∮ 15th Movement: The Fate of Two (4)
patted me on the shoulder, and the principal once again spoke earnestly: "Panxing, no one can make decisions for you about emotional matters, and in the end, you still need to make your own choices, you ...... Think about it. ”
What choice do I have now? I don't want to be a broom star anymore, I don't want to wear that heavy black cloak anymore......
Getting up, the principal looked at Min Zhiyi and said meaningfully: "Zhiyi, Chunxu's wedding...... You're going to go, right? I'll be waiting for you there, I'll go first......."
"I'll send you. ”
"No need, you accompany Panxing, I'm leaving!"
So...... "bang" the sound of the door being slammed shut -
Not wanting to face the harsh reality, I deliberately fled back to my room.
The sky is getting more and more gloomy, perhaps, tomorrow's sunshine will no longer be able to escape the shackles of this black vortex......
With my head buried deep in the quilt and my hands firmly wrapped around the quilt, I knew that my crying was silent, and my soul was ethereal.
The light rain outside the window, the dripping sound that disturbed people, made my head explode.
Maybe the storm would be better, because it would only be a moment, and when would it be a drizzle?
On this night, there was no starlight, no moonlight, only salty tears......
"Panxing, have you slept?"
Outside the door, Min Zhiyi's slightly worried inquiry sounded.
I didn't make a sound, because I knew that silence was the only thing I could do right now.
"I know you haven't slept, come out and eat something, you won't be able to support it if you go on like this!"
“……”
There was silence in the air, but silence......
"Ling Panxing! How long are you going to escape? Do you really plan to lock yourself up in this narrow space for the rest of your life? Where did you go before when you were not afraid of heaven and earth!"
“……”
"Perhaps...... I guess I did it wrong. That time Yi Yuan came to me and said that Chun Su was his biological grandson, I was very surprised at the time, and I also avoided him, because I knew that he was the one who made Chun Su an orphan, but later, he told me that Chun Su is a rare business wizard, but there is one thing that has always hindered his growth, that is, you, your existence, has greatly hindered Chun Su's future development, so he hopes that I can help him, so that Chun Su can grow faster...... At that time, I actually always thought that Chun Su would become like this because of you, so I should respond to Yi Yuan and become his godson, I always thought that I could help Chun Su by doing this, but now, I finally understand that I was wrong!"
"So, Ling Panxing, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... You don't have to worry about me anymore, everything I do is to trick you out of Chun Su's side for you! I agreed to marry you because of this, and I said that I love you for this! I didn't like you at all! Don't blame yourself anymore!"
"I've already booked the plane ticket! Tomorrow morning, we'll go to Hong Kong!"
"Don't!"
Finally, through the thick walls, I shouted those two words in a trembling voice.
"Don't! I don't! My presence will only bring him misfortune! It will only make his life a mess! I don't want to be his broom star anymore!
"Ling Panxing! Are you too stupid or are he too stupid? Do you know what is the most unfortunate thing for him Yi Chunxu! Lose you! Lose every minute, every second, and every moment of you, do you know how much Chunxu has to endure? I really don't understand why he likes you! I like you, a princess who thinks she is smart but is extremely stupid!"
"Woo woo woo ......"
Biting my lower lip tightly, the only thing I could hear in the empty room was my piercing sob.
Chunxu, do you know that between us, this circle is really too big, so big that we can't go back to the past, because, if you go too far, you lose your way, and I don't remember the way back anymore......
The next morning, I was sure that I was "dug up" from my room by Min Zhiyi!
Even if I am reluctant, I can't resist him, because ...... He has more strength than I do.
After Min Zhiyi put on a pair of sunglasses for me, he pulled me straight to the airport.
Perhaps, sunglasses can block my red and swollen eyes, but what can I use to block my haggard face?
"What's the matter, you're going to sit in the car until dawn tomorrow?"
Open the car door for me, Min Zhiyi teased.
"What are you bringing me here for?"
Standing in front of the department store, I asked.
"Since you don't plan to snatch back your groom, then, please show up at the wedding tomorrow!"
After speaking, Min Zhiyi pulled me into the mall without knowing it......
The whole process was so fast, so fast that before I could reflect it, Min Zhiyi dragged me out of the mall.
"I've tried on the clothes, and then let's go to the beauty salon! You look so honored, I think anyone who sees you tomorrow will think he's going to see you!"
“……”
Once again, I became a puppet, letting 5 beauticians circulate around me, closing my eyes, just waiting for the moment tomorrow that does not belong to me......
Feeling the heaviness of my face, my eyelids gradually pressed down. Sure enough, I'm very tired, very tired.
In my sleep, my brain never stopped for a moment, and the picture reflected was the moment when he said "I do" at the wedding tomorrow......
"Wake up, Miss, we're going home......"
Such a simple and warm voice...... It's Steward Hao!
"Steward Hao, why are you ......?"
When I opened my tired eyes and saw the kind smiling face of Steward Hao, my surprise was beyond words.
"Madame told me to stay in Paris to deal with some of the things left over from the master, and now that I'm done, of course I'm going to come back and see our lovely young lady! Mademoiselle, what's wrong with you?
"Steward Hao!"
Hugging the wrinkled old man in front of me, I finally released the long-suppressed grievances and cried.
Since I was a child, Daddy Mommy has been very busy, every time, I have suffered any grievances, I am always the first to find Steward Hao to confide, in my heart, he is like a grandfather......
"Miss, don't cry, what happened, you tell Steward Hao!"
In the face of such a kind housekeeper, I told the truth of the matter.
"I see...... Miss, do you know what to choose?"
Looking at Steward Hao with tears in my eyes, I shook my head.
"I don't know yet...... It doesn't matter, miss, there's still a chance, don't you? Believe in yourself, miss, as long as it's you, you'll be able to choose the decision that really suits you! Have a good rest today, and remember, as long as they haven't made a pious promise in front of the priest, you will always have time. ”
Like a child, I nodded in disbelief, and my heart, suddenly, as if I had broken free from the heavy shackles, felt free—as long as they had not made a sincere promise before the priest, you would always have time......
That's right, Ling Panxing, there's still time, isn't it?