048 You're Killing Me
Chen Feiyang touched his nose and smiled embarrassedly, and I suddenly felt much more comfortable.
This tall boy always gives people a feeling like pure water, it is water, and it is also very powerful, with a water-like temperament and a flame-like appearance, and the two are well combined in him.
I said, "Thank you." ”
He said, "If you don't come to me first for this kind of thing, it's your fault." ”
"Why?"
"Because I like you. He said generously. I heard him say he liked me, I don't know how many times, and basically every time I asked why, he would say that.
Today I was relatively calm and had a good atmosphere, so I was not in a hurry to refuse, and asked, "What do you like about me?"
When I was in front of Wang Zhaoyang, I regarded myself as a little girl, coquettish and pretending to be Lori, but in front of Chen Feiyang, I couldn't help but put on the posture of my sister, and the tone of my voice was so indifferent.
He was very serious, and his expression was very rich when he spoke, and he said: "You don't know, I used to think I wasn't that kind of person, but knowing you, I found out that I was actually a appearance association." ”
I laughed, and he said, "The first time I saw you, I thought this was someone I liked, and I was going to marry her home as a wife." Yes, that's the feeling, it's too direct and intense. ”
I said, "Then it's easy for you to like someone else." ”
He said, "No, I've seen a lot of pretty girls, but none of them feel like that." I just like you, I like you everything. ”
I said, "You're too small, I like to mature." ”
"Men will mature one day. ”
I had stood up and looked at the dark staircase, "Alright, help me move up, I'm sorry for you." ”
Upstairs, Chen Feiyang walked in front of the anti-thing, and I followed silently behind. I always think of Wang Zhaoyang inadvertently, the feeling of walking in this corridor with him for the first time, the feeling that gradually breeds in the girl's heart, the throbbing that I want to touch but dare not touch.
It turns out that one day, it will also come true.
Now I'm relieved that I'm the one who had small dreams at the beginning. But why am I no longer the original me, at that time, I knew that he had a girlfriend, if he touched my finger, I would still be excited to death, at that time, I did not want as much as now.
Putting things in the house, I didn't let Chen Feiyang speak, for fear of making Wu Yuqing sleep, and then sent him away.
When flipping through things, Wu Yuqing asked in a daze, "Who?" With a wary look, I said, "I'm back." ”
She didn't say anything more.
My bed was rolled up by Wu Yuqing, probably because I was afraid of falling dust, a little bit of bedding, the quilt and sheets were still neat, because I didn't use it for a long time, it would be a little damp, and even smelly.
I don't mind, what kind of living conditions I haven't experienced.
Sitting on the bed, I remembered the first time Wang Zhaoyang came over, stroked the sheets, and asked me who washed it, and he said, "She still takes good care of you." ”
That was the first time someone helped Wu Yuqing speak fairly in front of me, the first time.
Always faced, I turned on my phone, the battery is not much, enough for me to reply to a few text messages. Wang Zhaoyang did look for me for a day and sent a lot of text messages.
I casually drew a reply, "Home." ”
Soon the other side replied to the message, "Which home, your roommate in Beijing said that your room was empty." ”
"The first time, the home you sent me back to for the first time. ”
He didn't say anything, but I knew he was coming, and I hadn't figured out what to say to him yet. I just sat here and waited, looking at the position of the door, when Wu Yuqing and I were fighting in embarrassment, Wang Zhaoyang stood aside and watched with his arm crossed, what was his head thinking at that time?
Have you ever thought about everything that might happen to this girl in the future?
At that time, I was still thin and immature, and at that time he was already extremely mature in my eyes, when I was a child, and he was an adult. And in the blink of an eye, when I grew up, he was not old, and we had the possibility of everything.
There was a hurried footstep in the hallway, followed by a relatively calm knock on the door. I got up and opened the door, leaving only a small lamp. Wang Zhaoyang propped up the door frame with his arm, looking at me with a very anxious and affectionate gaze, panting for breath.
He must have run upstairs, old is old, Chen Feiyang came up with two big bags, his face was not red and his heart was not beating.
I also looked at him, his eyes trembled, he didn't say anything, he took me into his arms, "You're in a hurry to kill me, you're in a hurry to kill me!"
I started to shed tears, I couldn't speak, my body shook and shaking. I want to ignore it for now, and when I don't know the truth, I will hold it wantonly like this for a while, and then indulge it.
But I couldn't lift my hand to hug him, so I could only lean my face on his shoulder and shed tears.
He hugged me so tightly, I was the little baby he was most afraid of losing, I was the woman he loved the most, right, right?
I cried because I felt like I was hurt and I was going to lose him. He coaxed me, pulled me out of his arms, looked at me and asked, "What's going on, you tell me what's going on." ”
It seems that he did not know about "his wife" looking for me.
I shook my head, he said, "Impossible, don't be afraid, I'll be with you whatever happens, we can solve it, if we can't, I'm still here." ”
I choked in my throat, how could I not think of a suitable way to say it, wiped my tears, I said, "It's nothing, you go back first, I think about it and tell you." ”
Wang Zhaoyang was more anxious, but he was still patient, "What's wrong?"
My attitude suddenly turned cold, "She sleeps in it, I don't want to disturb him, I think I'll look for you when I'm ready." ”
I feel that Wang Zhaoyang may have felt something, but he will not say it easily until he is unsure. He gave up and nodded, "Okay, then you think first, whatever it is, you must tell me." ”
I nodded, and he hugged me and patted me twice on the back. Let go of the hug, he turned around outside the door, and I closed the door in the door.
It's not that I'm inking, it's that it's not that simple in the first place. It's not like talking about it now, and it's over. You can make a decision to give up today, maybe tomorrow you will be shaken again, so when I suddenly see him after the incident, I am still very impulsive at this time, and I don't think it is a good time to talk about the problem.
And it's really inconvenient to have Wu Yuqing, and I don't want to go out to tell him, I always feel that I'm at home now, and no matter how hurt I feel in this conversation, I will definitely feel better at home than outside.
My disappearance this time, Wang Zhaoyang must have his guess, I think the most likely guess he has is that I let people bully, the physical kind, or I can't be so cowardly. There is also speculation, perhaps on the main topic. Or maybe he always thought he had kept the secret well, and he didn't expect me to find out.
I still fell asleep, half-asleep, half-awake, and sometimes you don't know if your awake self is thinking or your sleepy self is dreaming.
There were a lot of scenes playing in my head, I quarreled with Wang Zhaoyang, woke up Wu Yuqing, and scolded us. I broke up with Wang Zhaoyang, and I also dreamed that I met his wife, and in the dream it was Fang Keru's appearance, she only said one sentence, "I am his wife, I am his wife." ”
In the dream, I was thinking, who am I, I am the woman he loves the most.
These dreams caused me to sleep painfully. On the one hand, I did not want to wake up, I wanted to seek an answer and an end in my dreams, and on the other hand, I longed to wake up, because the taste of the dream was not pleasant.
I struggled until dawn, and my work and rest habits were very bad, so I often slept until noon, and got up to eat lunch directly. Wu Yuqing doesn't get up early, usually at nine o'clock in the morning.
In fact, after nine o'clock, I couldn't sleep anymore, and I was lying in bed in pain. Wu Yuqing got up, she was going to go to the foot massage shop, and when she looked at me with my eyes open on the bed, she said, "Get up and do the house, and it will be demolished immediately." ”
I was like a dead dog that didn't respond to her.
But as soon as Wu Yuqing pushed the door open, he heard someone calling at the door, "Eldest sister." ”
Wu Yuqing was stunned, didn't stop it, let the person in, and then she left.
The person who came in was Wang Zhaoyang, and he probably didn't leave at all last night. It's funny, he calls Wu Yuqing an eldest sister, and I also call Wu Yuqing an aunt, which is a bit inferior.
Eight years old, in fact, it is not much.
I lay down like this, looked at him, looked at his iron blue eyes, and naturally felt a little distressed. I didn't move, he walked to the bed, glanced at the door, and made sure that Wu Yuqing would not turn back temporarily, and finally lay on my stomach and hugged me reluctantly.
I can feel that he is very tired, he hasn't slept all night, his clothes and skin are cold, it must be cold to stay outside.
He kissed my cheek with his cold lips and didn't say anything, cherishing it. He really liked me, and I believed, I believe that if it weren't for those things to hide, he would have loved me so much, and he couldn't put it down.
I felt the touches and didn't want to respond to anything, I wanted to shake his cold hand on the bed, but I didn't have the confidence.
"I'm pregnant. I said.
He was stunned for a moment, and his body lifted up a little to look at me, his eyes were very excited.
I gave him a faint look, and I said it was true.
He excitedly wanted to hug me, but I refused the hug and spat out four words, "It's not yours." ”
Wang Zhaoyang was stunned again, his body froze there, neither advancing nor retreating, his eyelids trembled, and he pulled the corners of his lips and smiled, "Don't be kidding." ”
He didn't believe it, he didn't believe that I would be with a man other than him, the feelings and loyalties between the two of us were there, God knows.
My nose was sour, my eyes were red, "No kidding, it's really not yours." ”
I looked at him, looked at his eyes, and at that moment, his eyes seemed to be changing suddenly, but he still looked incredulous.
(I also wrote half of the update, I will send it as soon as possible)