I fell silent, and thought with my head down.

Time ticked by, and Lian Pian originally wanted to wait for my affirmative answer, but I was greeted with a more and more solemn brow.

"What are you thinking?" she couldn't bear the 'sex' and pushed me on the shoulder, waking me up from my 'mystery'.

"I'm wondering what Jia Yi should do. "I lied.

"Why did you mention him again!" Lian Pian's eyes grunted, as if he suddenly realized, and grabbed my arm, "By the way, you haven't told me who is walking with you today?"

I opened my mouth, and just wanted to casually say that someone was fooling over, but Lian Pian took the first step to grab the conversation: "Don't lie to me, I immediately ran out after answering your phone call, and just happened to see you get into the car of the man in the white robe." Honestly, was it one of the two Arabs in the bar last night?"

I was about to say the words that I was about to say, but I swallowed them immediately, swallowed a mouthful of water with difficulty, and nodded helplessly.

Lian Pian became more and more excited, holding her breath: "Which one?"

I pursed my lips and whispered, "You think the one you look familiar with." ”

Lian Pian slapped his big 'thigh' with satisfaction: "Good Xixi, Arab, you are more avant-garde than me." That...... Are you interested in him?"

She squinted at me, with an undisguised gossip expression on her face, my cheeks burned slightly, and she nodded lightly again, adding, "Only, a little bit ......"

It was the first time I had mentioned Mouses in front of others, and his form burst out from between his lips and teeth, becoming more and more vivid and profound. After crossing the most difficult hurdle of "speaking up", I gradually relaxed and began to discuss this issue with Lian Pian.

Lian Pian tried his best to encourage me: "It's not easy to meet a person who is a little excited, tell him!"

I shook my head, "I'm not too sure yet, and even if I'm sure I like him, I don't know if I should tell him ......"

Lian Pian raised his eyebrows indifferently: "People in their twenties, what's not to do?"

"But he's different......"

Lian Pian patted the 'door' of his head: "Oh yes, I almost forgot, he probably hasn't even had much contact with 'female' people." ”

It sounds strange, but it's true.

didn't pause for too long, and Lian Pian waved his hand again: "It doesn't matter if he's different, if you like it, you can say it first, and if you say it, you won't lose a piece of 'meat'." ”

I have never lacked the 'spirit' to rush forward desperately, and I frowned and said worriedly: "But what if he likes me too?"

Lian Pian said angrily: "You like him, he likes you, isn't everyone happy?"

"I'm Chinese, he's Arab. "We're too far apart, and there's too much cultural difference. I didn't understand his faith, and he was terrified that I didn't have faith. And ......"

I 'licked' 'lick' my lips and paused a little hard to say: "And, you know, it's polygamy...... Actually, I don't dare to continue to be moved......"

Hearing this, Lian Pian frowned, waved his hand again, and said decisively: "Then don't tell him, it's better to treat it as a memory that hasn't sprouted!"

"But I'm afraid I'll regret it when I think about it in the future. "I closed my eyes, and I couldn't bear it," when I was gray-haired, sitting in a wheelchair, thinking that when I was young, I had been attracted to an Arab man, but I had never told him, and I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say it again, only a line of muddy tears fell, and there was no room for reversal. ”

Seeing that I was concerned, Lian Pian became sad and shifted his position again, "Then tell him." ”

"But what if he likes me?"

"You said 'just in case' yourself. ”

It dawned on me, "yes, that's not allowed." Finally I found the bottom of the stairs, and I said with great interest, "Even if I have a heart for him in the future, perhaps he will tell me that he only likes devout Muslims and cannot get to know infidels." ”

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel relaxed and happy, and said with a smile, "This way there is no entanglement, and my heart is much lighter when I think about it." ”

Lian Pian grappled my shoulder mercilessly, "I haven't decided whether I like it or not, and you're entangled like this with a little heartbeat, it's really useless." ”

After saying this, Lian Pian and I laughed loudly. In the middle of a few words with her, my heart seemed to finally turn from 'yin' to clear, as if a heavy boulder had been put down. But faintly, there is a deeper sadness that soaks into the bottom of my heart.

The sound of "bang-" slammed the door, and after Lian Pian left, this tangled conversation came to an end, and everything returned to dead silence, a dead silence that made people finally be able to think calmly.

A wry smile tugged at the corners of my mouth.

Is there anything sadder than the thought that he would reject me?