For the first time, I was confronted with the word "obscenity" head-on, and it was actually my teacher.

It gave me a great sense of guilt and shame. But once some thoughts get in my head, I can't stop. Especially when you're at home.

At this time, I would bend down or split the fork, and I would be so tired that I couldn't hold on anymore, so tired that I just wanted to go to bed and lie down as a dead dog, and I wouldn't think about anything superfluous.

One day I was at home and bent down, my head was facing the ground, and my face was already red. Remembering that he had also bowed down in front of Wang Zhaoyang's eyes, when I was in front of him in such a posture, would he think of something else. The more I thought about it, the more I thought about it, the more I despised myself.

Teacher-student love is a very ambiguous and embarrassing word in my impression, and I really don't want to associate it with it. But he was very good to me, and I thought to myself that he was only so good to me as a student, so in addition to the kindness of this kind of teacher to students, there was no trace of goodness for other reasons.

I wish it was.

But Wang Zhaoyang is not only good to me, the closer to the college entrance examination, the more tense the atmosphere in the school becomes. The third year of high school has begun to add self-study, and after the evening self-study is over, there will be another self-study class.

When adding self-study, the homeroom teacher will watch here, and everyone will do the questions below. Wang Zhaoyang will also help other students answer questions, I saw him standing next to a girl, bowed his head and asked, "Is it so difficult?"

After that, I sat down and watched it for my classmates.

Just like when I was for me, since then, when I look at that girl, I will feel a little more like facing a rival in love. But I know that Wang Zhaoyang has a girlfriend, but I am not jealous of his girlfriend, maybe because she is not in front of me.

Anyway, I can't see Wang Zhaoyang being good to others.

But I stayed in the classroom for self-study at noon every day, and then some classmates found out and studied me, because I was going to take the college entrance examination, I used to be alone in the classroom at noon, and I could still look at Wang Zhaoyang to see me, now there are more than a dozen people, Wang Zhaoyang is here to accompany me, and it will not be good.

I can only hope that the two times a week when I send my history homework will still receive milk, and the dialogue will still be just, "Teacher." ”

"Put it down. ”

I'm not satisfied, not at all. This kind of dissatisfaction made me feel a little bored with Wang Zhaoyang, and tried to hate him and not pay attention to him.

Another weekend, Xie Tingting had already come over to inform me in advance, saying that after school, they would go to the Internet café near the school, and then go to eat together, Xie Tingting said that if I wanted, I would go to the Internet café to find her.

At that time, I didn't know much about the Internet, and I usually avoided Internet cafes.

At that time, Internet cafes cost two yuan an hour, which was very expensive. But today I plan to go to the Internet café, because I am about to graduate, some classmates coaxed Wang Zhaoyang to leave a contact information, Wang Zhaoyang wrote his QQ number on the blackboard, and I quickly recorded it on the paper at that time.

After school, I took a bicycle from the bicycle shed, or the one Xie Tingting and they gave me to ride, the advantage of not having a father and mother is that you suddenly changed a bicycle, and suddenly there was an extra piece of clothing that did not belong to you, and no one cared about you at all.

Locking the bicycle at the door of the Internet café, I walked in and saw Xie Tingting in the lobby. At that time, the decoration of the Internet café was not very good, there were black holes inside, the smell of smoke was very strong, and the boys were playing games.

Xie Tingting greeted me, and then took me to the cashier to get a card, and just log in with the number written on it.

I even registered a QQ number temporarily, two dollars an hour of Internet, I really couldn't afford it at that time. Except for special circumstances, Wu Yuqing only gives me 100 yuan a month for living expenses, I have to charge the canteen meal card, repair the car, and so on.

Xie Tingting can do anything, standing next to teach me, after the QQ number was registered, I went to a name called "Stray Bird", which was quite cheesy, and I thought it was very good at the time.

The ruffians were also here, adding up my numbers, and then I took out the small note in my pocket, clicked on it, and typed the numbers one by one.

His name is "Mu Mu Zhaozhao", an onion-headed avatar, which appeared on my friend list smoothly, but the avatar is black, Xie Tingting said that it is not online.

How could Wang Zhaoyang be online at this time, and I don't know when he will go online.

After that, I didn't have much to do, and after that, I talked to the ruffian, and my typing speed at that time, the turtle, don't talk about it.

Xie Tingting was still teaching me how to use this thing, and then I heard someone shouting at the door, "Who parked this bicycle here!"

A boy shouted very loudly. Because I also parked my bike, of course I had to pay attention and found out that they were talking about my bike.

Xie Tingting and I went out to see, thinking that the car was parked in the wrong place, and wanted to change the place after unlocking it, the boy grabbed the handlebar and asked me, "Where did you get this bicycle?"

I turned my eyes to look at Xie Tingting, Xie Tingting probably reacted to something, "Where did you buy it at home?" ”

"Fart, this car is mine!" the boy yelled, saliva almost spraying in his face.

Xie Tingting's face was embarrassed, and she immediately knew what was going on. Turning around and calling for someone, I was holding the car, and the boy glared at me and wanted to push the car away.

Of course I didn't push him, but the ruffian inside came out, and the male voice's friend also followed, arguing about the bike.

These people are probably famous for stealing bicycles, and as soon as they come out, they will know what is going on. I also understood, and secretly calculated in my heart, it was okay to steal the bicycle, but how could I sell my bicycle.

I have more bicycles, Wu Yuqing won't care, and if I have one less, she will skin me.

Not surprisingly, they fought, but not very fiercely, and someone approached the director of the school. The car theft has been too serious recently, and it is necessary to arrest these people.

The director had no evidence and couldn't arrest these ruffians, but he took away all the students who belonged to this school who were there.

Including me and Xie Tingting, but also the two boys from our school among the riffraff.

The director lectured, and the boys threw it away first, and disciplined me Xie Tingting, "Female classmates, what are you messing with these second-rate people? Don't you want to do it? Call home, and call your parents over now!"

Xie Tingting hurriedly admitted her mistake, "Director, I was wrong, I don't dare anymore." ”

"Don't you dare to do anything? Xie Tingting, don't think that I don't know you, what kind of good thing is without you! Call your parents, write a review, and go home to reflect!"

Xie Tingting may not be surprised, and she is still biting her lip and trying to find a way, but what should I do. The director glared at me, "And you! call home, now!"

The director pulled the phone in the office to the corner of the desk, but Xie Tingting had no choice but to call. After the fight, I stood still.

The director asked me what I wanted to do, and I replied, "I don't have a phone at home." ”

The director didn't believe me, and asked me which class I belonged to, and then began to flip through the family registration book of each class, and as soon as his fingers were spittle, Wang Zhaoyang strode in from the door and said to the director gently, "This student is in my class." ”

Director, "It just so happens that this girl stole the school bicycle with the gangsters outside the school, and it is bad, and the family must be notified." ”

Wang Zhaoyang deliberately helped me cover up, saying: "She is in her third year of high school, and the countdown is only a few days, so she can't go back to reflect." ”

The director looked at me, "How's the grade?"

"It's okay, I've crossed the undergraduate line. Wang Zhaoyang's face was not red, and his heart was not beating and he sprinkled cucumbers. One touch and two touches, I only had one good luck, and I caught up with the questions, and I just touched the undergraduate line dangerously.

When the director heard this, he couldn't delay the promotion rate and let me go. Wang Zhaoyang took me away, and the remaining parents came to pick me up. When he arrived at Wang Zhaoyang's office, Wang Zhaoyang's face changed as soon as he rubbed it.

He was angry, his face was so red, he glared at me and asked, "Yan Xiaochang, are you saved!"

I opened my eyes wide and explained frankly, "I didn't steal the bike. ”

If you don't steal, you don't steal, and I'm not scared when he glares at me and scares me.

Wang Zhaoyang was so angry that he was irrational, and yelled at me, "You still have a strong mouth!

I'm annoyed, you can trust me about stealing money last time, but you can't believe it this time, or you haven't trusted me at all. I'm so angry, according to my temper, I'll just leave if I'm angry.

"If you don't steal, you don't steal. "With a black face and a black face, I already have plans to leave. What am I afraid of, at best, I can't take the college entrance examination, so I don't have to worry about it.

Anyway, there were a series of troubles before the college entrance examination, and I had to ask Wu Yuqing for one thing after another.

Can Wang Zhaoyang let me go so easily, angry, but calmed down a little, "I won't ask about the bicycle, when is it now," pointing to the countdown to the college entrance examination in the office, he said: "The college entrance examination will be in a few days, you are still on the Internet, you are still messing with those ruffians, are you hopeless!"

I brushed my face aside, not wanting to quarrel with him, and sneered, "Yes, I'm not saved, can you save me!" looked at him, red eyes and began to complain, "Do you care about me just for the promotion rate, what's the use, I can't go to college at all, I have no one to care about since I was fifteen years old, and after my parents died, they didn't even ask me about it." I was hungry since I was in elementary school, and I was cooking for myself when I was in third grade. Grinning, I began to cry, "Who saved me, who took care of me, who cares if I'm okay or not!"

I didn't say anything, I slid down with tears in my mouth, I played this family card, Wang Zhaoyang didn't scold me, so he pulled a tissue from the table and handed it to me.

I don't want to take it, so I cry myself, crying and enduring it at the same time, I don't want to cry in front of him.

Wang Zhaoyang could only wipe it for me by himself, wipe it from east to west, and frowned slightly, "Oh, don't cry." ”

The man who wiped my tears, the only person I remember who helped me wipe my tears, suddenly wanted to pounce on him and hug him.