For short films, the shooting process is very fast, but the post-production is very troublesome, so it will take some time for the market to respond. It's a bit far-fetched to say that I'm the heroine of the short film, mainly because the number of people participating in this show is six, and I'm the only woman among them. Online games are men's battlefields, and women don't appear much. The main thing is to play the role of exposing the thighs and attracting attention.

While having a casual meal with the film crew, actor O asked me a question, "What kind of character is behind you?"

I was slightly puzzled, actor O revealed a few words to me, this short film belongs to cooperative shooting, actor O belongs to a film production company, his company is cooperating with a game company, this shooting did not take much money from the game side, because he was mainly doing TV dramas in the market before, and this short story is also testing the waters of film production.

Actor O and a few other actors, naturally they still get paid, but before I came, no one mentioned the salary to me, I was tantamount to doing it for nothing, begging to show my face.

Of course, the value of this shoot to me is definitely more opportunity than money, so I don't plan to think about it.

Actor O said, "When I was preparing, your role was set as the first sister of our company. Then he added, "It is said that there is no schedule." ”

I feel that actor O is hinting at me something, the filming process of this short story is only a few days in total, if you take out one person's scene alone, one day is enough to shoot it. Because you don't need much acting skills, most of them are long shots, occasionally two close-ups, no matter how busy the artist is, you can always find it in one day.

I think the meaning is obvious, actor O thinks that someone must be pushing me behind my back. And this person, I can't think of anyone else, the most likely is Li Baitian.

But I didn't ask Lee if he hadn't done it. Even if he did, it wouldn't mean much if I said a few words of thanks. It's better to play stupid.

After that, I went back to the city and had a meal with Lan Tian and Xue Jiazheng, and when I was about to finish eating, Li Hua hurried over. He's finished eating, socializing at work.

When I came back this time, Li Hua didn't pick me up at the airport. Of course, I don't need him to pick it up, this is the city, my hometown, the place I am most familiar with, and I can't lose it. We are no longer in love when we are just in love, eager to show enthusiasm in every way.

Li Hua drank some wine, and he couldn't drink it anymore after he got here. I asked about Lan Tian's situation, and I felt that she was adapting well, and then the Xue family was sending Lan Tian home, and I went to open a room with Li Hua.

I'm still living in school for the time being, for no reason, I'm embarrassed to go to Li Hua's house, after all, there is still his mother. In fact, I once thought about whether I could consider living together with Li Hua in the current situation, and after thinking deeply, I found that I didn't want to live with him.

I'm still used to and like to live alone, two people are tired of being together, there are too many trivial things, and it's easy to quarrel.

He drank and didn't want to talk nonsense with me, and the two of us didn't have anything to talk nonsense about. They each went to take a shower, lay down on the bed and went to sleep.

After I lay down, Li Hua moved his body, leaned on top of me, and asked me, "Is the cold cured?"

I nodded, with no emotion on my face.

He sighed slightly, said "headache", and began to kiss me.

Since I left Guizhou, we have not loved each other. Now that my one-month deadline for miscarriage has passed, I can do it. To be honest, I'm not really interested, but as Li Hua's girlfriend, it's what I should do to solve some physiological needs for him.

I'm just going to do what I always do.

I heard that most women, after giving birth to a child or having a miscarriage, will love for the first time, it will hurt very much, more painful than the broken place. I really realized it.

But now I don't have that much common sense, I only know that it hurts, I don't know why it hurts.

I felt tormented, and I was reluctant to push him away, and I said that it hurt, but he didn't pay much attention. I could only grit my teeth and endure it, and when he was done, my body was greatly relieved.

Soon after that, he slept like a dead pig, and I went to the toilet to wipe the little blood that was coming out of the bottom of it. I think my body is not the same as before, and these changes all come from Li Hua.

He completely turned me, a girl, into a woman. So the marks he left on me are impossible for any man to cover.

The next day he got up early, had to go home to change his clothes, and then went to work. I got up with him and took a taxi back to school by myself. Meet again in the evening, stay in a hotel, and go back to where you need to go the next day.

With the passage of time, love becomes less and less energetic, and the busy pace of life makes us no longer have time to walk those idle roads, and the pursuit of quality of life also makes us not in the mood to run to the night market and eat all the delicious junk food. He began to wear a suit and leather shoes, and I became more and more beautiful.

The two people who seem to be getting more and more right, but their hearts seem to be getting more and more estranged.

I went to Beijing to attend the game conference, and I was not the spokesperson for the game, but I was incidental. The press conference was in a company building, and this venue was Li Baitian's territory, and I didn't know it when I came.

As the only female character in the short film, I also received a certain amount of attention from the media, and the first time I was interviewed with a microphone, I think I behaved quite generously and decently, because what questions the media would ask, basically when I was outside the venue, someone communicated with me.

When I was interviewed, I saw Li Baitian, who was dressed in casual clothes in the distance, very low-key, and pretended not to see it for the time being.

After the event, I went to the dressing room to change out of the nondescript costume in this short film, and when I came out, Li Baitian was already waiting for me.

I said, "Why are you everywhere?"

Li Baitian said, "It's not that I am everywhere, but if this place didn't have me, you wouldn't be here today." ”

The meaning is obvious, I have the honor to stand here, and I am still the face of Li Baitian. I said thank you to Li Baitian, who flicked my hair and said, "Sister, my brother will be able to help you get here, and if you go up further, my brother will not be able to speak." ”

It's not that I can't really speak, it's just that the cost of talking is too high, and for my sake, there's no need for that.

"When are you leaving?" he asked.

I said, "Depend on what they arrange." ”

Basically, after this event, there was nothing to do, all I was waiting for was a letter from the brokerage company. Li Baitian pursed his lips and said, "Okay, stay and play with my brother for two days." ”

I looked at Li Baitian and said, "Brother Tian, you don't look a little right today. ”

"What's wrong?"

"It's like falling out of love, not spiritual. ”

He smiled slightly, and said freely, "Your brother and I only have the share of letting others fall out of love." ”

I said hello to Li Hua and stayed in Beijing for two more days. Ever since he got his fuck's approval, Li Hua has completely taken care of my work, and he has his own troubles now.

At the beginning, on the construction site, it was just hardship and suffering, and it was not difficult to learn those things. But when it comes to business, Li Hua, as a person with a relatively high moral bottom line and doesn't like to pretend to be a grandson, feels a little unbearable.

He often sighs about things at work.

Li Baitian likes to go to Deyun Club to listen to cross talk, in fact, there are many jokes, I have heard it more than once or twice, sometimes, he is guarding the people on the stage in a daze, occasionally following silly music, beautiful name, relaxing.

Every day, Li Baitian is trying to find a way to relax for himself.

Coming out of Deyun Club, we walked on the path, and the weather at this time was just right. I have walked this road once, that is, when Li Hua came to Beijing to look for me, at that time he may not have liked me, but at that time I liked him very much, and I was very excited to walk with him.

Perhaps in love, the most abrasive thing is not the relationship after the relationship is finalized, but the kind of ambiguous period of pulling and pulling.

On the road I used to be, I missed Li Hua. Passing by one red light after another, I remembered an ancient poem, "The flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year......"

Li Baitian asked me, "How is it with your boyfriend?"

I said, "That's it." ”

He thought for a moment and made a joke, "You've been a mother once." ”

A year can change a lot, a year ago I was a lively little bird on campus, a year later I have been a mother, a year ago I liked Li Hua like to be happy to die, a year later I found that without Li Hua I may live more easily.

A year ago, I came to the city of Beijing with a cowardly mood, and a year later I traveled all over the country and found that the troubles in life were played out everywhere.

Li Baitian took me to the nightclubs in the capital to see the world, but we didn't drink, and we felt the kind of lights that made people's heads dizzy.

I sent a message to Li Hua, and I said, "I'm in the most high-end nightclub in Beijing. ”

He said, "Oh, then you have fun." ”

Then I didn't reply to him. I wish he had ordered me to leave at once and get out of the noise of these sheng songs, as he had done at this time last year, with a domineering attitude that had no position.

Compared with Li Hua, although my career is step by step, it is not very difficult. The agency signed a contract with me, and the first arrangement after signing the contract was to temporarily reside in Beijing and receive a one-month artist training here.

When I was packing my things and preparing to leave with infinite longing, I received a phone call that my dad had a cerebral hemorrhage again. The first day he drank with his old drinking buddies, and the next morning he went out to buy groceries and passed out on the road, and the good Samaritan took him to the hospital.

I rushed to the hospital, and my dad was lying on the emergency bed with a hideous expression, his eyes were blank, and I didn't know if he recognized me.

I just respected the doctor's instructions and held the hand he was giving the injection. I know that I am not going to Beijing anymore.