I think my mother is a miserable woman, like Li Hua's mother, an abandoned woman.

The difference is that my mother is a weak ordinary woman, except for being wronged and crying, she has no great ability. And Li Hua's mother is a powerful woman, she has her own career, and the pain of being abandoned does not completely defeat her, but makes her more independent and strong.

Let me choose, I must choose a woman like Li Hua's mother.

My distrust of marriage and family probably comes from the influence of my family. I always had a love-hate relationship with my dad, and when I was not sensible, I had very little communication with my dad, because when I told my dad that my stepmom was bullying me, he always thought I was lying.

I stopped complaining, and he thought I was well-behaved and sensible.

Over the years, I haven't heard my dad mention my own mother, or maybe my stepmother is too high and can fascinate my dad to the point of forgetting the existence of my own mother. But in fact, since my dad is old and in poor health, that woman's career is thriving, and her attitude towards my dad has become not so good.

When I was frustrated, I used to complain about why my parents fell in love in a daze, gave birth to me in a daze, and then broke up in a daze. I may have blamed them before, but now that I'm older, I'm less complaining, and I see more and more clearly the pressure on my back.

My dad doesn't care about his body, he may fall ill again at any time, that woman may divorce him at any time, my brother is still young, he can't control him, and then my dad will be my alone.

My mom is the same, she only has one daughter, she is still in elementary school, and now that she is old, it is impossible to have a second child, if there is anything on her side, she, including my sister, I have to take care of everything.

So sometimes, a person forces himself to be strong, not necessarily just for himself, a person can say anything.

If you are not strong, such as Li Hua's mother, if it weren't for her mother's ability, would Li Hua be able to afford to learn dance for so many years, and would she be able to live a peaceful life in those years.

When we live, we have to live responsibly.

When I left, I left 10,000 yuan for my mother. This is my previous salary, plus the money spent on running around during this time, and I keep a little more in my hand, so much can I give my mother. Her husband broke his leg and needed to rest for a long time, and there was no one at home who earned money, so life would definitely not be easy.

The Chinese New Year is still the same as usual, at my dad's place. I didn't buy gifts for anyone except my brother, because they had money anyway, so they had to buy whatever they lacked.

I originally thought that I would be able to see Li Hua during the Chinese New Year, but he told me that he would not come back for the Chinese New Year. Li Hua and his mother have spent these years, and his family doesn't celebrate the New Year much, sometimes he just buys bags of quick-frozen dumplings to cook. Her mother is a trendy single mother, and sometimes the mother and daughter go out to find their friends and play their own games.

What kind of family, what kind of way to get along.

I was disappointed not to see Li Hua. It's been a long time since I've seen him, and it's been four months!

It turned out that after four months, I was so used to it, so I came over. Time goes in a hurry, just like the youth under our feet, people say that small farewells are better than new love, and big farewells become mountains.

I found that I didn't miss him as much as I used to, which was a very bad situation. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that we'll be separated like this, stranded, and then we'll fall in love and forget about it.

We have to take action.

It's Valentine's Day on February 14 in a few days, and before that, I did a simple battle of thoughts and packed just enough of my luggage. I'm going to find Li Hua and live with him.

The biggest advantage of junior year is freedom, and it's okay not to go back to school next semester.

Before leaving, Li Baitian had already sent me that set of photos, and I also posted them to my blog, as well as two brokerage companies along with the information.

The rest is left to fate, and for now I feel the need to focus on maintaining my love.

I went to Guizhou, where Li Hua lives now, and he said that he was going to stay here for a long time, and it was a long-term project.

When Li Hua picked me up this time, I was quite satisfied with my physical condition, a little fatter and whiter than when I was in Xinjiang, the air here was humid, and my skin was a little better.

In short, it's more handsome than before.

I rushed into his arms, perhaps feeling a little stranger because of the long separation. And he still hugged me like that and smiled, hugged me many times, and there was no special feeling.

Enough of the hugs, he let go of me and consciously pulled the suitcase, this time I made a big suitcase, he pulled it and asked me, "What is so heavy?"

I said, "Good stuff." ”

He didn't continue to ask, and when he pulled the box, he moved his shoulders intentionally or unintentionally, as if he was a little uncomfortable.

Actually, I don't have anything special in my box, just clothes, cosmetics and other commonly used clothes, but I have enough clothes that I can wear in a few months, a little more. The clothes I bring with me have nothing to do with him personally, but these clothes are all I have, and they represent my determination to be by his side.

As for the process of accompaniment, if there is any emergency, such as filming a scene or something, I will come back after I leave. I'm already planning to make the place where he is home, and if I had reacted earlier, I would have made such a plan.

But we're still young and we're not afraid to miss out on a lot.

I asked Li Hua to take me directly to where he lived, and these calls were all agreed. His work this time is in the mountains of Guizhou, and the roads in the mountains are not easy to walk, and they are still a little isolated from the world.

However, there are people living in the mountains, villagers, and left-behind children and lonely elderly people. This time, the place where they lived, even the village of this generation, was convenient to live in.

Li Hua lives in a two-story building, the upstairs one, more spacious than last time, open the window to see the scenery outside, well, it feels good.

Then I went to try his bed, the bed board is a little hard, but two people can sleep together, these small details don't care.

Before leaving, I saw a four-piece set at home, which I thought was very beautiful and comfortable to the touch, with lilac flowers on it. I was tempted to buy it.

I felt that Li Hua's bed sheets were a little damp, so I opened the suitcase and changed into the four-piece set I brought.

Li Hua said, "Do you really plan to live here?"

I said, "What, no?"

He smiled like a thief, as if a good thing had succeeded, and while accompanying me to put on the quilt, he said, "When the time comes, I'll run when I'm not used to it." ”

I stuck out my tongue at him, I think he was used to being alone, and I wished I was gone.

However, I can also feel that Li Hua welcomes my arrival this time, after all, the environment here is much better than in Xinjiang, and it is a place for individuals to stay. He was mainly a little worried, afraid that I would not fit in. What do I have to do with it, I'm not a daughter.

After the sheets were changed, those small purple flowers finally added a kind of woman's habitation to the room. I sat on the very flat bed, and I had many beautiful hopes for the next few days.

I envisioned that, like many housewives, he would go out to work in the morning, and I would sleep enough to get up, do the housework, and prepare lunch for him, and he would come back to eat or not, and then figure out how to pass the time myself, and I could think about learning to beat a sweater and feed a chicken or something, and wait until he came back in the evening to accompany me.

It's just that those days are really going on, and it's much more boring than I imagined.

Li Hua looked at me and said, "You are so beautiful. ”

I smirked at him. Before I got on the plane today, I was dressed up and put on makeup. I want to make a beautiful impression on him. Of course, he can't help but praise him so much, it is very likely that after staying in this deep mountain and old forest for too long, the people who can appear around him are either old men or simple villagers in the village, and they can't touch a girl like me who is still dressed exquisitely.

I put my arms around Li Hua's neck and kissed him, rolled the sheets to relieve him, and then found that he had injured the back of his arm and shoulder.

I asked him what was going on, and he said lightly that he accidentally rubbed it while repairing the machine, and I was distressed, but I deliberately acted angry and slapped him in the injured area to punish him for his carelessness.

I couldn't sleep, so I asked him to take me around the village.

This village is not big, quite an old small village, and the water and electricity conditions are not very good. And the villagers here are very grateful to Li Hua and his gang for coming, in fact, it has brought them a lot of convenience, such as baking a fire and burning coal or something in winter, and Li Hua will sell it to them at a very low price.

He is a future young owner, and the Lord has done this. However, Li Hua is low-key, and the people on the construction site probably don't know what his identity is, and he is estimated to be a young man with a little backstage.

Although the sparrows are small, there is a small school in the village, and there is a small court in the school, an infirmary near the school, and a few small shops.

Li Hua patiently introduced me to these places, because if I wanted to stay often, they would be useful.

There was an old lady on crutches passing by on the side of the road, her waist was almost bent to ninety degrees, she and Li Hua spoke in the dialect here, except for the sentence "Xiao Li", I basically couldn't understand the others.

As if asking about me, I said in Mandarin, "Mother-in-law, I'm Xiao Li's girlfriend." ”

The old man didn't have a deaf ear, but he could understand it, and he said something to Li Hua with a smile and left.

Li Hua said: "She praised you for being beautiful, like a fairy." ”

I smiled with satisfaction, I liked that wherever I went with Li Hua, people praised me for being beautiful, and I felt that I had a long face for him. Then Li Hua hit me and said, "The old man is dazzled." ”

"Humph!"