Since Meng Lianghua remembered, it seems that his mother has never stopped, and now Meng Lianghua sees that he is about to officially work, and originally thought that he could make them live more comfortably after making money from a formal job, but he didn't expect that his mother was already exhausted before he fulfilled his filial piety, and he couldn't enjoy Qingfu at all.

And now there is a paralyzed father in front of him, and the responsibility of taking care of his father after his mother leaves naturally falls on him, and as a doctor, the working hours are very irregular, and there are night shifts, even his wife and children are difficult to take care of, let alone the paralyzed father.

All this is a realistic and cruel problem for Meng Lianghua.

Because Meng's mother is not yet 60 years old, and Meng Lianghua's grandmother is still alive, Xiang Meng's mother cannot hold a big funeral in rural customs, and the coffin cannot enter the ancestral hall, but can only be placed at home.

The weather is also hot, in the village people more prestigious old grandfather after the good day to Meng mother buried early, he chose the auspicious day of the zodiac is May 3, there is a custom in the countryside, people after the burial of three days every day to go to the grave to "send food".

The next day, May 4, was the day of Meng Lianghua's emergency department exam, and he didn't tell anyone.

On the afternoon of May 3, Meng Lianghua had just returned from the mountain, Zhao Qingfang saw that Meng Lianghua had no sign of wanting to return, and the relatives were almost scattered one after another, leaving only the aunts and the little sister of the Meng family in the courtyard outside to clean up a few large tables of scraps.

Zhao Qingfang took advantage of this opportunity to pull Meng Lianghua to a small corner next to him and asked, "Have you forgotten that you have an exam tomorrow?"

Meng Lianghua, who had been keeping vigil all night for three days, was obviously very tired, he just looked at Zhao Qingfang, but did not speak.

In fact, Zhao Qingfang is also busy with the Meng family these days, and she has not been idle at all, and she is also very tired, but she is very concerned about Meng Lianghua's exam, after all, Meng Lianghua may not have the heart to do other things at this time, but she has to play a role in reminding and helping.

Zhao Qingfang said reasonably: "I have just heard that the custom here on your side is that three days before the old man is buried, the children will go to the grave to worship. ”

"You can rest assured about this matter, I have already planned, I will take a few more days off, and go to worship your mother with your sister for you, you will take the train back to Linzhou tonight." ”

Zhao Qingfang was thoughtful for Meng Lianghua.

"I just checked the train ticket for you, there is still a train at 8 o'clock in the evening, and there are still vacant seats, you can just take this train back to Linzhou. Zhao Qingfang continued to ask, "Then I'll book a ticket for you now!"

Zhao Qingfang didn't care whether Meng Lianghua agreed with her words or not, and she was already preparing to buy a train ticket on her mobile phone.

Seeing this, Meng Lianghua replied in a deep voice: "I don't have to decide on you, you buy a train ticket for yourself first, you have also taken a long vacation recently, go back to work early." ”

"I'm fine, I'll buy you a ticket first. Zhao Qingfang didn't raise her head, just hurriedly bought a ticket.

Meng Lianghua was so tired, his eyes were fighting when he spoke, and he felt that he had no strength to speak loudly, so he only pulled Zhao Qingfang with his hand, and continued to insist: "You can buy a good ticket for yourself now, it's best to buy it tomorrow morning, I'm afraid it will be inconvenient for you to go back at night." ”

"I'm not in a hurry to go back, I'll deal with things for you here first, and I just called our leader and asked for two days off, it's okay. Zhao Qingfang was afraid that Meng Lianghua would think that he was delaying, so he quickly explained, "The most important thing is that you go back to the exam first." ”

"I'll buy you a ticket. Zhao Qingfang continued to look down and click on the phone.

Suddenly, I saw Meng Lianghua blocking the mobile phone screen under Zhao Qingfang's sight with his hand.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Qingfang looked at Meng Lianghua with wide glasses.

"Don't buy my ticket, I'm not going back. Meng Lianghua said as he found a dining chair that had not yet been cleaned up and sat down.

Zhao Qingfang saw Meng Lianghua like this, and quickly sat down and said, "I know you are very tired these days, it's okay, believe in yourself, you will definitely be able to pass the exam." ”

Zhao Qingfang just wanted to try her best to persuade Meng Lianghua, while continuing to buy tickets.

At this time, Meng Lianghua seemed to have been beaten all of a sudden, and snatched the mobile phone in Zhao Qingfang's hand hard, the strength was suddenly terrifying, Zhao Qingfang was also frightened by Meng Lianghua's behavior all of a sudden, she stared at Meng Lianghua, and Meng Lianghua's eyes began to become so powerful at this time.

"Xiaofang, a lot of things have happened to us recently, in fact, I have always had an idea, and that idea has been wavering in my mind, because I didn't have the courage to tell you about this decision, and I didn't have the determination to convince myself, but this idea has been decided since the moment my mother died, there are too many things at home these days, and I haven't had a chance to tell you. Meng Lianghua looked at Zhao Qingfang with resolute eyes and said, "Now that everyone is gone, it just so happens that you are asking about the exam again, I think it's time to tell you what I think." ”

"Don't you want to go to the First Affiliated Hospital?" Zhao Qingfang said cautiously.

Meng Lianghua saw Zhao Qingfang's words hit his inner thoughts, and he bowed his head with guilt and embarrassment: "Hmm." ”

"Then do you want to go to the emergency department of the First Affiliated Hospital or... Zhao Qingfang paused for a while, and then asked the question he didn't want to ask the most, "I still don't want to be a doctor anymore?"

"Doctor, this job may not be right for me right now. Meng Lianghua whispered.

After speaking, Meng Lianghua looked at Meng's father, who was still sitting in the room.

At this moment, Zhao Qingfang's heart sank, although this answer should be reasonable in terms of her understanding of Meng Lianghua, but it was also unexpected.

"I know that you have tasted the bitterness and suffering of doctors in the past two years of training in the hospital, and I still remember that at that time, you were misunderstood and even threatened by your family, and the hospital stopped you for a month, and then Xie Pengfei was cut in the hospital, at that time I knew that you should be a little shaken by the profession of a doctor. Zhao Qingfang slowly analyzed her thoughts.

"And, to be honest, I look at the things happening around you, and I am also scared for you every day, as your girlfriend in my heart, I don't want you to work so hard, but I am also very conflicted in my own heart, from the bottom of my heart, I actually still think that if you become a doctor, it will be much easier for us and our families to seek medical treatment. ”

"You don't have to worry about the convenience of medical treatment, I am not a doctor, at least there are many friends and classmates, and they can also help. Meng Lianghua tried his best to answer Zhao Qingfang's concerns.

Zhao Qingfang listened to Meng Lianghua's words and sighed slightly.