∮ Sixteenth Movement Finale – Eternal Oath
Outside the car window, the sun shines on the blue sky, and the warm breeze blows through the green leaves, but I don't have any intention to enjoy this moving scenery, because now, I am rushing to the wedding scene of Chun Su and Ji Shihan......
The Mercedes slowed down as it approached Garden Road, and I knew we had arrived at our destination.
The same Gothic architecture, the same colorful glass, the same splendor, different newcomers -
This is bigger, more ornate and older than St. Laurent's Cathedral in Hong Kong.
The green space, the blue sky and white clouds, everything looks so harmonious and pleasant.
And my mood at the moment is like that of a devout Christian, suppressing the worship of Jesus as much as possible, and trying to keep my heart as calm as possible.
Finally, I deeply understood the pure mood of the day when I got engaged. is so depressed, so sad, but he still has to turn a deaf ear and pretend not to care......
Perhaps, this is my retribution, I believe that Chun Su must have hurt a thousand times, ten thousand times more than I do now, because I was so cruel that I asked him to stand closest to me and listen to my lifelong promise to another man.
It turns out that in this world, the wind and rain will really flow chaotically......
With heavy footsteps, following Min Zhiyi, I walked into the church.
The sacred bell struck my empty heart.
"You really don't plan to rob your family?"
With his hands in his pockets, Min Zhiyi asked relaxedly.
“……”
"Then I hope you won't pass out when you can't stand it!"
In another ridiculous tone, Min Zhiyi walked straight into the auditorium without looking back.
"Wait, I'm going to the bathroom!"
I suddenly spoke, restraining Min Zhiyi's steps to move forward: "What's the matter? You're going to hide again?" Ling Panxing, why didn't I find out that you have the potential to be a thief? Hiding around every day, aren't you tired?"
“……”
"Let's go, the wedding is about to begin!"
Holding me tightly, Min Zhiyi unknowingly dragged me into the auditorium.
"The newcomer is still preparing, let's sit there!"
"Don't do it, let's sit here, there are a lot of people in front, don't rob others. ”
I dragged Min Zhiyi to sit on the bench farthest away from the pastor, just so that I wouldn't hear those three words so nakedly. If you are far away, will the air take away some sound?
"Panxing?"
"Mommy, Steward Hao, why are you here too?"
Seeing the appearance of Mommy and Steward Hao, I don't know why, I actually felt a little relaxed, perhaps, because of two more dependences......
"Well, good daughter, it doesn't matter to you, right?"
"It's okay, Mommy. ”
Squeezing out a weak smile as much as possible, I gave Mommy and Steward Hao a reassuring look.
"The new man is coming! the new man is coming!"
In the air, there were cheers from everyone, but my body instantly stiffened.
No problem! Ling Panxing, you can get through it! Didn't you silently rehearse this scene a thousand times in your mind last night? It's okay, you will definitely be able to smile and bless them!!
Clenching my palms tightly and holding my breath, I struggled to stand up and turned back......
Not surprisingly, my eyes were still moist when I saw that familiar face—
Today, he is really handsome, very handsome, and I believe that there will never be a prince in this world who can be perfect to this point.
The princess next to the prince, with a pink face and a slightly shy expression, he and she look so compatible.
I don't know why, my world instantly became silent, and all that was presented in front of me was the image of her holding him and slowly walking towards the priest.
In my mind, I quickly jumped out one after another, and the picture of meeting and acquaintance with Chun Su quickly jumped......
The first time he played with me, the first time he asked me out, the first time he said he loved me, the first time he ...... When you kiss me—
So sweet, so beautiful, so warm memories......
It seems like it happened yesterday, but why is it happening now?
I'm by him, not you, and yours is her, not me......
Once, how sweet we were. What is it that has changed us?
Memories were like sharp blades, piercing into my heart, my vision became more and more blurred, and my body was completely unable to help myself.
"Panxing?"
Mommy's worried voice came to my ears, and I realized that I had stepped out of the bench......
What should I do? I don't want to stay here anymore, I don't have the ability to disguise anymore!
"Miss, go, go in the direction you want most from the bottom of your heart, go ......"
Steward Hao's kind eyes were full of care, and the vicissitudes of wrinkles also became lovely at this moment.
"But I ......"
"But what is it! If you don't go, they're going to say, "I'm willing!"
Interrupting my words, Min Zhiyi's tone was cold.
"Mr. Susukino Junxu, you are willing to stay with Ms. Ji Shihan for the rest of your life, whether it is illness or health, whether it is poverty or wealth, you will stay with Ms. Ji Shihan......"
I closed my eyes, and gradually, the priest's voice disappeared into the auditorium, and the world suddenly became quiet, and I, who was trying to find the answer in my heart, the choice that clinged to the depths of my soul, what was it that had already been firmly stationed in the depths of my heart, it was deeply entangled, and it was growing......
What is it?
What is it?!
“…… And are you willing to admit her as your wife for life?"
"I would ......"
"Don't !!"
The sound of the earth resounded in the air......
"Don't don't don't don't don't !!!"
"I don't want you to marry her! You said it! This world will only love me alone! I can only marry you in this world!"
"Now if you marry her, what will I do? What should I do!!"
"Yi Chunxu, you promised my daddy! You will take care of me for the rest of my life!"
"Now...... You're going to marry another girl, I won't allow it!"
Tears ragingly beat my cheeks, and the audience was in an uproar......
"Hope for the Stars......
With a hidden pain in his eyes, Chun Su said helplessly: "I'm sorry, I can't fulfill your daddy's oath ......"
"I don't want it! Don't want it......"
Approaching the prince-like man involuntarily, I didn't hesitate: "Don't! Don't ......"
"I know it's my fault, I shouldn't have distrusted you, I shouldn't have given you a chance to explain......"
"I shouldn't lie to you and hide my life experience......"
"I shouldn't swear to the heavens to take revenge on you......"
Shaking his head desperately, his hoarse voice hovered in the air—
"I know it's wrong, I know it's me who is bad, I shouldn't have disrupted your life, I shouldn't have gone to Xiaoxing City, and I shouldn't have approached you. ”
"I know that I have a lot of things that I shouldn't have, and I know that I have done a lot wrong. ”
"But, Chunxu, can you, can you give me another chance? I can't lose you, I've lost the blue sky of Daddy, I can't lose you as a magician anymore......"
Covering my mouth tightly, I have tried very hard to restrain my tears, but the bitter feeling of pain and pain still emanates from the bottom of my heart.
The incessant sobbing, the incessant trembling, what is it that turns into the most powerless sorrow of this spring?
In front of this person in front of me who makes me love so much that I can't help myself, I can always be so unhesitating to be vulnerable and compromise without hesitation......
"Chun Su...... Forgive me, okay, okay, okay...... Is it good ......?"
Clenching Chun's hand, I could feel that he was also trembling, but my strength was running out bit by bit.
"Hope for the Stars......
"Husband...... Don't!"
Ji Shihan, who was still stunned just now, finally spoke up.
"Xiaohan will be obedient, Xiaohan will be obedient, my husband doesn't want it......"
“……”
The whole auditorium seemed to have exploded, and all the guests did not expect that this wedding would turn into a farce.
"Panxing, there are still many possibilities for your future, you are so beautiful, you must be able to have a husband who loves you, but Shihan is different, she doesn't have me, there's nothing left......"
The hand gradually withdrew from my palm, and said lightly.
Actually, I really wanted to faint, because I knew that as long as I fainted, Chunsu would definitely worry about me, and worry so much that I stopped the wedding, but why, at this time, in addition to the deep pain, my consciousness was so clear.
Step by step, their steps were so neat, and the pastor returned to his post again.
Don't, don't......
Although the heart cried out repeatedly, the truth was that the pastor had once again recited the statement.
"Mr. Susukino Junxu, are you willing to stay with Ms. Ji Shihan for the rest of your life, whether it is illness or health, poverty or wealth, and are you willing to recognize her as your wife for life?"
"I ...... May ......"
"She's not crazy, so, you don't need to be responsible!"
This time it wasn't mine, because I couldn't cry anymore.
"What did you say?"
"I said she's not crazy, I taught her all this!"
Yi Yuan was slowly getting up, and his loud voice made it impossible to tell his real age at all.
"No, husband, I didn't lie to you, don't believe him, don't ......" Ji Shihan was like a frightened bird, and drilled into Chunxu's arms with a "swish".
"DID I LIE TO YOU, JUST ASK YOUR FAMILY PHYSICIAN DOCTOR CHEN TO KNOW!"
Looking at Ji Shihan firmly, Yi Yuan's face did not show any deception.
"DOCTOR CHEN, YOU EXPLAIN!"
Facing the other direction of the auditorium, Chun Su asked a simple man with eyes in a cold tone.
"Doom...... That one...... That ......"
"Look at me!"
"Director Susukino, I don't want it, it's Master Yi, he uses my family to force me, and I don't want to......"
Things have developed far beyond my imagination...... Now I just want to ask, Chunxu, don't you have to get married?
"Let's go!"
"Huh?"
Before I could react, my hand had already fallen into Chunsu's palm.
Familiar temperature, nostalgic taste......
"Chun Su don't want it...... I really like you, don't you go......"
Like a leper dog, Ji Shihan grabbed the corner of Chun's clothes.
"Let it go!"
"Chun Su ......"
"I don't want to repeat it a third time!
Slowly, slowly, Ji Shihan's hand fell from the corner of Chun's clothes......
The sky outside was so blue and so vast, and he and I, finally, like two free kites, soared between the traffic......
"Hey, did I tell you, when you cry, it's really ugly!"
On the bench on the boulevard, Chun Su hugged me tightly, and buried his head deep in my neck, teasingly.
"Then I'll get older and uglier, will you not want me anymore?"
Wrapping my arms around his shoulder, I asked, pouting.
"No matter how ugly you are, you won't be as ugly as you cry!"
"You!"
"Hehe, it's so ugly when I cry, I reluctantly accept it, it's old, I can only take it all......"
Fingers, lightly brushing the tip of my nose, Chun Su said with a smile.
The golden sunlight shines through the shop windows, exuding beautiful refractions, and the beautiful eyes are like the most dazzling diamonds under the sun.
hand, I can't help but caress those intoxicating eyes......
"Chun Su ......"
"Huh?"
"In the future, let's stop arguing, okay?"
"Huh...... Stupid woman! You want to make noise, but I still ignore you!"
"You...... Hmmm......"
Before I could complain, a sweet kiss hit my lips—
"Hmm......"
"Hmm......"
It's almost out of breath, but Chun Su still can't stop......
"Hmm...... Not...... No gas......"
Looking at my blushing face, Chun Su finally relented: "Heh...... Miss, this punishment you dare to get engaged to another man!"
"What......"
Turning my head, I looked like I didn't care about myself.
In the air, there is a refreshing fragrance of flowers, as if the sweetness of each flower can be breathed and sent into the mouth.
The crimson petals disturbed one after another, and the whole world became so wonderful, so intoxicating.
Hiding in Chunxu's arms, I was as docile as a kitten greedy for the owner's pampering.
And Chun Su's eyes were full of doting eyes on my kitten, and there was an unspoken happiness that grew in my heart......