Chapter 184: A Glimmer of Cold Light
Under the emotional agitation in her heart, Liu Mushan didn't hesitate much, and made a phone call to Liu Chengsheng.
It could be heard from the tone of his voice when he answered the phone, Liu Chengsheng was particularly surprised, and said excitedly: "Mu Shan, is there something wrong with calling me?"
His tone was happy but apprehensive, like a father who received a call from his children, full of worry and joy.
Obviously, she didn't like this man very much, but Liu Mushan couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved.
This grievance made her disguised emotions a little more real, so she lowered her head, sniffed lightly, and whispered with a crying voice: "Uncle Liu......"
"What's wrong?" Hearing that something was wrong with her voice, Liu Chengsheng suddenly panicked and hurriedly asked, "Why are you crying?"
"I ...... I didn't know who to tell, so I called you......" Liu Mushan lowered her voice and choked up, like a dazed child, and said in a low voice: "Am I disturbing you?"
Even when she was so sad and helpless, her first thought was whether to disturb others...... How can this kid be so likable.
Liu Chengsheng felt that his heart was about to melt, and even because of this softness, a lot of pain poured in, and even the little frustration about family affection that had risen somewhat because of Liu Ying's ridicule before has dissipated a lot.
He couldn't help but soften his voice and said lovingly, "No, my uncle has already finished eating...... Don't cry, tell your uncle, what the hell is going on?"
"That's good......" Liu Mushan lowered her eyes.
On the other end of the phone, her face was expressionless, cold like a cold sculpture. But her voice was full of grievances and confusion, and she whispered: "I...... I'm just not in a good mood...... But I don't know who to talk to...... I'm sorry, I've only met you twice, but I took the liberty of bothering you......"
"Silly boy. Liu Chengsheng felt sorry for her current state again, and was glad that she would think of looking for him if something happened, so he paced in place for two steps before whispering, with a little pampering and worry: "What happened? You tell Uncle Liu, even if Uncle Liu can't help much, he can still give you some ideas." ”
"Don't look at Uncle Liu as useless, after all, I have lived so many years longer than you, and I still have life experience. ”
"Uncle Liu is not a useless person. Liu Mushan choked up and retorted, and after hearing the reassuring laughter from the other side of the microphone, she made a puzzled look and said in a low voice: "Mom asked someone out for dinner at noon today...... I don't know why I came back and lost my temper......"
"She, she said, it's all me...... It's my existence that has caused her trouble......" Liu Mushan sobbed and said puzzledly: "I don't know what happened...... I don't dare to tell anyone else, I don't even have anyone to talk to in the Lin family...... Uncle Liu, what the hell did you say happened to Mom?"
Liu Chengsheng was shocked and asked in disbelief: "Did she really say that?!"
Liu Mushan nodded aggrievedly and said in a low voice: "Hmm...... I'm not lying...... Uncle Liu, do you think that my mother actually made a mistake when she adopted me? After all, I am not her biological daughter, and Sister Xiaofang has never been close to her for all these years...... I, I'm such a scourge......"
"Don't talk nonsense! You're not a scourge!" Liu Chengsheng clenched his fists angrily.
Liu Ying!
pretended to be good in front of him, and looked like he was worthy of Liu Mushan.
That's how she treated their mutual daughter?
Yes, Liu Mushan follows her, and she can indeed live a luxurious life without worrying about food and clothing.
But what about the physical and mental health of children, and what about the lack of father's and mother's love?
Liu Chengsheng couldn't help gritting his teeth, and whispered viciously: "It's your mother who said nonsense! Obviously, she didn't handle it well, so why should she blame you." What about your own daughter? You're ...... too."
Halfway through the words, Liu Chengsheng suddenly realized that because he was too angry, he had said too much, and quickly bit the tip of his tongue and stopped the conversation.
A cold light flashed in Liu Mushan's eyes, and she asked in a low voice pretending to be puzzled, "What am I also?"
"No, it's nothing...... Liu Chengsheng smiled dryly, and then stammered, clumsily changing the subject: "Where are you now?
Of course, Liu Mushan did not continue to ask.
She didn't plan to let Liu Chengsheng know now that she already knew her life experience.
What is Liu Chengsheng to her?
Even if it is the biological father, after only half of the genes are provided, it disappears.
For more than 20 years, he has never given her the slightest fatherly love, let alone the slightest care.
It's not even as good as Lin Jinyu.
For Liu Mushan, Liu Chengsheng is more like a stranger who she feels can be trusted and used arbitrarily.
If you want to say that there are any feelings, it is simply a joke.
Therefore, she didn't care about the relationship between the two people, but because of this bloodline, and Liu Chengsheng's obviously cared about attitude, she had more room to operate.
Therefore, when Liu Mushan heard this, she seemed to be really distracted, and looked around before she said softly: "I...... I was so sad just now that I drove around...... Now on the outskirts of the city...... I don't know exactly where it is......"
"Silly girl, how unsafe it is in the wilderness!" Liu Chengsheng frowned in disapproval when he heard this, and stood up suddenly: "Don't move, I'll go find you." ”
His daughter is well-behaved and obedient, like a little princess who does not know the world. looks beautiful and lovely, what if you meet some bad people with bad intentions?
Liu Mushan hurriedly dissuaded him and said in a low voice: "Uncle Liu, no need. I have navigation in the car, and I can drive it back directly after a while...... The suburbs are so big, you look for me, when do you want to find it? ”
Liu Chengsheng paused slightly, and his movements stopped.
Oh, yes.
He knew earlier that Liu Mushan had a car that was worth a lot of money by looking at its appearance, and it was probably very complete in performance.
And what about him?
He doesn't even have an electric car.
Do you want him to ride a beat-up bicycle around the world?
When he finds Liu Mushan, I'm afraid it will be tomorrow morning.
Realizing his powerlessness again, and the little thing he could give Liu Mushan, he couldn't help but sit down with one hand on his face, trying to hide his loss: "Then you can go back quickly...... Little girl's family, don't stay outside by yourself......"
"I, I'll be back in a moment. Liu Mushan responded obediently, paused for a while, and then whispered, in a tone that seemed to be very moved: "Uncle Liu, you are so good...... No one has ever cared so much about me...... Uncle Liu, how nice would it be if you were my father......"
While speaking, Liu Mushan opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat.
"You ......" Hearing her almost whispering words, Liu Chengsheng's hand shook violently, and the whole heart suffered a huge shock, and his mind was blank.
He waited for a while before he shuddered and asked, "You, what you said is true......?" You, you think, you want to have a dad like me?"
He swallowed widely, feeling that he could no longer think.
I couldn't tell whether I was expecting or afraid, and the middle-aged man held his breath, waiting for his little girl to give him an answer.
Liu Mushan didn't seem to notice his strangeness and nervousness at all, and laughed briskly: "Of course, this is just my extravagant hope......
As she spoke, she lowered again and whispered, "How can I have such a good father as Uncle Liu? My biological parents don't want me for a long time......
"Uncle Liu. Although she called him, she seemed to be talking to herself, and asked in a low voice and confusion: "Am I not sensible enough, or am I not beautiful enough? Why are my parents unwilling to want me?"
Not really!
It's not that I don't want you!
You are sensible and beautiful, kind and well-behaved, and you are your father's baby!
Liu Chengsheng almost wanted to shout.
But at the same time, Liu Ying's voice seemed to ring cold in his mind again.
"You can't even raise yourself, what can you give Mu Shan?"
"You're only going to make Mu Shan hate you. ”
Clenched his fists, and all the voices were stuck in his throat, Liu Chengsheng clenched his fists and was silent for a long, long time.
"Don't talk nonsense, Mu Shan is such a good girl, what pair of parents in this world are willing to abandon it......" After a while, he opened his mouth in a hoarse voice, his voice was rough like a fingernail cutting through glass, and he said dryly: "It must be that they have some reason to give up on you." ”
"Really?" seemed to be comforted, Liu Mushan asked expectantly.
"Of course it's true. Liu Chengsheng's eyes were red, and it took a while to suppress the choking in his throat, and he pretended to smile easily: "Say it again...... It's not good for me to be a dad like this...... Life is so poor and miserable that I can't even give you a home......"
His tone was lighthearted, but his face was not like that.
With red eyes, he looked sadly and desperately at the old ceiling of the construction dormitory, which was covered with cobwebs and mildew, and his heart ached.
He is really a useless waste, standing in front of his daughter, he is not qualified to recognize her.
Liu Mushan paused slightly, a little surprised that he would say such a thing.
But soon, she hooked the corners of her mouth, and said in an innocent and lively tone: "But...... Where there are parents and parents, it is home...... I'm not afraid of hardship...... I can't do anything now, but I can learn. ”
"Live in a small house, do laundry, clean and go out to earn money...... I can do it all. Her voice seemed to be full of longing, but there was malice in her eyes, and she whispered: "The aunt at home said that in the hard days of her youth, she had to use cold water to wash her clothes...... I'm also afraid of the cold, but I think I can do it if I have my mom and dad by my side. ”
She didn't seem to care about the hardships of life, and in a simple tone, imagining what life in a poor family should be like, she firmly said that she could accept it.