There must have been a big event, that's why Mei Bai is so abnormal.

Yan Rushun's heart tightened, and she hurriedly leaned over, grabbed her hand, and tried to comfort her: "Xiaobai, don't cry first, tell me what's wrong?"

Mei Bai's tears were wiped inexhaustibly, and they gushed more and more.

"Leave me alone. She waved her hand and turned her head sideways to avoid her friend, "I'm fine...... I—I'm just a little jealous of you......"

Jealous of her? Where does this begin?

She herself is now a belly of undigested chicken feathers.

Yan Rushun knew that she couldn't be anxious, so she accompanied Mei Bai first and let her cry as much as she wanted.

Since she came to her today, she must still be ready to confide in her, but she is too blind to ignore her abnormalities.

Really, after giving birth to a baby, I seem to be really stupid, and my mind and eyes are not as flexible as before.

Fortunately, Mei Bai didn't think about it for a while, and jumped off the building when she got through the phone, otherwise how could she be at ease in her life?

Yan Rushun held back her anxiety and blamed herself.

Mei Bai covered her face and cried bitterly, crying until she was exhausted, and her voice slowly lowered.

Yan Rushun just slowly helped her smooth back, and didn't rush to ask. Mei Bai must have encountered something extremely difficult, she had to wait for her to say it herself, otherwise even if she was small, she might not be qualified to meddle in Xiaobai's affairs.

"I have. Mei Bai put her hands on her forehead and staggered to speak.

"What?" Yan Rushun stared in disbelief, aware that his voice was too loud, and quickly looked left and right.

Pregnant?

What's up?

Nonsense, naturally there are children!

And there must be something wrong with this child, otherwise she wouldn't be like this tone and performance.

But should we ask about our background or our health first?

The bombshell thrown by Mei Bai instantly stunned Yan Rushun. She didn't know what to ask for a moment.

After hesitating for a long time, she lowered her voice and continued to ask, "What's the matter? Is it a love affair or a one-night stand?"

Mei Bai turned pale, squeezed out a wry smile, and said tiredly: "How to say it, I thought I was in love, but maybe people only thought I was a friend of N night stands." ”

Yan Rushun didn't know what to say for a while.

I don't know why, Mei Bai has a lot of love experience along the way, but she has always met people. She's not a promiscuous girl, every time she falls in love, she chooses a lot, and she finds her own crush object, but in the end she is a scumbag one by one - if only she had this eye to buy lottery tickets.

Mei Bai didn't wait for a small question, she just came to talk, so she automatically said spontaneously: "I really thought I could live with him for the rest of my life, because I clearly told him that I might not be able to have children, and he also said he didn't care." He said he loved me as a person, not my womb. As long as two people love each other, it's okay if you don't want children......"

Yan Rushun couldn't help but interrupt her: "You told him that you were infertile, and then he said he didn't care without thinking about it?"

Mei Bai fell into his memory and looked at the ceiling with hazy eyes: "He hesitated at the time, but quickly made up his mind. He was so determined that I thought maybe I could try to look at it with him, so we started. Actually, he treated me really well......"

Yan Rushun looked at her friend's trance-like appearance, and her heart was sad.

Xiaobai is always like this, a few sweet words from a man can coax her.

But think about it, when she found out that she might never be able to give birth to a healthy child again, there was a man who was so considerate of her mood and was willing to give her a reassuring pill to eat, maybe like a drowning person who saw a life-saving straw and would grab it regardless of it.

But she didn't think that whether it was biological nature or culture, children were definitely a big deal for anyone, especially Chinese men, and no one would casually give up having a child of their own.

At the beginning, Xin Weiyang mistakenly thought that she was suffering from chromosome balance translocation, and the whole person was like a lightning strike, falling into a state of confusion and fluctuation, struggling with this problem, thinking seriously for a whole night, and only figured it out in the middle of the night, and was so excited that he jumped up and knocked on her door regardless of time.

Then, he excitedly told her about his ideas, how to solve this problem, and even considered that it was really not possible, and that he could take her abroad in the future, adopt a small child and bring it home, and deceive his conservative and stubborn mother.

This is the attitude of a man to a woman.

It's not just a matter of thinking about it casually and then saying a few nice words easily.

If you really want to grow old with a woman, the man will definitely make sufficient and holistic considerations for the future. He will really put women in the picture of the future he envisions.

If it weren't for this, she might not have been able to make up her mind to marry Xin Weiyang.

Mei Bai, why are you always so stupid?

For a while, her heart was sour, and her eyes were blurred with tears.

Mei Bai's voice became deeper and deeper: "...... He didn't like to use condoms, and I told him no, and he said I wasn't fertile anyway, so it didn't matter if I didn't wear them. I don't think he values me and I'm ready to break up with him. He immediately begged me to stay, promising that he would correct himself.

"At first, he did switch to a condom, but a few times later, he lied to me that he didn't use a condom, he just shot outside. I was very angry when I found out, and he immediately apologized to me, bought me flowers, snacks, and took me on a trip, and never made the same mistake again......"

Mei Bai choked up.

This man has a lot of faults, but he also has his goodness. He clearly knows her problems, but he is still willing to admit his mistakes to her, is willing to coax her, and is willing to spend time and energy for her.

His actions shone into her humble heart like a ray of sunshine, making her bloom a flower in the dust.

"I thought he should love me, so when I found out I was pregnant, I didn't tell him right away, because I was worried that the baby would be unhealthy and make him happy. I waited until four months to have an amniocentesis done, but I didn't expect that the child's DNA was so normal. ”

Mei Bai was so excited that she burst into tears again, covered her eyes and cried for a long time before she calmed down, and continued: "I thought he would be happy, who knows, who knows......"

She looked at Yan Rushun, her lips trembled, but she couldn't say anything at the end.

Yan Rushun held her hand tightly: "Needless to say, I know everything." ”

is nothing more than the story of a negative man, which has become a cliché throughout the ages.

There's nothing new under the sun.

"I'm sorry, Xiaobai, I didn't know anything......" She was filled with deep guilt.

When Fa Xiao needed help and support the most, she was busy with her own housework and didn't think of caring for Xiaobai regularly. Even after the two met, she was still immersed in her own trivialities, and used Mei Bai, who was heavy in her heart, as an emotional trash can.

No wonder Xiaobai would say that he was jealous of her.

Being able to struggle with some inconsequential little things all day long, and make a small life is indeed an unattainable happiness for Meibai, who walks with a heavy load.

Every word she said at the time was to rub salt on Meibai's wounds.

Thinking of this, she felt very, very sad.

Mei Bai squeezed out a smile and comforted her in turn: "It's okay, I just was, I was...... It's so emotional. ”

Yan Rushun sighed: "Then what are you going to do now?"

Mei Bai's eyes lost focus again, and she replied with confusion and dazedness: "I don't know ......"

This is a rather difficult multiple-choice question.

A healthy and normal child is rare and precious to her, but she can't imagine the days of being abandoned by the child's father.

Mei Bai slowly turned sideways, as if she could no longer support it, her head rested on her small shoulders, buried her face deep in her hands, her shoulders shrugged violently, and she cried bitterly: "Ah Shun, am I too weak? Qi Qing can take care of the child alone, but I just think I can't do it......"

No, it's not like that!

When she saw Qi Qing easily taking her child to be a hot mother, she also thought it was a very fashionable and simple thing, and even she was very envious.

But now that she has brought her own children and truly experienced the days of a handful of and a handful of urine, she will not think like this anymore.

She hugged Meibai and told her with certainty: "You are not weak, you are just rational." With my experience with children these days, I can responsibly tell you that it is really not easy to take care of children alone. Don't think that Qi Qing is very easy, she has the money to hire a sister-in-law, and Cousin Chen to help, and now her parents help, but I believe she still has a lot of hard work that is not enough for outsiders. She's just used to being strong and relaxed. ”

"Really?"

"Well, it's absolutely true. Yan Rushun helped Mei Bai up, looked her in the eye and said, "Xiaobai, you are willing to tell me about this, which means that you really regard me as a sister, thank you for your trust in me." I want to tell you now that it is not easy to raise children alone, but it does not mean that it must not be possible. All I need now is to figure out what exactly you're going to do – in short, you have to remember that no matter what decision you make, I'm here to support you. ”

Mei Bai threw herself into her arms and cried like a child.

However, in the end, she didn't say what she chose, because she really didn't know how to choose.

The child is more than four months old, and no matter what decision is made, it cannot be delayed for a long time.

Nor is this a proposition that a twenty-seven-year-old woman who has been abandoned by her parents can bear alone.

Yan Rushun called his parents.

Yan's father and Yan's mother hurriedly came, and after understanding the situation, Yan's father scolded the negative man and pulled Meibai to call the police.

Yan's mother and Yan Rushun hurriedly stopped him.

Now it is not before the reform and opening up, and if two people are together and do not get married, the man is a hooligan. Today's gathering and dispersion are as light and light as the clouds in the sky.

Mother Yan inquired carefully, and after finding that the matter was irreparable, she decisively asked Father Yan to call Father Mei and Mother Mei.

On the phone, I don't know how Mei's father and Mei's mother shirked it, Yan's father lost his temper: "...... Do you still have a little conscience? She's not a wildflower on the side of the road, you pick it up if you think it's beautiful, and throw it away if you don't want it. She is a piece of flesh that has fallen from you, and there are no other relatives but you. Now that you've encountered such a big hurdle, if you don't get it right, you will have to die twice, and you still want to ignore it? Believe it or not, I'll go to the police station and sue you right away......."

Yan Rushun accompanied Mei Bai, listening to her father's scolding faintly outside the café, and her heart couldn't help but drift elsewhere.

Mei Bai must have been as innocent, lovely, and carefree as Jian Jian, and she must have believed in the world unconditionally, but when her parents abandoned her for her own future, the damage in her heart could never be healed.

So much so that today, Qi Qing can choose to become a single mother in a chic manner, but the hole in her heart that cannot be filled makes her hesitate.

Because, what she has been looking forward to is not a strong mother, but a protected and loved child - the little girl who was abandoned by her parents, holding her knees and crying, stubbornly waiting for her love to return.

The rash union of parents and the irresponsible breakup are nothing more than a failed game for adults, but they are incomparably destructive for children.

Back at home, looking at Jian Jian's quiet sleeping face, Yan Rushun suddenly felt deep regret.

These days, maybe she is too carried away.

Xin Weiyang supports her so much, but she turns the pressure of her mother-in-law and her mother into dissatisfaction with her and transfers it to him, if one day, he can't stand her bad temper and breaks up with her goodbye, then will Jian Jian become the next Meibai?

She decided to admit her mistake to Xin Weiyang.

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