081 Are You Blaming Me?



Then there was the little sa sa competition, Chen Feiyang went out to communicate with the master in those two days, and no one was at home. The two of us just talked on the phone at night, and there was nothing contradictory or too special.

Xiao Sasha made it to the finals, but she didn't get the ranking, and she got an Excellence Award, and I am also satisfied with this award, after all, we don't have enough time to prepare, and we can take our time in the future.

After this game, I can take a breath for a while, but there is no end to the game, there is still a game, a game.

After I got home, Chen Feiyang's mother was already waiting for me at home, and she came to deliver chicken soup.

I said, "Mom, don't make up for it in the summer, it's not good to make up too much." ”

Chen Feiyang's mother said, "What kind of truth is that, there can be a difference in making up for it." I didn't want to offend the old man, so I obediently poured the soup down, and my mother watched from the side and asked, "How is it, is there any movement?"

"Oh, didn't I tell you if there was any movement? "I barely laughed, I wouldn't let it move, we can't afford to have children now.

In the past two days, Chen Feiyang went out to communicate, and I inexplicably felt that the world was very quiet at home, and it was so quiet that I felt very comfortable. Chen Feiyang called me in the evening and drank again, they were martial artists who got together to communicate, and it was impossible not to drink.

When Chen Feiyang drank, I didn't like to talk to him, he said, "I miss you." ”

I coaxed him into responding, just wanting him to fall asleep. I don't like talking to alcoholics, most people don't. He said wife, do you want me, I said, "Yes." ”

He said, "Why can't I feel it?"

"Then how do you feel? More than a dozen phone calls a day are chasing you, and they're all married, okay? I said. But he still looked very aggrieved and couldn't feel it.

"Then you say you like me. He was a little angry.

"Well, I like you. ”

"Say you love me. ”

"I love you. ”

"How much do you love me?"

I suddenly couldn't stand it anymore, but I knew that Chen Feiyang, I couldn't mess with him when he drank, he would be angry with me, which made me feel very angry. I said, "Well, your mom came over today, and we've been talking for a long time." I don't like how you can marry you, your mother is my mother, what are you awkward? Okay, go to bed, anyway, no matter what I tell you today, you won't remember tomorrow. ”

Coaxed Chen Feiyang to hang up the phone, and I felt a little bored in my heart.

I also signed up for a competition, which was a pas de deux competition, with no age limit. I had a special dance that I danced with Sasha, and then the two of us went to compete together.

The last time Xiao Sasha participated in the competition, it was held in the city, it was a public competition, and there was nothing to fish, but this pas de deux is different, it is a commercial competition, and the clearance bonus can be accumulated, I think I can kill two levels, and I can pay back the money if I have a bonus.

We have been rehearsing this dance for a long time in advance, and I am confident in everything except that my body is not very good.

It's the rainy season, it's raining, but I still come to the dance studio every day to train hard. Xiao Sasha didn't come today, I turned on the background music by myself, and I've been practicing for a long time, but Xiao Sasha still didn't come.

It was a little cold on a rainy day, but it was very hot for me to dance, so I turned on the fan to cool off when I was tired, and found that there was no mineral water stored in the dance studio.

I wanted to go out to buy water, standing at the door, wondering whether to go out or not, because I didn't bring an umbrella, but the rain was not very heavy, and the water always had to be drunk, anyway, it was not far from the door, and there was a store opposite.

I ran to the school gate in the drizzle, and happened to meet Xiao Sasha's mother who came with an umbrella.

Sasha's mother put away the umbrella and smiled at me, "Teacher Yan, I'm here to help Sasha ask for leave." ”

I laughed, "It's okay, it's normal if it rains, please run in person, just make a phone call." ”

Little Sasha's mother laughed again and said, "That's not what I meant. ”

I looked at her, and she said in a kind and resolute attitude, "Yesterday I discussed with Sasha's father that I still don't plan to let little Sasha dance, after all, this is not serious." ”

Why isn't it serious, I want to refute, I didn't know what to say for a while, Sasha's mother said, "Sasha's grades in this final exam are very unsatisfactory. We think it's time to learn to dance because it's delayed, and our family's ideal is to let Silly study hard and get into a good school in the future," he smiled reluctantly, "You also know that dancing has no future in these years." ”

There is no future in dancing...... Yes, it is difficult to achieve success in dancing, you need talent and you need to work harder, and many people who learn dance end up like me, being a dance teacher who is not in the stream, and the income is like that. And more of them basically gave up the industry in the end.

Isn't it risky to learn anything?

I said, "But Sasha has a talent, and she's interested in it herself." ”

Sasha's mother has made up her mind, she said, "Children know what interest is, didn't they win an excellence award in the last competition, we think it's important to learn." ”

I then persuaded, "It's impossible to eat a big fat man in one bite of this kind of thing, there is always a process, and I am confident that I can bring out Xiao Sasha." ”

"Why do you have confidence?" said Sasha's mother, who was already starting to speak unkindly.

I...... I don't have anything, I haven't even won a decent award in my own hands, and my grades in school are average, so I don't have anything to convince others.

I can only talk about it in another way, I said: "Sister, you think about it again, this competition is really important," well, in fact, it is only more important to myself, I said: "Sasha really likes to dance, you give me another chance, I will definitely be able to make her jump out of the grades, you really don't have to worry about the junior high school thing, I can tell the school about this." ”

Sasha's mother was already starting to be a little impatient, and frowned slightly, "Teacher Yan, thank you for your attention to our family's Sasha, but the child is our own, and we know which direction to cultivate her." ”

"Eldest sister," I think I'm already begging her, "just this summer, can you let her study another summer?"

Sasha's mother shook it, and she had already made an umbrella opening gesture in her hand, "Okay, Teacher Yan, I won't bother, come here to say, I have already enrolled Sasha in a math cram school, and I can't come over in the future." I'll go first. ”

Without waiting for me to say hello, Sasha's mother opened her umbrella and left, and the car was parked on the side of the road, which was supposed to be his family's private car.

I stood weakly at the door of the communication room, looking at the small shop opposite, and I didn't even want to drink the sip anymore. Now I can't turn this corner, I can't live without Sasha, this game is really important to me, I want to get the prize money and I have to pay it back.

No, I can't just leave it at that, I have to fight for it again. I left my mobile phone in the dance studio, and I was going to go back to find my mobile phone to make a call, but as soon as I turned around, Wang Zhaoyang came out of the communication room.

The first question asked, "Won't you bring your own umbrella when you go out?"

I glanced at him and was about to ignore him, but Wang Zhaoyang stretched out a big black umbrella in his hand, hit us on the top of our heads, and helped my arm, "I'll send you over." ”

I'm in a bad mood right now, and I throw my arm away, "I don't want you to care." ”

Then I ran into the rain, Wang Zhaoyang didn't chase me, and connived at me to be willful in the rain.

Back in the dance studio, I still used to sit on the floor, take my mobile phone and look at Xiao Sasha's mother's phone, wanting to call but not wanting to. I beat it, it's just to eat it again, and it makes people hate me more and more.

It's annoying, it's annoying.

I found a bottle of mineral water, I had already drunk it, I poured the bottle up, barely two drops flowed into my mouth, and threw away the bottle irritably, annoyed to death!

Wang Zhaoyang appeared at the door, put away the big black umbrella and stood at the door, and when he got closer, he turned off my fan again.

"You're not bothered!" I yelled at him.

"It's easy to catch a cold if you blow it like this. He said.

I was very irritable, "I have a cold, it's not your cold, you can't finish your heart, do you?"

Wang Zhaoyang exhaled sullenly, "What are you bothered about?"

I sneezed, pulled a tissue from the side, and wiped my nose without hesitation. Yes, I'm a little cold, I seem to have very poor immunity recently, it's easy to have headaches, brain fever, colds, runny nose or something.

When Wang Zhaoyang is older, he knows how to take care of himself, and he will consciously add clothes when it is cold. He took off his thin coat for the summer and handed it to me.

I pushed it away politely, "Don't worry about it." ”

Wang Zhaoyang was a little angry, frowning and reprimanding me, "Don't care about anything, you can take care of yourself." Look at what you look like now, people dance to strengthen your body, what are you doing?"

I turned my face away, ignoring him. Wang Zhaoyang insisted on putting the clothes upside down on me, and I could smell the smell of laundry detergent coming from the clothes. He is now simple and does not need perfume.

Wang Zhaoyang then reprimanded, "That kid won't practice if he doesn't practice, why are you so embarrassed by other parents? The road is chosen by other people's parents, and it is not your turn to arrange it." ”

I wasn't happy anymore, he was so annoyed that he was chattering, so I glared at him and blurted out, "Yes, it's your turn to arrange it?" You let me go to college, you let me learn dance, you let me learn dance, now it's okay, what else do you want me to do!"

Emotionally fragile on a rainy day, I kind of wanted to cry. I don't have any ideas, I just want to pay him back, I just want to give him back! I don't like this feeling of having to pretend to be him in my heart, I want to kick him out, out of my heart completely.

"Are you blaming me?" asked Wang Zhaoyang quietly.

I sniffed, "I don't blame you, what right do I have to blame you." Let's go, I don't want to see you all the time, I can handle my own business. ”

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