I did want to hug him, but I also knew that he was my teacher and I couldn't hug him. If he had been one of my classmates, or just one of those little ruffians, I would have hugged them all by now.

I don't know how he'll react if I hug him, but I know I can't do it while I still have a shred of sanity.

But this feeling of not being able to do it makes me miserable. So I took a step back, gave him a very unpleasant look, turned around and ran.

It's the weekend holiday, and Wang Zhaoyang shouldn't have taken care of me in the first place.

Running on the way to school, there are still sparse things staying in school, I cry while running, and my heart is so unhappy and unhappy.

This kind of unhappiness does not come from Wang Zhaoyang's misunderstanding, but because I feel that God is not good to me and let me bear these unnecessary things.

The bag dangled on my shoulder, and there were books in it, and it was so annoying that I wanted to throw it away and get rid of it completely. Tired of running, I started walking on the road, and now the bike is gone, as if there is nothing left.

On the way, I passed a photo studio, and the squad leader came out of it and just took the art photo he took here last time. When graduation is approaching, girls usually go to the club to take art photos and send them to their classmates as souvenirs.

But I didn't, four photos for ten yuan, plus five cents a piece, I can't afford to take it.

The squad leader stopped me with a smile, took out four photos from the paper bag, and said that I should choose two to take away. So I chose too, to be honest, our squad leader didn't look very good, the photo shooting technique was not good, and the makeup was weird, but most of the photos we took at that time looked like this.

After choosing a face and a full body, the squad leader took out a pen and wrote his name on the back, and then left with his companions.

Looking at these two photos, I envy her, every girl will fantasize about being photographed as beautiful before taking pictures, I think I will definitely look better than her when I take a photo.

Walking home in a daze, my aunt would smile softly at me past the commissary. I also really envy Chen Feiyang, who won the award and gave him wine at home, proud of him.

What I envy even more about Chen Feiyang is that he is only fifteen or sixteen years old and can earn his own money, if only I could be like him. Of course, at that time, I wouldn't have imagined how much Chen Feiyang had to endure and how many injuries he had to endure during training for the championship one by one.

Just looking at the goodness of others, who cares about the sadness behind it.

When I got home, Wu Yuqing hadn't gone to work yet, so I put down my schoolbag and went to the kitchen to cook by myself. When I went to eat on the broken coffee table, Wu Yuqing asked me while changing my clothes, "Where did you get the bicycle you rode back last time?"

Which pot is not opened, which pot is mentioned!

"Classmate's. I said.

Wu Yuqing didn't react much, "What about your own?"

Sooner or later she'll have to know, and all I can say is, "Lost." ”

"What!"

Not surprisingly, Wu Yuqing was furious, "Where did you lose it, won't you lock it!"

"It's locked, it's lost in the school. "I'm talking nonsense.

Wu Yuqing was even more angry, "Don't you pay compensation for the school that you lost, if you lose it, you bought it for one hundred and forty yuan!"

This bicycle has been around for many years, and I had it when my parents were still there, of course, Wu Yuqing bought it with money, but she remembers it clearly.

I didn't speak, I didn't want to quarrel with her, I was just thinking, if she dared to beat me today, I would put the bowl of noodles in my hand on her head.

But Wu Yuqing didn't have time to beat me, she was going to work. He glared at me resentfully, and threw down a sentence, "If you lose it, you will walk by yourself, and no one will buy it for you." ”

Hey, I know.

In fact, I don't know how much money Wu Yuqing can earn at work, I haven't asked, and it is impossible for her to tell me if she asks. She herself is not very poor, mainly a little sloppy. All I know is how hard it is every time I ask her for money.

Now in front of me, there is a matter of asking for money.

Before the college entrance examination, there are some fees to be paid, such as physical examination fees, information fees, and various fees. Wu Yuqing has no plans to provide for me to go to college, so in her eyes, this money is simply money that is not necessary to spend, she will not give it, and I don't need to waste this tongue with her.

If you don't get it, you're going to have to fight again.

I admit that I have given up the college entrance examination, and even every time I go to school to register, I don't really understand the meaning, maybe it's just because I don't go to school, and I don't know where to go for the time being.

Even so, I still want to pay this money, because every time the school asks for money, it will chirp crookedly. Repeatedly emphasize who and who did not pay.

It's shameless.

Because of this incident, coupled with the loss of the bicycle, and being said by Wang Zhaoyang that there was no help, for various reasons, I had very negative thoughts.

Kind of didn't want to go.

When I didn't want to do anything, I started flipping through Baby Anne's books again. Looking at those wandering women, those youth with a little dark and gloomy color, I always inadvertently have some yearning.

The next day, Xie Tingting came downstairs to my house and called me. Xie Tingting knows where my family lives, she seems to know everything, and she spends her time remembering these things.

Wu Yuqing was not at home, I went downstairs, and she said that I would accompany her to the Internet café. Lao Tzu didn't have the money to go to an Internet café, so she said she had a treat. Why not take advantage of the bargain.

I went to the Internet café because I had a matter on my mind, I added Wang Zhaoyang last time, but according to Xie Tingting, I only added it unilaterally, and I shouldn't be his friend now.

I want to be his buddy.

I found a very remote Internet café, Xie Tingting skillfully turned on the machine, and I also did it decently, and I found my QQ number from Xie Tingting.

Then I received some small speaker verification messages, and the last one was Wang Zhaoyang's friend notice, I looked at this small box, and I was even reluctant to close it.

In my eyes, this is the evidence that I communicated with him for the first time on the Internet, but I hated that I didn't know how to take screenshots back then, or I would have saved it.

At that time, it was nonsense chatter, and it was regarded as practicing typing. Later, I saw Xie Tingting playing with Bubble Hall, so I also got a number and played with her.

I'm okay with this, it's much more comfortable than typing.

That day, I spent an afternoon in an Internet café, and five hours was ten yuan, all of which Xie Tingting took. Sometimes she is suddenly rich, sometimes she is poor. The money is given by the family, or taken by yourself, but as soon as you get the money, you spend it wildly, and after you become poor, you will have to eat without a meal.

Wang Zhaoyang's avatar has always been black, and I followed their example and sent one: "Are you there?"

It's getting dark, and it's time for our internet card, and the screen is automatically locked. Xie Tingting and I felt hungry at this time. Xie Tingting didn't want to leave here, she said: "I don't want to go to school anymore. ”

"Why?" I asked simply.

She said, "You see that's how I go to school, it's boring." My dad also said that I wouldn't go to school if I went home to reflect. ”

I couldn't say anything, Xie Tingting's eyes flashed, "Let's run away from home, right?"

"Where?"

Xie Tingting said, "Where can I go, let's find a job, buy clothes or something, and rent a house to live in." It's not much better than going to school. ”

Rent a house, work on your own, live on your own......

Xie Tingting also knew that it was just a fantasy, and it would be rich to run away from home, so she sighed, and the two of us ate something at the roadside stall, and then went back to our respective homes.

I'm very excited, and I feel like I've never been so hesitant since I was a child.

I decided to take a gamble, and when Wu Yuqing came back, I told her that the school had to pay money, and it was more than 800 yuan. Wu Yuqing didn't bird me, just two words, "No." ”

The attitude is very resolute.

After that, he scolded in the house, the school was all cheating, and he asked for money at both ends in three days, and he fed the dogs, so Lao Tzu didn't fall for it.

And so forth and so on.

I don't know where Wu Yuqing's idea came from, it's just a bit of a trick, I always feel that if I don't pay that little money, it's not that I can't learn.

Before the start of school, Wu Yuqing threw me 50 yuan, which was the living expenses for the next two weeks. This has become the pattern, including money for shampoo laundry detergent sanitary napkins, all included.

I still have to go back to school, even though I haven't gotten the money yet.

I started to collect money for evening self-study, of course, I couldn't collect it all at once, and there were always so many people who forgot to ask for it and forgot to take it.

Wang Zhaoyang made a note with a notebook on the podium, and then closed the notebook, "Before tomorrow night, all the students who have not paid the money will hand it in." ”

He gave me a special look and left.

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, hehe......

When I returned to the dormitory that day, Xie Tingting came directly to our dormitory to find me. Shouldn't she go home to reflect, she won't be in class this week, of course, even if she goes home to reflect, as a student at this school, she still comes in the dormitory.

Xie Tingting pulled me out, took out three hundred yuan from her pocket, and looked at me excitedly, "Let's run away from home, I have already told my brother that he will help us find a house and a job." ”

Xie Tingting was so sure that I would go with her, and pulled my arm as she spoke. I told her to wait, and then went back to the dorm to get something.

The bag contained two pieces of clothing, as well as the documents that I always carried with me, my family's household registration book, and real estate certificates. I always knew that I had to guard against Wu Yuqing, the house was mine and mine, and I couldn't give her the opportunity to take my house.

At that time, the dormitory people were washing, and they didn't notice when I did this.

I ran away with Xie Tingting, to put it bluntly, the purest motive was that I couldn't afford to pay the hundred yuan.

I still walked over the wall from the carport and threw all the bags out, I climbed in front and Xie Tingting in the back. Then someone approached with a flashlight.

Usually I turn very carefully, Xie Tingting urges behind, "Hurry up, hurry up." ”

As soon as I gritted my teeth, I jumped straight down. The iron fence was all sharp-edged, and I was scratched by that thing, and as soon as I jumped down, I saw blood on my hand.

One on the wrist of the left hand and one on the arm of the right hand. The wrist side is scraped open, the blood flow is not turbulent, the right hand seems to be pierced by the blood vessels, I thought it was an artery, I pressed it at the proximal end, and the blood column rubbed over my wrist and walked far away.

To tell the truth, neither of the two wounds hurts, but the chest hurts.