I gave up, I gave up the possibilities that Li Baitian said, those possibilities, maybe good possibilities, and there are bad possibilities if I can't keep them.

I have to thank Li Baitian for telling me so much, and finally let me realize this reality, it's not that I can't let it go, but I don't want to put myself in a position of exchanging with others, this is true for Li Baitian, and even more so for those directors and producers.

People live, there are indeed many things more precious than dreams, Grandpa Mao taught us, to be the most noble person, pure people, people who are free from low-level interests.

Don't dream of not being an actor, I won't die, stepping into this layer of glitz, I think I'm going to die a miserable death.

Li Baitian looked at me with a focused and slightly puzzled gaze, and I hurriedly sat upright, not knowing what to say.

Li Baitian said: "Aren't you messing with me?"

I was slightly nervous, whispered "I'm sorry", and pushed the door open and ran down. Li Baitian grabbed me, and I was so scared that I trembled, I was afraid that he wouldn't come with me at this time. In this barren mountain and wilderness, I really can't escape.

"Where to go!" he gestured with a commanding gesture.

I kept a posture that I couldn't run, and said with a dry smile, "Breathe......"

"Hey, don't pretend to be 2580,000 with me. Li Baitian still looked at me unhappily, and then showed some sad color, "Are you so difficult with me once?

I have to explain, I said it's not that I don't look down on him as a person, but I don't like him a little.

Li Baitian said: "Don't tell me, you are still thinking about that kid." ”

The kid he said was Li Hua. Li Baitian knew that I broke up with Li Hua, and it has been more than half a year, who can not know. Since I broke up with Li Hua, I have not actually shared it with anyone except for being sad in the dead of night, Yan Xiaochang asked me how to break up with Li Hua, I said that he dumped me in order to save Li Hua's face.

In fact, it doesn't matter who dumps whom, Li Hua and I should break up peacefully.

I was wondering if I was still thinking about Li Hua, and Li Baitian said again, "People have long forgotten about you." ”

I was suddenly abused by this sentence, yes, it's been so long, maybe he forgot about me a long time ago. I'm not anything remarkable, not to mention that after breaking up with him, I'm not at all better than before, if I mix well, I'll be embarrassed to find him to show off, if I don't mix well, if we meet again, it feels like not to mention.

I don't speak. Li Baitian sighed and muttered to himself, "If I didn't really like you, I would have cleaned it up for you." ”

Then he got out of the back seat, got into the driver's seat, and turned around.

Li Baitian's hands are very beautiful, and I looked at his loose hands on the steering wheel, and I felt that I was hurting others. But I don't think about it, because I really don't know what Li Baitian likes about me, does he like me to always trouble him, or does he like the freshness of being rejected?

On the way, I said, "Brother Tian, it's time for you to find someone to marry." ”

Li Baitian glanced at me from the rearview mirror, "Do you think that if you get married, you will be done? ”

Li Baitian asked me about my next plan, and said that if I regret it, it will be too late in a short time. I'm embarrassed to be cheeky to regret it, anyway, it's the New Year, and since I can't wait for work, I still decided to go home for the New Year.

My dad's body is better, and he is not stupid, but he is far from being clever before he got sick, and he suffered two cerebral hemorrhages, which seems to have overflowed the spirit of the whole person. When he was young, he was a literary and artistic youth, and he used to like to appreciate ancient poems or something, but now he has the next noodle, which is the maximum range he can.

He was still arranged to sleep in that hut, but after more than half a year of tidying up, the hut gradually became like a place for a person to live. And his wife still runs around every day, and when she comes back, she eats a meal, which is very noble and cold.

My brother asked me, "Sister, what TV series have you made recently, I'll talk to my classmates." ”

My younger brother has always been proud of having an older sister who shoots TV, and he takes it out every day to spread the show at school, and I reluctantly tell him, "I shouldn't make TV dramas anymore." ”

My brother was very disappointed. But I have a close relationship with my brother, basically I have something to say, I told him honestly, there are too many unspoken rules, his sister I can't grind face, my brother expressed understanding and support.

After this year, my stepmother and my own mother were suspicious, in previous years, I either didn't come back, and when I came back, I ran out in a hurry, and I was busy like a national leader all day long, how could I not leave after the New Year this year.

I want to go, I have to figure out where to go. And I don't want to leave, I've been outside for so many years, and I've had enough of staying here, and I want to be comfortable and quiet at home.

How good it is to be at home, eat and drink ready-made, at least you don't have to worry about having no place to live.

My own mother called me to talk, and I confessed, and then my real mother's opinion was, get married quickly, don't mix with my father and their family. My stepmother is a shrewd person and sees everything, but when it is not necessary, she doesn't talk nonsense to me.

My stepmother understands things, and she encourages me to marry like my own mother, but the difference is that my mother encourages me to marry farther, and my stepmother wants me to marry in front of me, and if there is anything in the family in the future, she is so troublesome that I am not.

She helped me choose, or Shen Song, who had a kiss with me back then, and in the past two days, my mother has a very good attitude towards me and my father in order to encourage me to go to Shen Song again. Then the wind blows in my ears every day, and Shen Song can make a career after graduating from graduate school, and now he is engaged in information engineering, and he can earn 20,000 yuan a month.

I'm a person who has seen the world, and I think 20,000 yuan is a fart, not enough for me to buy two famous brands to support the scene. But now that the calculation of the little people is renewed, 20,000 yuan a month is indeed not less.

In order to give my stepmother face, I still went to see Shen Song. This Shen Song, he saw me two years ago, and he still thinks about it, and he is very happy to see me.

However, his current image has been greatly improved from back then, and he doesn't look like a sven scum in a suit or leather shoes, but he is boring and boring.

I sat down with him, and there was basically nothing to say, nothing more than him asking questions and I answering them. And his understanding of me is all from his mother and my stepmother, I heard that I was an actor, I said that I was no longer an actor, he followed me in everything, just said that it was not an actor, or find a serious job.

I think my attitude can only be regarded as polite, but I don't know where I gave him the confidence to make him feel that the matter between the two of us was already a certainty. On the fifteenth day of the first month of this year, he also came to my house to give gifts, and he looked like a prospective son-in-law wanted to enter the door.

It's hard for me to pick out what to say, just deliberately avoiding him. The main thing is that I don't have any plans to marry now, maybe as an ordinary person, if you really want to get married, Shen Song is a good choice.

Later, I found a job in the county, which was considered a colleague of Li Baitian, but it was too low-end. In a media company, the company's main business is to make an advertising magazine, and then put the magazine in enterprises and institutions, and my job is to run the door and fool the merchants to take money to advertise in the magazine.

The monthly salary is 15 percent, and the 15 percent share of an advertisement.

In our small place, advertising is not easy to do. But I still did it, I went to work at eight o'clock every day, rode an electric car all over the city, and drilled into the small door on the street when I saw it.

There was no performance in the first month, and the customer carefully maintained it, and the bill began to be billed in the second month. Our boss was very happy with me, but the other colleagues were not convinced, they thought that if it wasn't for me because of my good looks, other customers wouldn't have taken the time to listen to me.

My life has started all over again, but fortunately I've never been popular, I'm not in front of others, and few people can recognize me as filming TV. Even if I look like it, I don't think that the person who appears in the TV series is me.

Since I came back, I have tried to keep a low profile and have not informed any of my old friends in the past, including Lan Tian and Li Hua. Maybe it's because I'm so good-looking, and I don't want to see them now.

The last time I thought of Li Hua, it was that day when I was in a hurry to go home to get something, the taxi driver said that the road ahead was narrow and might not be able to drive in, I said: "I can drive in, I used to be able to drive in when my boyfriend sent me, and his car was still so big." ”

When I got out of the taxi, my heart ached.

Is he okay now, and what kind of her is standing next to him? Do you remember me Cong You? Do the math, at this time a year ago, we seemed to be as sweet as glue.

Year after year, it's gone too fast and has changed too much.

Then Yan Xiaochang got married in a flash, went home for a year, and got married in less than three months with an unreliable hairy boy.

When I received the notice, I was so slumped that I didn't participate in it, because some of my junior high and high school classmates had been married in the past two years, but I usually didn't participate. I never wanted to face growing up, and I didn't want to be stunned to find out that our wave of people had reached the age of marriage.

In a few months, I will be 23 years old, 24 years old, and I don't even have a boyfriend, pitiful.

Sadly, I was dragged to be a bridesmaid, and I asked Yan Xiaochang's old friends who they had invited.

Yan Xiaochang said: "I know which one you are worried about, the wedding cards have been sent, and you are not sure if you will come, then you have to prepare, the old love will meet with 1 person...... Emma, it's so exciting!"