040 If you are unmarried, I will not marry
Yuan Ze meant, when he comes, I have some wanderers, now don't wander too much and tire yourself, and then you won't be able to move.
I smiled and agreed, asking him what time he would come, and I could make some simple arrangements. Last time Yuan Ze came, he pushed everything to receive us, and this time I definitely can't snub him.
When he hung up the phone, he thoughtfully said, "Don't think too much." It's the same as the night when I first learned that Liu Shuyu had found Li Baitian in Japan, and it was still like this.
Maybe only Yuan Ze can see it, and I will think too much about it.
No, never think too much about it anymore. I admit that Liu Shuyu's appearance, at the beginning, I thought mostly about worrying about Li Baitian, but now I have begun to reflect the impact of this incident on myself. The presence of Liu Shuyu made me feel depressed, and I couldn't help but imagine the possibility of me and Li Baitian because of this.
There is a Liu Shuyu today, and there may be a second one tomorrow, Li Baitian's amorous nature, although I am no longer surprised, but in the end this is almost a barrier between us.
I'm not the kind of girl who can't open up and let go of chasing boys, but I know that I like Li Baitian, but I never take the initiative to open my mouth or fight, on the one hand, because I know that Li Baitian only treats me as a friend, I can't let go of that reserve and pride, and on the other hand, because I hesitate about my feelings for him. He shouldn't be the person I want.
But I have the ability to balance this kind of repression, as long as I think about it, and then don't think about it.
But Li Baitian is very annoying, and when I don't want to entangle with him, he seems to be pestering me.
On the day of the casual dinner with the university alumni, the sisters drank quite openly. We sang and played and drank and talked about our relationship in the past four years, the past and the future, and the regrets in the four years of college life.
When it was my turn to speak, I looked at the only group of couples in our class next to me, raised my glass and said, "I haven't been in love for four years, my sister is a pity!"
My words resonated with many classmates, and they all raised their glasses and drank together.
Then everyone talked about when they planned to marry themselves, I was the youngest in our class, everyone had different personalities, and their views on early marriage and late marriage were also different. Some people think that the sky will fall if they can't get married at the age of twenty-five, and there are also those who think that if they don't get married in this life, they won't have much to do.
I thought about it for a moment and said, "I, twenty-eight, twenty-eight I must marry myself." ”
Because I vaguely remember that someone said to me, "Zhou Wenxue, when you are thirty years old, you are unmarried and I am unmarried, bah, I am unmarried and you are unmarried, so we will make do with it." ”
I said, "I was twenty-eight when you were thirty." ”
The man said, "Twenty-eight is just right." ”
"We'll talk about it then. ”
"Ouch, you still don't like me!"
I vaguely remember that someone said that.
I didn't go back to the rental house, but went back to our university dormitory with my classmates, stayed here for the night, and talked until dawn with the lights off.
I woke up late the next day and returned to my place of stay, and it was already eleven o'clock at noon.
I'm so sleepy, I talked until six o'clock yesterday, I'm still tired of drinking, don't let me think about anything, I want to sleep, I have an interview in the afternoon.
The alarm clock was set on my phone, and I fell asleep. The so-called people have stumbled, horses and hoofs, in vain I think I have been meticulous in major matters Zhou Wenxue, and there are also times when I delay my business because of sleep.
But everyone is scheduled for that day, and I can't change the day because I have an interview tomorrow. The interview time was at four o'clock in the afternoon, and the phone was almost out of battery, and now it is charging, and it can't be turned on immediately.
I wasn't sure of the exact time, so I had to knock on the door that was across from Li Baitian.
"What time is it?" I asked.
There was no sound over there, and Li Baitian probably had already gone out. I hurriedly washed my face, changed into the clothes I was going to go to the interview, and turned on my phone again, it was already three o'clock.
I didn't have time to put on makeup, so I went out with my prepared resume and almost stepped on the spot to get to the interview location.
This job was introduced to me by Xiaomai before he left, and it was an interview invitation that was sent to me by the other side, but I didn't expect the competition to be so fierce.
The interview position is assistant to the general manager, firstly, I am not a secretarial or management major, secondly, I am a woman, and thirdly, I have no work experience in this area. Those who came to compete for this position can be said to have their own strengths and advantages, because I came in a hurry, my heart was not fully prepared, and I played somewhat abnormally.
When I came out of the building, I was filled with frustration, regretting that I had eaten too much with my college classmates yesterday. Basically, I feel that this job has been missed out on me, and other companies are quite optimistic about me.
It doesn't matter, if I still have a chance to enter the next interview, I will perform well again, and if I don't have a chance, I will at least have the job in Shanghai that has basically been finalized.
Sighing, I patted myself on the cheek, regret is useless, I should be more active and cautious in the future.
After returning home, he saw Li Baitian's locked door, and he went out to work in the studio again. When I got to my room, I kicked off the pair of high heels under my feet, and I couldn't help but think of Li Baitian squatting on the side of the bed and meticulously helping me put on my shoes.
He said: "The standard for judging beautiful women in the ancients is that your hands and feet must be good-looking, and your hands are okay, even if your feet are like men, so you must wear good shoes." ”
He said: "A good pair of shoes is the eyes under the feet, which can instantly improve a person's temperament. ”
He said: "Xiao Xue'er, you have to learn to appreciate yourself with the eyes of a man appreciating a woman, so that you can learn to create an attraction for a man in yourself." ”
He's been teaching me how to be a tasteful woman.
Looking at my not very beautiful feet, I said to myself, "What's the use of being feminine, you don't treat me as a woman." ”
Turning my head to look at this partition, I don't know what kind of people will live in after we leave, living across the door panel. Maybe they know each other, maybe they have always been strangers, just a board, separating people in two spaces.
Shaking my head, and thinking about the pot-bellied woman Liu Shuyu again, I decided not to think about Li Baitian anymore, he is not worth it.
I sorted out my own things, books and the like, and I won't need them anymore. Sooner or later, you have to move out, and sooner or later you have to tidy up. In addition to summer clothes, it is impossible to wear them in other seasons, and everything that can be packed is packed into a box first.
I was squatting to pack the box, Li Baitian came back, and before he entered his room, he pushed open my door first.
Seeing me packing, he nervously asked me, "Where are you going?"
"Not going anywhere. I replied coldly. After accompanying Liu Shuyu to the prenatal checkup last time, although Li Baitian didn't provoke me, I still felt a little angry, and on the day Xiaomai left, he beat people for no reason.
I just hate him now.
Li Baitian stood at the door and looked at me, and asked me with a very stern gaze and a parent-like tone, "Where did you go last night?"
I was in a bit of a trance, so I didn't rush to answer him, and was kneeling on the box, trying to fasten the stuffed box.
"What do you say!" Li Baitian said in a heavier tone and walked towards me.
I looked at him with an unhappy look, "Why are you so fierce, I didn't mess with you." ”
Then buckle the box, Li Baitian probably wanted to help me, just squatted down next to me, probably smelling the smell of my hair, "You're drinking again!"
Because Li Baitian rarely drinks alcohol, his nose is very smart, and even after a day and a night, he can still smell the faint smell of alcohol on my body.
Loose meal, dear, have you seen a few casual meals without two cups, and I'm not the kind of girl who twists and turns, of course you have to drink something, so you seem to value this friendship.
Obviously, he was educating me with this sentence, but I always felt that my style was much better than his, and it was not his turn to educate. I was even more upset with this dead box, and turned my face and asked with a hint of anger, "What do you care about me, one Liu Shuyu is not enough for you, why are you so nervous about where I go." ”
He didn't seem to understand me at all, "Where the hell did you go last night, I didn't come back until ten o'clock in the morning, where did you go!"
"It's not that you're waiting for me, can you stop looking for me for those things, Li Baitian, I also have my own life, what do I have to do with you to revolve around you every day?" After saying that, I didn't care about this broken box, and I pulled my black face and planned to go back to the bed to sit.
Li Baitian grabbed my arm and almost pressed me against the wall, "What's the matter with you now, what do you look like day by day!"
"What am I like?" I asked him, frowning.
Li Baitian can't tell me what I look like, in his eyes, I just started clubbing, started drinking, started not returning home at night, and didn't study well.
But I do everything for a reason, I'm not doing it, and I should not be less protective of myself. These changes I am making now are nothing more than the transformation of a student into an adult who has gone out into society, and there is nothing unusual about it.
Li Baitian said, "Did you go out with those foreigners again?"
I was really angry, shook off his hand on my wrist, glared at him and said, "Don't think that everyone is like you, your mind is full of dirty and promiscuous thoughts!"
"Zhou Wenxue, I'm for your good!" Li Baitian was very serious.
But I'm not angry, I'm annoyed with him now, and I said, "If you're good for me, please don't bother me with your? Now please go out, I want to change my clothes!"
I kicked Li Baitian out, and I wanted to kick the door shut so that he wouldn't bother me again.
After that, I continued to fight with the box, and then I tore off the lock and threw away the indisputable gadget in my hand, and couldn't help but spit out a dirty word, "!"