I have a pretty good fucking impression of Li Hua, mainly because Li Hua himself created such a good impression. With her mother's trendy life mentality, I am not worried that there will be too much mother-in-law and daughter-in-law problems in the future, and the main problem now is probably still on me and Li Hua ourselves.

Ever since I found out I was pregnant, I couldn't give him a good look. Many people have this problem, habitually shirking responsibility, although I know that I have problems with children, but I just can't help but rely on Li Hua.

The main reason is that the abortion hurt my own body, and it didn't hurt him.

We always avoid talking about children, I don't want to talk about it, I think I've made a decision anyway, so don't hesitate to change it, it's too bad to change.

Not to mention that the child may have problems, after all, I have not graduated yet, and I always treat myself as a child, I think even if I give birth, I may not be able to be a competent and good mother. And I'm not willing to give up on the ideal in front of me.

Children should have or will have.

I asked Li Hua, "What does your mother think of me as an actor?"

He mentioned it once before, suggesting that his mother might not want to find an actor's daughter-in-law. And Li Hua's answer was, "I haven't told her yet." ”

I sneered in my heart. I feel like I am who I am, no matter what I look like, what kind of work I do, I still am, and he hides my work, which is a bit of a denial of me.

But I didn't say anything.

When his mother came back from grocery shopping, he was cooking in the kitchen, and I asked Li Hua if I wanted to help, just to make a good impression on his mother. Li Hua said no.

I did not want to go, because I probably wouldn't be able to help much, and I didn't feel comfortable with how much the I was doing.

After the meal was ready, his mother didn't ask us to go out to eat, but directly asked Li Hua to bring it to the room, and then his mother went back to his room to watch TV after eating.

Li Hua's cooking is quite delicious, I ate a little more than usual, I didn't feel like vomiting when I ate, and not long after eating, I ran to the toilet and vomited it all. This meal is equal to eating for nothing.

I lay on the bed where Li Hua slept from childhood to adulthood, thinking about those photos in open crotch pants, and once again felt that we were so close. And it's amazing, when we were all wearing open crotch pants, we definitely didn't think that there would be each other in the world, and then time and fate intertwined, and we screwed together.

Fate, fate.

When Li Hua's mother came in to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, I reluctantly smiled at his mother, and his mother smiled at me, and went out with my things. At that time, Li Hua was sitting in front of the computer playing a game, and he should not have played a game for a long time.

In fact, in his mother's eyes, we are all just children.

I'm waiting for Li Hua to go to bed and sleep with me, but he's been playing, and I'm thinking in my heart, is it so fun to break the game! But in fact, even if Li Hua doesn't play games, the two of us have nothing to say, we have been together for so long, and everything we can say when we stick together is gone.

According to the doctor's instructions, I had to take some medicine for the next two days to prepare for the surgery. I don't know what it does.

I sat up and asked Li Hua to bring me the medicine, which was next to the computer desk, and he gave it to me as soon as he could. Then I continued the game, and I didn't look at me much.

I didn't want to pay attention to him anymore, so I pulled out the pills and tested the temperature of the water.

When he was about to eat, Li Hua suddenly said, "Youyou, my mother wants you to leave the child behind." ”

Li Hua didn't know that every time I left him, I was waiting for his words to stay. This time too, if he told me resolutely that I would give birth to a child, with my character who likes to choose passively, I would definitely do what he wanted.

As I took the pill in my hand, he pushed the keyboard into the table and turned his head to look at me.

I said, "What about you?"

He lowered his eyes, then looked at me very seriously, "I don't want to pressure you. ”

In fact, he can understand several meanings in this sentence, but I am in a bad mood, and my mood is pessimistic, so I naturally understand it in the direction of pessimism.

I understand that Li Hua doesn't want it, but he doesn't want to say it directly, and it seems that he is not responsible.

I didn't speak, silently swallowed the pill.

Then I went back to sleep. Li Hua didn't pull out the keyboard to continue the game, just leaned on the chair and looked at the pictures on the computer that had nothing to do with him, fighting and killing. The screen is already black and white, and he is dead in the game.

Later, he also came to bed, gently lifted the quilt and came in, and gently hugged me, and I pretended to be asleep.

Li Hua and I haven't seen each other for almost half a month, and if he hugs him like this, he still has some evil thoughts. I was in his arms, and I could feel his patience, and my heart was even more irritable, and I hated it, I hated it, I hated the man's trouble-making thing.

I turned my back, and Li Hua didn't catch up and hug me, but just pillowed one arm under my neck and lay down on the bed in a tired big character.

I went to surgery, Li Hua accompanied me, the kind with the best conditions, and I really didn't suffer much. Anyway, my body has been weak for the past two days, and I can't feel it anymore.

I didn't need to take the needle, so I prescribed some anti-inflammatory and blood-replenishing medicine, and Li Hua took me home.

I don't know what men think of women who have had a baby for themselves, but women definitely have a special opinion about a man who has had a baby for him. It seems that he has paid seriously for this man.

The calamity in my stomach is gone, and even if it is over, I think I should be relieved. Li Hua felt very sorry for me, and always wanted to hug me when she had nothing to do, looking like she was suffering from gains and losses.

He said, "Youyou, I will definitely marry you in the future." ”

It made my nose sour, but I didn't cry. I just feel like I'm so confused, why is there such a hopeless feeling.

What the hell is wrong with us.

Li Hua's mother stewed old hen soup for me every day, and the craftsmanship was good, and the stew was oily but not greasy. My reaction is obvious, since the child is gone, I have never felt like vomiting, I take medicine on time every day, and I am doing well, and there is basically no blood below.

After a week like this, I basically didn't communicate with his mother, and when we met, his mother came in to deliver the food, and then took the rest of our food away.

A good mother indeed.

I said to Li Hua: "Didn't you say that you would help Tian Tian arrange a job in your mother's company? I mentioned it to Tian Tian, and she had no opinion. ”

Li Hua said, "Well, okay, I'll go and talk to my mother." ”

Then Li Hua went to talk to his mother. I sat in my room by myself, falling into a new contemplation. Lan Tian is going to work, what about me, staying in this room like this, letting Li Hua and his mother take care of it? Obviously not, I always have a day when I don't need to take care of it, and their mother and son also have their own affairs.

Like Tian Tian, it is enough to find an ordinary job to support yourself?

Li Hua's family is too rich, although it is still only generally rich, after two years, his grandfather's legs kicked, and Li Hua's worth will rise dozens of times.

Saying that men become bad when they are rich is actually not a problem between money and men, but a problem with the environment. There are too many temptations they can receive, such as Li Baitian, who is so tempted that they have no intention of finding a woman to marry and have children.

Li Hua is also a man, he can provoke a Wenjuan in the village, and he will provoke more rotten peach blossoms outside.

I, Cong You, an ordinary girl, except for a little bit of beauty, how can I tie his capital. I don't have the courage to lie here and be a wealthy wife who depends on him for survival, why should I just rely on Li Hua to like me? But if he likes me today, he may not like me tomorrow.

Another reason why I am so stubborn and must develop my own career, and it can't be too bad, is that I want to be worthy of him.

Li Hua came back to tell me that Lan Tian's matter had been explained, and the assistant next to her mother was pregnant with a second child and was ready to quit.

I said, "Can Tian Tian do it?"

Li Hua put on a posture that reassured me, "It's okay, just help answer the phone in my mother's office and sort out the information or something, my mother loves to run around, and someone in the office has to watch it." ”

I'm relieved, Li Hua is such a gentle person, Lan Tian should not be wronged if she works with her, and Li Hua will more or less reveal Lan Tian's situation to her mother. He's a kind person, and Lan Tian is also careful, so it's quite appropriate to arrange it.

Then I said, "I just called the agency and asked me to go for an interview next week." ”

Li Hua frowned, and subconsciously walked next to me, "What are you doing in such a hurry, your body hasn't recovered yet." ”

I said with a slight displeasure, "There's nothing wrong with my body. ”

This is to rely on being young and the body can withstand the toss. I think I'm pretty good now, I can eat and sleep and have energy in my body, not as exaggerated as Li Hua thought.

I said, "You and your mother have our own business, and you can't always revolve around me." I'm not in a hurry, and the brokerage company should be in a hurry, why do people keep waiting for me, who am I? ”

Li Hua stopped talking, answered the phone, and went downstairs to receive a courier. I don't know what it is, but the woman has a natural passion for the package and went straight to unpacking.

It's all food, to be precise, it's almost a tonic, a local product and the like. I asked Li Hua, "Where did you come from?"

He replied with two words, "Guizhou." ”

The woman's sensitivity prompted me to immediately look at the list outside the package, although the sender did not write his name, but this beautiful handwriting, I was fortunate to see.

The fire in my stomach rushed up, and with a wave of my hand, I pushed the large box of things to the ground.