Chapter 183: Ask Yourself
Liu Ying didn't notice that after she said this, a sound of something falling suddenly sounded in the seat behind her.
Liu Mushan quickly picked up the water cup that accidentally fell to the ground, and took a tissue to wipe the water spilled on the table absentmindedly, and her heart was very shocked.
What do you mean?
Listening to the previous words, there seems to be something between Liu Chengsheng and Liu Ying.
But...... What's the matter with her?
Liu Chengsheng is back, what impact will it have on her?
That bold idea suddenly popped up again.
Liu Mushan couldn't help but clench her palms, and her palms were dripping with sweat.
The two people who were immersed in their own world didn't notice this little episode, Liu Cheng pursed his lips dryly, and said bitterly: "I didn't ...... I just, I just wanted to see her...... Also, look at your ......"
Liu Ying's eyes moved slightly, revealing a bit of ruthlessness: "What do we have to see? You have endured it for more than 20 years, what are you going to do with it?
Liu Chengsheng's eyes showed a little bitterness, and he glanced at her with sadness.
Liu Ying's heart jumped heavily, and she couldn't help but shout in disbelief: "You really haven't been married until now, right?"
"I'm such a ......" Liu Chengsheng wiped his face painfully, shook his head with a wry smile: "I don't have any relatives in this world anymore...... I, I just want to see you...... There are still worries about ...... province."
Liu Ying sat there in a daze and didn't speak for a while.
She muttered and moved her fingertips: "You, why do you bother? Why ......?"
"When I was out of Beijing, I was in a car accident...... "The bitterness faded, and Liu Chengsheng showed a little numbness from being tortured by life.
He bent down slightly, slightly lifting the leg of his suit pants, revealing a well-disguised prosthetic leg that was covered by his pants and socks.
He lowered his eyes and continued in a flat voice, "I'm already a waste...... Where is there a girl who is willing to ...... with me? It's okay, so when I leave, I won't have anything to worry about......"
Liu Ying covered her mouth in surprise, so she didn't shout.
Liu Chengsheng has been covering up very well, and when he walked, he deliberately slowed down slightly, and walked steadily, so that he couldn't see that one of his legs was actually a prosthetic.
Knowing the truth at this time, Liu Ying couldn't help but feel a sense of guilt in her heart.
Isn't it...... If she hadn't kicked him out of Beijing for fear of the matter being exposed, he wouldn't have suffered all this?
No......
It was all meant to be...... She can't be blamed, and she didn't mean to.
Barely stabilized his mind, and after a while, Liu Ying said in a low voice: "Since this is the case, you shouldn't destroy the peaceful life of our mother and daughter, right?"
Her coldness and selfishness were revealed at this moment, and her face showed a little coldness, and she said coldly: "Why did you deliberately approach Mu Shan? She didn't know anything. If you want money, I can give it to you, Mu Shan is living a good life now, and I am living a good life. We don't want you to break your current life. You shouldn't have come. β
This is the second time in a short period of time that she has said that he should not appear in Jingshi.
Liu Chengsheng felt that his heart was getting cold little by little.
Thinking of Liu Mushan's low cry two days ago, he couldn't help but raise his head after all, revealing a little sarcasm: "You are doing well, but what about Mu Shan? Not necessarily, right?"
Liu Ying's face changed suddenly, and she said coldly, "What do you mean?"
"I don't mean anything. Liu Chengsheng lowered his head and said with a slight mockery: "Mu Shan is also your biological daughter, but what can she get? She has been treated as an adopted daughter all these years, and she has lived a trembling life in the Lin family...... You ask yourself. β
, a middle-aged man who has always behaved little different from when he was young, finally showed a little resentment and anger tempered by the suppression of life, and said coldly: "Mu Shan and your biological daughter, are you really a bowl of water?"
Without waiting for Liu Ying to speak, Liu Chengsheng was unusual, and continued quickly: "I am Mu Shan's father, but for more than 20 years, I don't even know about her situation!
"I'm not like you, I still have a family, and other daughters, I only have Mu Shan. Speaking of this, Liu Chengsheng's voice was loud and clear, and he said firmly: "No one can bully Mu Shan, if anyone wants to make Mu Shan feel bad, let him step on my corpse!"
Liu Ying was shocked by his different attitudes, and then a monstrous anger swelled up.
Afraid of attracting the attention of others, she reluctantly lowered her voice, but she couldn't suppress her anger: "Do you think you are here for her good? At least now, Mu Shan can eat and dress well, she can get whatever she wants, and it doesn't matter if she squanders it." β
"But what about you? What do you have?! You can't even support yourself!" Liu Ying said in a cold voice, coldly warning: "Even if Mu Shan knew the truth, she would never want to live such a life with you! You are not helping her, loving her, you are harming her." If you don't want to be complained by Mu Shan for the rest of your life, you shouldn't appear in Beijing. β
"You're not Mu Shan, how do you know if she's unwilling?!" was poked into the scar, and the deepest secret in his heart was revealed, Liu Chengsheng's neck was bulging, and he couldn't help but roar in a low voice: "Don't think that you are greedy for glory and wealth, just think that your daughter will be as selfish as you." β
He had to admit it.
Even though he had seen Liu Mushan, even if he saw the suspicion, temptation and vigilance in her eyes clearly, he still didn't dare to tell her the truth, he didn't dare to tell her that he was her biological father.
Even if Lin Jinyu can't give her love as a father, he can give her fine clothes and food, give her a good growth environment, and let her grow up like a little princess.
And what about him?
Now, even if he takes out everything he has, he may not even be able to afford a shoe for her.
What qualifications does he have to be her father, and what kind of life can he provide her?
This inferiority complex is hidden in his bones, so that he can't even get close to his only daughter.
As long as he thought of this, Liu Chengsheng couldn't help but hate his incompetence.
When he was a fitness coach before, he was still complacent, thinking that although he had no education and no skills, he could still make a lot of money.
Life has long worn out his ignorance over the years, and he clearly knows that it is impossible for Liu Mushan to live such a poor life with him.
Liu Ying sneered, as if she saw through the fear of his bluff, and said lightly: "Mu Shan is now the daughter of the Lin family, and we have already broken off between us." You'd better stay away from Mu Shan. Otherwise......"
The corners of her eyes were slightly raised, revealing a little coldness, Liu Ying said in a low voice: "I may not be happy, but do you think that your good daughter can still be raised by Lin Jinyu with a lot of money?"
"She is in the entertainment industry, taking on a play, she has to use Lin Jinyu's face and how much money, do you know?" Liu Ying looked at him pityingly, condescendingly, with a faint disdain in her eyes: "Even if she doesn't do anything now, she can still stretch out her hands and open her mouth, even if she goes to the mall, there are people who stutter." But if what happened in the first place was exposed......"
"Liu Chengsheng, you are not young. Liu Ying stood up, opened her wallet, elegantly took out a few red banknotes, and pressed them on the table with the tip of her index finger: "Don't continue to be so naΓ―ve, go back where you come from." Beijing is so big, it's not for you. β
"Think about it. β
After saying that, without the slightest nostalgia, she put away her coat, turned around and stepped on her high heels and left.
The sound of "let's da, da" high heels knocking on the floor, as always, carries her strength and elegance, and the fixed melody even makes people can't help but pay attention.
She's always been like that.
All eyes are on, elegant and noble, standing on the clouds far away from him.
The occasional contact was like a ridiculous dream, and now, he finally woke up.
When you wake up, you have nothing.
Liu Chengsheng clenched his fists and lowered his head, his eyes revealing a little unwillingness.
It is precisely because he has endured enough of the hardships of life that he absolutely cannot allow Liu Mushan to live the same life as him.
It doesn't matter, he doesn't have many days to live anyway.
It is worth it to be able to exchange for a stable life for her daughter in the future.
There was a bit of death on his face, but there was something terrifying in his eyes.
Neither Liu Chengsheng nor Liu Ying noticed that only ten minutes after Liu Ying came out of the restaurant, Liu Mushan staggered into the car with a pale face.
She couldn't believe what she had heard.
She...... It turned out to be Liu Ying and Liu Chengsheng's biological daughter?
Is she Liu Ying's illegitimate daughter?
According to the time, within a few months after giving birth to Lin Fang, Liu Ying became pregnant with her......
How did she hide it from Lin Jinyu, and she had been hiding it for more than 20 years?
Since she is also her biological daughter...... So why...... Why has she been living carefully for so many years?
The inexplicable depression is surging in the bottom of my heart, but there is nowhere to vent.
Thinking that when she was a child, she stupidly asked Liu Ying who her biological parents were, and Liu Ying falsely told her that even if she didn't have her biological parents, she would love her well, and Liu Mushan couldn't help but want to gag.
Deceitful, all deceitful!
The last 20 years or so have all been lies!
Intense emotions collided in her heart, and she was in turmoil for a while, and drove all the way until she reached the outskirts of the city, and then slowed down and stopped.
It's spring now, and everything is reviving on the side of the road, and there is a faint hint of green in the barren weeds.
Liu Mushan gasped, and for the first time in more than 20 years, she squatted on the curb without regard to her image, hugging her knees in despair.
At this moment, her mobile phone suddenly rang.
Seeing the name on the caller ID, she paused slightly, and it took a while to calm down and press answer.
"Mom, what's wrong?"
Liu Ying's voice on the other side of the earpiece was as usual, and she said lightly: "Mu Shan, where have you been? Mom is still thinking of having dinner with you at noon today!"
Liu Mushan made a wooden face, looked at the mountains in the distance, and pulled the corners of her mouth silently: "A friend called me just now, and we went out together." Mom, didn't you make an appointment with Mrs. Yang? Why did you come back so soon? β
Liu Ying's voice paused, and then she chuckled and said, "Mrs. Yang has a temporary guest at home, isn't it not that we didn't eat together?" We booked the meal in advance at the 'Imperial Dining Family', and I originally thought that Mrs. Yang couldn't come, so let's eat together......
"Then I don't have that mouth. Liu Mushan smiled dumbly: "Wait for tomorrow, I'll be with my mother again." β
After a few more pleasantries, he hung up the phone.
Liu Mushan clenched her phone, and her beautifully groomed, rhinestone-covered nails almost split because of the force.
There was even an urge in her heart to throw her phone out, to shout.
But she couldn't.
She could only bite her lip in silence, letting those resentful emotions collide everywhere in her chest, and there was no way out.
Fake, fake, fake!
It's all fake!
Liu Ying has been like today for so many years, as if nothing happened, and calmly told her lies? !
She has been cautious all these years, observing words and feelings, doesn't Liu Ying feel a little distressed?
She is also her biological daughter! But why, she has to try her best to please the Lin family?!
The unwilling venom was almost suffocating, Liu Mushan raised her face, and her eyes were scarlet.