My dad is not yet 50 years old this year, and he has suffered two cerebral hemorrhages in two years, hehe......

Maybe it's because I'm stronger, maybe it's because of the last experience I had this time, this time I was very calm, and last time, I was running around for him with something and crying in the hospital.

There were also some other relatives and family members who came, and my father and his wife never showed up, so I watched him from the sidelines and didn't say anything. I hated him in my heart, hated why he didn't take care of his body, why did he drink when he was like this, why he was irresponsible to himself, and then dragged us down.

At first, my dad was in a coma, and there was nothing to wait for, just watch him. The ward is tense, that is, a bed is temporarily made up in other rooms, and the person who accompanies the bed does not even have a place to stay.

My dad and his wife didn't come over until noon, and like the other relatives, they squeezed their arms in the door and watched for a while, and then said to me lukewarmly, "Youyou, you can watch here, and tell me when you need money." ”

The last time my dad was hospitalized, this woman let me go, saying that if my dad did this again, she wouldn't care about people or money.

This time she is willing to pay, which is interesting enough.

My dad's sister, that is, my aunt, although she also expressed concern for my dad's hospitalization, just took a few glances and left.

According to them, they don't dare to mix up with my family's affairs, for fear that once they get together, they won't be able to get rid of it.

I didn't eat until the evening, my brother came to the hospital after school, kindly brought me a cake, I asked him to watch it first, and then I ran downstairs to the supermarket and bought what my dad needed for hospitalization.

I called the brokerage company, and the brokerage company canceled my training qualification and didn't embarrass me, but I also knew that it was difficult for newcomers like me to get the so-called key training.

I didn't tell Li Hua about this right away, he has his job and life.

My dad was in a coma on the first day, and he was well taken care of, except that his body sank a little, how he moved as he took, and it was easy to solve the problem of and peeing.

I didn't sleep that night, my brother has to go to school tomorrow, and I have to let him sleep.

The next day, after my brother left, two more relatives came, left some fruit or something, looked at it, and left again. Then my dad woke up, not as a person, but as if he was about to move.

He felt that the oxygen tube hanging on his nose was very annoying, so he used his hand to pull it open, and when my hand was free, he kept holding on to the oxygen tube to prevent it from leaving my father's nostrils.

Then he kept hanging water on his hands, but his hands kept moving, and I couldn't help it, so the doctor found a strap and asked me to tie my dad's hands to the hospital bed.

I can't see it myself, so I can only tie it, but I feel so distressed in my heart.

Someone advised me why I didn't go to hire a nurse and what I should do. I can't do it, even my own daughter guards, I have to tie him up with a belt, and other nurses will take care of him, even if he has experience, can my father not be guilty? Although he is sick like this now, he may not know if he is guilty.

But as a daughter, I can't.

My dad pooped, so he pulled on the bed, and I put a nursing pad on him, but when he pulled, his body would be hard, and the tied hands would struggle one by one. I could smell the smell of excrement throughout the room, and I tried to deal with it as quickly as possible every time.

I tried to turn my dad over, but his upper body kept moving, the oxygen tube was tossed off, and the tied hands were pulling the drip bottle and shaking.

I pressed him, cried for the first time, and said to him: "Dad, I beg you, don't move, okay, I really can't press, don't move, I'll clean up the ...... for you"

I don't know how much sanity my dad had, he looked at me with his eyes wide open, and soon there was no light in his eyes, and then he didn't move. I turned him over, and I didn't care if anyone saw his body, and lifted half of the quilt to wipe him down. Sometimes, I feel that patients really have no dignity, so don't get sick.

He can pull several times in an afternoon, not to mention the number of times he suddenly wakes up and tosses. I didn't sleep for a day and a night, but I didn't feel sleepy, but every time I couldn't hold him down, I was so anxious that I wanted to beat him.

Finally, I felt a little irresistible, so I called Li Hua and cried and said, "My dad is hospitalized, can you help me?" ”

Originally, I didn't want to disturb his work because of my own affairs, and like everyone was worried, my dad was so busy, once he intervened to help, it would be difficult to get rid of it.

But Li Hua still came, and he found himself in the ward, and when I raised my eyes and saw him, I couldn't help crying again. I really don't want to cry, especially when there are so many other patients in the ward, I always cry and cry, and it seems that our father and daughter are so pitiful.

Actually, it's not that pitiful, isn't that the case for sick people.

Li Hua came over to hug me and patted me on the back, which was a feeling of being very dependent.

Li Hua also performed very well this time, leaving her work behind, and accompanying me here day and night to take care of my father. Later, I talked to Li Baitian about this paragraph, and Li Baitian said: "Maybe it's a man, and in this case, he will force himself to be a hero, including me." ”

He didn't dislike my dad at all, he said it was because it was my dad.

My dad pulled, so he asked him to help press my dad, and then I wiped his body. In order to take care of it, we took off all my dad's clothes and let him lie naked under the covers.

At night, Li Hua would ask me to find a place to sleep on my stomach for a while, and then my dad might still toss, and he would handle it by himself. I really wanted to introduce Li Hua to my father, but he didn't know anything now.

My own mother heard the news of my dad's hospitalization, and I don't know if she cares about my dad's life or death, but I think she cares about me as a daughter, and I'm afraid that I will be tired in the hospital. But what she did was just to give me 5,000 yuan, she said: "You gave me 10,000 yuan last time, I can't open it in my hand now, I will give you 5,000 first, and then I will pay you back the rest." ”

I was on the phone outside the ward, because I was very tired and in a bad mood lately, and I said, "Mom, can you not be so clear to me, you are my mother." ”

My mother probably can't understand the impact of the word "yet" on my heart. I don't want to settle so well with her, I am filial to her about the money.

After I went back, I was very sad, but when I saw Li Hua holding the lunch box and coaxing my dad to drink porridge, one bite at a time, coaxing so carefully and intimately, my heart warmed a lot.

At night, when my dad fell asleep, Li Hua asked me to lie on his lap for a while, and he patted me on the back while staring at my dad and coaxed me to sleep. Even if I'm really sleepy right now, it's not very easy to fall asleep.

I hugged his waist tightly.

Before, when I thought of these bad debts at home, I felt that I might not be happy in my life. This is the first time, I feel very deeply that I will be happy, with such a good man as Li Hua, he will definitely give me happiness.

When I was sad, he would comfort me and say that he would definitely marry me.

I cherished him and was grateful for the existence of him in this world.

But those happiness were only short-lived.

After my father's situation improved, Li Hua received a call that there was something in the company that he needed to go, that is, to go, and he promised to come back as soon as he finished his work. It happened to be the weekend, and my brother didn't have to go to class, so when Li Hua went downstairs, I went down with him.

I haven't washed myself properly for many days, and girls have long hair, so I can't do it without washing it.

Li Hua drove me to wash my hair, he waited for me in the car, and then I finished washing, and he drove me back to the hospital building. It was such a coincidence, when I was about to get out of the car and go upstairs, Li Hua's mobile phone rang in front of me.

If Li Hua hadn't been weak at that time, nothing would have happened, but he was weak-hearted, as if he was afraid that I would see it, so he quickly reached out and took the phone.

I glanced at something wrong, snatched my phone over, and saw a message from an unfamiliar number, "The money has been received, thank you." ”

I asked him, "Who, what money?"

He wanted to take the phone and said, "Nobody, work." ”

I didn't let him take the phone back, and then exited this message to look at the previous message, but Li Hua's text message box was empty. Not even a message from 10086.

Sensitive, I instantly seemed to understand something, and asked him again, "Who is it?"

Li Hua didn't want to lie, so he spit out two words, "Wen Juan." ”

I glared at him with my eyes, and the fire in my stomach rolled and rolled.

He explained: "His father happened to be hospitalized and had no money in his hands......

"Then why are you deleting text messages!"

I asked, and he replied, "It's not that I'm afraid you'll see a misunderstanding." ”

I'm afraid of misunderstanding, what kind of ambiguous news did you send, so I'm afraid that I will see the misunderstanding. I got angry, smashed my phone on him, pushed the car door and walked down.

Li Hua came down to pull me, and I said, "Did you tell me that you wouldn't contact her!"

He explained that it was indeed Wen Juan's father who was hospitalized, and he just wanted to help, and had no other meaning. But what I think in my mind is, my dad is hospitalized, her dad is also hospitalized, you take care of my dad, and you still have the leisure to care about her dad, how many dads do you have to care about.

I asked again, this time not with a roar, but calmly, "Did you tell me that you wouldn't contact her again?"

He looked at me, frowned slightly, and didn't speak. This is considered a default.

He said no, but he didn't.

I bit my lip and squeezed out a word, "Get out." ”

Li Hua also glared at me, and seemed to be very angry, and then really got out.

I watched him drive away, choking his throat to keep himself from crying, this was the first time he had left me after a fight.

The dream in my heart that "it is possible to be happy" was shattered in an instant.