How many lonely sleepless nights, tossing and turning, have now become the most unwilling scars engraved in the bottom of the heart, clearly imprinted with that ridiculous and ugly past.

reminds me all the time that she has abandoned her life's creed, let others ridicule the incorruptible and shameful, and even humiliate the man who has to love the Zhang family's century-old lintel. When she was desperate and on the verge of despair, how ruthless and desperate she avoided it.

It's ridiculous until the last moment, she worries more about whether her bleeding face will scare him.

No one could understand that she was lying on the cold stone steps, holding the child in her belly tightly, and her heart was a little desperate.

As hot as it gets, it's as cold as it gets.

The coldness in her heart gradually spread to her body, and the biting cold finally froze her whole body, and even her soul was firmly nailed to the body that was covered by blood and even her face could not be distinguished, and she could not move.

She heard the rampant northwest wind howling above the East Palace.

I heard that the octagonal palace lamp with the phoenix pattern hanging at the corner of the eaves of the house was blown by the wind and shook wildly, and it was hoarse.

I heard the baby's heart-rending cry, croak, croak, croak, weak and sharp.

He was so well-behaved, so small, so pitiful, he didn't understand anything, but he already had a hunch-

He was abandoned.

After all, he can't get to this world, and he can't even open his eyes and take a look......

Tears struggled to flow from her fingers, Zhang Ruoyi covered her face with her hand and could no longer hide her wolf bèi, crying liver and intestines.

"I'm sorry ......"

gave you flesh and blood, gave you hope, but couldn't even protect you from being born safely.

I'm sorry.

Zhang Ruoyi muttered these three words in a low voice, back and forth, over and over again, like reciting a great compassion mantra, repeatedly, as if every time she recited it, she could atone for the sins on her body.

"Can't afford it?"

Chu Ci frowned unconsciously, thinking about her sentence "I can't afford it", the words were sad, and she cried blood. At this moment, she no longer has her usual sad and joyless appearance, and there is a kind of sorrow lingering between her eyebrows, which is so haggard that it makes people feel distressed.

How could he ever see such a Zhang Ruoyi?

Since the first meeting, she has been elegant and demure, no matter what happens, she will never be able to make waves, and she will not be shocked. When he first entered the prosperous world, he was ridiculed by his colleagues as a "vase", and in the face of everyone's doubts, he did not refute it, but only concentrated on using a beautiful planning book to impress everyone. Even when she revealed her heart to her for the first time, she still looked as usual, and never had any other feelings other than indifference.

And now, he was forced to cry silently, almost collapsed.

Once, he wanted to see that delicate and detached face, revealing another kind of affection, but now seeing her in unspeakable pain, his heart was extremely distressed.

Chu Ci lifted the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, no matter how good Rao is usually at controlling his feelings, at this moment, he can't pretend that nothing happened.

He had asked himself more than once, why did he have to be her?

Indeed, she is beautiful, excellent, and kind, and meets the full definition of a goddess in the hearts of all men.

is more perfect than her, it's not nothing, how did you identify her, hit the south wall again and again, hit her head and bleed, and still stubborn and refused to turn back?

Why do you have to put yourself in such a situation, she has rejected it so many times, leaving no room every time, and resolutely saying that there is no possibility of development with him.

What about him? He persevered all the way from Province B.

What is this, stalking?

What is the difference between his behavior and those scoundrels now?

If you don't let go, even you start to look down on yourself.

Can you really just let it go, willingly? willingly? A heart full of her occupancy, can you still vacate the land and let another person divide it?

If you are opposite to yourself day and night, the woman who shares the bed is not her. If you love the honey in your arms, the woman who kisses gently is not her.

Just thinking about it, I feel unbearable.

He has been wise since he was a child, and he is the grandson of the Chu family, and he grew up by his grandfather since he was a child, and his every move has attracted much attention. When he became an adult, he naturally took over the Chu Group, and his ambition was not comparable to ordinary people. For as long as I can remember, there is little that has not been obtained.

There is only one exception.

The first time I met her was at the B University special job fair specially held by Shengshi for college graduates.

He didn't care about it originally, and every year he sharpened his head and wanted to squeeze into the prosperous world, and if the general manager came to the scene in person at every job fair, then he would have been tired like a dog.

Helpless, at that time, Xu Yanxin's little girlfriend was one of the thousands of job-seeking troops in B University, and he didn't count it for public and personal gain, but he had to drag him hard. It is said that the B big girl is famous for her high quality, one is beautiful and the other is beautiful, and she may accidentally bump into someone, and she will have a thunderous encounter.

Although for this, he scoffed. But in the end, I went.

The resources of B University live up to their reputation, with handsome men and beautiful women, all of whom are outstanding. Many of the students who came to participate in the interview wore slim-fitting suits and delicate makeup, and there were pleasing scenery everywhere as far as the eye could see.

Xu Yan quickly found her little girlfriend, and the two of them fought hotly, while not forgetting to wink at him.

"Hey, that ...... over there"

He was flipping through the re-examination list that the interviewer had just handed in, and was hinted at several times by Xu Yan before he looked up lazily. Look out of the classroom at the end of the neat line waiting for an interview.

Nearly half of the team of about 100 people wore black formal suits, their long hair was meticulously coiled behind their heads, and even if they were decorated with expensive cosmetics, their tense expressions could not be concealed.

And she's not.

She just tied her hair casually, and the strands of hair that hung down were behind her ears, revealing her delicate features.

At this age, most girls tend to gravitate towards brighter colors, but she doesn't.

The navy blue woolen coat on the upper body is knee-length, with a black base and a pair of bright gray leather boots.

I have to admit that the darker color she wears on her body not only does not look old, but it also sets off her skin white and snowy, and her posture is graceful.

Minimalism is also very elegant, plain to the extreme, but it is like a touch of magnificent color, which is amazing.

Unlike the enemies of the people around her, she was looking down and playing with her mobile phone intently, a strand of hair hanging down mischievously, and she didn't care about it. Ten Lingbai fingertips kept beating and shaking on the screen, and even the gesture of playing a game was indescribably eye-catching.

So...... At the time of the interview, when everyone else was sharpening their guns, this girl was playing...... Rhythm master?

Really, defeated by her.

In fact, he did lose.

At that time, she was like a cluster of fireworks suddenly rising in the dark night sky, so turbulent and arrogant, she couldn't help but break into his world. The brilliant brilliance that burst out of it poured into the bottom of the eye, and it was unforgettable.

Only in that moment did he understand.

There is really a kind of love, which is unforgettable and unforgettable at first sight.

Women all over the world, he only wants this one, why is it so difficult?

After so many years, the women around Xu Yan have changed a lot.

And he guarded the one in his heart and refused to let go.

Xu Yan said that he was stunned.

Perhaps.

If it's not a demon stun, what reason can explain such a stubborn behavior at the moment?

Chu Ci took a breath of cool air and slowly dispersed all the turbid qi in his chest. In less than two minutes, he was armed with fire and water again. Staring at her indescribable eyebrows, her voice was light but rock-solid.

"I'll wait until you're willing to take it. ”

I can't afford it, and in the end it's still reluctant. You are reluctant to love me, and naturally you don't want to bear a lot of information about me.

You're reluctant now, it's okay, I'll always wait until the day when you're willing.

Wait until you are willing to bear all of me, just as I love all of you, good or bad, what your heart is tied to, where your feelings are, no matter what it tastes like, it is as sweet as food.

Zhang Ruoyi looked up at him and smiled bitterly.

This is him, who seems to be light and light, and once he is serious, he will never look back.

As before, I waited for a whole night in the mangosteen forest behind Longhua Temple, and I was even more exposed, just to see her.

Because of this, the feeling of despair at the moment of dying made her haunted her even more.

With his heart, if he really wanted to see her for the last time, how could he not come?

I couldn't even find a reason to defend him.

At that time, she was meaningless to him. is so insignificant that even the last side is too lazy to perfunctory.

Zhang Ruoyi's tear-stained face was cold, and she was about to say something, when a sharp pain suddenly appeared in her lower abdomen, and the convulsions made her spine chill.

She subconsciously covered her lower abdomen with both hands, and squatted down uncomfortably, trying to alleviate the discomfort. She was already thin, but now she was curled up together, looking more and more weak and pitiful.

Chu Ci was startled when he saw that her face was pale, and her lips were about to be bitten and bloody. Hurriedly hugged her in his arms and said urgently.

"What's wrong? Does your stomach hurt?"

"Don't touch me!"

At this moment, Zhang Ruoyi is like a hedgehog that has been pulled out of her thorns, she has lost the guarantee of survival, and her heart is full of deep unease.

The past seemed to coincide with the present, and she seemed to return to that midsummer night when the cicadas were singing and noisy.

The cup carved with magnolia flowers is still in front of her, and it is the colorless and tasteless wine that killed her and her child!

Chu Ci stared at Zhang Ruoyi, who was still guarding against him at this time, like a fried cat, both helpless and pitiful. I had to put my voice softer and softer, and speak slowly.

"Is it uncomfortable in my stomach, let's go to the hospital to check it out?"

Zhang Ruoyi was already in pain, but even so, she still instinctively refused to have anything to do with Chu Ci, and shook her head stubbornly: "I'm fine." ”

Chu Ci's strength in holding her wrist did not relax, and she insisted on her kind words.

"I'd better check it out, otherwise I can't rest assured. ”

"Why bother. Zhang Ruoyi's voice was weak, but the words she said were not ambiguous at all, "I have clearly rejected you, is it interesting for you to continue to entangle?"

As soon as the words fell, Zhang Ruoyi clearly felt that the force that restrained her wrist suddenly loosened, and at the same time, she breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, she also had an indescribable loss in her heart.

Such a high-minded inquiry, normal men can't stand it, not to mention, he is such a proud person.

But it backfired, Chu Ci did not turn away, but held her hand tightly again. His deep eyes were straight at her, and his gaze was like a torch.

"How long has it been since you've been here. ”

Such an unrelated problem made Zhang Ruoyi suddenly surprised. This time, she was busy working overtime and neglected a faintly abnormal little situation, and after he mentioned it, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't been here for nearly two months.

It may not be a big deal to be someone else.

But she has been gradually dyed by Mama Gu for more than ten years, and she has also paid great attention to the maintenance of her body in this life, and her food and clothing are even more fine. Therefore, her menstrual affairs have always been very accurate.

I haven't been here for two months now, what does that mean......

Thinking of a certain possibility, Zhang Ruoyi couldn't help but tremble, she looked up at Chu Ci leisurely, her hands firmly grasped his arm, and her eyes that were as peaceful as water in the past were amazingly bright.

"Doctor, help me find a doctor!"

"Good. ”

Chu Ci answered steadily, then picked up Zhang Ruoyi and strode back.

I don't know how many contacts he used, but in twenty minutes, a well-dressed young doctor with gold-rimmed rimless glasses hurried in, with the anger on his face that his dream had been disturbed. Obviously, he was familiar with Chu Ci, and although his face was full of displeasure, he quickly adjusted his state.

first carefully inquired about Zhang Ruoyi's diet and work and rest in the past two months, and then rolled up her cuffs and gave her a pulse.

Chu Ci had been observing the other party's expression, and seeing that he was frowning and hadn't let go for a moment, he couldn't help but be a little anxious.

"How's it going, it's okay?"

Zhang Ruoyi, who seemed to be trembling as if he was invincible, glanced at it and said lightly: "Something." It seemed that the impact on the little couple was not too big, he pretended to be strict, and then added.

"It's still a big deal!"

Hearing this, Zhang Ruoyi's plain white face had lost its blood, and it was as fragile as a lifeless glass doll. Chu Ci was afraid that she would be broken, so he hurriedly hugged her tightly, and she was broken, and she could only be broken in his arms.

Tsk, this is a once-in-a-millennium good show! When did the Chu fox, who looked at women as nothing, also engage in the act of pity and cherishing jade?

Sacrificing a good night's sleep in exchange for teasing Chu Fox is full of cost-effectiveness, no loss, no loss.

Hehe, Chu fox, Chu fox, I didn't expect you to have today!

Although I haven't seen enough of the good show, but well, it's not good if it's too much, who made him a real person?

"Ahem. ”

Seeing that he had failed to attract the attention of the two, he coughed twice, and it was not until the two eyes brushed in unison that he cleared his throat and spoke unhurriedly.

"What's that...... Chu Fox, your daughter-in-law is pregnant. ”