The part where I met with Fang Keru was deleted by me. Here's a connection to 046, can we talk about it and start writing. As compensation, the minimum three is free today.

I was looking at these words repeatedly, "Wang Zhaoyang's wife", this combination of men, it was like a bad breath, at a glance, there was a force that shocked me, at a glance, my heart was pricked, in order to escape this feeling of pinpricks, I wanted to delete it, but I was reluctant.

It was as if these were important words, something that would decide my fate.

But now, I don't know how to deal with it, in the face of things I don't know how to deal with, I often get confused, sometimes I grit my teeth when I'm confused, and sometimes I choose to avoid it when I'm confused, but I can't grit my teeth in this matter, let alone choose to avoid it.

Sitting on the bed,The computer has pressed the boot button,Usually after turning on,I won't log in at anything.,Click on the game directly.,Today's game has been clicked.,I don't want to log in.。

Why am I boarding it, I have to face the water when I climb it, that is, Wang Zhaoyang, can I face him with the same sweet mood as usual, I don't think much about anything.

No, that's not what I actually want to face. Rather than not wanting to face him, what I don't want to face is the so-called wife of his, and if this wife's name is true, then at the same time, it will confirm my identity as a third party.

The thought of this makes me shiver.

If you are a junior, when the main room comes to the door, are you afraid, I am afraid anyway. I think there are very few things that I am afraid of, but I am afraid of this thing, because my heart is weak, and now my heart has been pounding for a long time.

If you are a junior, when the main room comes to the door, do you want to see it, frankly, I don't want to see it either. Because I feel that I have no face and no confidence.

I was in a daze at the login interface of the game, the background sound is still the magnificent atmosphere I am familiar with, when there is no login, the background of the interface has been changing, the camera switches to the scenes in the game, those scenes, Wang Zhaoyang and I have walked through one by one, those good memories.

Outside the roommate was arguing, saying that someone had stolen his shampoo, and the other shouted that the laundry detergent had been gone for two days. They are actually dog-eat-dog, living together, today you borrow me, tomorrow I borrow you, what a normal thing. The toilet paper in the toilet is already piled all over the floor, in fact, a bunch of women live together, and it is easy to be unclean.

Especially a bunch of women who have a bit of a posture, because beautiful women are usually lazy.

I think the world is noisy, and I'm afraid that the world will just stand still, and I'd rather they make a lot of noise, and the louder the noise, the more ups and downs, the better, so that I can pull my mind away.

But I couldn't resist looking at that text message to make sure I was not mistaken.

Who will Wang Zhaoyang's wife be?

The thought of the name scared me out again, and my heart almost jumped out. Ke Keru I once met, I think she is a good woman, although I haven't communicated much, he was Wang Zhaoyang's girlfriend back then, and now they still have a close relationship.

I just felt like I was shaking, and I felt like I was shaking like this, and I had to do something about it, otherwise it would be too uncomfortable. But I haven't figured out how to go to Wang Zhaoyang and ask me if it's fake, wouldn't it be nice if it's fake. But I have a vague feeling that this is not fake.

Wang Zhaoyang is not like a person who has a wife, but this is not accurate.

One thing came to my mind, and I started to pack my bags, anyway, it was the Chinese New Year, and the rent here was due, and I didn't plan to stay for long. On the TV station, I recorded two episodes in a row, and I didn't have to record it again after the year, and I didn't plan to do that job.

I want to go home now, and I feel the most comfortable way to go home.

It took me a little bit to calm down when I packed my luggage, and then my phone started ringing, it was Wang Zhaoyang calling, and he probably wanted to ask me why I didn't play the game. I didn't want to talk to him now, so I didn't answer and hung up and shut down. At this time, I don't even think about whether he will be worried.

When I was packing, I was lucky to find that I really didn't have many things that Wang Zhaoyang had bought for me, I didn't like to ask for them, and he didn't force me to ask for anything.

It's not a question of whether I want to or not, it's not that I help him save money, I thought at the time that when we get married, I'll spend him as much as I want, and I'm not in a hurry now. He probably thinks the same way as I do.

So I can take away my things generously, but at the end I looked at this notebook, which Wang Zhaoyang bought for money. In this notebook, there are games, and there are too many memories of us.

I still can't bear it, even if I don't have memories, he's money. I put my notebook in my bag and cleaned the room properly, leaving the rest of the mess behind.

I'm not sure I'll ever come back.

Walking with my suitcase and hemp bag on the mattress where I had put away the sheets, my mind suddenly emptied.

But I didn't fall asleep, and soon, those pictures with Wang Zhaoyang flashed in my mind again and again, and I tried to forget, but the cerebral cortex was too active, and I couldn't control him at all.

Those pictures are always so warm, sometimes I panic when I think about it, as if everything is still like that, but I suddenly find that it may not be the same, and I feel sad in my heart.

At 4 a.m., I took a taxi to the train station with my luggage in tow and got a train ticket from a scalper to my hometown at 6 a.m. The kind of green car, hard seat, lasted fifteen hours, and I sat from 6 in the morning until 11 in the evening.

This journey is floating, but there is an unusually calm.

Always hope to be on the road, just keep going forward without end, and then suddenly cross, to a place that has never been before, full of enthusiasm and adventure, peaceful and long.

But the end is always where we need to go.

At the train station, I was holding two large bags of luggage, and there was a taxi who grabbed my luggage directly and wanted to take me to my taxi. I avoided everyone and struggled to walk on the road.

The train station on our side is very similar to the one on the Hebei side, and when I walk in the square, I even look forward to whether there will be such a person who suddenly runs in front of me.

Tell me, "I've got you out of the station a few times!"

Nervous and gentle scolding is often more heartwarming than sweet words.

I kind of want to cry.

The taxi went home, and the driver said that the front was demolished, and the road was too uncomfortable and he didn't want to go in. I nodded, okay, I took these luggage all the way from Beijing, and I didn't tire me out, and these two steps are nothing.

The restaurant around the corner was still lit up, and Chen Feiyang was eating with his group of dog-legged buddies. I passed by the lamp and didn't pay attention to him, but I was so hard that someone inside noticed me.

After walking over, Chen Feiyang came over to help me with my luggage. He had a lot of strength, he put the big bag on his shoulder with one hand, pulled the box in his hand, and even planned to take away the small bag I was carrying.

I don't need this, I'm tired, there's no need to refuse his kindness.

We are really going to start demolishing here, there are not many residents left, Chen Feiyang's family has to stay for a while because of the opening of a store, otherwise it will be inconvenient for the residents who are still here to buy things.

Chen Feiyang seemed to be carrying a big bag like a migrant worker and asked me, "Why don't you say hello when you come back?" ”

I said, "What do I say to you?" ”

He said enthusiastically, "So I can pick you up, you have so many things." ”

I smiled wryly, anyway, I carried it back so far. In fact, there is nothing that can really tire a person, and many people will not do it.

I walked silently beside it, loving the dark path, but not feeling fear. To tell the truth, Chen Feiyang, a reckless man, is too secure to have him by his side, regardless of whether he is a hooligan or a demon, he feels afraid of him, and he has a feeling that his yang energy is particularly heavy.

People who practice martial arts.

When I walked downstairs, Chen Feiyang tossed the big bag on his shoulder, intending to climb up in one go, and I said, "If you're tired, just rest for a while." ”

He smiled, "Not tired." ”

I smiled weakly and said, "I want to wait and go up again." ”

There is Wu Yuqing on the go, he should have slept at this time, and I don't know his current routine. I just love the feeling of still being on the road and not reaching the finish line.

Chen Feiyang put down the big bag, and I sat directly on the big bag, soft and comfortable.

He moved his shoulders and asked me, "Have you eaten?"

I said, "Do you have a cigarette?"

Chen Feiyang was stunned, took out a cigarette from his pocket and gave it to me, I held it to my mouth, and he used his palm to protect the lighter and help me light it. I think the picture of lighting a cigarette in the dark is beautiful, the palm of the hand is like a lantern, the swaying light, and the loneliness of tobacco.

I haven't smoked in a long time, and the first time I took it, I felt a little unbearable, as if my whole body was starting to float.

Chen Feiyang stood in front of me and lit a cigarette, and I looked at him, it was really tall.

He asked me, "Why do you seem to be in a bad mood?"

I was very cold, "If you can see that I'm in a bad mood, don't talk to me." ”

Chen Feiyang's face changed, he might be a little unhappy, but he was very knowledgeable and shut up for two minutes. It didn't take long for me to forget again, where did I babble to myself, "Sister sister sister?"

Chen Feiyang's voice is very good, the kind of son-in-law voice called on the Internet, with a lazy spirit, this sister is called very sweet.

I looked at him, and he laughed, "I'll tell you a joke, once upon a time there was a hunter who met a very fierce bear in the forest, and he threw a dart first," and then he did the action of throwing a dart, which is very standard, and a person who practices martial arts knows a little bit of all kinds of martial arts, and then said: "I was caught by a bear, and then the hunter threw another dart," or the second forced action, "The bear caught it with his other paw." The hunter was about to throw the third dart, and when he looked up, he saw the bear lying dead on the ground, guess how he died?"

I didn't pay attention and shook my head.

Chen Feiyang raised his hands and made a chest beating motion, "Xiong Yi is happy, hahaha, he just stabbed himself to death." ”

I couldn't help but laugh, "Boring." ”