There are two kinds of misses in this world, time misses and emotional misses, and of course there may be a third and fourth, which I haven't discovered yet.

Wang Zhaoyang's miss and I are a very skillful combination of these two misses. You hate me for being late, and I hate you for being early. Sooner or later, we miss the impassable period of our youthful life, and then, we miss our feelings.

He couldn't love me with all his heart when I loved him so much, and I already felt disliked him when he could.

After class in school, sitting in the office basking in the spring sun, I hummed a slightly brainless song, "Warm spring wind, butterflies are also in love." ”

The art teacher greeted, "I'm in such a good mood." ”

I smiled. I'm still in a good mood recently, nothing big to bother me, Chen Feiyang, this young man serves me very well, lives a happy life, eats and drinks without worrying, well, that aspect is also very pleasant, a box of condoms for a few days, when Xie Tingting saw me, she looked a lot better, and said that this is for men to moisturize.

I don't like to think about anything else, I feel that I have suffered so many sins before, and when I am temporarily at peace, let me nourish me for a year and a half, and then start to work after I have enough experience.

In two months, Children's Day, this year's school will hold activities, and it is essential to arrange a dance or something.

I learned to dance, really line dance, that's exquisite, that's real art. Most teachers rehearse dances, often just find a few people to rehearse, take them over and make changes and hand them in.

I'm going to fool around like that, too.

So I thought about calling Shao Siwei and asking him to get me a dance video of primary school students at both ends.

"Hey baby. "That's what I call him when I'm in a good mood.

Shao Siwei paused and cleared his throat.

"What's wrong, so reserved. ”

Wang Zhaoyang...... You know it, you ...... before."

My heart jumped to my throat, and I felt that I couldn't speak, "What, what's wrong?"

Shao Siwei, "He called me, and then came to you, saying that your previous mobile phone would not turn on." ”

Shao Siwei knew about my breakup with Wang Zhaoyang, but I didn't say his full name before, and Shao Siwei also knew the reason why I broke up with Wang Zhaoyang, because he lied to me, and I don't do it as a third party. Shao Siwei, as a person in the same position as a third party, understands my feelings, and also thinks that Wang Zhaoyang is a little uninteresting.

Shao Siwei became a third party, it was out of helplessness, but Wang Zhaoyang, as a man with a normal orientation, still engaged in these nonsense, a bit of a blessing.

Anyway, when I drank too much and scolded Wang Zhaoyang with Shao Siwei, he expressed his opinion like this.

I really didn't have my phone turned on before, and I almost forgot about it when I threw it in the corner of the drawer. I thought that if the mobile phone did not pay the bill for more than three months, it should become an empty number.

After all this time, I can already pretend that it doesn't hurt, "He, how did he find you?" ”

"I'm still hard to find, he knows where you went to college, go to the school and ask. Shao Siwei said.

It's strange that I used to talk too much to Wang Zhaoyang, although Wang Zhaoyang and my friends have no intersection, I moved to change my mobile phone, but he can still have a way.

I didn't speak, Shao Siwei said, "How is it, have you calmed down?"

"Calm down what?"

Shao Siwei couldn't say anything, so I asked, "You won't tell him my phone number, will you?"

Shao Siwei, "No, I don't want to ask you, if you want, I'll tell him." ”

My heart trembled, remembering the last time I saw Wang Zhaoyang and Fang Keru together, and then thinking about Chen Feiyang, who was lying on my bedside and sleeping with me in his arms every day.

"Forget it, I don't want to be in touch with him. ”

Shao Siwei sighed, "How about the new one?"

"It's good. ”

"Hey, okay, I'm a little younger, and I've never been married. Well, if you call me again, I won't answer. ”

"Hmm. ”

I forgot about the video, hung up the phone, and my beautiful mood suddenly plummeted. No matter how big and calm the lake is, there will always be waves when dragonflies touch the water, but this kind of waves will not make too much of an emotion.

I decided to let go of Wang Zhaoyang, this is certain, all I rely on is that I am still very young, and it is very easy for me to start over.

After drinking two cups of fat sea and patiently waiting for the end of the last class, Chen Feiyang came to me at school for the sake of the insurance policy.

Chen Feiyang's mother wants to talk to me well, but it's inconvenient at home, because Chen Feiyang is staring, always preventing the two of us from talking, probably because he is afraid that his mother will say something bad and affect the relationship between the two of us.

"It may be that my aunt is small-minded, and she hasn't slept well for two days for the sake of this beneficiary. ”

As soon as I heard it, I understood, "I'll go back and tell Feiyang that he still writes about the two of you, it's not a big deal." ”

His mother said, "That's not what Auntie meant. I mean, after all, the two of you are not in the legally recognized relationship right now, and if so, then it's okay to say anything. Xiao Chang, you see, you are working well now, and you are also a down-to-earth person, I have nothing to worry about you. Your aunt is also young, and she may look for it again in the future. ”

I looked at her a little blankly, and when she finished the rest of the words, my aunt said, "Yang Yang has changed the household registration, and his father didn't agree to the matter of the two of you at first, so I couldn't say anything." You see that Yang Yang is not returning home now, and his father has no choice. Yang Yang was not in good health when he was a child, so we agreed to let him go to sports school, and a few years ago, the family was very proud of him. After he retired, that time was very bad, his face was white when he didn't eat or drink, and he was hospitalized when he drank alcohol. Anyway, in the past two years, his master has taken him, and we don't care much about him. ”

I nodded.

The aunt continued, "This kid has too much temper, and when he encounters things, our family is not in a hurry about the two of you, Yang Yang is still young, I just want to ask you, if it works, settle down first, if you still feel that there is something that can't be determined," paused, she said, "If you want to be yellow, you should be yellow early." ”

I nodded and smiled, "Auntie, you can be straight enough." ”

Not trying to sarcastically mean her, and she had a point. They are parents, and they feel sorry for their son, who is willing to waste time and feelings on women, they are reluctant, they are afraid that I will hurt Chen Feiyang.

Chen Feiyang smiled bitterly and said, "Yang Yang bought a house, and it was still written in the names of the two of you." ”

I was stunned, I didn't know about this, Chen Feiyang forgot to ask me for credit, and I didn't think to care. But as soon as my mother said this, I understood, people need a reassurance pill at home, and if it doesn't work, leave quickly, don't hang them.

I don't want to hang Chen Feiyang, isn't that how young people fall in love, Chen Feiyang is not very old, there is no need to go straight to the topic as soon as he comes up.

I said I understood, and then his mother started talking to my parents, and in the middle of the conversation, Chen Feiyang called me and said that Wu Yuqing was gone.

I left early that day, and went home to find Wu Yuqing, and found that she had taken a lot of things with her. This is the rhythm of running, and for a moment I was really thinking, she just ran away like this, I don't care about her, but Chen Feiyang was so anxious that it was like an ant in a hot pot, which made me feel that my idea was not a thing.

The two of us began to go out to look for it, I called Wu Yuqing's sisters to inquire about her whereabouts, but I didn't find it on the first day, I went to visit Wu Yuqing's sisters' house in the evening, Chen Feiyang was on the way to pick me up, I didn't see it clearly, and I fell into the ditch on my bicycle.

At that time, I thought it was Chen Feiyang who was in a hurry and unlucky, and so on, but later I found out that this product is reckless, and he always likes to drop the chain when doing things.

Then I went to the hospital to find Chen Feiyang, and when I called him in the taxi, he grinned and said, "It's okay, just lie down for a day, and there is no injury." ”

It was very noisy over there, and there were buddies shouting over there, "Come on, hang up." ”

Then I don't know what happened, when I arrived at the hospital, Chen Feiyang's usual buddies were in a silent form and lined up at the door, I opened my eyes and looked, "What are you doing, dead people?"

"Go in and see for yourself. ”

So I went in to take a look, and first saw a piece of clothing on the hospital bed, with a lot of blood on the clothes, and a quilt underneath, and Chen Feiyang under the quilt.

One hand was wrapped in a thick gauze, the other was hung with a hanging needle, and a net was put over the head, and there were two pieces of gauze under the net.

Chen Feiyang's appearance is really ugly, and under the corners of his face and eyes, a piece of skin is obviously scratched. I was a little angry, but more than that, I couldn't bear it, sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at him.

Chen Feiyang looked at me vigilantly and grinned.

Slap it on his gauze-wrapped hand, "Are you dead?" Chen Feiyang glared dryly, and a few doglegs behind the door were glaring at Chen Feiyang, "Say, say." Chen Feiyang was squeezing his eyes with them, and I turned my head to look at it, feeling that it was boring.

I don't really like Chen Feiyang's friends, because I'm naïve to be around the same age as him.

I took the bloody dress in my hand, and I frowned and muttered, "Are you falling into a ditch, fighting with someone?" "There is blood all over the ditch?" I put it in front of my nose and smelled it, "What kind of smell, it's like chicken feathers." ”

Chen Feiyang shook the corners of his mouth and betrayed his friend, "Those dogs' legs are made of chicken blood." I rubbed my clothes and threw them away, Chen Feiyang said, "They asked me to pretend to be dead to scare you, and then proposed to you......"

I looked at him, Chen Feiyang looked innocent and helpless, "But I can't pretend, I think you will definitely find out, and then call me naïve." ”

"Hush. I sneered, turned my head and glared at the gang of dogs at the door with a smile, Chen Feiyang looked at me cautiously, frowned and explained, "That road is really too dark, my motorcycle lights just turned upside down, and then ...... I just didn't see it anyway. ”

I still smiled slightly, I knew that Chen Feiyang couldn't die, his life was hard.

He reached out and wanted to touch my face, wrapping gauze in one hand and dripping in the other, which was inconvenient. Forget it, I'll hold you.

I lay on top of him through the quilt, and I was used to his physique, his arms.

"You're not stupid. ”