085 Parting

As the salute died down, Moses stood up and walked back to me again.

I no longer pretended to be asleep, leaned against the head of the bed, and watched him quietly, waiting for what he would say.

Musa has been here for the night, and if it drags on, I am afraid it will not be a good end. Maybe I could selfishly ask him to stay a little longer, but what's the use? The most painful thing is not the parting, but the memories after the parting. He had left his love, his pain, and the breath of his body here, enough for me to come back to.

In the morning light, Musa's figure was long and handsome, and he was standing there, but he seemed to be in the clouds. He leaned down, picked up my face, and stared at me carefully, his eyelashes blinking, and the two pools of water flowing. The tip of his nose rubbed against the tip of my nose and gently left a 'kiss' on my forehead, curling up with great tenderness.

Then, he said, "Cece, I'm leaving." ”

I slowly raised my eyes and looked at him quietly, desperately trying to remember his expression at the moment. Meticulously traced, deeply engraved. Knowing this parting, it is difficult to have room to toss.

After a long time, I finally closed my eyes, not wanting to see his departing back, and nodded slightly.

There was silence all around, and after a while there was the sound of his departing footsteps, but the footsteps had just taken a few steps, paused, and returned. In the silence, I heard him ask in a hoarse voice, "You have nothing to say to me?"

I still closed my eyes, and even though I had a thousand words in my heart, I didn't know which one to say at the moment, so I had to shake my head and answer clearly, "No." ”

He sighed, and his voice came in a low voice, "But...... But I still have something to ask you. ”

My heart pounded, and I opened my eyes and looked at his handsome face, a little confused.

Mosa sat on the edge of the bed, took my hand from the bed, held it in the palm of his hand, and asked softly, "Are you still unwilling to marry me?"

His voice was too gentle, his eyes were too deep, and all of a sudden, what welled up in my heart was boundless guilt.

But in the blink of an eye, the shame was swept away, and I stared at the hands he had washed before the prayer, and whispered, "You...... You can't marry me alone. ”

The space was silent.

After a while, Mossa's low and sincere voice came: "My life may be a little uncomfortable for you, but I will do my best to be good to you and let you live without worry." I...... In my heart, you are the only one. ”

As soon as these words came out, I raised my head with a swish, looked at him in a daze, my eyes were bright, and the full of happiness and anticipation instantly filled my whole body and mind.

But in the blink of an eye, my gaze dimmed, I lowered my head, and let the broken hair of bangs cover my eyes, "If I marry you, even if you are the only one in your heart, your body will be divided equally." One, three, five, you're with me, two, four, six, you're with her, and if you take us shopping on Sunday, you'll have to make sure that the gifts I get are worth the same as her. You can't give me more favor, even if I give, I still have to hide and be afraid of being discovered......" The melancholy and pain in my heart were hard to resist, I opened my moist eyes, reached out and stroked his face, and said astringently and slowly: "I want to be with you, I want to be in love every day and every night, I want to stand with you openly, this is the simplest requirement in love, but for you and me, it seems like a luxury." If you ask for too much, you will burn yourself. ”

I squeezed his big hand, gentle but firm: "Mosa, I love you, but I want you to be mine alone." I am indeed a little selfish, but who is not selfish in love? Even you can't allow others to pull my wrist, how can I endure the life of working with others?"

Mossa's body froze, his eyes as gentle as water froze, staring intently at me, not letting go of every look on my face.

I was overwhelmed by what he looked at, and lowered my eyes sadly: "Don't look at me anymore, the next time we meet, it should be me to see you at the wedding." ”

He looked stunned and asked, "Are you really going?"

"Can I not go?" I asked him, muttering to myself before I could reply, "Perhaps, if I go, I can see more clearly." ”

As I thought this, I breathed a sigh of relief, sniffed, and shrunk back into the quilt, and lifted the quilt over to cover my head. Hands wrenched together in the darkness wrapped in the futon and said to him, "You go, I don't want to see your back when you leave, it will make my heart ache." ”

There was still the breath of his body last night in the bedding, and although I said the words of expulsion, the pounding heart was still in the soft 'chaos' and 'chaos'.

After a while, I heard the sound of heavy footsteps, the sound of the 'door' opening, the sound of slamming shut, and the dust that burst up and settled on the ground, and the room returned to a suffocating dead silence.

Only the temperature of my body remembers that we were so obsessed, so curled.

For example, morning and dusk, the past day is bitter. A moment of gentleness, the wind and the moon are inscribed.

After curling up in the bed for a long time, I could not escape the shadow of Moses in my mind, forcing myself to sit up straight, grabbing and putting on my clothes in a mess, and quickly freeing myself from the place of imagination full of memories.

I took the charger and plugged it in, waited for half a minute, and after turning on the phone, the text messages and missed reminders kept bombarding me.

The text message was mostly the same, asking me where I was and why I didn't answer the phone. When I looked closely, I was bombarded by two numbers, one was Lian Pian, and one was a strange call.

I'll call Lian Pian back first, it's still early in the morning, she had a fun time last night, she guess she's still sleeping, she picked up the phone, and her voice was wry: "Hey?"

"Hey, Lian Pian, it's me. ”

"Ahh ”

"I'm fine, of course I'm fine. I said, "I told the bear when I left last night, and he said he would tell you." ”

She was suddenly puzzled: "Who is the little bear?"

I remembered that I hadn't remembered his name yet, and explained, "It's Edward's friend." ”

"That's not called Bear, it's called George. Lian Pian thought for a while and said with a smile: "However, when you say this, it's really a bit like that." I guess George was too drunk to remember what he said, so he and I called you many times. However, you should also tell me and Edward when you leave. ”

It turned out that the owner of the other unfamiliar number was George the Bear. I wrote it down in my heart, and replied, "I also saw that you and Edward were too involved in dancing, and I was too embarrassed to come and disturb." "Actually, I was drunk and unconscious, and I was dragged away by Moussa, and I didn't think about it that much.

"Forget it, it's good to be safe. Lian Pian asked me, "But, where did you go last night?"

"I'm back at the hotel. ”

"Liar, I knocked on your 'door' when I came back at night, and you didn't respond. ”

My face turned red, and I was supposed to be with Mouses at the time, with him in my eyes and ears, and the rest of the sounds were automatically filtered, and I explained in a hesitant manner: "I was too drunk to hear ......"

Fortunately, Lian Pian didn't mind too much, and asked again absentmindedly: "Then where are you now?"

"At the hotel. ”

"Edward can only come to Dubai on the weekend, we have to go out this afternoon, would you like to come along?"

I thought about it, last night's drunkenness still made my mind a little dizzy, "Whether you can go out to play will be talked about later, I'll go to your room to find you first, I have something to tell you." ”

"Okay. She hung up.

I tidied myself up and knocked on Lian Pian's door. When they entered the room, they found that Edward and George were there, obviously just awakened, hanging their heads, lest my arrival disturb their good dreams.

I quickly pulled Lian Pian aside, "Why did you let the two of them come to your room?"

"It's nothing, they're 'good'. Lian Pian waved his hand unmindfully, "Say, what's the matter with me in such a hurry?"

I pursed my lips and said with difficulty: "Didn't I tell you that the Arab was getting married last time......" My throat seemed to be stuffed with an infarction, and when I mentioned this matter, I still couldn't avoid a 'wave' in my heart, I took a deep breath and continued, "His wedding, I have to go." Lian Pian, can you accompany me?"

I thought about it, in the circle of international students, the best relationship with me now is Lian Pian and Yun Yushu, Yun Yushu is full of hostility to Musa, I am afraid that I will keep talking in my ears when I go, and I can only find Lian Pian to accompany me to strengthen my courage.

"You're going to his wedding?" Lian Pian screamed, "Are you mistaken?

"I don't want to go either......," I shook my head helplessly, "I have my own unspeakable secrets, and I have no choice but to go." ”

Lian Pian glanced at me, and wanted to say something, looking at my aggrieved expression, after all, he just pouted, and his tone softened: "When is the wedding? In the short term, as long as it is not the day after tomorrow, I promised the mentor to go out to collect samples." ”

I was stunned, so I had to smile bitterly: "The wedding is a total of three days, and I only need to go for a trip on the last day of the male 'female' Binri, unfortunately, this is the day after tomorrow." ”

Lian Pian spread his hands: "I can't help it, although I really want to give you courage, but the mentor's matter was agreed to very early." ”

I sat on the couch in a depressed mood, and who else could I turn to? I didn't want the others around me to see the clues, but should I go to that lavish and happy banquet alone?

I was clutching my head, and when I was struggling, I suddenly heard the 'confused' and 'confused' little bear George raised his hand: "I'll go, I'll go with you." ”