I nodded and knocked on Lee's door.

It was night when we left, and Li Baitian should have been at home, but no one opened the door. I felt a little disappointed, I couldn't look at it at the last glance, and I wanted to say thank you to him, but I couldn't say it in person.

Ay.

It makes people want to cry.

I took the key and key card off the key chain, stuffed it under the crack in the door, and returned it to you, and I still have to return it to you after this year's care.

The thing was put in, there was still a trace of nostalgia, turned to face Yuan Ze, and kissed him on the lips, "Let's go." ”

Yuan Ze took my shoulders and glanced at Li Baitian's door, and this time I didn't look back.

After returning home, I didn't arrange for the parents on both sides to meet immediately, and this time the stay was relatively long, of course, both parties needed to be prepared.

My parents and Yuan Ze's parents are very excited, Yuan Ze's mother is not hospitalized now, she is just taking care of it at home.

We often think that this is the farewell, but there is a fate, and it is not so easy to say goodbye.

I distinctly remember that it was the seventh and a half months, Halloween, and Li Baitian called me and said that he was lost.

At that time, Yuan Ze and I were shopping, choosing the clothes we wore on the day we met, and going to book a hotel or something. My mood was still relatively relaxed, I glanced at Yuan Ze, and said to Li Baitian with a smile, "Yo, the big Beijing City can still lose you, have you crossed?"

Li Baitian, "No, I'm in Z City." ”

"Huh?"

"Isn't it Halloween today, I have to come back to my grandfather's grave. But this place, how did it become like this, the 102 we used to sit on is gone. ”

I said, "You play one or three rounds." ”

"I came by car, I don't know where I drove. ”

Yuan Ze and I took turns asking him about the situation over there, and finally asked him which corner he was stuck in, and I couldn't tell him how to go, so I took a taxi to pick him up.

We have a public fundraising group here, in the early years, Li Baitian's family enclosed a piece of land here, and his grandfather was buried here, and the family said that he would take Beijing to go, and Li Baitian and his grandmother would not let him move, so every year of sacrifice, someone had to run back.

Li Baitian was actually around here, but we couldn't get around, and when we found him, we let the taxi go and got into his car.

Li Baitian said directly in the driver's seat, "Today is really evil, I have a bad premonition." ”

"Come on, if I'm a little ghost, I'll take a detour when I see you. ”

Li Baitian said, "What if it's a female ghost?"

I put my hair down in front of me, reached out and touched Li Baitian's shoulder, and said gloomily: "You don't look like a ghost ......."

Li Baitian was frightened, "Get out!"