106 There is still a long way to go
(There were significant revisions in the second half of the previous chapter, and this chapter continues to be revised.) I've seen everyone's feedback, and I've done some introspection for you, Ashin has also done some introspection, it's true that my foreshadowing in front is not enough, fortunately, it's still too late to revise, and I'm sorry for delaying everyone's time. )
I've been preparing for the worst, that his mom won't accept my career, but instead of accepting it, his mom has shown extraordinary enthusiasm.
I said that there should be no TV now, so she asked me if I could watch it on the Internet, and then she turned on the computer, and I looked for a video of the TV series I starred in on the Internet. At the beginning, without me, she kept fast-forwarding and then finding the little Kraken I was playing.
I was very excited, and I felt like my best friend.
His mother paused, said that she would watch it later, and then turned to me and said, "It's really good, our Xiaohua can still find an actor." ”
I said, "Auntie, don't you think the actor is a bit ......."
"That?"
I said, "It's not serious...... Li Hua didn't want me to be an actor. ”
His mother glared and said, "Why don't you want to, the actor is very good, on TV." ”
I hesitated and said, "He may feel that he has to film everywhere, so he is not at ease." ”
Her mother said open-mindedly, "Hey, what's this, young people don't fly around and around, and when they have a child in the future, they can't turn around." ”
After a few more conversations, his mother felt that it was a little late, so she asked me to go back to Li Hua's room.
Originally, since I met Li Hua today, my mood was very heavy, but after meeting her mother, my mood suddenly brightened, as if all the problems were not a problem.
So sometimes, elders can really play a very important role in guiding young people, and it doesn't make sense to say what the said, but it must be very weighty.
I was happy, and I didn't show Li Hua's face, put a bunch of clothes on the bed, and went to the computer desk to wrap Li Hua's neck. Li Hua played games, and he didn't have time to take care of me, so he hugged me motionlessly, and the operation in his hand was still calm.
I was a little upset, but I endured it, and I said, "Your mother is so nice." ”
"Hmm. He replied with no seriousness.
I said, "Oh, don't play, you can talk to me." ”
He said, "It's going to be over right away." ”
Alas, I'm a little unhappy.,He's been playing games since dinner today and ignoring me.,Is the game really closer than his wife.。 I pushed the keyboard in and almost grabbed Li Hua's hand.
The screen on his side went black immediately, and he died.
He turned to me a little unhappily and asked, "What are you doing?" ”
I was angry, "You're not talking to me!"
He frowned and looked at me, "What did you say to my mother?"
That's pretty much it. I said, "I told your mom that I was an actress, and she was very happy, and she was watching my TV series in the house." ”
"Gone?"
"It's gone. ”
Then he turned his head, pulled the keyboard out faintly, restarted the game, and continued to play his own.
I got angry, stuffed my clothes into his closet in a mess, slept under the quilt, and deliberately rolled up the quilt with my body, don't sleep if you don't want to!
Li Hua had to play until late at night, and I woke up after a nap anyway, and found him patiently sorting out the clothes that his mother had bought for me, hanging them up, folding them, and making a small space for me in his closet.
Glancing at him, I ignored him. He's right, we're all kids, playful kids.
Then Li Hua rolled up to sleep, first gently stole the quilt I tucked under my body like a thief, and I pretended to be asleep and didn't rob him. But when he lay in, his body was cold, and the city had stopped heating at this time, but it was still a little cold at night.
He reached out to hug me, and I pushed his hand away, "Cool." ”
He reluctantly removed his palm from me, and we pretended to sleep for a while, and Li Hua was dishonest again, and leaned on my face to play and kiss.
The ghost wants to kiss him, but the old lady can't accompany him to kiss like this. I turned my back, and Li Hua hugged me with a dead face, and I could feel his already vigorous desire, so I poked him with my elbow to prevent him from touching me any longer.
We haven't seen each other for almost half a month, so it's normal for Li Hua to lie down with me, and to be a little crooked. But I just don't want to, I don't want to at all, I hate men for getting into trouble. Suffocate him!
Since my mother talked about it, I didn't dwell on the child's questions. In fact, the most convincing reason for me is that Li Hua and I are really not ready, not ready to be father and mother, although a little selfish, but we should still be cautious.
I went to surgery, Li Hua accompanied me, the kind with the best conditions, and I really didn't suffer much. Anyway, my body has been weak for the past two days, and I can't feel it anymore.
I didn't need to take the needle, so I prescribed some anti-inflammatory and blood-replenishing medicine, and Li Hua took me home.
I don't know what men think of women who have had a baby for themselves, but women definitely have a special opinion about a man who has had a baby for him. It seems that he has paid seriously for this man.
But my mood is not at all easier than before the fetus, I feel that I have done something bad, I am angry with myself, and I am angry with Li Hua. And I am now a woman who has beaten children, I am very sad and worried, if Li Hua doesn't want me in the future, how can I explain to my future husband.
It's still like that for the rest of my life.
So when I look at him, I always have a feeling of gaining and losing, Li Hua feels very sorry for me, and I also have a feeling of gaining and losing. But our performance is different, as soon as I suffer from gains and losses, I don't want to see him, and when he suffers from gains and losses, he can't help but come and hug me.
He said, "Youyou, I will definitely marry you in the future." ”
I asked him when.
He said: "I have to buy a house first, and when I earn enough money to buy a house, we will get married." ”
Everyone has their own insistence, for example, I insist on acting, a house in the city is less than hundreds of thousands, Li Hua can't wronged me and let me live in a small house with him, and his current career has just started, and it seems that there is still a long way to go from the house.
His words made my nose sour, but I didn't cry. I just feel that it is such a sweet sentence, why am I so confused, the road ahead is too long, I am afraid, afraid that we will be separated like many people.
Li Hua's mother stewed old hen soup for me every day, and the craftsmanship was good, and the stew was oily but not greasy. My reaction is obvious, since the child is gone, I have never felt like vomiting, I take medicine on time every day, and I am doing well, and there is basically no blood below.
After a week like this, I didn't communicate much with his mother, and when we met, his mother came in to deliver the food and then took the rest of our food away. They tried to let me lie under the covers as much as possible, so as not to see the wind.
A good mother indeed.
And these days, Li Hua has been tormented by a woman in her arms, but she can't move. In order to avoid this embarrassment, I often play games until late before I come up to sleep.
"Jia Zheng took Lan Tian over. Li Hua said to me.
I didn't take it lightly, "Well, I know. ”
Lan Tian has also been receiving psychological therapy for a while, and it was time to come out to meet the sun, and when she decided to really come out of the house, she called me and was in good shape.
It's just that I'm sick and crooked, and I haven't had a chance to see her.
A week after the abortion, Li Hua's mother went back to work, and this time their family did their best, and his mother took leave to take care of me at home.
When there was no wind, Li Hua took me out for a walk and met Xue Jiazheng and Lan Tian.
Lan Tian temporarily lived in the residence arranged by the Xue family, and found a job a few days ago, but now he said that he didn't want to do it. I asked why, and Lan Tian said it wasn't quite suitable. Xue Jiazheng added, "There are too many men in that company." ”
Lan Tian's biggest disaster was on her face. She's too eye-catching. After such a long time, in fact, no one will pay attention to it anymore, whether this Lan Tian is the same Lan Tian who was drafted at the beginning, and most of the old men don't watch the draft.
And Lan Tian used other names in his new company.
But now it's like that everywhere, as long as there is a beautiful girl, someone will definitely harass her within two days, what to ask for dinner, ask for a relationship, have a target or not, and post it all together.
How could Lan Tian withstand such trouble now.
I thought about it and asked Li Hua: "Didn't you say that you could arrange a job in your mother's company?"
Then I looked at Lan Tian, Lan Tian looked at Li Hua, and then at me. probably felt that it was a bit embarrassing to let Li Hua arrange a job for himself.
I don't think it's true.
Even though Lan Tian liked Li Hua, they were even better. But now that my relationship with Li Hua is quite stable, I don't think this can be easily shaken, I will probably worry about other women, but Lan Tian, I know her.
She is a cowardly little girl, who finally did something immoral for the sake of her feelings, but soon ended in failure. Lan Tian is definitely not the kind of person who doesn't know how to stick to her face, she won't pester Li Hua anymore, she must be.
And Li Hua, I really don't believe that he has the face to entangle with Lan Tian for anything.
The two of them, one is my best friend and the other is my lover, I trust them very much, and I don't doubt that they may betray me.
If there is no trust at all, this best friend, this dear, will be in vain.
Li Hua called his mother, saying that there was a lack of a position as a data clerk next to his mother, but in fact, he was an office watcher, Li Hua loved to run around, and he didn't stay in the office all day.
I think it's very good, Li Hua's mother's company is simply a daughter country, and it makes me feel much more at ease to put Lan Tian to work under the hands of acquaintances than to put it outside.
This matter was decided by us, and Lan Tian was in a state of passive choice. Passive is passive, who made her a weak person in everyone's eyes now.