When you have a good heart, every experience must have made you feel happy. I like such an honest Chen Feiyang, I like his little timidity towards me, Chen Feiyang is not afraid of me, but afraid that I hate him.

I never gave him enough security, even though we were already together, on his side, it was still a feeling that I could leave him at any moment.

Sometimes when I experience this, I feel sorry for him. But there are only so many degrees to which a person loves someone, if my full score is eighty points, I can use ninety-nine points of strength to love Wang Zhaoyang, but when it comes to Chen Feiyang, it may only be sixty points.

The remaining forty points can't be taken out no matter how deliberately they are cut. But that doesn't mean I don't intend to love him, and I don't want to respect the love he gave me.

I want to cherish the honesty and beauty of this moment, and I have already felt the urge to marry him, if he will always be so good to me.

I was still too young to think that good things could easily be eternal.

Chen Feiyang did lie in the hospital for a day, observed and observed, and if there was nothing wrong with his brain, he could come out and jump. He is very strong, and the injuries he suffered in the ditch are not comparable to the injuries he suffered in the team. This kid is not afraid of pain or tiredness, and I think he has a lot of good qualities.

And some qualities need ideals and motivation to motivate, and when you don't have ideals or ideals have been achieved, those qualities will be dormant. I'll save that for later.

Soon I found Wu Yuqing, she didn't go far, she stayed at an old sister for two days, thinking about the way to start a pedicure shop. I inquired a lot, but I still found her out.

If Wu Yuqing hadn't been sick, in fact, she had to be self-reliant, and I wouldn't stop her. But now I'm really afraid that something will happen to her. And after experiencing the trip home to find relatives, I felt that Wu Yuqing was very pitiful in my heart, and I felt that people who had no home were very pitiful.

After persuading for a long time, we still persuaded Wu Yuqing to go home, if she didn't follow me, would she have a better choice, I don't think so. If there were, I'd rather leave her alone, and what young man wouldn't want to live alone now.

After returning home, Chen Feiyang lay on the bed awkwardly, it was okay elsewhere, the piece on his face was already scarred, but he had to hang on one hand, and he couldn't do anything anyway.

Helped him undress, I lay down and flipped through the textbooks in my hand, suddenly remembered something, and asked Chen Feiyang, "Actually, I don't understand a little, let's be more direct, even I don't really want to live with her, I think you shouldn't want to, why are you more active than me in this matter?"

Chen Feiyang pillowed his head with his intact arm and said: "Actually, I don't care, I just thought, you must be anxious when she leaves, if something happens to her outside, you are even more anxious, and if you are anxious, you will be unhappy, I don't want to see you unhappy." ”

I looked at him helplessly and smiled, Chen Feiyang has a straight brain most of the time, and a straight-headed person has an advantage, because he has few concerns, and it is very easy to see his inner thoughts, and it is not difficult and easy to get along with this kind of person, unlike Wang Zhaoyang, who occasionally has to guess his thoughts, and he may not be able to guess it.

That's what I thought at the time.

Then I flipped through the textbooks, I didn't graduate from the normal major, and I could dance, but I still didn't have enough experience in how to teach children, so I needed to read more books to supplement them.

Chen Feiyang especially likes to see me read, and he will feel very proud, because he himself is illiterate, and he is very satisfied to find a woman who seems to be educated.

But the annoying thing is that when I read a book, he always interrupts me to talk.

"What are you talking about?" he asked.

I don't think I can tell him clearly, "Messy mess, by the way, your mom came to me two days ago." ”

Chen Feiyang was excited, and sat up, his face extremely nervous. He probably thought what the was saying to upset me, "What are you looking for?"

"Ah, what are you excited about," I put on a very indifferent look, "and he said, "I want Huang to be yellow sooner, don't hurt you." ”

Chen Feiyang was stupid, showing a bitter look, about the meaning of "yellow", and got up to call his mother.

I stopped, "You're not stupid. ”

Chen Feiyang looked at me, and I said, "By the way, Feiyang, did you write my name on this house?"

"Aang. His natural eyes. It is estimated that he really forgot about the matter of inviting credit, or that he didn't take it seriously, so he forgot about it. Damn, if this were for me, I would have to take credit, okay?

I really can't do anything about this kid, how can he really get to this point and worry about himself.

I said, "Then if I get yellow with you now, will you have half of the house with me?"

Chen Feiyang's face changed, a little worried, I didn't understand what I meant, I smiled, leaned on his shoulder, Chen Feiyang patted me on the shoulder with his hand.

"Let your mother go and see the days, I'll marry you. ”

Chen Feiyang sat up suddenly, "Really?"

I stared into his eyes, "You ask again?"

He smirked, I figured if he had a good hand now, he would have lifted me up. Chen Feiyang has this problem, he will lift people up as soon as he is happy, or hang an upside-down golden hook or something, if I hadn't danced and was not afraid of this, I would have let this bastard kid die a long time ago.

The date is set for the next month.

I heard that I was very busy before I got married, but I didn't feel it at all, the main reason is that Chen Feiyang is very idle, he doesn't have a serious job now, he can ask for leave at any time in the gym, and his mother is also very idle, so he can't delay my work.

I was enjoying my last single life, but I didn't feel much of it, it didn't feel like it made a difference. I don't plan to have children after I get married, I haven't had enough of it myself, and Chen Feiyang is still young and can't be a father, and the two of us now have enough income to afford it.

The only sad time was when I was sitting in the office, watching the male teacher who was walking through the playground to eat, and suddenly found that his body shape and walking steps were very similar to Wang Zhaoyang.

At that moment, my heartstrings throbbed suddenly, and I stared at it for a long time, reminiscing about the initial feeling. Because of the school environment, I admit that I will miss Wang Zhaoyang, but not betraying Chen Feiyang's thoughts excessively, and most of my thoughts about him stayed in high school, and the things after graduation have been automatically blocked by my brain.

I looked at the back of the male teacher and knew that he had come out of the junior high school, and walked through the playground, with the elementary school to the south and the cafeteria to the north.

The sun is very sunny in April, the spring breeze is warm, and at this time the students go to take a nap, and the school is very quiet. The male teacher was the only one on the playground, carrying a silver lunch box, far away, with his back to me, and I couldn't see him clearly.

When the teacher entered the cafeteria, I withdrew my gaze, and naturally missed Wang Zhaoyang again.

I feel a little embarrassed and ridiculous, a few months ago, I was still wandering in his arms, fantasizing about marrying him and giving him a large number of children. Now, a few months later, I am about to go under siege with someone very different who I had never thought of before.

I remembered a story I had read before, about a woman who died on the beach, and a passer-by looked pitiful and covered her body with a dress, which was the fate of the previous life, and the other person buried the woman. In the next life, the woman met these two men successively, and fell in love with the one who covered herself, but finally married her own person who was buried.

If the encounters in this life are all the fate formed in the previous life and the previous life, then missing it is not enough fate.

Sometimes you can only comfort yourself like this.

One weekend, I got up early for the first time and dressed up very energetically, and Chen Feiyang also put on a casual suit under my supervision. I went to knock on Wu Yuqing's door and walked in.

Wu Yuqing had woken up, but he didn't get up.

"Auntie, I'm going to get the certificate, you get up and clean up in a while, and we'll have dinner with Feiyang's parents. "I'll confess.

Wu Yuqing looked at me with trembling eyes, about a little sad, she sat up and put on a dress, and said, "You guys are still short." ”

I didn't discuss the marriage with Wu Yuqing, I just said hello.

It seems that Wu Yuqing doesn't want to agree, so I laughed, "Auntie, I'll wait for us to come back and pick you up." ”

I got up to leave, and when I walked to the door, my heart moved, and I said to Wu Yuqing, "When I have a child in the future, you will be his grandmother." ”

Smiling, I closed the door and didn't pay attention to Wu Yuqing's eyes.

I'll never call her motherfuck, I'm sure of that. Chen Feiyang once said, "I want to give you a home, you have a home, and your aunt will have a home." ”

That's when I decided to get married, because I wanted stability. And I think that if you want to get married sooner or later, it will make no difference sooner or later.

I was young and thought too little.

Get the certificate and have a meal with Chen Feiyang's house, Chen Shanshan hasn't come back yet, if you want to marry Chen Feiyang, the only thing I worry about is that sister-in-law, but I'm not afraid, let's take a look.

I went back to school on Monday and asked for a week's marriage leave, which was supposed to be two weeks, but the school had to perform on June 1st, and I had to come back and dance for the children.

Chen Feiyang and I came on Monday afternoon, and we waited for a long time in the office of the head of the primary school, and in the afternoon there was a group meeting of the school teachers, which I did not attend.

In fact, this is a matter of saying hello and signing, everyone knows that I want to get married, and no one embarrass me.

I sent joy candy to the director, and I took Chen Feiyang to our office to send joy candy to a few teachers who had just returned from a meeting. After a special look, Xiaoyin's face did not have any special expression, and everyone said congratulations in their mouths.

When I was about to leave, I asked, "There is nothing important going on today, right, will I go straight to the dance when I come back?"

Xiaoyin ate the candy, "It's okay, I'll help you remember all of them." ”

With a smile, Chen Feiyang and I were about to leave, but suddenly there was a gust of wind at the door, and it seemed that someone had suddenly been killed.

A few collectives in the office looked towards the door, well, a man, a man who had run all the way, out of breath, holding on to the door frame with one hand, looking at me in a daze.